Yesterday was Sarah's birthday and I am so glad she was quite happy with her birthday :D She does have a lot of good friends and a great family. You are blessed you know girl! Aish...
So. My days are about projects, projects and more projects! when is this gonna end?? doinks! I wanna do my project already lar. KK
KErana Fateha is so Sad! SobSob!!!!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
New song! yay!
This song...
Haha...
Been in love with it for quite a long time...
Whatever song which has gotta do with anuar zain or amy mastura....
Oh i love them!
haha...
Dalam hidup ini...
Pengorbanan itu perlu untuk kebahagiaan
Demi itu...
Aku akan berkorban untuk seseorang...
Jangan bertanya siapa...
Aku tidak mahu merampas kebahagiaan orang lain...
Sahabatku, jauhkanlah dirimu...
Dia mencintaimu...
Jangan biarkan dia tergapai-gapai
Di bumi tidak, dilangit juga tidak.
Dan apabila kebahagiaannya telah tercapai,
maka pada saat itulah aku akan kembali bersinar...
Dengan mu...
Haha...
Been in love with it for quite a long time...
Whatever song which has gotta do with anuar zain or amy mastura....
Oh i love them!
haha...
Dalam hidup ini...
Pengorbanan itu perlu untuk kebahagiaan
Demi itu...
Aku akan berkorban untuk seseorang...
Jangan bertanya siapa...
Aku tidak mahu merampas kebahagiaan orang lain...
Sahabatku, jauhkanlah dirimu...
Dia mencintaimu...
Jangan biarkan dia tergapai-gapai
Di bumi tidak, dilangit juga tidak.
Dan apabila kebahagiaannya telah tercapai,
maka pada saat itulah aku akan kembali bersinar...
Dengan mu...
Saturday, January 26, 2008
What do you do?
When people hate you?
I'd get sad.
What can I do?
I can't force them to like me right?
I won't hate them
They don't deserve my hatred
I have no reason to hate them
I am not so unreasonable.
Life is still too short to hate.
:I
I feel so sorry for me-haters.
You just don't know what you are missing.
All the facts, all the truth...
My side of the story...
I'd get sad.
What can I do?
I can't force them to like me right?
I won't hate them
They don't deserve my hatred
I have no reason to hate them
I am not so unreasonable.
Life is still too short to hate.
:I
I feel so sorry for me-haters.
You just don't know what you are missing.
All the facts, all the truth...
My side of the story...
What more can I say?
One-eyed princess...
How does that sound?
Haha...
I am not sure if I should say this here and now
But I think.
You must be special to someone if he could read you like a book.
I mean come on.
Why would someone read you like a book?
For fun?
Of course there is something about that person right?
I idolize my father.
No! Not make him God or something.
But if I have to marry a guy, I want the guy to be like my father.
Not exactly. But he has to have some of the qualities of my father.
This special friend of mine.
He is LIKE my father.
That is one reason why I did not dare accept him as a boyfriend.
I knew if one day when we break up, I won't get to see him anymore.
And there goes my father be-alike.
So. What I like about him?
Hahahahaha... Tough one there.
He is knowledgeable. Humble. Persistent.
He knows how to make me smile.
Really.
Between Honesty and Chemistry.
I choose Chemistry.
Tell me.
Who the hell never lie in this world?
Who the hell always tell the truth??
Who the hell never hides anything from the world???
You?
God! You have to be an angel then!
So then tell me.
What is the use of a partner if you don't really talk?
What is the use if you can talk online and in real life, you stutter??
What is the use if you can't tell your partner anything into his/her face???
Get where I am getting at?
Good.
Honesty is the best policy.
But chemistry. It brings life to the relationship.
:D Let it be. It is better if you see the bad side of that person first.
No one in this world is perfect. Trust me. That only person would be our Prophet Muhammad P.B.U.H. :D
God I know. There's a path for everyone.
Everyday. I wake up wondering.
What have you planned for me today?
How will I learn from things that have happened?
How would my road end?
Somehow. I believe You have given me a good life.
The shaky parts are what's good.
I feel I am privileged.
God I know.
You would not give a hurdle to someone only if he can jump over it.
Thank you Allah.
For all the priceless treasures you have presented me with.
How does that sound?
Haha...
I am not sure if I should say this here and now
But I think.
You must be special to someone if he could read you like a book.
I mean come on.
Why would someone read you like a book?
For fun?
Of course there is something about that person right?
I idolize my father.
No! Not make him God or something.
But if I have to marry a guy, I want the guy to be like my father.
Not exactly. But he has to have some of the qualities of my father.
This special friend of mine.
He is LIKE my father.
That is one reason why I did not dare accept him as a boyfriend.
I knew if one day when we break up, I won't get to see him anymore.
And there goes my father be-alike.
So. What I like about him?
Hahahahaha... Tough one there.
He is knowledgeable. Humble. Persistent.
He knows how to make me smile.
Really.
Between Honesty and Chemistry.
I choose Chemistry.
Tell me.
Who the hell never lie in this world?
Who the hell always tell the truth??
Who the hell never hides anything from the world???
You?
God! You have to be an angel then!
