Currently Agitated

I don't know why.
Can't wait for the tv shows to start.
CMYK is having their last episode later...

I feel so dizzy...
Don't feel so well today...
Well maybe its because...
I chose not to go out today.
:(

No reasons.

Maybe it's pressure.
Having lots of things to do.
And still procrastinating.
UGH!~

Or maybe, its because of the weather...
I'll go wash/freshen up later.
At night, I'll go online again...
To continue my competition thing.
Damn. Still could not come up with a name!!!
Ugh!

Serious sak. Pening kepala aku.
ARGHHHH......

Lollies

Imagine...
(Imagine lagie?! Tak habis2 budak nie asyik suruh imagine ajer!!)

I went to Downtown East to indulge on some sushi's...
hehe.. this time confirm halal ok!
Then after that went to Zone-X, the arcade.
Pfft. Layan adik punye pasal, me and my mother went to play games that would get us alot of tickets. LAme sak. Tak tau mcm mana boleh tersangkut kat arcade tu!
Spent $20 in that stupid arcade and what? We get only 3 candies... mak ai.
Tak loadss seyyy... Tak per, layan adik punyer pasal...
Tapi kalau nak difikirkan balik, $20... kalau main arcade kat tanjong pinang?
$20 divide by 20cents? kire lah korg!! hehe tak lah... Aperjer...
KAlau kat tanjung pinang leh main 100 game sey. Tak loads betul.
KAt singapore main 20-30 game jer. Chitot. TAK LOADS!!!

Dah lah tadi nyaris due kereta nak langgar aku!
Nak tau ape jadi?
We were crossing the road...
Nope. Let's just say, We were waiting to cross the road.
My brother just walked when the red man was still on.
We were like shouting 'oi! kau sembarang jer cross mcm gitu!'
Then he said, "It was meant to be green!", in the middle of the road.
So Aku yg tongong ni... Gi ikut....
Kental sak ni minah...
Rupe2nye... what he meant was 'Green light' not 'Green man'
Tapi biol uh adik aku tu. Macam faham jer...
Disebabkan susunan ayat dier yg tak betul tu,
Aku nyaris2 mati!!

EEE... Im not scared... Just paisey actually.
Hahahaha...

Yet again...

I was bored.
I did something I have not done In so MANY....
Hours.
Lol.
I just love doing it.
I don't know why.
It makes me forget all of my problems.
What is it?
Photo editing!
Hahaha...

What the.
I wanted to do something Inspirational.
But the plan backfired because...
nvm.
I shall not give excuses.
My kakak Lili is here to karaoke.
Budak baru putus cinta.
Haha...
Budak biol!

Dah... Jom Karaoke...
:DD

Third entry for the day

Just came back from shopping at NTUC Fairprice.
Tired. But still I wanna share something!
I saw taufik batisah look alike lahh siaaaa....
So cuteee!!! Hot hot hot!!!
Haha...

Look-a-like jer...
But his other friends were cute too...

Anyway...

My mother is currently watching project wujud.
Lol.
Eee Seram.
And I saw Sapian Sapari look alike too...
but his look-a-like looks better!
Haha...
Saw a number of cute guys today lah.

That's why... I have to blog.
Hahaha....
Cute guys make my day lah!

Living Life

It is funny how time flies so fast.
I'm scared of time.
As in, I'm scared I can't catch up with time.
Tired of catching time actually.
I need a break.
I need THIS break.

Unfortunately,
People need me!
I'm very popular you see... Aper jer ni pompan...
Everywhere I go,
people need my help.

So. I can't enjoy this break yet.
Maybe, the during the vacation in June, I'll get it.
For now, I'll find joy in what I'm doing.
That's one way to have a break.
Another one is to
Have KITKAT.

lol. lame. I know.

Something

:Nothing Is As Strong As The Strength Of Will:
-Hidayah 2

Being someone Is nice.
Reaching there Is difficult.
I have plans.
Big plans.
But still, I'm procrastinating.
Maybe I shall not procrastinate.
Maybe I should live with a time-table.
Nah... maybe I should just be disciplined
And keep on Focusing.

There are Main things on my Agenda this month.
1. Competition
2. Orientation
3. Port Folio

The minor ones would be:
1. Reading

I think thats all.

lol. What the!
Anyways.

