Why I chose to be with him when I knew that I had to choose between the two of you even though I loved you more than I loved him was because I knew I could never show my love to you forever because it would hurt you. My overprotectiveness, my jealousy, my ego, my attitude.... it would hurt you. I just knew it would.
I would rather be far from you, and allow you to spread your wings.... let you fly and find a whole new world over your comfort zone.
Im so sorry for being too overprotective even until now.... im sorry for being jealous, I just loved you too much. And I am sorry I was so childish...
But now I've grown out of it.
I will still be here. Right here. Always. Here. Thats why I chose to be with him. So that I will not hurt you more, and still be near to you.
