:D

Thank God I'm getting better each moment...

I was given the best I could ever ask for and I am thankful for that. I'm sorry I am just speechless about whatever that has happened from the early hours of today.

The body is getting better but the head is coming through...

I have to rest now. Gotta get better tmr.

Pray for my health :D

Sick-o

Just as I thought everything would go just fine, disaster struck. My headache came back. Plus a few of it's friends... Like DIARRHOEA and NAUSEA and also Back Ache. All the aches and the -EAs... Dang.

Was in the toi2 when I started to think about whether I should go to school tomorrow. Lols. Can't lah. I have to go tomorrow. Although it is only for a blardy briefing. Still have to. It's P2 for goodness sake. And dang, this sickness is killing me? Can't I have flu instead?? ugh.

Anyway, I'm gonna see if I can do my Apel 2 Service reflection or something. Then I shall go and rest. :D Toodles.

Pray for my health.

:D Let's Get Through This Okay?

Firstly, despite health not being on my side, friends made my day. I'm very thankful to God who had gave me guidance. And I do not regret having the 'impromptu' conversation with a friend of mine. I take this as one step taken as we forgive ourself and move on with our lives without holding grudges. Of course, now, there is a thin line between us. Things wouldn't be the same anymore but for the fact that she took the initiative to notice me, whether it was pretending or not, made me thankful and happy. :D

Secondly, I feel sorry for myself. Haha. I don't know why I have something about visiting the doctor's or taking medicine. I want to find this doctor Baba told me about. He is a Muslim and from what Baba has told me, from his experience during his consultations with this particular doctor, I find him (the doctor) trustworthy. This is because Baba once asked him if the illness could be cured and how long would it take (the effectiveness of the medicine), But the doctor shook his head and put his index finger to his lips. And he said, "This is the effort that we put in. It all depends on Him. Do not question His decision because He is the One who knows best."

Alhamdulillah, I am getting better now. I think and I hope it would not be a problem to start on whatever I had been missing later. I guess all I had to do was 'pass out'? hahaha. Yes, I passed out in class just now. Lol. And as usual, Azizah did not notice it. Pfft. How would she notice? It looked as if I was sleeping. But I managed to send her an sms saying I couldn't take the pain before I passed out. Whatever happened after that, I don't know. My head was still on the table when I gained my consciousness. *Phew* Luckily, nothing bad happened. :D Syukur. I really learnt a lot these few days.

Oh and Thanks Zizy for the 'lozenges' or something... It really helped. Thanks for the ride too. Really appreciate your concern. We'll recover soon aite :D Jazaaka Allahu Khayran

Oh God. Please give us strength because we are not going to disobey you and give up. We shan't be losers in the hereafter but You are the one who knows best. Forgive our sins and show us guidance. Amin.

Coolios

I really hope my Aussie cuz gets for me the Arnott's cookies!!! Yum-meh!!!
Was chatting with him just now and his father's friend is coming back to Singapore tomorrow. So they thought of sending some Chips or Cookies here.

Okay, headache is not gone yet. Head's still spinning... Ugh. But it's getting much better I guess. After hearing Chips or Cookies are coming over. :DD Makan ajer tau!

Ok now there's a prob with my stomach.

Zima, I stated that "I would date him provided he is taller..." :D So you know what that means? It means I am still... Nevermind. You get what I mean. :DD

One funny incident just now while tutoring the kids.
Firstly, in one of Sufyan's assesment's question, there was 'Encik Adli'... and I was laughing like hell. Because the question was like... Nvm.
Secondly, Katijah sneezed and she went 'Alhamdulillah!'. So I said, 'Yarhamuk Allah'. My mother was like 'Pandai Kakak!!' (in a tone as of praising a small kid) And I was like... 'Ouhhh okaayyyy.... *Raises an eyebrow*' What the sey ibu!

End of story. The end. Boring kan? Aku tau!

I'm SICK again!

What is wrong with me?????
This is so depressing man. Just woke up from sleep and got my head gets heavier and heavier....
What to doo?? My face is getting paler by the time. And I hate it. I think I am gonna lose weight. I haven't been eating rice. : I Bad Girl...

Oh my god. I really got to endure and get out of this.

Don't ask me to take panadol. It doesn't work and this is depressing.