My friends, Let us become a better person.
I am just gonna do that.

Just Take Each day one at a time.

Take time and reflect.

Something is bothering me.
I gotta clear my mind from that problem.
UGH.

Currently bored

Surfing and surfing...
No cute faces...
Lerrrr....
Asyik2 muker yg sama ajerrr
Anyway... Watch Tabah k.
My mommy, mama and aiyee and om ahmad Is acting
Hahahhaa....
Om will be the father and Aiyee will be the mother
Of whom I am not sure
Ibu and Mama will become the 2 MAKCIK kpos
MAKCIK KPO sak kene
Haha... mesti kekek giller

Went to school, played a fool.
Nah actually cracked my head.
PFFT.
Tiring okay!
Hal ehwal EVD.
Haizs...
This will be over If i stop procrastinating and start on my reading.
Which Is like...
ZzZzZz....

Lerrrrrrr......
Sleepy uhhh....

For the past 5 hrs

I've been doing something!
ITs this!


Lol. Takder kerje eh?
Bukan nak baca handout.
Buat nie...
Anyway, this is for you ziza.
Haha.
Thanks for being a cool, great minds think alike bestie.
Nanti kalau aku free, aku uat kan sarah ngan zimah jgk.
Tapi kan, I have not much picture of you guys.
Haha...
But I'll find.
Cam real jer aku

Okay...

I salute those who can create good-looking blogskins.
Lol.
Cos seriously, I have no patience to do it.
Maybe, there's not enough want.
Lol.
I prefer blogging than making blogskins.
Lol.
Damn. I have to find someone who can help me change my blogskin.
Lol.
I miss my friends already.
Padahal baru jumpa tadi.
Lol.
My brain is in a mess right now.
I am so lethargic.
I want to sleep.
There's something pulling me back from me being happy.
There's something bringing me down.
Damn.
I need to find what is the problem.
Maybe the problem is in front of me.
Maybe I have not realized it.
Maybe its just me.
LOL.
I don't know for sure.

Where are my 2nd and 3rd siblings?
They are not back yet.
Detention maybe?
Lol.
Little kids still in secondary school.
Lol.

(I wonder how many 'Lol's have I got in this entry... Lol.)

Tired

I don't know why,
I love to blog at my blog.
I just don't get it!
I've got multiply blog...
Livejournal...
What have you...
But still, I prefer blogger.

Anyway.
I'm thinking of changing my blog's skin.
Its been a year I think since I've used this skin.

So... New skin, here we come!

Anyway.

This is kind of disgusting

i have an issue with cili padi.

I dont know why.

First, chili padi stuck in my throat.

Now, chilli padi stucked in my faeces!

I could see the red color in that pile of.... nvm

Lol.

Disgusting! I know!

Hhahahahaha.....

Naughty naughty.

Sorry this is something I have to tell someone.

If not I can't Sleep.

Funny quirky Future CEO.

This is her pile of crap.

Just one of her Shitty days...

Thats her.

EWWWW.

Hakdish!

See?

Crapping again.

Still in pain...

yea... Unfortunately.

Spent my afternoon, or shall i say 2/3 of my afternoon reading a 200+ page handbook my lecturer gave us. So far I've read till page 22. Damn. So long! But fast huh. haha... no lah. Not really actually cos I did the summary too... which I got fed up with half way... Lol. Then I speed-read. What the.

So, I took a break and did a test in Facebook.com. Its a personality test which I find it quite SCARILY true. lol.

Here is the results: I scored 37 on Dr. Phil's personality test
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

Another test would be 'how perfect is your life?'.

Results?
Your Life Is 72% Perfect
You're a really lucky person whose life leaves little to be desired.

Name analyst (Kinda true too!)
Haha....
P - Productive
U - Ultimate
T - Tolerant
R - Reliable
I - Influential

nyanyanyanya....

So thats my afternoon. And now. I'm going to sleep. The medicine is making me drowsy already. Can't think of what to do or what .... uh nvm.

Catcha lata!

ITs RED DAY!

Nothing to be happy about.
It's quite depressing actually...
Ugh. What females have to go through...
Every month... for one week!

