Final Destination 2

The movie... again and again. So gross. Thats why I'm blogging. My siblings are watching in and just by hearing them scream... I feel nauseous... OMG... I want to eat! Can? Haiz... Quite bored actually... My auntie just called. She's treating us to KFC today! hehe. So best. Anyway it's been a long time since we went to her house. And this weekend, there's my mom's friend's chalet. Then there's also a bbq planned by relatives from my Father's side. OMG... Confirm best punyer... haha... Dah tak jadi gi Melaka... Initially thot of staying at A'Famosa. But my mom's friend went to survey the place but it was boring. LOL. So maybe we go some other place in Malaysia. Bukit Merah maybe? Can we just go Johor... Johor pun okey aper... Haish... Ni nak pergi jauh2... Den the next day im schooling okay?! PFFT!

My current condition is: My head is spinning. Thanks to FD2. And you know what? I want to eat. But you know what? I dunno what to eat. There's food. I'm hungry. But I don't feel like I have the appetite. Can I save my stomach for later??? haha... WTH.

Happy birthday December Babies!

What baby are you?

---------------DECEMBER BABY ----------ME---
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character.!
one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music.

This is so truee lahhhh! If you wanna know what baby you are... tag and i'll forward you the e-mail. :D

----------------JULY BABY --------HIM---
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people ' s
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be with friends .. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never!
looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.

What?!

God! Is this true??? got this email from a friend

Dear Frens
All the below Masterfood Company Chocolate Products (Mars) are no longer Halal. They started using Animal product rennet(pork) in it for products that have expiry date after 1 st of October 2007.

Check this article from BBC News
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/6653175.stm
And this from the Vegetarian Society
http://w ww.vegsoc.org/news/2007/mars.html

· Bounty
· Celebrations
· Dove Chocolate
· Flyte
· Galaxy
· Kudos (North America)
· Lockets
· M-Azing (North America)
· Maltesers
· M&M's
· Mars Bar
· Mars Delight
· Milky Wa y
· Minstrels (UK only)
· Mars Planets (newly inroduced in UK)
· Skittles
· Snickers (The top-selling candy bar in the United States. Known in the UK as Marathon until 1990.)
· Starburst (Originally Opal Fruits in the UK.)
· 3 Musketeers (North America)
· Topic
· Twix
· Snicker's Marathon Energy Bar
· AquaDrops

Please forward this message to your friends.
Thanks

TSK! Majority of the chocs in the list are my favourites larrrr! Agh! Nanti macam pringles pulak, tak halal tapi actually halal... uhhhh mcm mana ni? My head was spinning before i log in to the net... now... It's spinning even more! Can I chop it offff???!!!! argh! pening nye!!!!

God!

Imagine. Searching for a perfect holiday and chatting with fidz about relationships is making me starve. And I can feel this hypotension coming. Gosh. Believe it or not, I coughed out blood. But was not serious. Just a lil bit... Maybe its the lack of sleep. For the past two days, i haven't been sleeping quite well actually. The day before yesterday, It was because I was waiting for a message. You jolly well know who you are. (Siape tertidur tu, terase lah ya! :p) Yesterday, was because my sister had her sinus prob. And mom was sleeping in my room as well. Imagine. I was in the middle. And both of them were SNORING!!!! OMG...

Chatting with fidz have resulted on me, writing the prev post. And somehow, Chatting with him has matured us in our thinking... hehe... Thanks fidz. Fie(Hanafi), Thank fidz cos if he didn't chat with me today, I won't post the prev post ok... Good boy!
hehe.....
K I wanna eat before I die.... bye

A new chapter in my life... A new book.

I am going to forget the past memories.
I am going to love like I have never did.
I am going to give my heart to him.
Because I know he deserves it.

I am bringing the lessons from the past with me.
And try my best to not repeat the mistakes.
Try to improve myself and my partner.
Its our love, maybe our lives at stake.

I am sorry to myself cos I kept reminding myself of the past.
I am sorry to him cos he suffered without me realising.
But I promise to myself I will not do it again.
I promise to him he would end the days smiling.

I'll Love him more... More than any guy whom I had loved.

I am so in love with you now.
I am not afraid to fall.
As long as you stay by my side.
You were all that I've wished for.

Hanafi.
I will treasure you,
every moment with you,
every letters you write for me,
every I Love You's you've said...
Everything of you...
I'd treasure them...
Dear in my heart.
For now, I'll promise you Forever.
I know you will too...



I am so fuckinly in love with you so badly even the bad words can't describe it enough!

WTH....