Dang...

I am tired and I want to sleep. (but i can't cos it's asar.) The headache is killing me, I think. Salt, salt, SALT! That's what I need, yea. Get me that for my birthday present yaw! haha. joking. Don't be a cheapo and buy me salt. Haha. But it's the thought that counts... But anyway...

Lunch? Hahaha.... That one is more 'doinks'! I found out that he is soooooo damn short. But he told me he was 1.7! Anyway, not my loss. Maybe its my heels? But my heels ain't that high. Maybe he slouches?? Not sure. I'll ask him later, but God! He looks more like 1.6?

But great guy lah. Only short. Alas. If he was taller, I would consider dating him. hahahaha. Doinks eh ni perempuan. But oklah, got a new 'live' friend who shares the same interest as me. hahaha.

A lot of silence when Nas and Ziza were with us. But once they went off, we started talking... A lot. But still, shy2. hahaha. But when we wanted to go our own separate ways... The conversation rate was going faster and faster. Eventually, our conversation had to be put to a halt... :I

Quite disappointed that we had to stop talking lah. But... There's always the MSN and the SMS.

So Mama Gi, you know what that means!!

Headache headache.... go away!

Met Tony for consultation today and damn it was funny, especially the part where he adjusted his... nvm. Then he treated us. :D And... I actually thought he drove a Toyota... But actually, he drives a Lexus laaa! (Mmg betul ape Ziza cakap, aku pandang org takde mata... heh!)

So, stayed back in school until 2? or was it 3? Went home, and popped a panadol. I was kind of like sleeping when suddenly I woke up and remembered I forgot to take pics for the group assignment!! kentot sey! Luckily, Sarah was still in school. So she took for me.

Since the head was still spinning, I popped another panadol! And this time, I went into a very deep sleep. When I woke up, I had running nose. Pffttt... Now I am like, using so much tissues... I wonder how many tree's I've killed...

Anyway, my face looks like some corpse. I hate it when I am sick. Ugh. But nvm, 'they' (dunno who) said that if you are sick, that means your sins are being 'thrown away' or forgiven, like that lah. So. Look at the bright side of life!

Tomorrow... Lunch :D Won't tell you the time and venue. Nanti ader jer korg nak spy. heh.

-I never regretted crying yesterday :D

Blogging in the dark

It is one a.m in the morning and I can't sleep! I can't read the Tafsir. So, I decided to blog instead?

I am thinking about so many things while trying to sleep just now... But I can't. Wanna catch my train of thoughts?? Haha. I know this will sound kind of weird but anyways, just hear it out will you?

-Should I gain weight? Will I look better if i gain weight or if I don't? If I sleep now, will my stomach digest the 'Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis' properly?

-What will I do for my marketing assignment? Can we make it as a group? I have to start tomorrow, or else, it will be too late. What should I do?

-Is Ziza asleep now? Would things change? Can we still be like this till the end of our lives? Would we be best friends, forever?

-What colour should I wear this year for Hari Raya? OMG. I have not decided. How long more to Ramadhan? What is the do'a for breaking the fast again??

-What is he doing? Is he still 'menuai-ing' in his World Of Warcraft (WOW)? I think he should be asleep. He's got class tomorrow... at 9 am. So yea, he is asleep.

-I miss Makkah and Madinah. Been missing it all along. When am going there again?

-What does the future hold for me? Will I die tomorrow? What will happen tomorrow?

-WHY AM I SO WORRIED??? Never have I been this worried. But, I am. -.-"

Maybe I should just say some prayers or better, go to youtube and listen to the yasin...

:God, help me.

Bam-bi-bam doop-doo-pe-dey-dooo

Ok. Me so hyped up today. Today was supposed to be a lunch-date with somebody. Was supposed to have it at one p.m. But it wasn't confirmed. It was only agreed that I will meet him if I can.

Had guest lecture in the morning by some marketing guy from Cambridge University Press, who gave us a pen and I got a Document Folder, or what it is called, for answering his question - kinda. So anyway, after which, returned the DSLR to Hassan :) and passed Swee something. Then we went waiting for someone's sayang's (hehehehe) sms... Which he did not sms lah. Aiyo, Then accompanied that someone to wait for her parents cos she wanted to go to her baba's house.