But today, Mine is like -UBER PAINFUL!
Just ate paracetamol and I am getting drowsy already.
Like seriously. That is why I am taking this opportunity to blog first before I go to lalaland...

Guys, I don't know how'd you guys do if you have to face this problem.
Maybe you'd start crying haha.

Klah. When I have the time to blog, and when I have the energy too,
I'd blog again.

Talk to ya lata!

New dreams, new ambitions.

I have new dreams now.
I have new ambitions.
People change.
They change through experiences.
People move forward.
Some just move backwards.
But I am moving forward.
From a smaller fry, to a bigger fish.

I want to keep it low for a while.
Been writing in my diary.
Don't want to share what's on my mind to those who are not keen.
But if you are, just tell me.
I'll share with you a piece of my mind. :D
I'm not a miser. Just cautious.

I do not want to put myself in a spot.
I don't want to end up discriminated upon because of my different views.
Although I have a clear conscience.
But no two feet are alike.

I feel alone in this world when it comes to political or world views.
Nobody I know is opinionated in a way that we share the same views.
Maybe these people have better things to think of, or maybe they are just happy with their lives, that they don't want to think more... Or they are just ignorant.
Like what my ex-principal Mr. Andrew Chew would say, NATO. No Action, Talk Only.

I know what it is like to live in Singapore. I don't deny it. I make no actions. Why? In Singapore, No Money, No Talk. I don't have enough funds, But I can talk. But still no actions can be made because I have no funding! That leads me to my plan. THE PLAN.
THE PLAN > THE STRIVE > THE SUCCESS > THE POWER
okay, I'll explain.
The PLAN: The new dream. The new ambition.
The STRIVE: The shit I have to go through...
The SUCCESS: The empire. My EMPIRE. Its Global, mind you.
The POWER: The ability to create changes.

Note-to-self for now and 100,000 years to come:

Can't Live In This Country!

Thats what my pops would say. :D

Words from the future CEO

Investments in Islam

Haha.
What a funny world.
It's very funny when you think where the world is heading to.
Maybe the world is too big.
Maybe we should just focus on our people, our society.

I was reading the papers just now.

Anak-Anak muda melayu kian berjinak-jinak dengan saham.
Saham... Bukankah itu Riba namanya?
Bukankah Riba itu tidak dibenarkan dalam Islam?
Mengapa orang-orang Melayu diatas sana membiarkan ini berlaku?
Mengapa mereka berkelu?
Mereka akan biarkan perkara ini terjadi?

Oh aku tahu.
Berjudi itu salah! Sangat Salah....
Menjual-beli saham itu tidak...
Mengapa? kerana masyarakat melayu kini berfikiran terbuka?

Bullshit!

Perkara kecil suka digembar-gemburkan....
Perkara besar, diperkecil-kecilkan...
Apa kejadahnya?
Ini dunia kamu?

Hmph... Aku malu.
Maluku tak dapat kukatakan.
Kecewaku ini hanya Dia yang tahu.
Biarkan aku teruskan dengan rancanganku ini...
Moga apa yang ingin aku kecapi, dapat dilaksanakan dengan mudah.
Hanya padamu Tuhan, Aku berharap.

3hrs of Facebook.com

Been sitting still at home... haha as if!
Actually I was doing some quizzes which I ran into in facebook. haha...

Which singer are you? -Britney
How mature are you? -Mom/Dad mature
What guy would you fall for? -Puuuuhrep. Abercrombie & Fitch
Who would be your celeb boyfie? -Collin Farrell
What Fairytale is your life? -Six Swans
What sign should you date? -Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
What accessory are you? -Scarf What the?!

Okay... and then I found Haikoo Zoo! Whee... So cute lah...
Hahaha... So damn cute!
My pet... Cute cute CUTE!

So I guess, My holiday would be spent with my cute lil pet. :D

:I

Had sushi at sakae sushi yesterday
And I had a major headache after that
:(

Hahahaha.... But It was uber-fun!

Currently chatting with Nurul raudhah and Nur Raziana...
My sisterz from Gv... Haha...
Damn... I miss them lah!

