The doctor's

went to singhealth and I don't like the doc.
PFFT. She asked me irrelevant questions which I did not pay attention to...
And she treats me like I am an idiot.

There was one part I told her I had a severe headache in the morning, and I lost conscious for a while... Then she started asking, how did I know I lost consciousness... How long... And what not...
Like obviously I know! I passed out before! But never mind. Its over and I got my MC. Phew.

That is just one particular reason why I hate going to the doctors.

Could've just gone to private doc but I'm kinda scared. lols. Even going to the dentist is a scary thing for me. Maybe if the doctor were to give me sweets, I'd consider. Lol. Mcm Budak Kecik!!

So now, Half of me wants to go to school... not to attend class but just to hang out. What the! haha. So boring lah sit at home. Today sit at home, tmr, sit at home... Ugh... I wanna go out but my health is not doing me justice... Feel like going shopping today. I wanna find my bag lah.

Dah lah tak jadi pergi johor... PFFTT...]

Oh... did I mention that I almost got hit by a big motorbike while msging zizy otw home? hahs. What the.

Heavy-metal-head-bangin' headache!

God. I was at the interchange already when disaster struck...
Saw Irshaad at the front but as i waited for the bus at the back, My head started spinning like hell.
I felt like fainting on the spot. But I tried my best to endure. The weather is like damn humid and hot in the early morning. Maybe that was the cause of my headache. Also I did not get enough sleep and water. So welcome back Hypertension!

I'm gonna head down to singhealth later. God I hate the queue. :I But nvm. I need the mc. And the medicine of course. Gonna ask the doc to prescribe me some Hypertension pills. :I

And today is atuk's birthday. Gonna head down to either marine parade or Zalillah's house later at night. If i get better, I might go. If not, I shan't. But it won't look good. Tmr is a holiday. And its not like every day the family gets together. :)

KK. blog again later.

The sense of...

I feel... contented. I'll never regret agreeing to join the Howard Brandston Competition... I do not regret giving in to my friends' persuasion. God gave me a choice, A very rare chance, One meaningful teaching. And I shall not regret this, even if it would have cost me my life.

I am very thankful, really. To actually be given a chance to see the true colors of the people whom I've been spending most of my life with, whom may be one of the factors of my decisions, my future, My Life. Anyway I shall not continue blabbering about vague stuffs that only 'I' know.

Long story short, Thank you Oh Khudayah,

So. I slept over again at Zizy's house. Haha! This time, we only slept for 2 hrs. Because we had to finish our presentation board. (I shall swear not to do last minute work! Ever Again!!!) But before that, we had a long, tiring day...

1. Meeting with Swee... At 8. AM!
2. Impromptu speech, Public Speaking class. My topic? If I could have a date with a star, it would be... (Taufik Batisah!)
3. Started working with preparation for presentation board with Swee's ex-boss.
4. All the way until 6, when we had our presentation.
5. To Zizy's Granny's house...
6. My home to take clothes...
7. Zizy's house and do the board...

We started doing the board at 12 plus i think. We couldn't help it so we took a nap at ard two. The plan was to wake up at 2.30 but we overslept till 4. What the! Then we continued doing it until ard 7.30...
Lol. So damn tired lah... haha. after giving Swee the board, there was some sense of EASE. Dots.
We headed to istanbul where we had the 'most expensive' breakfast. :I lol. Then I went home.
Slept for like 3 hrs or so... Then went out again. Lol. Sempat.
Lucky for me and zizy, there were no classes today. PHEW!

So basically, Howard Brandston is over! I shall just find the time to redraw some of the pics for my portfolio. :D

I killed two birds with one stone in this competition. One, PORTFOLIO up! Two, I gained MY parents' and ZIZY's parents' trust!! Wow. I like the second part. :DD I really, really do. I think I wanna sleep. I'll do my work later at night or something. I really cant take it. Most probably, I'd take mc tmr? hahahha.... CAn III???? Can I???? omg. Then I would need to have a reason rite... I can't have an mc when I am not sick. Lol. Anyway... I shall take a nap now. Toodles.

Sarah, Thanks for being there when we needed you. All your deeds are appreciated. :D
Zizy, I look forward to the other days with you... since I'm gonna be stuck with you for ABOUT another 2 yrs in school... :D haha. I am sure two years with you is gonna be short. But We'll make it as LONG as we can okay! haha.

Sleepover!

Weellll.... I have one blardy good reason to why I did not blog yesterday!
Hahahha.... and I love the reason.
It was because, I slept over at ZizyZieza's house!
hahahaha.... lame! I know...

But It was kinda funlah... No, wait! its not 'Kinda'... Its 'Really super duper uber'...
heks.

I wanna type it down here but nah...
Precious memories like this one, is always written down in my personal diaries.
Hahahaha...

So when is the next 'Slumber Par-teh' ?!

Kau macam nak ajer...

Oh yea, My mom's version of GMTA; Great Moms Think Alike...
Oh whatever my darling! hahahha...

Kay, tatahs... gotta find pics for my assignment already!!

Heavy Head

I was drawing my plans halfway when my hand started shaking and my eyes went blur.
It hit me.
It was time to take my medicine.
I've procrastinated long enough...
Makan ubat pun nak procrastinate! Sayang benar dengan penyakit!
(Eh! kinda rhymes uhhh... hehe)

So anyway, maybe I shall continue tomorrow.
Going to Zizy's house to 'Hopefully' finish our competition stuff.
Tomorrow, I also won't be coming down for the EVD 'Hit and Run'
I don't want the past to happen again...
Sekali aku pitam kat dalam mrt lagi... Camner? haha...

And so. My medicine is waiting for me already.
Ta-tah peeps. I am off to lalaland already.

Anyway, Sarah... thanks for lending my your lap when I needed to lie down...
And thanks for your massage... hehe. It was good...
Ziz, thanks for your shoulder and your head-to-head massage too...
And thanks for accidentally cracking my neck... haha.

Love you guys to the max lar sey! PEACE!

*...berjumpa dengan mereka yang kucinta... WOOT!*

Uhhh can I have holidays already?

I have assignments to do...
And here people are bothering me... haha.
nevermindlah.... so popular already...

Currently taking a break to blog. :D
I am getting sick yet again, cos rain is falling... and its cold.
My running nose has returned and it sux.

Had to present my introduction speech for three minutes just now...
Ziza recorded it and I kept laughing like hell when I watch it.
Lol. I was so nervous. Nyehnyehnyeh.