So then tell me.
What is the use of a partner if you don't really talk?
What is the use if you can talk online and in real life, you stutter??
What is the use if you can't tell your partner anything into his/her face???
Get where I am getting at?
Good.
Honesty is the best policy.
But chemistry. It brings life to the relationship.
:D Let it be. It is better if you see the bad side of that person first.
No one in this world is perfect. Trust me. That only person would be our Prophet Muhammad P.B.U.H. :D
God I know. There's a path for everyone.
Everyday. I wake up wondering.
What have you planned for me today?
How will I learn from things that have happened?
How would my road end?
Somehow. I believe You have given me a good life.
The shaky parts are what's good.
I feel I am privileged.
God I know.
You would not give a hurdle to someone only if he can jump over it.
Thank you Allah.
For all the priceless treasures you have presented me with.
Friday, January 25, 2008
A new edited pic... lol
Ah shit! Pain pain pain!!!
Red light.
To those guys who respect women because of what they have to go through...
You are so sweet. :DD
Anyway. I think I now realize that I like this guy... His name starts with A... Has two words... guess! Hahahahah...
His voice is so sweet... His words... Is as sophisticated as him. I just love his voice lahhhh.... OMG.... Cair you know...
Who? Relax... Don't panic... Don't get too excited!
He is.... Anuar Zain!!!! Hahahahhaha! Ok Biol!
But I love his songs lah. So sweet.
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Don't hate me ppl.
Don't envy me...
But I you really have to,
Just a few words:
This life is too short too hate. Nyehnyehnyeh....
PS: Ya Allah. Sakit nye perut!!!
To those guys who respect women because of what they have to go through...
You are so sweet. :DD
Anyway. I think I now realize that I like this guy... His name starts with A... Has two words... guess! Hahahahah...
His voice is so sweet... His words... Is as sophisticated as him. I just love his voice lahhhh.... OMG.... Cair you know...
Who? Relax... Don't panic... Don't get too excited!
He is.... Anuar Zain!!!! Hahahahhaha! Ok Biol!
But I love his songs lah. So sweet.
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Don't hate me ppl.
Don't envy me...
But I you really have to,
Just a few words:
This life is too short too hate. Nyehnyehnyeh....
PS: Ya Allah. Sakit nye perut!!!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Argh!
Yeay... Thank you my friend. Now I think I really need an organizer! My god! In order for me to have an organizer and to use it effectively... I'd have to fall in love with it. I mean. Really! Last 2 years, I had a lot of organizers for my birthday and I did not even use one of it effectively like I did to the ones I got from my secondary school because? Because I did not like them. Lol!
Thats why I am crazy right now!!!
Lalalallalala.... where do I find nice organizers? Where where where. Not the really nice one. If that thing is too nice, I would not dare to write in it cos it is too nice and i wouldn't wanna spoil it with my handwriting. Lol.
Okay. I shall get one this weekend or so. Town, here i come! I shall leave my footsteps on you... Muahahahaha....
'Ah la, piece of melody...'
love, love, love, love, love...
Random.
Thats why I am crazy right now!!!
Lalalallalala.... where do I find nice organizers? Where where where. Not the really nice one. If that thing is too nice, I would not dare to write in it cos it is too nice and i wouldn't wanna spoil it with my handwriting. Lol.
Okay. I shall get one this weekend or so. Town, here i come! I shall leave my footsteps on you... Muahahahaha....
'Ah la, piece of melody...'
love, love, love, love, love...
Random.
Biore pore pack
hmms... How much does it cost? maybe it works for me. Had just tried it out but nvm... I think its good.
Anyway. Yesterday was site visit to the URA and ERCO. With Harith and Swee Hong. No Perry! Whee. Haha.. so the KECOH lah! I loike! Then when it was time to go home... no transport. Harith and the sengkang gang shared a cab. There were a lot of cabs but none of them stop when Harith stopped for them. He got fed up and showed his hairy legs to stop them. Then he called out to azizah. "Eh! Kau jambu kan! Meh sini tahan teksi!" lol.
Off we go to wait for Azizah's ride... kikih. Waited at Holiday inn atrium nearby... haha. I was scared if one guy would come to us and ask "How much?" Cos in the toilet, we saw 4 china hookers! haha....
Then reached home, Fetch Ibu. Then went out to east coast to eat with Kak linda :D, Kak mariana :D and abg fauzi. Funny lah. Kak ana said my voice is nice when I sang "jangan ada dusta di antara kita" by breory marantika and dewi yull. HAha... Thank you2... Cheh. Tak tau malu plak budak ni.
My nose is itchy. Klah. Hope i have a fun day slacking at home. LOl. Nyeh3... I gotta do my assignment already. :D
New block is on the way!!
Anyway. Yesterday was site visit to the URA and ERCO. With Harith and Swee Hong. No Perry! Whee. Haha.. so the KECOH lah! I loike! Then when it was time to go home... no transport. Harith and the sengkang gang shared a cab. There were a lot of cabs but none of them stop when Harith stopped for them. He got fed up and showed his hairy legs to stop them. Then he called out to azizah. "Eh! Kau jambu kan! Meh sini tahan teksi!" lol.