Anyway...
I don't know what I should blog about.
Haha... Done reflections for my freshman year but...
I wrote it inside my personal diary instead.
Don't want to share with you that part lah... haha

But one thing I wanna do for sure in my junior year for sure...
That is to write a daily reflection...
Haha. I want to learn from my mistakes and by jotting them down,
The chances of me remembering not to repeat them is higher.
So yeah. That is my plan.

Gonna be sick...

My stomach rejected my dinner. I was puking in the toilet and that cili padi from my dinner is stuck at the left side of my throat and daymn it hurts.

Okay, so my one of my bestie is heading off to Tioman tomorrow... wah so shiok. haha...
Slamat pergi dan selamat pulang yeee.... hehe...

Anyway. I am tired but i cant sleep. I don't know why... Lol. The stress from this week is finally over! Wheee!!!! It's over and done with! Whatever happens, happens and in a month's time, I would be JUNIOR of Environment Design in Temasek Design School! haha... come on freshies... I'm gonna torture you since we are starting on the slave system... hahahahahah..... So can't bloody wait... Cheyyy jahat sey ni budak!

I'll learn from my mistakes... I shall learn from them and move on...

Currently, to keep you guys updated about my love life, Haha... I'm thinking of no one still...

Shit days

Let'S talk about 3D Art Fundamentals now since Visual presentation Essentials is over! Woohoo.... Okay... 3D Art fund simply sucked. I hope no lecturers or design staff reads this cos its kinda confidential. Its between me and you okay! Shuussshhh....

I Clogged up the SINK!
Lol. I drained 2 buckets of plaster into the sink and it clogged up... The drain below was like flooded with water and plaster, Sarah actually started poking the drain with an unused cardboard that was quite long but it softened so we had to come up with another idea. Long story short, I used the bamboo stick from the mop. Eww... Some funny brown colored water start coming out... ok I shall not explain or describe it further. But Sarah, She was my superhero all these while. I really owe it to her! like seriously... "Hutang budi dibawa mati"

And fidz, Thanks for helping me for visual presentations essentials, and your aluminium idea...

Ziza, You too! Love ya Muax... haha... short and sweet. mcm aku... Tapi aku tall

My weekend...

:D I enjoyed my weekend :D

Went to tanjung pinang.
But unfortunately, I can't upload the pics right now.
After which, we went to wild2wet and escape theme park.
:DD

Haven't been online for quite a while now.
Haha. And I am still recovering from the jet lag and the sea sick...

At tanjung pinang, the timezone is different -1hr late.
So... Maybe in singapore, it should have been 9pm but, it is still 8 pm there!
Damn. However, it was worth it cos we had more time to enjoy.

Basically, I never stopped eating! The food there was so nice, it was irresistible!
And furthermore, it's cheap there. So yeah. Its like, a big sale, you just can't stop spending cos everything's worth it...

Gosh! I wanna go there again!!! Pls3!! haha...
Oh and I learnt one thing.

Whenever a waiter or waitress asked me what drink would I like to have, they just don't understand the meaning of 'Air mineral', 'Air jarang', 'Air suam', 'Air putih'... Get all the synonyms out of the kamus, they won't understand even though they are speaking Bahasa Melayu (Riau) like us. So. I learnt that whenever you wanna have mineral water, Just say... "AQUA SATU!" That one, they'll immediately understand its mineral water. Funny. Who taught me? The tour guide called "om ajis" (same as my father's name) who kept talking about his 18 year old anak bujang, which I don't know. Haha. Anyway.

So at escape theme park, Went to the haunted house, Played games... Blablabla.... Hmm... Oh ya! The bumpboat ride... There was this hot guy, who was looking at me from the other side. Like i was in the queue then there's the pool for the boat, then there's the water shooter for the people outside. I did not intend to get wet but alas! I did :( This is all because of my lil bro... hmph. But nvm. So, he was looking at me cos i happen to be first in the queue and that would make me his first victim! Ugh. So yea. when I got the ride, We were shooting water at each other. LOL. And I could not really control that stupid boat cos whenever I bump into another boat, My boat will spin and spin, allowing that 'cute' guy to shoot water at me. And Voila! Im as wet as a... nvm...

So I'll post some pics whenever I can... Cos, I'll be busy with my 1m sculpture this week... And then, ITs A HOli-Holiday for me! Wheee! :DDD lalalala....