Today is harith's bday, but he did not come. Toots.
anyway,
I was so tired when I got home.
But I did not sleep straight away.
Watched 2 hrs of indonesian sinetron... (lol, whats with me and sinetrons?)
Then before I decided to do my work, I took a short 25 minutes nap which was worthwhile... :D
Ahhh... can I take some more naps?

OMG

Today, I realized something... I can fall for a guy who is ALIM.
Ok lame.

Anyway. Life is fun... Have a speech to make tomorrow for Public Speaking. pfftt. Gonna stand in front of class and present the speech which I've done today. :D So nervous you know!

Ziza is currently finding her 'building' for our EnCon class. Ouh except that she is taking a break, by telling me that her mom is addicted to the word 'kentot'. Woot! Way to go CikGi! haha.

My running nose has subsided. :D And A fever is coming up. great!
Woot! Suker2!

Meet the freshies :D

Though SICK, still went to school. And I the ride to school was kinda... a torturous one.
But still. Anyway, went to school at 9 just to find out that there was no morning class. Pissed off. :I But Amyra's 'iman' is still strong so, Amyra just shrugged the matter off.

And then, met the freshies at 12. Met my two buddies. Lols. Suryana and Sunny. This was what I told sarah;

Amyra + Suryana + Sunny = ASS

If you get what I mean, but d'uh we are not ASSes. lol.

My running nose is driving me bonkers today. Its like, if I smell anything funny, it will trigger the Sneezing Bug! So I'll start sneezing, Like I've never Sneezed Before! And the bus rides sucks when I am sick. I feel kinda groggy and nauseous and my head will feel heavy. And I do not feel like talking so much inside the bus just now, kesian Ziza. I think she felt the same way too. And worse, I forgot my MP4. No rock or music remedy for me in the bus like always. So, My apologies ziza if I ignored you in the bus rides... And to Sarah to for the Makan issue. It sucks being sick. I am sure you guys know...

So then. anyway. My buddy Suryana is the sweet-looking, first-ever Minah Tudung (Shall not call her minah fearing or whatever cos she's not like that) in EVD. Lols. She reminds me of Nurul Raudhah. Haha. Serious. So, Sunny, is the nerdy kind of guy... But well, its too early to comment much. People change. Lol.

Ok enough of Suryana or Sunny or whatever. I wanna take my medicine and go to lalaland already. Bye.

SICK.

Only Allah s.w.t knows my suffering. I feel so... HELPLESS... I can't even type properly. I think I wore myself out just now. Went to NTUC Fairprice at Whitesands to shop for Nina's birthday celebration tomorrow. Luckily we decided not to hold up a BIG party cos my mom and I are down with the same sickness. Thank GOD!

I don't know what sickness this is. Its not fever... But we have been coughing (Dry cough, mind you!), Sneezing, Aching, and feeling nauseous at the same time. Right now, I want to cough but I am trying not to cos it hurts. A LOT. Been stuffing up myself with lozenges and vicks inhaler. I even asked my mom if I'd get an overdose if I consumed too much of the lozenges. Luckily it wouldn't result to an overdose. I sucked 6 of it already in like 4 hrs. Then I decided to take Robitusins instead. Some other lozenges. Damn. I think I'm gonna throw up. Brb.

Can't throw up. :( I feel like fainting right now. My hypotension is coming back. I seriously am SICK. If I don't update tomorrow, I'm very sorry.

Ziza and Sarah, I am going through what you guys have gone through but I have an additional sickness. Current sickness + Hypotension = Feel Like Dying. Hope I still have strength tomorrow to do the competition stuff. Oh. My family decided to go to vivo instead to celebrate. What the heck... If you guys go out tomorrow and see me in my state like this, I think you'd be shocked. Just now at whitesands, I had to cover up my sick look but my posture did not do justice to me. I still looked sick. I can't stand up straight lah. haha.

Okay I have to stop here. I can't continue. Head is going blank already. After my prayers, I'm gonna rest.

Having Faith and stoning.
Note: I love watching the movie 'Kayangan'.

A Home-made Battle Of The Fans!

(Amyra and Zizyzieza) and (Taufik Batisah and Hady Mirza) seems synonym to each other.
I keep defending Taufik and Zizy keeps defending Hady.
Kerje giler/bodoh/biol/whatever-you-name-it kan.
Haha.
I don't know how it would benefit us but anyways...
It's just for laughs.

I'm currently waiting for something to happen. I am like so bored now. :(
So many things to do in real life but I have no MOOD cos I am sick.
My backache is getting worse and I'm starting to have sore throat.
Damn.

You know what? I got a very weird thought today.
Lol, This happened when I watching tv.
I thought, What if 3 robbers broke into my house now which consists of me & my grandmother?
And worst, they are robbing me at knife point! (All thanks to the crimewatch ad on channel 5! *Rolls eyes*) Well this is what happens when you watch too much tv, Haha.

So what would I do?
1. I will call the police cos the house phone was with me.
2. I will go out to the hall where the 2 robbers would be attacking my grandmother and another would already be in my mom's room, searching for the loot, and kick their asses from behind (haha) and hit their head with the heavy remote control in my hand.
I am inside the studyroom at the time and they prolly won't see me if i don't move.

Then I thought, what if I wasn't strong enough to fight the three of them and one of them stabbed me with the knife he was holding?

3.They would prolly run out after stabbing me in the stomach. They always do that.
4.I have to make sure my grandmother is okay.
5.If I die in my house, I have to remember to say the 2kalimah syahadat.
6.Then I would prolly see my grandmother crying.
7.& if I die, I die. I am more than willing to accept the fact.

8.But what if I did not die cos the stab wasn't fatal?
9.Then I'd go to the hospital cos by the time, the police have arrived. (OR at least I hope so)
10.My parents, especially my mom and my aunty would be crying to see me in that state.
11.Maybe after that, my besties would be with me, for a visit. Making lame but funny jokes haha... OMG. I can imagine, when you have the pain in the stomach or at least in that area from a stab of the knife, and you'll feel more pain when you laugh. Maybe they'd cry too. But I know sarah will, I don't know about Zizy. She seems to be the 'stronger' kind of person. haha.
12.But maybe that someone would also be there... Maybe a tear would escape from his eyes. Maybe I'd cry with him. Lol. I can't see guys cry.
13.Maybe I'd get better, Maybe I won't.

But if I die, I would be more than willing to. If I have to go, I'd have to go.

So, Allah-guide-me lesson number three? Accept the facts and Believe in Allah.
In malay, that would be Redha dan Yakin kepada kehendaknya.

I would rather die then live in a world full of deception.
But I would live to be with the people who'd love me as I am.

Chey...

So. That was what I've been thinking about all day. Death.