Off we go to wait for Azizah's ride... kikih. Waited at Holiday inn atrium nearby... haha. I was scared if one guy would come to us and ask "How much?" Cos in the toilet, we saw 4 china hookers! haha....
Then reached home, Fetch Ibu. Then went out to east coast to eat with Kak linda :D, Kak mariana :D and abg fauzi. Funny lah. Kak ana said my voice is nice when I sang "jangan ada dusta di antara kita" by breory marantika and dewi yull. HAha... Thank you2... Cheh. Tak tau malu plak budak ni.
My nose is itchy. Klah. Hope i have a fun day slacking at home. LOl. Nyeh3... I gotta do my assignment already. :D
New block is on the way!!
Monday, January 21, 2008
oh so true!!
What Your Handwriting Says About You |
You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space. You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at. |
Blogging again?
Well... I guess I have nothing else to do...
I'm hungry and I'm waiting for my parents to come home.
Blah.
If but 11.35 they r not home, that means...
They went out to eat.
And I'm here...
Starving.
Gosh.
Somebody help!
Okay2... enough of the shit.
lets call mom and ask her to buy something for me.
:D
Tell me. Why didn't my parents bring their hp?
Whats the use of having a hp when you don't bring it everywhere you go???
In case of emergency how??
MAderrrr!
I'm hungry and I'm waiting for my parents to come home.
Blah.
If but 11.35 they r not home, that means...
They went out to eat.
And I'm here...
Starving.
Gosh.
Somebody help!
Okay2... enough of the shit.
lets call mom and ask her to buy something for me.
:D
Tell me. Why didn't my parents bring their hp?
Whats the use of having a hp when you don't bring it everywhere you go???
In case of emergency how??
MAderrrr!
Definition of life...
Wow.
Tough question.
Half of me (sub-conscious self) says that the definition of life is bowing to Allah S.W.T. Doing good to others and also the environment and following HIS orders...
But another half of me (conscious self) says that life should be taken a day at the time. You do not know how long you could live in this world. So make full use of it. Meaning, do not brood about the past, do not go far thinking about the future. The past is the past and the latter has yet to come. Live in the present and make it the best in your life. At least, if you live for another five days, you'd feel it has been enough. You can smile proudly and say, I've lived my best. :D
But I procrastinate. I'm chasing time.
After this assignment... (which is tmr,)
I am gonna make time chase me.
In other words...
I heard of this saying...
When you chase the world, the hereafter will be further.
But when you chase after the hereafter, The world will chase after you
Meaning...
When you chase for time... You won't have time!
Plan accordingly and ask help from Allah so that your tasks could be done easily.
Then the world will have to keep up with you.
You won't have to chase after the world (time) again. :D
GREAT! Now I have a new day resolution!
So tomorrow... I have a presentation...
LOL. I have to work on my powerpoint slides now. So...
No procrastinating! :D
To the one who started asking this question to himself,
I thank you so much for giving me motivation.
You don't have any idea of how big the difference you have made just by making me ask that question...
You know who you are.
And I hope you people reading this would reflect and ask this question to yourself too... Have a nice day!
Tough question.
Half of me (sub-conscious self) says that the definition of life is bowing to Allah S.W.T. Doing good to others and also the environment and following HIS orders...
But another half of me (conscious self) says that life should be taken a day at the time. You do not know how long you could live in this world. So make full use of it. Meaning, do not brood about the past, do not go far thinking about the future. The past is the past and the latter has yet to come. Live in the present and make it the best in your life. At least, if you live for another five days, you'd feel it has been enough. You can smile proudly and say, I've lived my best. :D
But I procrastinate. I'm chasing time.
After this assignment... (which is tmr,)
I am gonna make time chase me.
In other words...
I heard of this saying...
When you chase the world, the hereafter will be further.
But when you chase after the hereafter, The world will chase after you
Meaning...
When you chase for time... You won't have time!
Plan accordingly and ask help from Allah so that your tasks could be done easily.
Then the world will have to keep up with you.
You won't have to chase after the world (time) again. :D
GREAT! Now I have a new day resolution!
So tomorrow... I have a presentation...
LOL. I have to work on my powerpoint slides now. So...
No procrastinating! :D
To the one who started asking this question to himself,
I thank you so much for giving me motivation.
You don't have any idea of how big the difference you have made just by making me ask that question...
You know who you are.
And I hope you people reading this would reflect and ask this question to yourself too... Have a nice day!
:(
Ok! I paniced a little just now cos my taskbar was in a different position. The last person to use my com was those lil bratz! Bloody hell! I asked my sister how it ended up like that... but she said she did not know!!!! ARGH!!! I hate you! Bloody faggots!!! No one below the age of 12 can use my computer without my supervision!!! That means I have to click for you, type for you and by all means... do everything! You lil bratz shall never touch this computer again!!!! Those little bratz almost popped my blood vessel! ARGH!!!!
I'm sorry....
I know I sound harsh in my tag. After reading your latest post... I feel so bad.