Talk2yalata!

In the library... stomach pain

Currently bored to death cos I can't do my assignment!
And there's this flying ant thing in front of me...
Walking and walking... I don't know where to...
I wonder how It got stucked here... LOL
What's wrong with you animals today??

And that rachna, still not done yet...
Faster laa... I need to use photoshop can?
I'm hungry...
but yay! After photoshop, print... Mount, then can give steph already! Woohooo
Then I'm done for the week already! Whee!

LALALA... Then tmr, off to Tanjung Pinang...
LALALA... Maybe Zalillah's family is coming along... I dunno.
Not sure yet. NVM. The more the merrier. LOL.

Just to clear things up nina, I don't anti or hate ayah's side.
I just find that my life is proving to them and MYSELF that I can be better than who they think I would be. I dun hate them. Sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T telah bersabda...
(Ah da start la nii...) Jangan bermusuh sesama saudara... LEERRRRR

I had not a good night sleep

Currently inside the icebox planning to finish my work

Why did I not have a good night sleep?
Well, there was a cat stuck on the roof of the construction stuff below my house. My room, happened to be near where the cat was sitting and meow-ing. It meowed through the whole night, until morning, its voiced changed! Poor thing. Me? I was sleeping. I could hear it and damn it was irritating. Lol. But some part of me wanted to wake up from sleep and look to the situation. I guess i was too sleepy until at 7 am, when i woke up, It was my cat who got stuck there. FIFAN! I was like... You stupid cat. How could you end up there?? OMG!

SAVING FIFAN
So. Saving her was not easy but also not tiring. Some people who watched me and my brother with the short ladder just act as if nothing happened. Heloo! There a cat stucked there! Even if isn't my cat, I would've bring it down! Wipe off that stupid look on your face! Its such a disgrace when you are with office clothes but arrogant. Why did your mother send you to school anyway? Don't they teach you human apathy? Maybe not, or you were just too busy sticking your nose into that stupid textbook until you did not pay attention!
Well luckily for me, and my brother, we had two good neighbors who helped us. One aunty came down with a taller ladder. damn. So sweet lah you aunty! Thank you aunty! And another neighbor of mine, who is my so called god-brother. Lol. He too came down with a much higher ladder. thanks people!

Im still wondering how fifan could end up down there, or should I say UP there. PFFT. But anyways, She is fine. And I almost cried when I finally held her into my arms. So sad lah... But thank God she is okay. Alhamdulillah.

Naughty pussy cat
You are very fat
you've got butter on your whiskers
Naughty pussy cat!

But I think it should go like this instead.

Naughty pussy cat
you aren't very fat
But you got stuck up on the roof
Naughty pussy cat!

Ok? rhyming tak? Haha... Takpelah... asal korg faham sudala...

this is so random

Blogging while doing my work... In school!
What de!
Haha. Anyway... I Feel So Lonely.
In this Ice box thing, Which barely has any living things except for me and some other three people... Ugh.

Me so bored laa thats why... Azizah is not here yet...
coming LATER I suppose...
Dektu slalu lambat... Tak lambat, tak sah... Hehe...

Anyway... Yesterday, I got stuck in the rain. Dammit. LOL.
I ended up waiting for the rain to subside in the tampines stadium lobby...
And I was so hungry... Ugh. Nvm Sarah. I dun blame you...
Sekali-skala mandi hujan... haha

So when the rain finally subsided, I walked to the 15 bus stop opposite the MRT station. Mcm tongong binawe mana...

Then this couple, in school uniform, was beside me, showing Public Affection! Hello??!! For goodness sake, give my eyes some GOOD air to breathe in, please??
Kissing Goodbye is okay. But if you do it three times... Subconsequently, it IS disgusting. Ugh. Of cos I did not look at them directly! ... EWW!