My CDS

Ziza checked for me in the morning and guess what?
I got Public Speaking. What the TOOTs.
But nevermind, at least we are in the same class, I suppose...
Why Public speaking? I don't like to present, what more to the public.
Gosh. Nvm. Let's take this as a stepping stone to a new me.
To a new Azizah, to a new Sarah, and to a new Amirah.
Hahahaha....
Again, What the TOOTS!

Appreciated.

Woaaahhh....
Someone appreciated my job with the minutes.
He said...
"Thanks Amirah. Job well done with the minutes."

Yay... Hard work and initiative paid off.
So proud of me.
I thought I was useless.
Well, I guessed I proved myself wrong :D

God! I'm talking to myself again!

Anyways. Nothing new to the new Junior year... Except for the subjects.
New freshmen, I'm so gonna bully them. haha. No lah.
Joking.
But It all depends on my mood too though. haha.

I am sick.

Not that sick just yet. And I haven't swallowed any drug. Lol.

Anyway, yesterday, I had 'Allah-guide me' lesson number 2!
Procrastination. :D I procrastinated to do my work. Which was to draw some stuff for the competition. Had to draw 5 drawings. I only rushed during CSI: Miami. Multi-tasked. If it wasn't for my sister, maybe I would have procrastinated again. In the end, I had to sleep at two, once I finished drawing. I had to finish it because Ziza wanted it today at 10, supposedly. But the meeting was canceled because she wasn't feeling well. Neither am I. :(


Is it because of our Great Minds?

Hah. I don't know.Moral of the story? You are just depreciating yourself when you procrastinate. And in the end, you gain nothing.

NOW, My motivation to being a good Muslim is going LOW and that is bad news. I gotta catch some 5-min 'LOVE ALLAH' vid before I go Solat. Need to hype up before meeting God mah... Kalau tak, tak khusyuk. Susah nanti. :)

Whats the name of that Japanese mosquito again? I think I got bitten by it. Haiz, nowadays, there is so many diseases. So people, He is giving us little reminders. Go back to Him before its too late. :D

Wow third post.

I told you I've changed right. Yeah. Now I am trying to keep constantly fill my life with Islam, Allah (SWT), Muhammad (PBUH) and Al-Quran. I won't apologize if there is gonna be a lot of ME inside here. After all, it is my blog. :D

Actually, I've been doing a lot of reflection. Inside my head, where ever I go, what ever I do. I actually talk to myself. Of course, those who would remember in my earlier posts, during my sec sch days, I LOVE talking to myself. Until now I do.

So. Firstly, somebody asked me. What if. There is a guy, who is decent. Doesn't smoke, doesn't mix around with bad company, and basically makes a good Muslim. It's just that he doesn't Solat.

The first thing that came to my mind was: Isn't Solat compulsory? What a waste.
I don't know why I am sharing this with you guys, but. I really want to stop reflecting about this inside my head. I want to share. I won't apologize if you think I am showing off or whatever, because my conscience is clear, and I know that my purpose here is to share.

I somehow agree with that somebody's mom that if the guy doesn't pray, he is not really strong, as in, he may be easily influenced to do the bad. Its like a tree with a weak foundation. If the wind blows too hard, it may fall. Like a bridge made with thin rope. Like a man, walking on breakable thread. (Chey berfalsafah lah pulakkk)

Another reflection is about my sec sch rival.
Started thinking about our rivalry when I saw her at the bus stop. But she did not see me, I suppose...

Why rivals? Just because of an accident? Something which I didn't mean for it to happen? Something that I only have myself to be blamed for. :I Isn't it such a waste of time?
Though I apologized, I still have this tingly feeling inside my stomach whenever I see her face. Maybe because I know she still hates me, despite my apology.

But hey. Its her loss right? Too bad. She couldn't forgive me for one small thing. Its her loss.
YES! I got my answer. just by typing it out, I have my answer to my doubts. Just by sharing with you guys, I will stop having the tingly feeling whenever I see her face!! Alhamdulillah.

Opps. I'm late for Asar. :D Cya :D
Salam

Right...

I see the change in me.
Well, I know I've changed, and I changed so many times...
But this time, I change again. But I do not know if it is for the better... or WORSE?

Well... Let's see how I've changed.
First, I have been quiet, not as loud as before.
I keep opinions to myself. I don't know why. Maybe I think alot? Maybe I am starting to be more precarious of the feeling of others? Maybe I don't want to hurt anymore. Maybe I want to be good.
OR
Maybe I am just lazy. Maybe I'm becoming more arrogant. Maybe I don't want to waste my time talking to other people, giving advise, making them laugh... because I find that my energy should not be wasted on things that won't bring any good to me?

It's a wonder how you can be so many things just by keeping quiet. :I I do not know for sure what path I'd took. But one thing's for sure, I am trying to become a better Muslim. I would pray to Almighty Allah every time after my Solat to give me guidance. Well, I have a list of things to ask from Him inside my head. This is just one out of the many. Maybe, this is the first chapter of my 'Allah-guide-me' Lessons. To Listen more and Talk less! Maybe. :D (Wow. I am actually thinking. ) Yup. MAYBE. I hope so.

Ouh but I still sing though. Although I listen more than I sing now. :I

So if anyone wants to join the 'Allah-guide-me' lessons, you don't have to register or anything. Just do your Solat which is already Wajib. And ask for a lot of things from Him after that. Be it health, fortune, safety or whatsoever. Just don't forget to ask for His Irshaad, Hidayah and Guidiance. :)

When you look me in the eyes

By Jonas Brothers

I know Ziza has this song embbed to her blog. But seriously, I never took the initiative to click the 'play' button. lol. Until I accidentally listened to it on the radio RIA 89.7fm then I fell in love with it. :) I cried when the song was half played. I did not hear the full song, only now. I have added it into my playlist. Damn. It is sooooo B-E-A-utiful! Joe Jonas cute lah. Thanks Ria for playing the song.

Okay. I woke up late today. Usually I'd wake up at 6 or 7 but today i woke up at 9. Damn. What did I do yesterday? Ouh. We went to Jalan Kayu and came home at 12. still, I don't quite get it. Why did I wake up late? Maybe it was because I was tired. Lol. Maybe.

Anyway. My playlist is doing me justice today. :DD Happylar. Another 1 more hr to Hidayah 2 on RTM1. Can't wait.

Ciows.

Hey I am back :D

Haha. From where? I don't know.

Anyway. Today seems to be one of my Happy day. I don't know why. But I just feel happy. Lol.

