:)

Yeay, at least I can still do autocad at home... :)
Although I don't have the convenience to do it in my room :(
But at least... I can do it at home :)
Alhamdulillah.
Dear laptop, when will you be coming back?
Maybe I should pray harder...

Being in design, especially Environment Design, is a very challenging phase of my life.
And without my laptop, I am sure it'll gonna be a hell of a time.
All I know, maybe, Insyallah, life will change - sometime after July.
Until then, we'll just have to live life as usual... I think.

Good luck with exams people (",)

Depressing...

I had already went to make a police report. :) At least I can be sure that my laptop is categorised under 'stolen' already. It is so depressing how I can't do my design work without my laptop. I am going to reboot this computer soon and try to load Autocad into it. Such a sad thing that I can't have my laptop with me at times like this. Lappy... I miss you. I am going to leave it up to Allah s.w.t. Insyallah, my laptop will return back to me. If not now, later.

I am so careless. Useless me. oh dear.

DEVASTATED!

Ok people! Guess what? I lost my LAPTOP!
OMG... There's a lot of things inside my laptop...
Its like my 'portable' studio! I detached my battery pack and adapter from it...
And yet, someone wants to take it! (Of course lah, unattended what)

I wanted to print my document and Xorex was like full of people...
So we went to IT printing shop instead, where I left my laptop on top of the boxes and printed my documents. When I paid for it and started sorting out my documents, I think that was when I became absent-minded. Not even 10 minutes and it was gone! Just like that! $4k... GONE! OMG...
And it is not even a year! What to do?? Maybe an IT student took it, I don't know... But I really hope someone returns it to me! Seriously...

Maybe I should ask Faridah's help. I don't even know how to tell my father!

Its all about you, baby.

My withdrawal.
My fears.
My tantrums.
My mood swings.
My obliviousness.
My schedule.
My cravings.
Me.

The best thing about you, You ACCEPT and TOLERATE these.
No guys do.

Every night I cry myself to sleep,
thinking 'why does this happen to me?'

Anugerah

They they are strumming and pressing away... one, strumming to a rock song which I do not recognise and the other playing the piano to 'better in time'. And here I am, cad-ding away! (But I'm blogging, so that practically changes cad-ding to blogging - oh whatever)

Just a brief explanation on my agenda last night. I went to Simei (my cousin drove us there). Initially, the idea was to support my uncle, and then visit my Gramps at CGH where he was warded. Alas, I wasn't able to see my Gramps because I wanted to wait for Tarmizi. (That briefly describes what kind of a granddaughter I am. Sorry Gramps. So then, I also missed my uncle's performance, because I was at LJS alone, eating my dinner. (My family did not wait for Tarmizi with me, they went to CGH and came back only around 7.30) While waiting for Tarmizi, I went to shop, but I ended up talking to a long lost primary school mate who kept on bragging about her life. Come on lah. She is engaged and getting married soon, migrating to Australia too. She confessed she is BIsexual and made out with my former best friend (LES, by the way). Should I go - "Whoa! cool!"? Nah. Rather not! Lucky her, I did not give her a long lecture. Let her just be happy with her so called 'minah-ader-future' life. Anyhoos.

Anugerah was filled with 'Dressed-up-Malay-Guys'. Never seen alot of them who are good looking in one place before. Thought it was heaven for a while, but my boy is more good-looking. 8) Alhamdulillah.

oh dear whats wrong with my lappy??

*I don't care already*

Strength

Let the tears speak for itself.
Let the hopelessness show.
May the oblivious be evident.
And let me hope that I will be stronger,
like her.

How does it feel?

I can't believe it.
I can't do anything when she is sad.
I wonder what kind of friend I am.
Should I call her?
But, I am afraid.
I know she would not want to talk.
Should I?
Maybe I should give it a try...

Disturbia~

Watching Criminal Minds on 5.

Iamsotired. I am SO TIRED!

Oh my god. I am sooo tired. I am so tired. I am so tired.

you won't understand.

I am so saddd.....

He's Got A Hot Girlfriend!

And I have to get back to work soon...
I gotta draw, draw and draw...
I am so gonna use Autocad for now cos drafting manually would take such a long time. But I am not that sure for details though. Maybe, details drawing would be on manual. MAYBE! Actually, most probably. ok anyway, why am I talking about school in my blog???

I had a fun cheery day at school today! Basically, only 3 pairs went for consultation. Hah. Take that. and it took 3 hours! k... haha. more than that I suppose. Well, lucky us...

*God, Please Make It Stop!*