Made my way back home, and just after the Tampines Regional Library bus stop, he gave me an sms stating that he was done with his lecture! What ther!! Should I have wait a little while longer, we could have had lunch. Pfft! But what the heck. There will always be a next time. I just hope that I haven't got one strike yet. haha.

Moving on. I came back home and guess what?? There was no food. -.-" My mom didn't cook before going out. I swear I regretted not waiting a while longer!!! I had to walk to Elias Mall to buy a packet of chicken rice for myself... How pathetic is that?? Very. But it did not end there. I had no appetite. Possibly because of the lack of sleep. Ate like a few spoonfuls and went to take a nap. Seriously. Today was so damn PATHETIC.

Oh I shall not tell you about my phone. I spent the whole day using my sister's phone! Dammit.

However, the pathetic-ness ended once I got my beauty sleep back :D
Thanks to him. Hahahaha...
Was basically sms-ing him all day. haha.
I tell you, he never reads my blog. He doesn't know the link but he can find. But. He doesn't read my blog lah. For sure. Ziza will say, "But you never know!" But still, I prefer him not reading my blog. Haha.

I am so scared that if I meet him, I will be disappointed. But we will be just friends what! right?

:))

Isn't this pic Gorgeous? hahhaha. Took it with the DSLR. Omg. Now this makes me want a DSLR! But for what? I am not fond of taking pics! I'm just fond of taking pictures of myself! If I buy a DSLR and can't take my pic, then whats the use? Worse, I have to ask someone to take my pic for me! hahha, then people would think badly of me! haha.

Ok. Scrap the DSLR off. I shall just ask my uncle to take my pics with his DSLR instead! haha. But he lives in AMK. Such a distance. Aiyosh. But he pro uh, so how?

Alahhh, sumbat jer lah! (gawd, I'm so addicted to this sentence! Adik!!!!)

Anyway,

Monday... Breakfast. Amcm? Mau perr???

But I can't confirm just yet.

I don't have any idea if my class would end early :P

btw: I'm sorry I can't be the one.

The Photoshoot

Loaned the camera from school yesterday and started taking pictures in school.
But today, we snapped the day away again... but this time, we went to Millenia Walk, Marina Square, Vivocity and Arab Street.

Lucky for me, Ziza's parents followed along and her father drove. If we had to take the mrt, I could've fainted I tell you! so anyway...

Ziza's family were cute especially her mom... as usual... tgk uh anak angkat dier siaper?! hahaha. what is it again, ziza? makcik so cute eh?? i forgot lah cos everytime i hear that phrase, i will laugh and mama gi will 'cekik' us. hahah

So fun lah going out with them. I appetite gets bigger every time I go out and eat with them. haha. I dunno y... They say, if the food isn't nice, it doesn't matter. It's the company that matters. :D

So Ziza, you know what to do! hahaha... before anything, thanks eh! Tomorrow, bubble tea! dun forget! jk

So... tmr, apel at nine. :I Dang. Can we take pics with that slr tmr?? hahha. Lols.

So tired now. :D

So bye.

Boring kan cerita? aku tau!

Friday the 13th!

May seem to be an unlucky day, or so-called. Scary, even. But not for me :D Friday the thirteenth of 2008. It's one of the most memorable days... :D Why? Only I know, Only Ziza knows, Only he knows... Only GOD knows why.

:D This friendship means a lot.

I don't know if I should post this or not...
Cos org tua2 ckp, perkara baik, jangan ditegur...
I can't risk not listening to this superstition cos I believe in this one!
haha. I mean its true!! Does happen you know :D

Van Haris, Ohhh... nama bapak Haris rupenyer....

Si budak tu plak, masih tershiok sendiri... haizzz
Ape lah nasib dier. :I

Funny Stuff!!

Ok! I've received the pictures we took when I was like... deprived of sleep! Most of the pictures were candid... Though I look kinda bad it in but it is funny shiet!! Okok I'll post! Ziza, you are the main cast of this one! hahaha. This is for you loves~ teehee!

Aww sweet right?

Take advantage of her and see what happens!

Aww, she is patient and poised...

Toots! I think I'm gonna take back my words now!
(See how she can torture us with the poise? so Guys, BEWARE!)