OK so now you know I hate it when people tell me not to do stuffs and not have a reasonable reason to why I should not do so... I just hope you understand how hard it is for me to tell you that I don't like. Its hard for me to tell people what I don't like about them (when it affects me) straight to their face... So. I turn to my blog. :( I'm sorry. You know who you are...
OK so now you know I hate it when people tell me not to do stuffs and not have a reasonable reason to why I should not do so... I just hope you understand how hard it is for me to tell you that I don't like. Its hard for me to tell people what I don't like about them (when it affects me) straight to their face... So. I turn to my blog. :( I'm sorry. You know who you are...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
New phone for my mom...
Well my mom just got a phone. Pda phone. So... jealous lah! haha... ok anyway... I shall buy anything I want when I start working... lol...
So... Forget about that phone, My mom is getting me a new phone! yippeee! lalala...
(Don't think too much,m don't get you hopes all high)
Ok. I had many things in my mind just now. But i seem to forget.
Somebody... Msged me. He asked a lot of questions. Mcm interrogation!
LOL. Dun like uh... Ever heard of phone etiquette?
So. been thinking a lot i guess... Pimples/acne are appearing. Bloody hell! just got rid of them! now they come back! tsk!!! (mom says: Dont think about it! stop touching it!) Okay... I'll heed your advice mom... Go away buzzers!!! haha...
How to cure pimples/acne? Don't think! hahaha.... What the toots.
Living in the present now... Making the best out of everyday...
Not going to think about guys... :)
Just waiting for a gentleman to realize something.
And I shall not think about it.
:DD Just wait till he comes to me.
That day... I shall be the happiest gal on earth.
Just for that day...
So... Forget about that phone, My mom is getting me a new phone! yippeee! lalala...
(Don't think too much,m don't get you hopes all high)
Ok. I had many things in my mind just now. But i seem to forget.
Somebody... Msged me. He asked a lot of questions. Mcm interrogation!
LOL. Dun like uh... Ever heard of phone etiquette?
So. been thinking a lot i guess... Pimples/acne are appearing. Bloody hell! just got rid of them! now they come back! tsk!!! (mom says: Dont think about it! stop touching it!) Okay... I'll heed your advice mom... Go away buzzers!!! haha...
How to cure pimples/acne? Don't think! hahaha.... What the toots.
Living in the present now... Making the best out of everyday...
Not going to think about guys... :)
Just waiting for a gentleman to realize something.
And I shall not think about it.
:DD Just wait till he comes to me.
That day... I shall be the happiest gal on earth.
Just for that day...
Whatttttt?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT!
why people tell me stuffs which I can't do?
Can't dye hair...
Can't laugh...
Can't 'gendang'...
Can't do this...
Can't do that...
All of these relating to religion.
Like do I look like a kid to you?
And when I ask them if they know why it is wrong,
they tell me... "oh my uztaz says so...", "oh my uztazah says so..."
I know why It is wrong to do such things.
But it isn't haram! So don't tell me like I'm a small lil kid!
I read books. I read any sources I could find about religion...
Hadith and all... And I mostly refer to the Quran.
If you can't handle the Halal and Harams... Don't teach people hadith!
I don't even tell people they shouldn't do this nor do that...
Don't make it sound as if you know everything just because someone powerful to you says so...
The only powerful one here in this world is Allah. Some Uztaz are not even real!
And always! Always find reasons to why you should do and don't do things!
Don't follow blindly... And before you teach people or tell people...
Look at yourself first...
Moral of the story: I Hate people who thinks they are so religious!
Well nobody is so perfect in this world ok... only Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
Only him!
Ya Allah ya khudayah...
Kau terangkanlah hati mereka...
Jauhkanlah mereka dari kesesatan...
Jauhkanlah mereka dari keriyakan...
Amin.
why people tell me stuffs which I can't do?
Can't dye hair...
Can't laugh...
Can't 'gendang'...
Can't do this...
Can't do that...
All of these relating to religion.
Like do I look like a kid to you?
And when I ask them if they know why it is wrong,
they tell me... "oh my uztaz says so...", "oh my uztazah says so..."
I know why It is wrong to do such things.
But it isn't haram! So don't tell me like I'm a small lil kid!
I read books. I read any sources I could find about religion...
Hadith and all... And I mostly refer to the Quran.
If you can't handle the Halal and Harams... Don't teach people hadith!
I don't even tell people they shouldn't do this nor do that...
Don't make it sound as if you know everything just because someone powerful to you says so...
The only powerful one here in this world is Allah. Some Uztaz are not even real!
And always! Always find reasons to why you should do and don't do things!
Don't follow blindly... And before you teach people or tell people...
Look at yourself first...
Moral of the story: I Hate people who thinks they are so religious!
Well nobody is so perfect in this world ok... only Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
Only him!
Ya Allah ya khudayah...
Kau terangkanlah hati mereka...
Jauhkanlah mereka dari kesesatan...
Jauhkanlah mereka dari keriyakan...
Amin.
Which guy would I fall for?