Anyway. Had a meeting in the morning and I look forward to the orientation. Can't wait to see the Freshies. :DD Can't wait to do work. Lol. Can't wait to be held responsible once again for my actions. Can't wait to sing in class? Can't wait for the meeting with Swee's ex-boss for our competition... lol. Can't wait to lead another one month of a hectic life, and then wish that time would fly faster for my holidays. lol. Can't wait to make a lot of noise in school. Can't wait to meet new people and new friends. Can't wait to meet sec sch friends who are joining the TP Pham-ily. Lol. Basically, I can't wait for the 21st of April. :D

Ouh and there is that meeting with the director. Hope I do not sleep. :D

:D

Been chatting with ziza for the past 2 hours gonna be 3 now. Lol. Was talking about Taaruf and dating. Personally, I'd prefer Taaruf to dating. Maybe because I'm so done with dating? And that because dating is Haram in the eyes of Islam.

Taaruf for those who do not know is not like dating. Its more like asking one's hand in marriage without ever dating. But maybe meeting as friends. LOL. That means, no courtship or whatever 'ship' except friendship. This is just a brief explanation. If you wanna know more, ask me personally. Lol.

Haha. Today. This is the only thing that I have in mind. Don't ask me. I do not know why.

Ayat-Ayat cinta

This is a very good movie. I recommend all Muslims to watch especially women. The title maybe boring but the storyline isn't. I want you guys to watch it therefore I shall refrain from telling you guys the storyline. All I can tell you is that this story made me cry three times or more. Lol. It also made me say 'SubhanAllah, Allahu Akhbar'. It is really a great movie. Praises to the people behind the scene, the director and the author of the book. Credit also goes to the actors and actresses whom without their talent, the movie would not be as powerful as it is. Shukran.

But I have to mention one thing. I give a standing ovation, a salute, my respect to the character Aisyah in the movie for being such an amazing woman. To have another woman, older than her, of a different religion and belief, to kiss her hand. That, is the respect every woman, or at least, I, dream to gain.

Note: This movie can be downloaded from Youtube. Just search Ayat ayat cinta 1.

What Is IT?

First and foremost, My IMEEM is okay!!! At last!! Now I can listen to my playlist in ease.
Second, I have got an e-mail from somebody. Attached was a recording of sounds from inside the earth, which was known or assumed to be the sounds of people in pain. The inside of the earth is presumed to be 'Hell'. Quite scary actually. But its just scary. The effect, it wasn't as amazing as other discoveries.
Third, received a comment from zima. She said that we (Me, Ziza and Zima) had something in common. Its about family background. I seriously do not know what it is about. Something about parents and grandparents. I seriously have no IDEA! And I am gonna wait till the sky turns dark for my answer. I hope she remembers or I would not be able to go to sleep in peace today.

Ziza, what time are you gonna reach Singapore huh?? Gosh I can't wait. Zima asked you to think with me! What is it that we have in common in terms of family background? uhhhh....

Someone played with my heart

Well,
Somehow I got a nudge from Ziza on MSN.
She said "Yoyo", "Moyo", "Doyo".
First Reaction: Shocked but happy at the same time.
Then I asked "How come you are nudging me? I thought you are in KL now? Ni hantu eh? Ke Alien?"
No reply.
"Da Sah Lah..."

She remained appearing offline.
-.-'' So sad sia!!!!
How dare you funk with muah heart...
But was that really her? Or was that my imagination??
Haiz.

But nvm. Tomorrow you are gonna be back...
I shall... uh.... I shall.... Nvm. I shall think about what I shall do to you tonight before I go to sleep. Which most probably I'd forget.

Ok thats all. Aku tau. Boringnyer cerite aku. Haiz.

Amyra misses ZizyZieza.

Last night

I had a fever. Slight one I suppose.
Then I had uhhh... a VERY good dream.
You know, those dreams when you wish you'd dream of it again?
Yeah, that dream. :D
I dreamt all my dreams came true and I was living it.
So sad that it all happened so fast.

:D

I must believe that I am not brain dead
Ideas have to flow through by hook or by crook
I must not let myself believe I am a veggie.
And I am running out of time now. Tomorrow is like the deadline to many things...
Not major, but IT is still a DEADLINE!

Ugh!!!

My mucus is falling...
Ewwww.... Disgusting...
Sroot... Sroot! That's my nose.

And this somebody is like talking about politics.
I seriously have no mood for this.
I need tissueeee!!!! I've ran out of tissue...
Used them all up! Somebody get me a pack of tissue box!
Ouh make it two! DAMN... Bloody mucus!

Ouh I hope this ACNE is gonna get smaller.
Have mercy on me!!
I'm totally dependent on my 3M Acne Patch.
Seriously...

Still, Bloody MUCUS!
*sneezes*

Psst...

Taufik!!! Ciri-ciri Wanita Idaman Taufik Batisah adalah, 1. Manis. Kalau lawa, sekejap aja... (Check!) 2. Kelakar... Sebab Taufik suka buat kelakar. (Check!) 3. Sabar... Jadi kalau Taufik marah dia, dia senyum, Sejuk hati Taufik... (Check!!!) :O Taufik!! Sayalah Wanita Idaman awak! hahhaha,,, Dan awak, Lelaki Idaman Saya... :D

Eeee... Tak tau malu nye aku!! Haha... Ni bukan tak tau malu, muka tebal ajer. Ziza, amik lah Hady. Si Asian Idol tu. Aku nyer First Singapore Idol! :D Tinggi Plak tu! Woot! hahahah... Okok stoppit.

LETS talk about life now. Life has been 'hectic' lately. With meetings for the orientation which is like so SLOW... and the Howard Brandston project which isn't moving when Ziza isn't with us, and business, which is so far, going steady...

So. Lets just say, I am so shocked when I learnt about my friend punching someone. Hahahahah! Pity the boy who got punch but HE DESERVED IT! hahahaha.... EEE tak baik nyer....

Currently I can't really sleep because my sister has conquered my room and is currently listening to her new cd. Lols. Well, I gotta chat with this somebody... :I Gotta 'entertain' him. PFFTT. Will update when I have ideas :D

My dear friend
Come home soon
I seem to miss you

I miss the smses
I miss the laughter
I miss all about you

So please...
Come home soon.

To Nur Azimah Binte Azman

:D
If you are reading this... Haha

I have been Google-ing my Cyber names... Like TheLeaderOfThePrincessesOfLight and Amyra Azist and I was quite shocked for the results esp for TheLeaderOfThePrincessesOfLight. Searched ZizyZieza too... lol!And then I went to BlogGoat.com and Blog searched for my name. Lol And I found something from my dear friend's blog... Which was dated oct 5, 2007. I know It was such a long time ago but I think I missed this part. Lol.