Ok this is lame. And spontaneous! LOL. We did not plan for it to be story-like. But I managed to make a 'story' out of this: The Other Side of ZizyZieza.

:S

She wants to kill me then hug me? hahaha... What ther!!
She thinks I'm immortal issit? Cannot die?
Haha. Cute lah she.
~But I'm wwayyy cuter...! Irresistable cutestuffs.. haha

Ok lame.

I woke up at 10.05 just now... I mean, I did not really wake up... I was still sleepy. Haha. Mama came when I was still like, in BED! Went into my room and ask me questions... Ibu also asked me questions! Imagine uh, you sleep and then people ask you to think! I so hate it when that happens... Ugh!

But anyways. Somebody made me cry today~
Not telling. Can't tell.

What more? Oh I woke up and called shawn to ask about the project. Mati hidup balik aku. I was so shocked when he said he was only on the way to school! Hello! Submission is at 10! or 10.30 at most. Shocking and SCARY, Haha. Don't want our efforts and my 'burning-the-midnight-oil' to go to waste. I was msging Tony for extension when ziza msged me to do the same thing. See? we telepathic uh... no need to talk or sms also can. haha. SO, Msged tony and Lucky for us he gave us time extension! Phew...

And now, the dude there is like doing his assignment. Bored lah. Tired also. Hungry too. :/

my featured friend :D

ok this is kinda~ i mean, VERY long! but I wanna do this lah... haha. Can I? D'uh.... Ok here it goes!

1) What's his/her full name?

Nur`azizah Binte Ibrahim

2) Does he or she have a bf/gf?

Hahaha... Soon? not confirmed yet. haha.... what a qn...

3) Do you know a secret about him/her?

lol. She is not as poised as she may seem to be... there's a lot about her that you don't know! :P

4) How old is the person?

17... Like me. But I'm younger :D

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?

YES! I remember... Instant noodles with padi. yum!

6) Is this person older than you?

Yubba... I told you I'm younger!

7) When was the last time you thought about him/her?

I think of her every minute. haha.

8) Are you related to this person?

I'm her mother's, so-called, daughter. haha!

9) Are you really close to him/her?

REALLY!

10) Do you have a nickname for each other?

Do we? Maybe. Which one do you want? Me is Tot. Her is Chit. haha.

11)How many times do you talk to this person in a week?

Hahaha... We talk almost everyday lah! Can't live without communicating with her for a day!

12) Do you think she/he will repost this?

Maybe. Hope so... haha. At ther very least, she will copy and paste this whole post, and repost. :/

13) Could you live with this person?

Are you crazy?! It will be a blast! hahah... A lot of adventures could be created you know... One example would be 'Amyra & ZizyZieza: Attack of the Daena!' ;p

14) Why is this person your number 1?

Because... She is... Uhh... A lot lah! But the first reason is because she's another me. I love myself, so I love her too... Right?

15) How long have you known this person?

Hahahaha! you want the sub-conscious one or conscious one? ahaha.... Went to the same kindergarten, played at the same playground, but only met her consciously in Sec 1. She sat beside me during the first day of our Malay class. Haha.

16) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?

Ya... What ther...

17) Have you ever slept over with them?

Ya... hahaha... Y? Wanna follow?

18) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?

D'uh!!! A lot!!! I dunno how I'd survive if one day, she migrates to Egypt *clears throat* and I migrate to Australia *chokes* :p

19) Have you ever given this person anything?

Hmms... Have I? Haha... Dun think so actually. Should get her something huh? one day... haha....

20) Have you ever done anything stupid or illegal with this person?

Stupid? Hah. you kidding me? Illegal? No. we very the the good one!

21) Do you know everything about this person?

Kinda. haha. I think so lah.
Ok. No, I dunno her bra size! hahhaha.

22) Would you date this person's siblings?

Aha! what kind of qn is this??? ok lah if her 2nd bro is a bit more taller, maybe. Her first bro, no... he will ask me questions about the 'supernatural' throughout the whole time that he sees me. So. Teet! next!!!

23) Do you miss him/her?

Like now? haha. maybe. ya. I wanna talk to her. Can?

24) Have you fought before?