So, when the gal walked away to the MRT Station, Me and my MP4, Spending time together with its two heads cuddling my ears... LOL, this guy waved his hand in front of me. I was like, 'WTH?'. So I turned to him and he showed me a hand sign to take of my earphones. Damn. Aperjer budak ni nak tau... Dah lah tadi bercumbu depan aku! So I took them out and he asked. 'Uhh 'scuse me, do you have one dollar change?' What? Do I look like some coin changer to you?? So, I 'Action2' took out my purse and I was like 'Uhh sorry, I don't have any. Sorry.'
Okay... Ape sak ni budak. Merepek. Tak 'cool' langsung... lol! Luckily he is a Chinese. Quite cute for a chinese uh. Anyway... Haha... He IS CHINESE... so I don't give a crap. LOL.

And I came home hungry. So I ate and ate... And after that, like my cat, I took my afternoon nap. Me and Azizah... Sleeping at the same time, waking up at the same time too. LOL. What the! Haha. And It was coincidental ok. Anyway, I gotta do my work now. Will update again when I find the time.

`Yay! Tanjung Pinang on FRIDAY!

ARGHHHH!!!!

I have pics but i can't upload them on Friendster.
Some connection problem...
UGH! Irritating lar...
Damn I am so irritated now...
The person whom I wished would entertain me, wouldn't
And the person whom I don't wish to entertain, is asking me to entertain him.
And I've got a lot of things running through my head,
I need a break!
I think I am gonna turn in early today.
And you know what?
I lost my clear folio which has my layout pad inside.
Damn!

Ugh. This is soooo frustrating.
And I don't feel good wearing spectacles.
Its bothering me!
Give my eyes some air will you?!!
Ugh. I'm go gonna get myself prepared for contact lenses.
Which I am so... NOT PREPARED TO!

LALALAA.... Smile amirah, Smile :DDDD
Mind over body...
Smileeeee.....

So many things to do!

Yet, so little time...

I really can't wait to collect my spectacles because I really find some difficulties in reading... like right now! Damn.
Maybe I shall buy contacts when I am mentally prepared... LOL. (Somehow, I think Ziza never get it why I'll have to be mentally prepared when doing things. NVM. Im just quirky... But in a good way, that is.)

Damn. My left eye is really bad! I can barely make out the words with only my left eye... I forgot how much my degree is. But nvm. I shall check when I get my specs.
LOL. That is like on Monday night I guess... Or tomorrow. I dunno.

So anyway, I have to do somethings out of wire for 3D Art Fund and I have to think about a series of war pictures and a movie poster. DAMN. It sounds all easy, but it's so complicated to me... :( Maybe I should get started with my movie poster first. Then later at night, I shall think about the series of war pictures. Damn.

So thats about school and my to-do-list. Now, I shall talk about my life? Hah! I made a pact with myself and I am kind of mentally prepared I guess. Haha. I think I am gonna look more girlish. Hahahahaha! Lame! I know! But my sister said I look like a guy! So Not TRUE! Is it? Damn. I'm not a boy. Maybe I am a tomboy, but puh-leez! That was like years ago... I'm growing out of it! Anyway, how do you look more girlish when you are a girl? Complicated. I shall just take each day one at a time. :D I do not want to have regrets later.

So. Thats basically my life for now, and shall I talk about my friends? I love to think and figure things out. Find reasons to why things happen, and ask so many questions. I observe and I think, and Dream. LOL. Anyway, I do not know if you would see a link from this to what I'd be talking about. But from what I've observed, I'm always in the middle between Sarah and Ziza. I'm never here nor there. Haha. But I like it. It's okay to me. Of course I'm not saying that Ziza is always the best and Sarah is the worst or Sarah is best and Ziza is the worst among the three of us, or four. But, what I am trying to say is that, the two of them, have their own abilities and plus points. They are the good but in different ways.

For example, Ziza, she is a faithful person. She prays. Clever. Maybe she has an IQ which is way above average cos I'm above average. I don't know. But, she is clever. She is also disciplined. But. She may be childish at times, and hit me a lot. Haha. Martial arts expert. That is only some... Not all, yet. Haha.

And Sarah, she is strong-willed. I can't deny she went through a lot in her life and never fail to share her experiences with me. She has a very high EQ, like me. Haha! But she's not that pious. But I don't mind. She still believes in Allah. And that is fine. I can't do anything. Anyhoos, she is still my bestie and I thank God for presenting her in my life.