My father is like being some kind of shit now. He suck... I don't know what's wrong with him. Like one hr, he is okay, the next he comes shooting people down with his fucking mouth. He made me cry first then he made my sister. Bloody hell. What's the matter with him??? Because of him... Fie is affected. I have no mood to do things I was currently doing. I just feel like burying my head somewhere. Find my little corner and just CRY! I think he got pms or something. Menopause maybe. Bloody hell. Now he is okay... I guess... First, he did not wanna fetch my mom. And now he is going out. To fetch my mom. PFFT! Whattt is the matter with him?! Now he is out. I have my life back some how. Gonna check on my sis to see how he is doing...

....

ouh great she's okay. Few tears left in her eyes. Could see them though she was like trying to hide it. LOL. She's watching heroes s1 on channel 5. I'm watching heroes s2 online. Sisterly love... Awww....

Forgive me.

in 1 minute... hehe...

This is done to help my friend. LOL.

selagi ada cinta didalam benak ini,
sanggup aku merangkak kehausan,
menentang segala batasan,
merentas segala rintangan...
demi mencari cinta sejati.

pheeewit! i LOIKE! haha

Bloody pimple

I have two bloody pimples. Gonna get 3M's Nexcare tmr. Hope they work. They worked last time. Tried washing them off but no successful results... Anyway... This wont stop me from writing a poem... or puisi to be exact. :D

Kepala ku berpinar
Adakah in benar?
Segala apa yang ku inginkan
Dimabrurkannya dan kini dikesalkan...

Apa yang aku inginkan sebenarnya?
Kebahagiaan yang tidak seseorang pun dapat kecapi
Dimana perginya bumi yang kupijak
Segala yang didepan mata kupajak

Dengan apa?
Kebahagiaan yang seketika
Yang tidak dapat kurasa dengan hati nuraniku
Yang mungkin akan pudar membuatku kaku

Dimana dapatku cari semula kebahagiaan seperti dulu?
Seperti kera dicukur bulunya
Aku malu
Tiada Seorang pun tahu

Namun aku berjanji pada diriku sendiri
Kini... Aku kan mencari erti kebahagiaan itu
Kebahagiaan yang akan dapat aku kongsi bersama yang tersayang
Dimana aku tidak akan terlena akan kuasa yang Maha Penyayang...

Aku berlutut merayu
Akan keampunanmu Oh Tuhan
Berilah aku pedoman
Agar aku tidak akan sesat melayan syaitan

Wouldn't It be nice?

-If one day... I could make an album... with a band... I don't know which band but... with a band. LOL. Ahhh... Then we will bring many songs of different genres or something... Or... We'll stick to a genre at most.

-If one day... I could be a heroine of one of Datuk Yusof Haslam's movie? Just like Erra Fazira, Ziana Zain and Hetty Sarlene?

-If one day... I could set up my own cafe... Be my own boss... Hire workers and have fun...

-If one day, I could work with M.Nasir... Maybe he could write my songs... Hahahaha...

-If one day, I could buy a big house in KL, And live there with my family... No need to work... cos we have more than enough money... Hahaha...

Wouldn't It be noce If those dreams would Come True... But funny ain't it? I'm into design also... But to tell you the truth, the Arts flow in my blood more than design... How I wish people could see that...

Dream, Believe, Achieve (heard of that before?)

Singa vs Malay

LOL. watched Asean games just now, my sis, arina, was like so kecoh! haha. Cos one of the singapore strikers kept falling. and she was like "oi! lembek ke pe???!" and many more comments which was so funny! haha... i thot malaysia would win. LOL. But ended up its a draw. And singapore got to go to the semi finals too... wth. I am so PISSED with nothing! I'm kinda bored actually and i have not done my solat Isyak which I will be planning to do later. After I blog... Lol. You know... Solat is making my hypotension come back rather than be healed. Cos of the change of position... quite depressing actually... haiz... But no matter what, I would still do it. :D
My head is still spinning actually. but not that unbearable. LOL. Oh ya! that malaysian striker! Amirulhadi... OMG! So cutee laaar. The goalkeeper also! OMG!!! AMIRUL! I LOVE YOU!.... haha. He scored the goal for My. hehe. Fi... jgn jealous... hahah... I'll love amirul for a while only.. nanti kalau lama sikit, dah luper. confirm... hehe. Sorry Amirul. Wait... Why the heck am i loving somebody who i see on tv but he doesnt see me??? WTH. Amirah giler. K. I wanna do my solat oready. hehe. Bye!

crazy job

I've been playing this game while waiting for Rapsodi 2007. Verrry funny larrr. Crazy Job hahaha... conferm gerek... hehe... My dear, he's online... wheee... tak jadi tgk uh... dgr je... can? hehe

Hypotension

This is what I had found from Wiki. Thank you Wiki. Love Wiki so much. lol...
These are only some. not all... if you want to know more, go to this wikipedia.org and search yourself... haha.