Lol! Have we? we argue a lot sometimes. Define 'fought' pls. If physical, a lot of times. She LOVES bullying me! haha. But maybe it's because she can't resist my cute-ness. hahahah! what ther~ JOKIN'!

25) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?

She doesn't even know whats that lah, until Sarah and I explained to her yesterday morning, when we looked at that bapok's friendster pics... haha.

26) Does this person have a fetish?

Fetish? hahaha... hmsss.... A lot lah. hahaha. Especially fetish for that 'guy'...

27) Is she/he on drugs?

Yea. Drugs for prevention of P****Es... Go figure... Haha.

28) Do you know this person's shoe size?

8/9

29) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?

ya! So biggg. Im S and she's like L?

30) Have you and this person made up a hand shake?

Have we? no we stick to conventions... Never forget our roots... haha. cam faham!!

31) If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies with this person?

OMG. That would be freaky! hahaha. Never thought of that yet... but maybe no. I prefer being skinny. Can't imagine myself in her body. If I do have her body, I'd make sure I'd starve till the weight goes down to 50!

32) Has this person ever seen you dance?

Haha. Danced? MAybe...
Oh shiet! Yea! ahahah...

33) Have you ever heard this person sing?

Heh... Yubba.!

34) Do you know this person's friendster password?

YA. Why? macam nak jer....

35) Do you know this person's best friend?

Yeap :D Includes me! haha.

36) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more then 2 days?

No. Never. Hope we won't. If we do, I'd give in in 3 mins!

37) Does this person cry alot?

No... Her heart like stone! So 'keras'! Her mother also agrees!

38) Have you met any of this person's family?

Hahaha... A lot seyyyy....

39) Have you and this person went clubbing?

Jam and hop. Does it count? If no, then too bad uh. We good-girls-'haven't'-gone-bad yet!

40) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?

Lame jokes. and Shopping? ahha.

41) Do you and this person talk alot?

What ther. I told you I can't live a day without communicating with her!

42) Have you licked this person?

Hahahahaha! What the... No. I dunno if I ever had, accidentally. But, No. I think she will taste like vanilla? hahaha.

43) Have this person ever yelled at you?

Yuubbba.... Scaryyyy....

44) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?

fist? no lah... Where got. Her body doesn't need to be hit. It would still swell. Dun ask me why... I dunno y.

45) Do you love this person?

Ya duhhh... I told you already what!

46) Do you want to be with him/her forever?

Can I say... YA! ahahaha

I am so...

Sleepy.
Lol. I woke up late today. Uhh that would be yesterday rite? Anyway~ Answered Ziza's call only at 8.00 AM and damn I was late! haha. Walked out of the house at 9 am and met ziza at the interchange... And when we reached school, it was like going to be 10? haha. Worse, we thought there was no class but there WAS! What ther. Luckily for us, Tony just kept quiet. Lol.

Anyway~ I went home and went online. And chatted my time away, when I was supposed to start on marketing. Wow I chatted for like approximately 8 hrs today! :/ What is going to become of me?? hahaha... what ther right? I know.

And now, I'm still not asleep yet... Pfft. Nani has just got home today from Jakarta and Mama Long, from Umrah. :D Got to drink ZamZam. Hehe. Long time no drink you, Zamzam! haha.

And went to Maulud. I spent like the last 20 mins sleeping... can? haha. Boleh gitu eh. And now, I've just finished my marketing assignment. hope all goes well tomorrow. :D InsyaAllah.

ziza. We are happy today. But we are also tired. How?
haha. Too bad people can't see our joy... haha.

Yay-ness~!

Nina Is BACK!! Woohoo~
Her plane landed at 3.40 am just now...
And we were right on time... Had supper before heading off to the airport...
Had prata at Mr. Teh Tarik's :D

Anyway... Then went to the airport and fetched Nina...
Nothing else mattered at that point of time...
I only wanted to hug her and Thank GOD...

Alhamdulillah, she got home safe and sound... only that she is a bit skinnier...
LOL.
She said she couldn't eat well... Partially because she was missing us... and most of the time was because the food WASN'T NICE. hahaha... She complained that the MacDonald's was salty... PFFT. Too bad uh...