So these are some brief descriptions of my friends. I hope you guys can see where I am in the middle... I don't know how to describe myself. Haha. Sorry but I just can't describe myself. I have some issues with myself, like I can't compliment myself. It is just so odd. Nanti orang ingat aku shiok sendiri, nanti susah. Haha.

About my love life... Haaaa.... I shall make this clear. I am not thinking about anybody for the moment. Not even Mr.K. Well, let's just say, he fits my list. But I... I don't know how to put it here... I don't even know how should I convey it verbally. Its just so difficult to understand. Well, its not that I like him until it's a must for me to have him! Tu dah kire tak tau malu! But, lets just say, if he ever likes me, then, I'll think about it... Haha... Boleh gitu?!

I somehow believe that it works this way. Like, If you find that somebody is suitable, that somebody, somehow, doesn't feel the same way. And then, there will be this one weird guy out of the blue, who will come and say that he is interested in you. Like WTH. This happens to me all the time. Like seriously. Haha.

Thats why I always believe in taking one day at a time.

And Zima, don't worry. You will always be my bestie. You will always be remembered as 'The Girl Who Help Me Get B3 For 'O' level Math'. Haha. I will always remember the times where I'd call you in the middle of the night, and we'd be discussing about the TYS questions Ms Cheong gave us. Haha. Damn. It was so fun. I thought I would flunk my Maths until you came. Thanks Zima, For those, Beautiful Days.

Such a long time

It's been quite some time since I REALLY blogged. I miss blogging. Been busy with school lately. You know, rushing for datelines and submissions... And I am tired! So tired!! Thank GOD its Friday!! TSK. I have assignments due on Monday still. I have been so busy nowadays, but I am glad I could manage my time properly... Haha. I've not been watching TV or playing games since the start of the block! DAMN! The only fun time I have was when I am with my friends. My besties... Azizah and Sarah. And... Farah... yeah right. Haha. Jokin'. Anyway, I have been reading books. One book I read this week was 'For One More Day' by Mitch Albom. Damn its good. So good, I cried in class while reading. LOL. Phew, luckily nobody saw me! Haha. And I don't mind reading it another time. Now I am reading a book titled 'A Parting Gift' by Ben Erickson. Just started reading yesterday. And I like this book 'cos it has a lot of phrases that is quite inspiring. Like this one:

'When an old man dies, a library burns to the ground ...all your life you're storing up memories of people, places, and lessons you've learned. If you boil it all down, what you have left in the bottom of the pot is wisdom. Sometimes it takes a lifetime to make sense out of what you've learned. Then, if you have the ability to express yourself in words, you can make a lasting gift of it to the world.'

Isn't it a good one? :D I know. This book, it inspires me to write a book. Haha. But I don't want a book which people would have to buy... I mean, I believe you don't have to fork out money for knowledge. The best knowledge comes free. Like experiences... They do not involve money. But TIME. Lol. I don't know where I got this from, I made it up 2 seconds ago. But blogging is also kind of writing a book right? haha! LOL.

Anyway, did you know that my lecturer said I was thick-skinned? I thought it was in a bad way at first. But, it turned out good. He said I am thick-skinned when it comes to failure. Meaning? There is no meaning. But, maybe he is right. Selamba cyclops girl. Haha. He also said, I'm half-way to being a designer. Like WOW! Haha. Wth.

-I have a plan. And I am gonna stick with that plan.

Sekarang baru aku sedar

Siapa kawan, Siapa lawan.
Dah lah, kau mmg pak turut...
Apa2 org2 dekat kau cakap,
Kau iyakan.
Kau tak tau menilaikan sesuatu...
Semua org tahu kau macam tu.
Usah disorok-sorokkan lagi...

I skipped morning class

I wasn't feeling so good.
So I skipped morning class...
Haha.
WTH. Luckily, there was nothing important, except for assignment.

I was also, sexually harassed today, by that Sarawak janitor in school.
UGH! So Disgusting!

And MR.K and I have been getting along quite well... :D
I shall just be patient.
Some things go our way, Some just doesn't.

Bodoh punya Belanda

Stupid Hollands... They actually think the Al-Quran should be dismissed because it is the same as Hitler's books!!! Go check today's Berita Harian!