What is it?
In physiology and medicine, hypotension refers to an abnormally low blood pressure. This is best understood as a physiologic state, rather than a disease. It is often associated with shock, though not necessarily indicative of it. Hypotension is not hypertension, which is high blood pressure, the opposite of hypotension. Hypotension is a fairly rare problem, hypertension is a much more common problem. Hypotension is usually not a serious problem, although in some cases it can be life threatening.

MECHANISM AND CAUSES
Reduced blood volume, called hypovolemia, is the most common mechanism producing hypotension. This can result from hemorrhage, or blood loss; insufficient fluid intake, as in starvation; or excessive fluid losses from diarrhea or vomiting. Hypovolemia is often induced by excessive use of diuretics. (Other medications can produce hypotension by different mechanisms.)

SYNDROMES. (some parts I comprehend, some parts I don't. Head is not helping...)
Orthostatic hypotension, also called "postural hypotension", is a common form of low blood pressure. It occurs after a change in body position, typically when a person stands up from either a seated or lying position. (some may experience it, I do. Always. But today's experience is not normal. It was worse... Really) It is usually transient and represents a delay in the normal compensatory ability of the autonomic nervous system. It is commonly seen in hypovolemia and as a result of various medications. In addition to blood pressure-lowering medications, many psychiatric medications, in particular antidepressants, can have this side effect. Simple blood pressure and heart rate measurements while lying, seated, and standing can confirm the presence of orthostatic hypotension.

Neurocardiogenic syncope is a form of dysautonomia characterized by an inappropriate drop in blood pressure while in the upright position. Neurocardiogenic syncope is related to vasovagal syncope in that both occur as a result of increased activity of the vagus nerve, the mainstay of the parasympathetic nervous system.

SYMPTOMS
The cardinal symptom of hypotension is lightheadedness or dizziness. If the blood pressure is sufficiently low, fainting and often seizures will occur. (well, I was about to...)
Hypotension, depending on one's own body chemistry and genetics, may often cause mild depression (damn! its really depressing i tell you...), mostly in regard to taking other medications which do not fit one's personal unique needs.

FYI: those in italics are what I personally experienced 2 yrs ago and today! Bloody hell...

See hanafi... your GF's life is threatened. Haha... But no worries. Mine is not at the severe stage yet. But its obviously not at the 'slight' stage. its some where around 2-3/5 since I have been experiencing dizziness when changing posture and when not. The shock part is true. And the irregular heart beat too. I can feel it.

Just so you know, the reason why my head is not really spinning now is because I had eaten. Gonna eat again and take some medication. My mom will buy me some vitamin B. Hope its like sakatonic ABC. you know got flavours.... mmmm yummy...

K so long... :D... Oh yeah 16 more days! (hint: Click :me:... hehe)
And 29-30 i'd be going melacca. Cant wait. Confirm on the 31 at school I'd be half awake. Or best still. At home sleeping. LOL... can't wait larrr. Get out of this boring vacation. Wait. Hope this hypotension won't hit me again!
Pray,Pray,Pray....

Head BANG!

Went to school this morning. The plan: To put my model in the studio, pay my fees and have breakfast with Sarah and Irshaad. But in the end, Sarah and Shaad did not turn up or call. PFFT. Then on the way home, BANG. My low blood pressure attacked. Well... I did not eat in the morning. But... Its no excuse... I can manage without eating breakfast. I just don't know how come It could attack me after being M.I.A for like almost 2 yrs! I was in the bus and I started getting dizzy and all... I had to stand! OMG. My head was spinning and I had to stand. Bloody hell. How great could my life be? I seriously don't know where did I go wrong... My head is still heavy... just slightly. well. What can I do? But this thing is sure bothering me lah. I can't go out with Fi today because of this. thought of following him to shisha. And he asked me out to play pool ok. Damn. I've been longing to touch the cue. Argh... My head.... Want to go and check out wiki about Low blood Pressure. '_'. Tatah.

Love what you do, Respect what you love. :D

PFFT

dum dum dum...
17 more days and I will be 17. whee. wow.
17... sarah is going to be 19 in january next yr and me?
17. uhhuuuu.... how young can i be?

theres too much to say.
but i dont know where to start.
Well... At least my darling knows it all.
Sarah... Where are you?
I miss my friends lar.
Miss them so much.
Ziza, Sarah, Fidz, Shaad... Farah... All the evd ppl. Harith...
Argh! Pls time... Go faster!!