You would fall for a Gentleman
You like a man who knows how to treat a lady. Your guy will be suave, sophisticated, and dashingly handsome. He remembers the little things that matter: holding doors open, offering his jacket to you when you're cold, and giving you flowers when you're down. Your Mr. Perfect will respect you, love you, and make you feel beautiful, because you are! So even though you may find yourself attracted to bad guys sometimes, save your heart for your very own Mr. Darcy.
(From Facebook)
Lol! So true!!! hahahahaa.... Plus! The guy has to be knowledgable :D
You like a man who knows how to treat a lady. Your guy will be suave, sophisticated, and dashingly handsome. He remembers the little things that matter: holding doors open, offering his jacket to you when you're cold, and giving you flowers when you're down. Your Mr. Perfect will respect you, love you, and make you feel beautiful, because you are! So even though you may find yourself attracted to bad guys sometimes, save your heart for your very own Mr. Darcy.
(From Facebook)
Lol! So true!!! hahahahaa.... Plus! The guy has to be knowledgable :D
Saturday, January 19, 2008
lol
My guitar skills aint that good.
Live with it... :P
My voice was Diff...
I was crying... (Putting my soul into the song:P)
My pronunciation is off a bit
Bit my tongue a lot...
Wow. I do have a lot of reasons huh...
so enjoy...
lol...
I've always needed time on my own...
I never thought I, need you there when I cried
And the days feels like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie, is made up on your side
When you walk away, I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it okay...
I miss you...
(I really do...)
Live with it... :P
My voice was Diff...
I was crying... (Putting my soul into the song:P)
My pronunciation is off a bit
Bit my tongue a lot...
Wow. I do have a lot of reasons huh...
so enjoy...
lol...
I've always needed time on my own...
I never thought I, need you there when I cried
And the days feels like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie, is made up on your side
When you walk away, I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it okay...
I miss you...
(I really do...)
He
I've learnt to play Avril's song with the guitar... Her songs are significant to me cos they very much describe my life... Love life especially... Lol. From her first album... The most significant song was Skaterboi... lol. Adelah cerita... Then 2nd album, Under my skin, was My happy Ending. That part was damn sad. Lol. Then here, this new album, comes When You're Gone.
Well what's done is done. I can't turn back time now can I. All I know, I've made a very big mistake and I'll never do it again. (Promise Myself) For now... Let bygones be bygones. I can't change people's feelings.:I
I just wonder. Why does he uplifts my music spirit? I know we are not together anymore. But what I did for him just now... It was like... The first time I sang for him. More than words... Sang and recorded many times until I almost lost my voice... but today... I sang and recorded... Umpteenth times... bit my tongue a lot of times and now... It's sore... How does he do that?
All I could say now is just... I miss you...
Well what's done is done. I can't turn back time now can I. All I know, I've made a very big mistake and I'll never do it again. (Promise Myself) For now... Let bygones be bygones. I can't change people's feelings.:I
I just wonder. Why does he uplifts my music spirit? I know we are not together anymore. But what I did for him just now... It was like... The first time I sang for him. More than words... Sang and recorded many times until I almost lost my voice... but today... I sang and recorded... Umpteenth times... bit my tongue a lot of times and now... It's sore... How does he do that?
All I could say now is just... I miss you...
Friday, January 18, 2008
personality test :D
About the ESTP Expert Quotes & Links
"These are the ultimate realists. Extraverted Sensors are at one with objects and experiences now, in the only living, pulsing moment that ever really exists. The Sensor is compelled to see, touch, taste, smell and feel all that moves, wafts, tingles, tinkles, scintillates, vibrates or resonates"
- ESTP Profile (TypeLogic)
"Promoters are men and women of action. When someone of this personality is present, things begin to happen: the lights come on, the music plays, the game begins."
- The Portrait of the Promoter Artisan (eStP) (Keirsey)
"likes to lead, likes sports, risk taker, tends to dominate conversations, fearless, can handle criticism"
- Jung Type Descriptions (ESTP) (similarminds.com) "Enthusiastic and excitable, ESTPs are "doers" who live in the world of action. Blunt, straight-forward risk-takers, they are willing to plunge right into things and get their hands dirty. They live in the here-and-now, and place little importance on introspection or theory. The look at the facts of a situation, quickly decide what should be done, execute the action, and move on to the next thing."
- Portrait of an ESTP (The Personality Page)
"At work, ESTPs contribute a straightforward attitude that calls on people to make things happen quickly. They keep things lively and are willing to take personal and organizational risks. They enjoy crises and like to dive right in and skillfully negotiate through them."
- ESTP - The Adventurer (Lifexplore)
Long time no post!
Yay! Thanks Azimah for introducing this to me through your blog. Lol. I kind of find it funny... Majority of my answers for this Multiple Intelligence are 'usually'! I tried my best to click 'rarely'. But hey! I hate lying to myself... Well... At least I know I'm intelligent... haha... But don't worry... My head isn't as big as you think. Thank God for this gift. :D Alhamdullilah is all that I can say.
So. Speaking Of Intelligence, Something came into my mind. Intelligence come in two different ways for me. One, Emotional Quota (EQ) and two, Intelligence Quota (IQ). Do you know that people with high EQ are more intelligent? Because they are... Street-wise. They tend to live longer... why? 'Cos they cook so much faster that when they have finish their deserts, the high IQ people are still struggling to read and comprehend the recipe book for their appetizers. hehe. Ok I made that one up spontaniously... Not sure if it is true but... Nevermind. I shall give it an observation.