Azimah did this quiz thing lol. And I found this.
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15. The most ideal person you want to be like is:
- putri nur amirah? atikah syarah? haaa.. i admire my friend..
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
- thank you. i love you. :)

Although I don't know who Atikah Syarah is, but I have a question to ask. Why would you ever think of being like me??? Hahhahaha.... I am the most IDIOTIC person, not to mention goofy and quirky and bla bla bla... But why??? Anyway, as you answer this question, I would like to thank you, and I feel so touched lahhh.... :D *BabeHugs!*

Well... done for the day of searching and doing unimportant stuffs but they are interesting though... haha. I shall just hang around in the net for a while, while waiting for my McSpicy... Mmmm I'm Lovin' IT!

I know this is a bit late

But I really want to know how many people actually visit my blog. Just for the fun of it! Haha... Who knows, with the stats, I could actually decide if I should maintain or improve my writing and content. Haha. But of course I am always going to IMPROVE! Yea, and for those who hadn't realize, I had already put a Page Hit Counter on my stats bar as of today. Should have done it two years back when I had started blogging. But nvm. Anyway.

Ok let's not talk about my blog anymore. Let's talk about my hair. As some might know, I'm having pimple problems... But mine are the small ones. I forgot what the term was. Anyway, in most of the sources I've read, many would say that one way to prevent pimples is to keep hair away from face! Which I probably can't do that because I will look funny! I can't see myself going out showing my forehead. It is not that I am embarrassed of the pimples, but it is just that I will look funny if I show my forehead, I'd look like a nerd. Until I find a suitable hairstyle, I will not expose my forehead. So my conclusion? It has been a must for me to wear a hair band when I am at home. :D I have loads of them. Haha.

So. I do have another topic to talk about actually. But I FORGOT! Damn I am so forgetful... Where do I find Rosemary? They say its good for memory and relaxing. I need to find Rosemary... When I remember of the topic, I'd post again.

Ouh! And if you'd watch 'Zero Downpayment' yesterday on Suria, then you would have seen my father. Lol. He acted as a customer called Encik Bakri. LOLs. Bila lah agaknye 'turn' aku nak berlakon ye...

I wonder how many people actually read my blog

Well... I was searching for the most popular blogs in Singapore for a research and found MrBrown and XiaXue. I don't understand how MrBrown got popular... ( MrBrown reminds me of Hashbrowns... Sarah calls them MrBrowns... Mmmm Yum-meh!) I do understand MrBrown's words but... I do not understand how he got popular. Like... He does talk about current affairs and he talks about his life and kids. Maybe there is humor somewhere... But I still don't get it... How did his site become popular??? And then I visited Xiaxue. Uhh... that girl has a weird sense of humor. She sounds funny, but I don't know for sure. Maybe she got popular because of her 'Sex Topics'. I don't know. What is it that is lacking in my blog?? huhhhhhhhh..... I shall try and publicize my blog okay... haha. Ciows.

Hidayah 2

I don't know if you guys watch this drama. Its called 'Hidayah 2' and its shown in RTM 1 weekdays at 11 am.

Quite a good drama about this girl named Hidayah who is very independent. Although she loves business and do not like working under people (except if she is helping them), she is still humble. And I like her principles. :D She reminds me of me. Haha. I especially like today's episode. Her ex-fiance has a new fiance and kind of regret ever making the decision to split up with Hidayah. His reason for the regret is that, he never saw a jewel which was in front of his eyes until it left. Mcm sama gitu kan cerita? Hidayah also has a friend named Hakimi (played by Hasnul Rahmat) who is her so-called 'life partner'... Where ever she goes, somehow or another, she will meet him. Lol, but she has no feelings for him lar. But they always plan for business together.

There was this one scene. One, to me very cool scene, like when you see it, you'd go 'Damn! this is smart!'. I shall describe it to you in a script format ok.

Taufik (Hidayah's ex-fiance)
Mira (Taufik's new fiance)

Taufik is driving while on the phone with Mira. They started arguing when Mira pesters Taufik to buy her expensive goods when Taufik could not afford it as his father, the CEO of the company he is working in, had cut his allowance by half.

Taufik: By asking me all these things, you are not showing love!
Mira: Ala... This is how I confide in you...
Taufik: What? By asking me to buy you things? When I was engaged to Hidayah, she never asked me these things...
Mira: Being a Managing Director's fiance, I should share the wealth... and don't compare me with hidayah! She's got no taste!
Taufik: This is not about taste! She uses her head... She has no time to ask me for these things because her time is solely used to make herself a better person!

OUCH!!

How to be a better person.

First and foremost. I have to stop forgetting my plans!
Like seriously. I am so forgetful... I think I'll need to take HiQ+, you know, those things the kids take. Lol.

Anyway, here's what I have in mind.

1. Do not be so Forgetful.
2. Guys, Love, BGR... Put them Aside.
-Like what my father would say, they won't bring us anywhere, except Doom. We
were created as a pair. Just leave Love to Allah.
3. Fight the devil in me.
-Insya'Allah, If I can fight my nafsu, I'll make it. :D
4. Never forget Allah and Never procrastinate when it comes to praying!
5. Gain Knowledge. This Is Very Important.
6. But after gaining knowledge, apply it and
you'll become powerful and respected.
7. Never ever Give up and always do things your best. Don't ever do things half-heartedly.
They would just be a waste of time and energy.
8. Improve yourself. Do not be afraid to make mistakes and be thick-skinned a bit :D
Being thick-skinned, it is the formula for success. Trust me. Even by asking for notes, you are already being thick-skinned. Especially when you call your friend in the middle of the night to ask some math questions, you are already being thick-skinned... Right Zima? haha...

9. Think Logically, Think Far. Do not follow blindly. People ask you to eat shit, don't eat! Look at it first and ask yourself questions... haha... Like, Is this my shit? Does it look like food? Is it nutritious? Haha. Of course you know Shit is not nutritious at all. So don't eat it. Lol. This is just an example ok. This example is for those Lurus Bendols yang patut kena smack dengan
aku.


