At last, I have collected all my desire to start blogging again. Hopefully, this time round, I will garner more readers than before because really, for the past five years of hiatus, life was BORING.
I was mostly engrossed with career building and also finding mr. Right. Well... Just for updates, I've found him, and we are tying the knot in August 2017. Yeay! Syukur Alhamdulillah! I really think that this would be the most exciting part of my life. So, I've got to engrave these memories somewhere in the internet right? Who knows, one day, my grandchildren wants to find out their grandmother's life story...
So, since now that I am on sabbatical, and that after how many god damn years, FINALLY bought a new laptop, I can continue writing about my roller coaster-ish yet boring life! (I prefer to say boring because really, its only full of dramas and dramas are boring, I want blockbuster.)
I have 22 months to my wedding, means I have 22 months to save up and also, since I have built a stable income, it just means that I can PUT MYSELF FIRST and start travelling and do the things that make me happy! In Shaa Allah.
So WHAT DO I PLAN TO DO during my sabbatical is to of course, get a hold of myself. 2 years of part-time work while study and five years of working day and night has finally taken a toll on me and I am like BURNT-OUT already! So now I need to recuperate, rest and reflect on what I have achieved since the past 5 years of full-time work.
Why did I emphasized on putting myself first? Oh well, because I feel like I have lived my life not living my own. I have always tried to make others happy while abandoning my own feelings. After which, I feel contented because I have always wanted to help my family and friends. But I think I have helped them enough and it is too much already until they become dependent on me. SO you know, this has got to stop, and I need my life already please, thank you. :)
Even now, I feel that I sound selfish already. But really, maybe if the time is right, you will know why I have to do this. Until then, till next time! :)