And they had only 2 and a half hours to shop!! what ther! Pathetic sey... hahaha...
The first day, they had only 30 minutes to shop. And yesterday, they had 2 hrs... But by the time they got to the shopping center, they were closing... like they close up at 5 pm... lol. What ther... Of course uh, I heard its not safe there... So to prevent crimes, they have curfews.

She did not buy much... Well, how many can you buy in just 30 minutes?? ahaha.... What ther, right? i know. Anyway, most of what she bought was chocolates... What ther. Ok fine. Anyway...

Then the pictures she took was like... WTH also... So many pictures of landscapes... nice but I see no one... I tell you, if it was Ziza and I, confirm the memory card would be loaded with OUR splendid pictures!! ahahha... Chey action... Damn... If it was me, I'd do much better lah... Kan ziza kan?

Ok I haven't sleep yet and I am gonna meet Ziza and the rest of Half-Donuts later at 1pm which means... I have to wake up at 11 am IF I do sleep... Which is like 4 hrs from now?? Hahaha... I think I can't sleep... Damn.... Bet I'm gonna have eye bags tomorrow. MAYBE.... maybe not. Ok lame, I know.

Shit lah... Her friend sat on the camera and the screen... it cracked!!! Lame lah!! doinks sey. But still, she is home... and there's so much to catch up on...

:D Ma'assalama!

Can't let go...

Yea. I know. Somethings are just meant to be kept offline.
Yea Right.

Astaghfirrullah hal'aziim...

:(

Too bad for me.
Too good for you.

~

Both of you had just lost me... Congratulations :D

What ther~

Life... After I complained of it being boring...
Became exciting! hahahah... What ther~ i know!
Hahahah...

Mom spoke to me about BGR after reading my messages...
And we had some fun... haha... Funny lah she...

Ehem. I shall not elaborate more about my bgr matters here... hehe
Once confirmed... I tell lah.
For now I shall keep them in my drafts or something...
Hahaha...

Ok! I am so excited!! Hahah...

-I've been sleeping late for the past 2 days... :D-

Show me the way...

Hahaha...
Now then I realise...
It is so hard to please myself...

Haha...
So sad right?
But nahh... I shall love myself for being that way :D

I know my posts are getting boring by the time...
Well what can I do?
There hasn't been anything interesting about life for now... hahaha

Why do I keep laughing today?
hahaha...
Ok shut up!

Lets hope that tomorrow will be better...
At least today, I've learned something about myself :D

Okay I'm Done!

I had a teeny bit of peace, fun, joy and laughter just now...
After all those shedding of you know what...
Aku tgk Facebook profile orang pastu ketawa terkekek2...
Kurang ajar kan aku? aku tau!!!
I think it's one impromptu but unhealthy way of having fun.

What shall I do now?
Ahh~ I know!
Let's watch Video!
We were at Tony's class when Shaad showed us this video... damn funneh shiet lah.
Hahhaha.... Shaad you are full of crap ya know?!

The Vid is called... comedy football!
Hahha. Go search.

GOGOGOGo...

When Light turns into Darkness...

I have not been myself lately.
I see that but I am avoiding the facts.
What? Why? I don't know. I am confused lah.
Very, very... Confused.

This is so... making me cry now.
But I shall hold back.
I shall cry like a baby later. :I

When it is right in front of your eyes
You know and you treasure...
But
When its lost, it STILL feels like it's the end
However, you know it will come back for you

Thus,
You feel contented and happy...
But,
You still feel down...

What is it?
its Making you confused now right?
its Making you lose your appetite...
its Making you shed a tear... or even buckets

But hope is instilled...
Faith is holding on...
Patience would become a virtue
And life would become more meaningful.

I've ran away from the facts,
Now I am searching for the truth.

P/s: I'm missing you, come home soon

Everything that happens, has it's wisdom

I am so sleepy

*Literally Yawns*

What have I been up to lately?
Ouh. Lunch...
With Fananah, Sue, and Zizy... Met a new person called Danny... Haha.
Cool kan? Aper jer. Tu pon cool.
Ate at SriSun opposite school. Bloody mamak overcharged me.
Faggot, Takper aku sabar...
Dah overcharge, nak step plak tu. Bods.

Anyway...
Been helping Ziza with her... uhh... Report.
Yeah.
And now I'm half dead and I can't type properly already....

So... tmr i blog again lah k! haha

Nitey nites!!