So. There are so much difference between high IQ people and High EQ people. The High EQ people, tend to look much stupider... (FYI. I am a High EQ person... But my IQ is above average. And I am proud to be a High EQ person.) I mean really. I have a friend whose IQ is much higher than her EQ, that she becomes totally oblivious to the feelings of others. I on the other hand, feel so guilty in this one accident when my groupmates (including my friend here) made a schoolmate unhappy cos they did something to his things. I hadn't been on the site to experience what happened but after hearing the story from another groupmate, I felt guilty too... I mean. Yeah its not me.. but they are my groupmates and we were doing a project together. I can't be that oblivious! But this friend of mine, She went "Alah! Nevermind lah!". And that schoolmate of ours was on the verge of tears! OMG. What an experience.
Yeah. High EQ people tend to be liked by others too... :D Cos they aren't Oblivious to their surroundings. High IQ people think they are too intelligent and they won't listen to others. Cos they think they are right. The High EQ people would take time to evaluate. Think about what is right and what is wrong. Take notice of the surroundings and the people around them too before making a decision.
You know. I still hate the fact that they made the bicycle tracks inside and the pedestrian pathway nearer to the roads. I mean. Don't be stupid!!! I don't know how to explain it but it is just stupid. Bicycle tracks should be the ones nearer to the road. Cos they are faster... Give the people who are walking a shorter distance to travel. Take the Pasir Ris MRT station for example. The Pathway near to Bus stop with the service number 3. The Pedestrian walkway is inbetween the bicycle track and the road. But the pedestrians tend to walk on the bicycle track. Why? Because the distance to the sheltered walkway is much nearer! And people tend to jay walk too... Because the traffic light is quite a distance... Works of the High IQ people see? Luckily I am taking Environment design, so when I get to be an urban planner, If God will, I will make sure these stupid things do not happen. Cos they are utterly STUPID!
Monday, January 14, 2008
Mood: Hungry
Phone jammed...
Maybe it will get well in a week time...
*Pray hard*
Ok. So. Had a great time in school...
Although Perry plucked a nerve of mine... ok maybe it was more than one.
Bloody hell lah he. But nvm. I shall just smile and forget abt it.
Harith asked the class to give a clap for the 15 ppl who helped for the open house.
He mentioned about us doing more than expected and staying for 3 days...
Haha... I felt like crying. Soooo sweet. Swee hong is also cool... hehe. She is not biased la... Cool.
Uhm... Had lunch alone just now... Sad but nvm... Hungry mah. No one in sch want to accompany me. Ziza, Farah and Sarah wasn't in school...
But overall... Today was fun despite of the bad luck which i had.
I almost choked to death cos i had a hard time trying to find water.
LOL. The canteen drink stall was full of ppl. I was late. Went to lvl 5 but the vending machine sold out. Level 3 concourse... There were bottles but the machine kept saying it was sold out! bloody hell... Sarah saved me in class... She let me drink her drink... heh. Thanks sarah!
Maybe it will get well in a week time...
*Pray hard*
Ok. So. Had a great time in school...
Although Perry plucked a nerve of mine... ok maybe it was more than one.
Bloody hell lah he. But nvm. I shall just smile and forget abt it.
Harith asked the class to give a clap for the 15 ppl who helped for the open house.
He mentioned about us doing more than expected and staying for 3 days...
Haha... I felt like crying. Soooo sweet. Swee hong is also cool... hehe. She is not biased la... Cool.
Uhm... Had lunch alone just now... Sad but nvm... Hungry mah. No one in sch want to accompany me. Ziza, Farah and Sarah wasn't in school...
But overall... Today was fun despite of the bad luck which i had.
I almost choked to death cos i had a hard time trying to find water.
LOL. The canteen drink stall was full of ppl. I was late. Went to lvl 5 but the vending machine sold out. Level 3 concourse... There were bottles but the machine kept saying it was sold out! bloody hell... Sarah saved me in class... She let me drink her drink... heh. Thanks sarah!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Voice out your thoughts
Today is a sucky day!
Elias Park Primary School has a Bloody irritating Security officer who should be FIRED!
I dun wanna talk about it here. I was so upset with that officer I cried.
LOL. I know.
I am moving on. Dropped by a friends blog. Then I realized. What is moving on without... PAIN?
Somehow, all these while, I forgot. With moving on, Comes PAIN. I hadn't realize pain, I mean, I experienced pain only sub-consciously. I knew I was crying. But I thought it was because of sadness. And that there is no pain in sadness. But hey. There's PAIN in sadness... That's why i cried. That's why i cried when I was upset with that bloody officer. Why I cried When I left him. Why I cried when I was afraid what the future might hold... I miss him. I do. I can't deny.
Every time I ask myself. Has he forgotten me? Would he be remembering me? Does he still love me?
I'm done with. I can't turn back now. Turning back might be the best thing to do.