What's wrong with these Muslims today???!!!! That article should not be placed in such a teeny column! It should be in the front page!! Instead of that Mas Selamat's article... Tsk tsk tsk... If I had my own country to rule, I'd combine JI and Al-Qaeda to demolish these stupid Disbelievers!

OH ALLAH! GIVE THEM MORE REMINDERS!!! IT HURTS TO HEAR THEM TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT ISLAM... PLEASE ALLAH. I BEG YOU.

If this was how it is supposed to be, I'll live with it. Because I know, YOU, oh Allah, is the most Knowledgeable...

Something from the Quran

Taken from Al-Maaidah Verse: 116-120

About Prophet Jesus and Allah

Did you guys know?
Once, the disbelievers asked Jesus PBUH if Allah would give them food from heaven, to prove that Allah exists.
So then Allah brought food down to earth, and commanded that anyone, who still do not believe of his existence after that, would go to hell.
(So that was how the 'Lord's Supper' came about)
Then, in another verse, Allah asked Jesus if he had told the disbelievers to look upon him and his mother as God and not upon Allah.
Jesus said, 'Oh Allah, You are the one who knows everything. You would know what I had told them. I did not tell them anything except to bow down upon you.'

:DD I found the part where Jesus said he is not GOD!

Abih suke?! haha...

This powerful video

Watch this... Without listening to the 'additional' info from the correspondent...
Just listen to abu dujana.
If you know and understand the Qur'an, or nvm...
You don't even have to understand it.

IF YOU HAVE 'LOGIC' IN YOU...

you'll find out that what Abu dujana says is true...

Watch this video with an open mind.
Seek first to be understood...

You bloody teachers tell us this, but you do not practice it yourself...
(not all the teachers... sonly some tea'CHER's)

Halal is just permissible. Wajib is a MUST!
Theres a damn huge difference...
So you damn idiots, whom i look down upon because of your stupidity+arrogance, don't think you are so clever and soooooo damnnn good okay!
Think!

Dear people of the world...

Them...
The people who they call terrorists...
Are not what they seem to be...

Ugh! These stupid corrupted whiteys are disgusting...
Wanna know why?

I'll write out my views and will send you if you want it.

Anyway... I got new specs :D
Will get it on sunday or monday...

Lalala...

Tiada gunanya engkau bersembahyang, kalau engkau sendiri menghukum saudara engkau...
kalau engkau faham maksud aku...

What a great weekend!

Currently eating my dinner... :D

Let's talk about... yesterday...
Intended to go to JB with my relatives... On my father's side that is...
But... My uncle was late... by 5, the jam started.
Damn...

Went to eat at west coast or preferably 'Ayer rajah Food Center'
Then to Peninsula Plaza!
:DD Got my cardigan.. My sis got hers too...
Then went to the esplanade... Indulged -Or should I say Watched the others indulge on haagen daz ice cream...
Then to Simpang's Tang. Ate roti prata... for supper...
The curry wasn't nice yesterday... Too watery
But had heaps of fun! :D

Today, We went to changi airport's swensens.
Damn... The service slow lahhh
And I hate it...
really...
Stupid new staffs...

and I bought two shirts :D
too bad I couldn't find that bossini blouse i was eying for...
Damn... Takder rezeki kot...
anyways... I can live with this two...
I like them

haha wth...

-Its better to be loved and then lost, then not to be loved at all...

And my bro bought a bass guitar...
Damn... Whats with people i know being bassist??

I lost my ring!!

OMG... I lost my favorite ring...
Can't live without it!!
I shall just buy a new one to replace it... (If i really can't find it)
Ring!!! Where are youuu????!!!!

It's 12.06 on my clock, and we're going to Johor with Baba, Busu and zalillah... blablabla....
At 3... Hmms... I wonder at what time would we come back home...

He is probably having soccer right now...
:D
We did chat pretty well yesterday...
Gosh I look forward to chatting with him almost everyday...

There's this guy in facebook who wants to add me up...
He looks hot... but... looks aren't everything...
I'm done with people who looks good but brain -No Good...
Haha... I mean... So what if that guy has looks but he does not fit your 'requirements list'...

God brought him to me through my friend.
I shall take a day at a time and not rush things...
Previous relationships have made me wiser...