Hi

I am so dead!

I can't focus. I am so not motivated to do things.

Can someone replace her for a while?

I need someone to listen to my crap...
Someone who would just laugh at my lame jokes before bed...
Someone who would stay silent when I do pranks on her...
Someone who would make noise before bed... due to her sinus problem...

Now she is not here. I can't sleep... I'm restless...

And this stupid guy problem is bothering me. I need to forget him. :I

Miss you.

Nina - Darwn, We? JB!

Nina is gone. For five days. And I am counting down to her arrival home.

Sent her to the airport. Cried like... I dunno. Like a baby... yea. Like seriously... haha.

But I maintained my composure. After she kissed my hand and I hugged her, I quickly put on my shades... haha. What ther. I know.

Firdaus, her boyfie was there. I don't know if my mom knows she has a boyfie but anyways, I still told her. Mom was okay, like usual. Lol. Ibu could even say, "Mane? TU?? Wahhh this one must see!" Then when she saw him, who was sitting behind us, she went "ohhh.... dekni? Ok gak, boleh tahan..." Haha. Still, I find him nerdy. Hahahaha. Takper lah nina, gasak kau.

So after the crying, (btw, the crying didn't really end there.... lol) we drove to JB. Lols. I kept telling the waiters/waitresses that there are 14 of us dining... When actually there was only thirteen... Pfft... I forgot nina wasn't with us. Bengong uh aku ni. Haha. Toobs uh.

Went to Jusco... Wanted to find a new sling bag... but none of which on the racks amused me. So told Ibu... You know what? If I can't find a bag, I'm gonna find shoes!! So I did.

Looked at Sembonia and I forgot what... Liked the design but WTT! They don't fit!!! Irritating sia!!! I had just, painstakingly, found out that I am wearing size 9 now... It used to be 8... Dang. My feet are getting longer as time flies! But not any fatter... Pfft. Which means... It is a tedious to find shoes of my size and fitting! What ther. At last... I saw some stupid shoe, which happened to have my size... And I kinda like the pattern. Pfft... But still... I am so not... Nevermind. I shall just be thankful.

Too bad uh Amyra... Say goodbye to (some of) your shoes! they don't fit anymore!! Good luck in finding a brand or two that fits your two... feet!

Ok. Why am I talking in my blog -to myself?? Dah biol aku ni...

4 more days!

Picture time!

Okay, let me post some pics now. Haha.

So we went to Vivo just now... My sis finding her stuff and me, extra2, find a sling bag... lol.
Still, I couldn't find any to my liking. But I got rhinestones!!!!

And while waiting for Mikhail (my lil bro), Me and Adilah (my cousin) started pasting the rhinestones to our stuffs. hahah.... this is the final product... The red one is my sis' and the black one is mine :D First attempt and quite proud of it :DD
Sorry the lighting spoil uh.



So this is the pic of my aunty who went for umrah. The guy beside her is her twin brother.. which is my Father lah. People say me, my sis, and my cousin (kak huda) look like my aunty. Lol. Shall take a pic, 4 of us, and show you guys. haha. Ouh, the woman in the middle is Ong's (Zalillah) mom, MY BUSU! :DD

P/s: Nina going Darwin tomorrow... So sad. Gonna miss her for 5 days! Conferm T3 banjir esok... We haven't been apart for more than 3 days... Really gonna miss her. :(

Remember my Havaina's nina!

What??

Ok. This is so impromptu!
Going to send nina to buy her stuff for her Darwin trip tomorrow...

Now waiting for my cousins to wake up from their sleep and come to my house
OMG... ni dua anak dara... lambat nyer bangkit!

Time is flying by slowly today...
Gonna go Vivo later...

Anyway, have a safe trip people going for umrah!
:D I so can't wait to go for umrah again!
InsyaAllah


I don't know what to blog about actually
hahaha....
Lame, I know...
Maybe I'd blog again later for today's 'adventure'! hahaha

K toodles

Lost.

If you do drop by my friendster profile and see comments such as thanks for the add and whatever, they are so... I dunno how to say it.

Lol. I only added them to see their profile which is private! omg. Hhahaha. What ther.

And I think they mistook the part where i said "If Do add you, that means you are."

Too bad uh, I say.

Sending her to Umrah...