But I am not going to. Its just not me. I know. People tend to do things which will make them suffer... Obviously ignoring the easy way out... Convenience = Wastage
Try that theory. Some how I believe it. Something I figured out while in the toilet.
If only I could show my heart to everybody as when it is crying...
Only God knows...
Elias Park Primary School has a Bloody irritating Security officer who should be FIRED!
I dun wanna talk about it here. I was so upset with that officer I cried.
LOL. I know.
I am moving on. Dropped by a friends blog. Then I realized. What is moving on without... PAIN?
Somehow, all these while, I forgot. With moving on, Comes PAIN. I hadn't realize pain, I mean, I experienced pain only sub-consciously. I knew I was crying. But I thought it was because of sadness. And that there is no pain in sadness. But hey. There's PAIN in sadness... That's why i cried. That's why i cried when I was upset with that bloody officer. Why I cried When I left him. Why I cried when I was afraid what the future might hold... I miss him. I do. I can't deny.
Every time I ask myself. Has he forgotten me? Would he be remembering me? Does he still love me?
I'm done with. I can't turn back now. Turning back might be the best thing to do.
But I am not going to. Its just not me. I know. People tend to do things which will make them suffer... Obviously ignoring the easy way out... Convenience = Wastage
Try that theory. Some how I believe it. Something I figured out while in the toilet.
If only I could show my heart to everybody as when it is crying...
Only God knows...
Rain Rain Go Away
It's been raining for quite a while now...
Thought the monsoon was over... But hey...
It's not.
Damn.
Couldn't sleep for while now...
Keep waking up in the night... And I...
Tried to sleep again, but...
I couldn't...
Shit.
This is all because...
The thoughts of you keep
Coming back to me.
Oh why now...
Why not in the other lonely nights
That I had...
Don't leave me all alone here..
Crying...
Back to sleep...
Praying all the thoughts of you...
Would go away-ayayayay.....
away...
Rain Rain Go away yeah hey
Thought the monsoon was over... But hey...
It's not.
Damn.
Couldn't sleep for while now...
Keep waking up in the night... And I...
Tried to sleep again, but...
I couldn't...
Shit.
This is all because...
The thoughts of you keep
Coming back to me.
Oh why now...
Why not in the other lonely nights
That I had...
Don't leave me all alone here..
Crying...
Back to sleep...
Praying all the thoughts of you...
Would go away-ayayayay.....
away...
Rain Rain Go away yeah hey
Monday, January 07, 2008
Pertemuan
Kehadiran insan-insan yang lama dinantikan
Tali persaudaraan tidak luput dek zaman
Bagai air yang dicincang tiada putus
Zahirnya jauh, rindu pun tercetus
Hari deme hari ku menanti
Saudaraku yang jauh, tapi dekat dihati
Kini sampai jua mengetuk pintu rumahku
Bersapa salam, terubat rinduku...
Okay... My Aussie cousins are here! What a surprise! haha... So cute lar they... haha... Now they are like playing inside my mom's room while watching Transformers The Movie. There are three boys and a girl. The two younger boys were break dancing just now... so I was like...
ME: Hey you break? Cool.. I mean I can do the freeze... (Oh... Did I just said that? OMG!)
Zaimi: Oh cool! let's see her do the freeze!
ME: Oh sure... Here it comes! (Oh shittt!)
Hairi: Oh cool! she could do it!! Cool stuff!
-And there comes my 6 yr old bro... pushing me to the back and i fell and my body hurts! ouch
Hairi is 6 years old, but he talks too much for a 6 yr old... haha...
Tali persaudaraan tidak luput dek zaman
Bagai air yang dicincang tiada putus
Zahirnya jauh, rindu pun tercetus
Hari deme hari ku menanti
Saudaraku yang jauh, tapi dekat dihati
Kini sampai jua mengetuk pintu rumahku
Bersapa salam, terubat rinduku...
Okay... My Aussie cousins are here! What a surprise! haha... So cute lar they... haha... Now they are like playing inside my mom's room while watching Transformers The Movie. There are three boys and a girl. The two younger boys were break dancing just now... so I was like...
ME: Hey you break? Cool.. I mean I can do the freeze... (Oh... Did I just said that? OMG!)
Zaimi: Oh cool! let's see her do the freeze!
ME: Oh sure... Here it comes! (Oh shittt!)
Hairi: Oh cool! she could do it!! Cool stuff!
-And there comes my 6 yr old bro... pushing me to the back and i fell and my body hurts! ouch
Hairi is 6 years old, but he talks too much for a 6 yr old... haha...
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Lalalala~
I am here right now... here...
Sooooo Depressed abt school
Even acnes are getting worse...
Mannnn i cannot stand it!
God pls help!
Sooooo Depressed abt school
Even acnes are getting worse...
Mannnn i cannot stand it!
God pls help!
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Bring my shine back...
"Cos i couldn't handle the thought of you going away..."
....
Neither could I...
....
Neither could I...
Maybe you dont get it
Once i spit,
I won't lick it back...
That's why i'm depressed
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I won't lick it back...
That's why i'm depressed
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Step number one...
I am depressed.
At least I think so.
That is step number one.
