Tears in heaven

I wish I could take back my words.
Just like how you took yours from me.
It seems like a hobby, the way you make me give up and in.
You make me cry and laugh at the same time.
Keep me wondering if this is what I deserve.
After all that I've done and what we've been through.

I can't sleep and its not your fault. Its mine.

Just as stars were shining so bright

It's 2:17 am in the morning and I am stressed out. I have never been on an extensive emotional roller coaster such as this. Have you ever felt like you thought your prayers had been answered and you can't believe that something that you had given up on, was coming true? But just as you were about to start believing, big news came and you can't live your dream. Heh. Pam. Boomz. *Glass shatters* Oh my god. Tragic. I don't know what or how to react right now.

Another one more will come... And you will feel the same way that I do, and by that time, I hope you won't regret. Because maybe by that time, we won't feel the same.

Now you know.

When you start missing somebody

I was window shopping with my girlfriends (Azizah and Sarah) and when we went to Cotton On, there was this one particular section in the shop which has this distinct scent of his perfume. I swear, I felt like I fell into his embracement. And it was such a good feeling. I felt like being loved and secured. Is that how you define 'miss', mama? When you hear his voice when its just silence accompanying you all night long... When you feel his presence, but its only you and these four walls.

He is one in a million and he is my one and only.

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