These are just some formulas or shall I say tips that I have. No matter what. The best thing is to follow the path of Allah S.W.T and do not misinterpret the Al-Quran. The Al-Quran, is the most amazing textbook, history book, story book, guide, encyclopedia or what have you... All guides to the answers are in the Qur'an. It's up to you to read it and think about it. It's about the path you take, the choice you make. :D Good luck! :D

Allahu Akhbar

Let's talk about something. I am quite pissed off with the praying robe today. The 'Telekong' or the scarf was okay, but the 'Kain' or the skirt, is not. :I Damn. The skirt keeps sliding down because I stepped on it... It's not the usual 'Kain' I use to wear where I have to tie it such that it stays. This is the skirt one. Lol. Ni mesti kerje mak aku tau, nak sembahyang pun tak khusyuk. :P Ouh zima! I changed my 'sejadah' or praying mat already! This time, the perspective of the Ka'abah is okay! :D So lets just hope asar is better... haha

Been reading the BH... I think BH should focus more on malay celebs be it from Singapore or Malaysia... And not English Celebs... D'oh... Read about this article on Wilders. The Fitna movie... PFFTT. According to the analyst or the writer, we Muslims should follow and mimic how our Prophet Muhammad P.B.U.H handled criticisms during his era. Wisdom and patience is the key. I mean it is undeniable that we Muslims are keeping mum about this. We are not protesting, but the writer also said something. Something about us, having to do something. Something about speaking up. But in a diplomatic way, in a good way in that sense. In a way such that people will respect us as Muslims. Yes we keep quiet. But we don't let other people step onto our heads.

So, I suggest to you readers. If you are a Muslim, share and clarify to those who don't really understand what our religion is about. May they have peace. But if you are not so sure about your own religion, I suggest you ask me. haha. Or ask your religion teacher. Guide this fellow people who are not Muslims to understand Islam better. Clear our name. Thats the least we could do for now. If you want to do something better, by all means. Do it. Go for the big Jihad. Challenge yourself. Be a better person. Jihad by the Heart, Tongue and Hand. Not by the sword. Thats the most we can do now. Let's hope, and pray to Allah S.W.T so that we will have the strength and Will to accomplish whatever we have to. Amin.

I'm trying to be a better person now.

The arena

Al-Ma'arif did not win. Just because of strategy... I don't know how SAS could get higher marks for strategy... I don't even understand most of the damn words of what they were saying lah... But congrats to diyanah for the being the Best among all. Though you did not win, pada mata kita orang Islam, awak tetap menang :D Do not stop debating cos you are real good. :D The team is filled with cute girls lah... Hafidz!! Gi amik nombor diorg go! haha....

So, I have this video of this cute boy singing With You by Chris. B. Haha. Sajerr je tukar nama org... Have fun watching yeah. His voice is nice, but he makes it look as if its difficult to sing... my dear Boy, a good singer sings EFFORTLESSLY. So keep up trying. :I

So...

Ziza's gone to P.D. And I am here... damn bored. :( Finished changing her blog. Hope she likes it. Of course I haven't really finished. Some minor changes has to be made. So, guess what I did after that? I went to search for a NEW suitable blog skin for my own. Well now that I have started to change my fonts. I think I shall just use the current one for now, still... And just add in a few new stuffs like animations or what not... But what kind of animations? haha... Don't tell me snowflakes-like animation which falls down from the top of my screen. :I so Cliche. I shall just go look and find inspiration from the blog skins available. Unfortunately, there are millions of them to browse through... I spent 3 hrs in front of this bloody screen just to find nothing! :o Takper Myra, sabar tu separuh dari Iman. :D wow... Looking at the glass half full huh. nyeh nyeh... Not going out today actually... Well, planned to but I don't know... Mcm malas gitu lho...
Haha... Shall I tell you guys about what happened in the morning? It was very funny, I did not tell Ziza the full story though. So this means that the first one who reads this post gets the first hand information. Haha. Ok here it goes.

The fatigue from yesterday was unbearable! It was damn difficult for me to wake up... And Ziza called. She wanted to pass me her sketch book. We had already talked about it yesterday night. Lols. The funny part came when she called and my neighbor's kid picked up the phone. I think. Cos he was the one who woke me up to pass me the phone. The funny part was that, I was in the middle of a dream when she called. And in that dream, there was an issue of me having some business dealings with a diary farmer. I don't know how it ended up like that. So you know when you are dreaming, reality can sometimes mix into your dreams somehow. Haha. So it happened to me just now. In my dream, my 'secretary' (chey...) told me I had a call from the diary farmer. In real life, it was that kid. When the kid left the phone on my bed (subconsciously I realized this, somehow), I fell to sleep again. This time with no interruptions from the real world. But there's this voice of the 'secretary' which was shouting and damn it was irritating. She was saying 'Amirah telephone!! Amirah! Amirah! TELEPHONE! It's the diary farmer!' So I woke up, startled. Then I heard this funny voice which happened to be ziza. But of cos I am still stunned from the shock. Lol. I did not comprehend to whatever she was 'mumbling' about and just said 'uhh... yah... uhhh... yah....okay'. Then I put down the phone.Still startled. Then I thought to myself, 'Why does that Diary Farmer's voice sound so familiar??'

I looked around and asked myself again, 'Aku mimpi ke ni alam nyata?' It was when I fell off the bed and hit my bum hard, then I realized it was reality. How did I fall? I wanted to go back to sleep and did that back slam thing, but I aimed wrongly. PFFTT! From that time onwards, I was awake. But still a stone. Lol.

So Ziza, I am so sorry you were the Diary Farmer. :P And F.Y.I, the voice of my 'secretary' which was irritating, happens to be my Grandmother's voice. Sorry Nenek. :I Ouh and today happens to be my one of three of my Grandmothers (My father's foster mom) birthday! Happy birthday Nek Salmah! Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Amin... Maybe I should ask my parents to visit her. :D Lama dah tak jumpe... Rindu pula.

So that's all folks :D Just keep reading :D Who knows, I might create another post some time soon (As in today) :DD

Azan. SubhanAllah

Amazing as it sounds, but fortunately, for the Muslims of the world, it is* an established fact.

Have a look at a map of the world and you will find Indonesia on the eastern side of the earth. The major cities of Indonesia are Java, Sumatra, Borneo and Saibil. As soon as dawn breaks on the eastern side of Saibil, at approximately 5:30 am local time, Fajar Azaan begins.

Thousands of Muazzins in Indonesia begin reciting the Azaan. The process advances towards West Indonesia . One and a half hours after the Azaan has been completed in Saibil, it echoes in Jakarta . Sumatra then follows suit and before this auspicious process of calling Azaan ends in Indonesia, it has already begun in Malaysia .

Burma is next in line, and within an hour of its beginning in Jakarta, it reaches Dacca, the capital city of Bangladesh . After Bangladesh , it has already prevailed in western India , from Calcutta to Srinagar . It then advances towards Bombay and the environment of entire India resounds with this proclamation. Srinagar and Sialkot (a north city in Pakistan ) have thesame timing for Azaan. The time difference between Sialkot , Quetta , and Karachi is forty minutes, and within this time, Fajar Aazaan is heard throughout Pakistan . Before it ends there, it has already begun in Afghanistan and Muscat .