Water Babies...

Ouh great. My neighbor's daughter came to our house.
I mean she is still in here somewhere now.
This is kinda bad and good. I don't know.
She's very cute and adorable.
But she likes to talk. Talk non-stop!
I prefer kids who don't talk a lot.
Why can't kids today become like me when I was a kid?
Chey... haha
I mean. Serious. I just sit down some place and play with my polly pocket.
In MY own damn world. I do not disturb anybody okay.
So why are these kids bothering me?
Why must they seek attention??? Go seek someone else attention lar.
I don't have the mood. Cos your mouth had just screwed it up.
It's not that I hate kids. But I hate it when they act too smart when they are not.
At least my lil bro, mikhail, can live in his own world and maintain being cute.
That neighbor's kid was like so irritating. She wanted to use the computer to play games. Mikhail was using it. Ya. So she thought she had to use it too. Its like, "if you play, Then I'll have to play too." Pfft. Kids. Ok fine. I let my bro use first. My lil bro knows how to control this computer. He knows what to touch and what not to. And when it came to this girl's turn, she started right-clicking, clicking every damn thing she could see when the game wouldn't work. She's like 1 yr older than my lil bro. OKAY! So I was freaked out. Luckily, I got hold of the situation pretty well and Phew, Luckily nothing went wrong. I told her "See! thats basically why I did not let you play games. What if you did something wrong and the computer crashed?!". She gave me this very funny look. Like her eyes went big. Her lips was in a circle.

Then I came to my senses. I'm talking to a 6 year old girl for goodness sake! Wth. Of course she won't understand. So I rephrased my sentence such that it became quite childish and she could understand. And you know what she said? "But I NEED to play the game..." 'What? NEED??? Are you sure? haha. You won't die not playing that bloody game you unruly little brat. Trying to act smart aren't ya. Can I flatten those chubby sheecks of yours?' That was what came to mind... haiz... Luckily she gave me that water babies. Lol.

And today... Ayah has a shooting with Screenbox. Can I follow? Who knows I could stand-in as extra? haha. LOLZ.

I so miss him.

Pretty or Beauty?

Which would you prefer?
Some would prefer pretty.
I'd prefer Beauty :D
What about you?

To me Pretty is just Face.
Beautiful is inside out.
It's beauty which makes a guy fall head over heels over you.
Cinderella wasn't pretty initially.
She was claimed to be ugly.
But she was beautiful.
Thats why even children believed her step-sisters are uglier!
Get what I mean? If you don't, Too bad you missed the train!

My pretty boy is here and His beautiful is coming!

Yessa!

Finished reading this book by Patrick Redmond. The puppet show. Very nice...
Hehe.
So now I'm chatting with my dearest Farra Hanan. :D Miss her so much lar.
Helping her with her DnT artefact....
Whee.

Anyway my head still hurts and I am hungry.
Confirmed. Melacca on 29 and 30. Damn. and 31 I'm schooling!
Argh... change date lar!

I miss you. Miss you so bad.

Yay!

I got a new slide show y'all! go and check it out! click :you:! :D enjoys!

OMG

Believe it or not.
He blogged about me.
LOL.
Bloody toots.
Not wrong.
But Calling me bontot berat?
Pfft!
haha!
I'm so gonna get him for this.
Well. At least he blogged.
Thankful for that.
At least I know that my trips to his blog aren't worthless.
:DD
Love you laa sayang.
But right.
I dunno how to show it to you.
I Can only say.
How can I show you.
We hardly meet.
And I am afraid.
That if these three words are said too much,
They would not be enough.
But in a nutshell,
I want you to know this.
I love you. :D

Gosh

Mood: Crazy (In a bad way)

Gosh. I am so lethargic today. Planned to go to school to pay my fees and meet hanafi:D but the plan was backfired by my physical state. Didn't feel good today. Argh. Ended up watching Vietnam vs Singapore's game. Bloody hell... Singapore kencing manis... though the score right now is 3-1 with Singapore leading... but Vietnam also kencing manis... Own goal. LOL! like wth. I can play better. Nyeahahaha. Ok wtf. I'm talking about soccer? Many things happened yesterday but I did not get to blog. Server down. LOL.

My Cussies from Australia are coming down this Jan. Woohooo! yippe yay yay! And now I'm tutoring one of them online...
wtf! ahha

Oh did i mention... We're going to Melacca with my mom's cliques at work -.-" Y not KL??? But I'll enjoy the company though! wheeee. Cant wait! Convoy Convoy...