Mak long's (my father's twin sister) departure for Jeddah was scheduled at 7.20 but they delayed it... maybe cos of the weather? i dunno. Then they delayed the flight again to 11... pfft. What ther. Haha. So we spent most of the time waiting... And I ate a lot! ok skip that part. Saw Harith and the Bagharib family (my friend - sarah's family) I was shocked cos I thought they were related... ahaha... but no, they were just family friends.

When Mak Long headed into the departure hall, we were like stoning after that... until, I don't know who, said "Eh! what are we waiting for?". Then it struck us. So we got out of the departure hall entrance with sad faces... lol. Then saw Harith again. This time, it was his turn to send his parents in. Too bad I could not see his reaction during his parent's departure... Siape tau... Dier nangis ke... Haha. Anyway... Mak long's family's reaction was kinda funny to me. Pak long's reaction was like... not sure. I think his eye's were red but he tried to hide... lol. Kak Huda was crying like hell... Abang Khairuddin's eyes were red, but he held back... maintain cool. Kak Fiza was not crying... so was shima. What ther. I asked them, "Eh! your mother flying off and you guys are not crying uh?? Wah... so strong uh... keras hati eh korg... haha" Saiful was the worst. He cried so hard lah. but cute. If me, I'd cry harder...

Anyway

After that went to costa sands chalet at Jalan Loyang Besar...
Many happenings yesterday...

Lol. And Very verrry tiring....

Zizy, if you love yourself...
Then what am I?
Obsessed with myself? ahaha
yEA... CAN'T deny I have self-obsession...

Ahhhh.... My head!
This is one of the reasons why I prefer to just lay back and follow with the flow!
PEning NYE kepala aku!!!

I feel so vulnerable right now.
I know I need help.
Help is on the way...

I have on fear tomorrow...
I am afraid I would pass out again.
My head is not doing justice to me...
So guys... If I MIA tomorrow...

You know what to do.

I think I'm gonna puke.

Heloo people

You people might have been sleeping already while I am typing this. Lol. But nvm.
Stayed up late to do my Environment Control Powerpoint. :D
Nothing to be sad, nor HAPPY, about...

Life, had been so... boring these few days.
Bleah.
Hope tomorrow, I mean... today, would be a better day...

Have fun people.
I need to sleep.
I'm not gonna fall asleep at the guest lecture tomorrow and get barred for the next one.
Haha. Subhan'Allah.

Friendster in Malay?

Haha... I don't know why but I find it kinda funny that Friendster is available in Malay now. Lols. Anyway.
Had role play for Marketing for Designers (My new boring module for this block),
I had to become the 16 year old girl who needs to buy a pen for her 'O' levels. Haha
What the. I know. Sarah played as my mom. What ther. Yet again, I know!

Anyway... I still am searching for some cool lappy case okay.
I saw a guy carried a cool one in the bus just now. It was so tempting for me to just say "Hi! May I know where did you get that?" but he was talking to his girl-friend. Lol. So, Anyway...
But IT was so darn nice!!

Okay... Tomorrow... What to wear?!
What the hell... Wear anything lah! Tomorrow consultation only!!

Okay, that was me talking to myself. Hyper today uh?! Dunno why. But nevermind... I have found ME and the asian BRATz are back with new looks. haha.

Farah!! What happened to your hair??

If I was Princess...

Haha.
Of course I am Princess
In name that is!

Tomorrow, will be the start of a new block... OF a the academic year
And I am gonna take Marketing for Designers
Yea. Cool.
Right... Anyway.
My white tagboard isn't working. PFFT.
Dang.
So people. You know what to do! Lucky for me, I have two tagboards!
Clever? Smart? haha. Nahh... Shukran.

Anyway. What would you do if you were King or Queen??

Wat the!?

MG... What happened?
Did anyone, like, publicized my friendster profile??
Why is there like...
The number of people who viewed me is like...
Out of the world!
Never had this much views in a day! What the!
Anyway...

I am sleepy. Slept at 5 am yesterday...
Woke up at one today. And still sleepy.
Thanks to monopoly.
Played until I fell asleep!
What the! Haha.

And what's with the people who viewed my friendster with 'Wat the!?"
Looks like we need a new catch phrase Zizy... haha.