The time difference between Muscat and Baghdad is one hour. Azaan resounds during this one hour in the environments of Hijaaz-e-Muqaddas (Holycities of Makkah and Madinah), Yemen , United Arab Emirates , Kuwait and Iraq .

The time difference between Baghdad and Alexandria in Egypt is again one
hour. Azaan continues to resound in Syria, Egypt, Somalia and Sudan during this hour. The time difference between eastern and western Turkey is one and a half hours, and during this Alexandria and Tripoli (capital of Libya ) are located at one hour's difference. The process of calling Azaan thus continues throughout the whole of Africa . Therefore, the proclamation of the Tawheed ' and 'Risaalat' that had begun in Indonesia reaches the Eastern Shore of the Atlantic Ocean after nine and half hours.

Prior to the Aazaan reaching the shores of the Atlantic, the process of ' Zohar Azaan' has already started in east Indonesia , and before it reaches Dacca , Asr Azaan' has started. This has hardly reached Jakarta one and half hours later, the time of 'Maghrib' becomes due, and no sooner has ' Maghrib' time reached Sumatra , the time for calling 'Isha Aazaan' has commenced in Saibil! When the Muazzins of Indonesia are calling out ' Fajar Azaan', the African Muazzins are calling the Azaan for Isha.

If we were to ponder over this phenomenon thoughtfully, we would conclude
the amazing fact that there is not even a single moment when hundreds of thousands of Muazzins around the world are not reciting the Azaan on the
surface of this earth. Subhaan Allah !!!

Even as you read this material right now, you can be sure there is Azaan
somewhere !!!

Allah said:
'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you.'


If you are not ashamed, pass this message on...only if you believe.*

*'Yes, I've faith in Allah. Allah is my fountain of Life and My Savior. Allah **
keeps me going day & night. Without Allah, I am no one. But with Allah ,
I can do everything. Allah is my strength.

funny thing I got....

DEAR FRIENDS..PLEASE READ THIS..PLEASE PASS THIS TO FRIENDS/WIFE!!!

next time you go shopping for lipstick.... ..

Just keep this mail in mind

This comes from someone
who works in the breast cancer unit at Mt. Sinai Hospital , in Toronto .

From: Dr. Nahid Neman


If there is a female you care anything about, share this with her. I did!!!!! I am also sharing this with the males on my email list, because they need to tell the females

THEY care about as well!

Recently a lipstick brand called "Red Earth" decreased their prices from $67 to $9.90.

It contained lead. Lead is a chemical which causes cancer.

The lipstick brands that contain lead are:

CHRISTIAN DIOR

LANCOME

CLINIQUE

Y.S.L

ESTEE LAUDER

SHISEIDO

RED EARTH (Lip Gloss)

CHANEL (Lip Conditioner)

MARKET AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK.

The higher the lead content, the greater the chance of causing cancer. After doing a test on

lipsticks, it was found that the Y.S.L. lipstick contained the most amount of lead.

Watch out for those lipsticks which are supposed to stay longer. If your lipstick stays longer, it

is because of the higher content of lead.

Here is the test you can do yourself:

1. Put some lipstick on your hand.

2. Use a Gold ring to scratch on the lipstick.

3. If the lipstick colour changes to black,

then you know the lipstick contains lead.

Please send this information to all your girlfriends, wives and female family members.
This information is being circulated at Walter Reed Army Medical Center

Dioxin Carcinogens cause cancer, especially breast cancer

I am wearing Christine Dior... Then I thought to myself. This is lipSTICK. Not lipGLOSS! so i'm kinda safe :DD

Karyaku,

I've not done this for a while now, And since I'm missing it... I think I might do it... Lepaskan Rindu lah katakan...
So here it goes

This is dedicated to a friend.
A friend who shares my dreams.
A friend whom I've known for such a long time when compared to others of his gender... haha.
A friend who've seen my sorrows.
A friend, who could accept me as I am.

I won't apologize for it being in Malay.

Aku hadir hanya sebagai teman
Yang membantu untuk menyedarkan
Perindah kata-kata mereka
Tetap mara, benih kaum mulia
Titisan mutiara indah
Yang jatuh kebumi
Hanya menjadi dorongan
Semoga apa yang diharapkan
Dapat kau capai

Didalam hidup ini
Tidak mungkin semuanya kena
Anasir-anasir kehendak Illahi
Aduh payah untuk dilawan
Semangat yang jitu
Niat yang ikhlas
Hanya itulah rumusan kejayaan
Namuh harus juga kau ingat
Apa yang penting, harus selalu didahulukan

Salam, dari Teman ke Teman

Let's talk about...

Since its raining and it is such a wonderful condition to blog, I shall blog first. haha. Ok let us talk about yesterday.

Went to Cik Linda's (My Neighbor) family holiday bungalow. Went to Defu lane to buy some otahs and satays... yummeh. Then, proceeded back to the bungalow just opposite the beach and had loads of fun. Well, maybe the kids did. Me, on the other hand... Cuci mata lah aper lagi. Damn, there was this hot guy... he is a steward, as i was told. Kept smiling at me I suppose, as I was told... I kind of did not really take notice of him cause... he's probably shorter than me... :( LOL. But he is hot!!!

I think he doesn't really watch soccer cos when the others were shouting and roaring in front of the screen, he was eating... And looking out the window... Cari 'kakak' kot... How did I know? Well, at that point of time, I was sitting somewhere near the window too... Talking to Ziza on the phone... She made me do something... nvm. Anyway. I had to get out of the bungalow eventually cos the people watching soccer were shouting their hearts out. So, I went to the pool outside and continued chatting with Ziza... When, UNEXPECTEDLY, Fifi (Cik Linda's son), started throwing water bombs at me! And me being vulnerable, started screaming... :O And Ziza was like "Ouch! Don't scream at the phone!!!" But I was already drenched... Bad day yesterday... Real bad... but still FUN. :D

Haha... Steward huh...

Cik Suzanna Sulaiman's wedding

Selalu nampak muka dia di dalam majalah Pengantin, jadi model...
Tapi semalam, dia betul2 jadi pengantin. If only the groom looked more like a model... kikih...
But she was damn preety yesterday... :D
We're of the same height lah can?! (Ader tokoh lah aku jadi model cam dier... lol Wtt)

Oh... Rupa-rupanya, Kak Ana's (supposed to be 'cik' but I feel more comfortable calling her 'kak' cos she looks young to be called 'Cik'. lol.) husband, or shall I say, the groom, is Mahadi Shor's anak tiri... Meaning, Mahadi Shor's second wife's son. Lol. Confusing. I know. Pandai2 lah korg figure it out... Lol.