Admit that you have a problem.
I am confused. This confusion of mine is sending me bonkers!
How I wish he did not agree to my wish.
How I wish he did something else instead of saying 'ok if that is what you want'.
Ah what the heck. What done is done, I'll just have to move on.
Bloody acnes/pimples keep appearing...
I need someone to just... Hug and cry unto...
Cry till I fall asleep...
I just wanna die in your arms~ why can't you see that?!
Bloody moron make my life difficult!!!!!! !@#$%!
At least I think so.
That is step number one.
Admit that you have a problem.
I am confused. This confusion of mine is sending me bonkers!
How I wish he did not agree to my wish.
How I wish he did something else instead of saying 'ok if that is what you want'.
Ah what the heck. What done is done, I'll just have to move on.
Bloody acnes/pimples keep appearing...
I need someone to just... Hug and cry unto...
Cry till I fall asleep...
I just wanna die in your arms~ why can't you see that?!
Bloody moron make my life difficult!!!!!! !@#$%!
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Yay!!!!!
Just now Sarah bought for me the pants which I wanted... Awww sho shwww3eeeet lah she... Hahah... Bought it at 77th street... It was M lah... S size got brown only which was not my kinda taste... Black was much nicer. NVM take black only lah... later can alter... haha... LOL. Thanks sarah! I was shocked lahhh... Verrryyyy.... I thought wanna go window shopping for her bdae present... lol... then she buy for me lak... Terbalik... heh... Anyway... i love the pants larrr!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
my 2008
1st jan is coming to an end in a few minutes time... and i havent post anything for the world to see... To see, to comprehend... what i feel towards 2008. PFFT. *roll's eyes* I feel like 'killin' this blog and give birth to another one... this blog carries too much memories. It hurts. But. You can't move forward til you look at the past, can you... Hence, I would not do it. :) I'm single people! For those who weren't informed. So dun come asking me about my bf again... oh... I mean EX. hate that word. I'm just going to be myself again. Only me myself and I. God and you and the world of mine. I'm gonna make me your role model! hah! LOLs. Dots.... I wanna be me when I was in sec2. People wanted to be me then. All those laughter... Kalah saiful apek. heh. But I know. As i grow, As experience matures me... I am a better person every year... At least... More than 70% good. heh. So lets go ppl. I ought to be walking this road alone this year. But I'm choosing not to do it alone, Instead I'm gonna do it wid you guys. Yea... The people around me. I'm so not gonna waste my time lurkin about the past and slit wrist. I'm done with that. Thank You Allah SWT for always guiding me... Amin.
Waaa So long nvr blog!
Port Dickson was fun la sia! woot!
It's not the place.
The place is 40% okay... The hotel has a nice view of the beach, and the apartment was quite spacious... But... the toilet got no spray water. We have to use the 'gayung'.
There were 3 cars in the convoy and the company was fun! :D It makes the whole vacation enjoyable.
Sat with Kak Mariana (kak ana), KAk Linda (kak lynn) and abg shahrin n nina... lol. Funnn Funn Funn! I wanna go with them again! Pls33333..... haha.
And danial, my cuz, he smokes.
Lol. And the time we were in melaka to eat seafood, Kak lynn offered him a stick in front of everybody including my nenek and mama. And mama was like warning him, saying, 'kau jaga'... and nenek was like... 'kalau aku tau kau isap rokok, aku pukul kau dengan besi'... Hahahahahah! so funny larrr. his reaction was like... uhhhhh ok. PFFT...
So then today... had a fun photo shoot with tarmizi, and his friends, amalina, hani, n another on chinese gal. Shall post the pics later k :D... then at night, countdown... lol. RC organized... used my father's sound system... :D
and ibu's friends were there! kak ana, kak lynn, abg sharin, kak nurul n abg nizam... wheee... so fun so fun... tmr maybe they coming down my hse to karaoke... more fun! wheeee!
It's not the place.
The place is 40% okay... The hotel has a nice view of the beach, and the apartment was quite spacious... But... the toilet got no spray water. We have to use the 'gayung'.
There were 3 cars in the convoy and the company was fun! :D It makes the whole vacation enjoyable.
Sat with Kak Mariana (kak ana), KAk Linda (kak lynn) and abg shahrin n nina... lol. Funnn Funn Funn! I wanna go with them again! Pls33333..... haha.
And danial, my cuz, he smokes.
Lol. And the time we were in melaka to eat seafood, Kak lynn offered him a stick in front of everybody including my nenek and mama. And mama was like warning him, saying, 'kau jaga'... and nenek was like... 'kalau aku tau kau isap rokok, aku pukul kau dengan besi'... Hahahahahah! so funny larrr. his reaction was like... uhhhhh ok. PFFT...
So then today... had a fun photo shoot with tarmizi, and his friends, amalina, hani, n another on chinese gal. Shall post the pics later k :D... then at night, countdown... lol. RC organized... used my father's sound system... :D
and ibu's friends were there! kak ana, kak lynn, abg sharin, kak nurul n abg nizam... wheee... so fun so fun... tmr maybe they coming down my hse to karaoke... more fun! wheeee!
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