Did not get to take a lot of pics, well, I did not take any pics at all. The only pics are the group pics, which is in the photographer's camera or from my uncle's camera.

But in all, it was an unforgettable memory... Cos after 9 years of separation and denial, the whole family got to meet up and have fun. :D Bak kata pepatah, Air dicincang takkan putus. So... Tali pertalian pada Mahadi Shor, dah ada... Nanti, InsyaAllah, Pertalian dengan Keluarga Khairil Yusof pula... (My uncle is currently dating her sister, as in seriously)... Lepas tu siapa pula ye...

Haha. Oh ziza, The only cute guy was on of the Tepak Sireh's dancer. His face, somewhat of Didicazli's but he is much more cuter. Lol. Cute but not hot! ok.

So, I shall not comment about the food.

And Basically, thats all that I've got to say. :D

see ya, Niari ader banyak jugak jemputan... Jemputan rewang, and jemputan Bbq, Kalau takder jemputan, takder langsung... Kalau ader, byk sangat.... aperjer....

Hidup... Hidup...

Step Up 2

Watched it online.
Glad I did so.
Lol.
Wasn't as inspiring as the first, or Honey or the earlier stuffs.
But cool dance moves though.
Uhm, the only good thing was the dance moves, and moose is kinda cute. lol.
So candi.
Anyways, the storyline, is such a Cliche...

So let's not talk about that no more.

Seriously, I've been sticking my eyes into this screen for so long,
I think I'll need a break.
Lol. Ziza, shhh.... don't tell them anything you know.
Lols.

So now, I am gonna do something very VERY important...

Ciows.

GV Besties + 1 day out!

I had a lot of fun today :D
Maybe on of the best days in my holidays... (lol, kesian budak nie)
Met Ziza and went to school...
Dressed up today, in fact, and I had to bring that once-I-thought not for school bag.
Lol.
But i had to cos my Louis Vuitton sling bag was so small and I don't wanna hand-carry almost all of my things... lol

So met Ziza at the interchange... and went to school...
She actually told me that I should bring that bag to school cos it makes me look more ladylike... lol... Jangan kau, bahaya. haha.

So anyways...
After we rummaged the studio at level 5 to find our stuffs, we proceeded to our 'PLAN'.
Lols.
What is the plan?
Lunch at Sarpino's Pizza... and Eatzi for dessert.
:D
Fun lar... The food was okay...
Maybe it was more of the company... lols
I hope next month, we can go out again.
But...
Go dutch ok!
haha...
Tgk lah kalau murah rezeki, aku blanja lagie...

Oh yea... made a new friend... Isfarina... hurhur...
Ziza's campmate.
She's cute lar in a way, so Candi...
But I'm more Cuter and Candi-er...
Lol.

and so...
I had chocolate ice-cream for dessert.
Damn... haha... I shall confess that I really surrendered to my cravings today...
I finished a serving of Ice-cream! that, never happens...
Tak pernah2 aku habiskan satu ice-cream tu...

We took damn lotz of pics today...
Harharhar...
And I can't wait to get them... lols
kesian azimah, camera dier jadi sasaran...

Next time, some other GVians have to join us kays... haha...
Cant wait...
Wheee...

Anyway, congratz to ibu who will be starting her new job tomorrow,
And also to my 'makcik', kak Suzanna Sulaiman who will be getting married tomorrow! :D
Who the toots gets married on a friday?
If solemnization ok uh... but with dinner???
What the toots...
Haha... okay, kick my butt and stuff me in the rubbish bin.
You ought to do that...
Amirah giller!

Wahai orang2

Dimana kamu semua berada hah?!
Aku menunggu disini daripada pukul 2...
Tiada yang menjelma...

Sampai hati yea kau orang biarkan aku tertunggu-tunggu...
Sekali aku bagi pelempang baru tahu...

Hai manusia-manusia celik sekalian...
Apa yang ditunggukan lagi?
Datang kemari kepadaku...

Hiburkanlah aku...
Hahahahaha!

Omg... I think this is due to some weird effect from staying bored for almost 5 hrs straight. LOLS

Sorry2. HFMD on the loose! :DD
Suker?! suker!!

Tell me

I don't know what have I been doing today.
Nothing seems to come up in my mind and inspire me.
Its like total Fatigue.
I'm bored and pissed off.
I think I really can't sit down.
I mean, sit down, for a few hrs.
I have to go out.
It's depressing for me if I do not go out of the house...
Or shall i rephrase, It is depressing for me when I am not occupied with something.

Well, at least I've learnt something new about myself today.
Like -Totally! (Damn, that was like 3 years ago!)

Anyway, Somebody pleassseeeee! chat with me!!!
Theres a million games in the net, and there are gazillion sites to surf.
But hey... I think they are boring.
LOLOLOL....

Amirah giller. Whats with the amirah giller?

Currently Hungry

Finding more inspiration for the lighting competition.
Still finding a name for our team. (Ideas Anyone?)
I don't get it, why every time I go inside the toilet, I will have an urge to think about our group name.
Haha.

Anyway, I am so sorry I can't join you with your adventure but I'll help as much as I can. :I You know who you are. And, what's past is past. You can't turn back time. God presented you a pearl, but you chose the shell. God presented you a seed, you did not want to plant it. I gave you A LOT of chances, but still...
Anyway, as I've said, what's past is past. There's no use wanting to turn back time.
Just learn from your mistakes.

So now, I shall cook. Cos I'm hungry... Unless, one of you readers would like to treat me to a buffet... hahaha.... joking. Ok lame. I know!

Disappointed Actually

My GPA decreased.
For some people it might be okay.
But not for me.
I'm just not like that,

It's damn sad lah.
When I hear people getting more than 3, and me just having 2.73,
I feel so... small.
However, I will make sure, I will get my three back.
This year, this semester, More than 3.21!
InsyaAllah.
But I really want it badly, I put aside some other things.
I hope I will stop procrastinating this time.
Which I can see the progress...
Haha...

I want this real bad.
Really, Really bad!

Let's go! G.O. GO!

Soooo Dissapointed....

I'm so sad...
SAD...
REALLY SAD!
But I can't cry.
This was bound to happen.

Kata orang melayu, sebak.

*Sigh*

I can only tell you guys that I flunked my GPA.
That's damn sad