Lalalala~

So happy today I dunno why...
Haha... Budak giler on the loose!!! BEWARE!

I got one random question!
What is your facial REGIME?

Mine? Easy peasy...
Kao Biore facial scrub to unclog pores
Followed by Clean and clear deep action cleanser and oil something3....
Toner by Artistry...
Moisturizer by Credit Beauty... :D
And besides that, I use:
Kose's nose pack once every 3 days...
Facial mask (purifying and relaxing) once every week...
And I can't live without my oil blotter (Pink -Clean & Clear) and NexCare 3M Acne patch and my Clean & Clear speed acne clearing gel... :P
Big Clean and clear fan huh?!!!
Whats yours?

I've been fighting acnes on my forehead and right cheek for about 2 months or so now... PFFT... Bloody hell... Mom said I should not think too much about it... The more I think about it, more will grow. EEE DOWANNNN!

But they are getting better now... My secret?
Hehehe...
Besides Oil blotter, Speed acne clearing gel, acne patches and washing my face with 3-4 times a day, I do the Ablution! Ahahaha...
Really... After I pray, people keep telling me "Eh berseri muke... Aper buat?" Then I'll be like... HUH?? I have just finished praying... But the people at school dont see it lah.. Maybe they see it but they just ignore... lol. Waddertoots.

Oh and I practice something my father thought me. Wash hands 3 times (Bismillah) Wipe face with water 3 times from chin to forehead in a circular motion while saying "Nur Allah Sheikh Allah, Berkat doa ku LAILAHAILALLAH, Ku semangat Cahaya seri naik ke mukaku, senyum dipandang manis dan berseri"

I don't practice the sayings but I only practice the movements of the hands while washing my face... It kinda uplifts the whole thing and doesn't pull it downwards... Konon2 seri naik lahhh...

So yeah... that is what I always do...

And I think I have a curse or gift I can't make it out.
Its just that I can't be complacent or in Malay (Cakap besar) cos once I do so, the opposite will happen. Like one time, My cousin asked me, "why is your face so clean?? What do you use??" Then I answered, "nothing, just tap water..." She told me, "If you don't wash your face properly with soap, acne or pimples will start to pop out..." I put away her words and said, "Nah... nothing will happen.... I'm sure"
ZZZ....
Ah amik kau... Sure?! ni acne seme dah keluar... sure bak hang! Tulah orang dah cakap degil!!! Sakarang tgk aper dah jadik?! Kecik2 taknak mampos, dah besar menyusahkan aku!! ~ Why am I talking to myself like this in my blog? People are reading okay... Waddertoots....

Waddertoots. Whaddatoots. Wadatoots. Waddetoots. wadetoots. Aiya! MAderrtoots lah... haha. Which one better? Change my blog name to wadatoots.blogspot.com nak? Taknak uh... tak senonoh jek... hehe...

I'm Bored so I'm randomly behaving like crap in my blog... Aiyo kesian budak nieee...
School ended early... I did nothing at school except for a few sketches... And learned how to sketch a cylinder in perspectives. WOOOW... PFFT... (Haha... action uh... mentang2 cikgu cakap die bagusss... si mapedom kat dalam class tu lagi baik... Cikgu cakap dier pandai, leh gi advance level like me... But when asked to sketch one point perspective, dier gi buat 2 point lak... Tu lah action... org dah ckp taknak dgr... Amik kau baht! Haha... tApi takper... Belajar dari kesilapan. Like the saying "Its through imperfections that they are perfect." Alamakkk.... Tak leh angkat seyyyy! Literature lah pulak budak biol nieee... haha... EL-LEH kapeerrr....(new phrase from CMYK tv sitcom on suria:P) Huda cute uh. KK biol.

Seblum aku biol lagieee kat sini, Seblum aku terbawak2 biol aku sampai metta school, LEbih baik aku blah dari sini... Kalau aku continue, takkan habis nyer... project pon lom jalan... ishk3... Y is smell mcChicken uhhh?! Org tgh lapar2 niekkk... aisyoooo...
klah... Chiowsinchi! :D

What is it with this people who are not updating their blogs???
In my frequently-visited-blogs-list, Basically everyone did not update their blog!
Okay thats It... Im going blog hunting...
PFFT...

Boring day...

Did not go out...
And Trust me...
Whatever I did, did not go my own way...
Until I cried to God for the depressing situation...
LOL... And until then, things have been better...
Thank God!

Azizah is back from her holiday...
Yeay! In fact I am chatting with her right now...

And umm...
I had been flipping through the Female Magazine
Which belonged to my mom... God, it was so thick!

Out of boredom, I read every single word I could find...
Even those teeny weeny little words which states the model's name at the side of the page... LOL... Waddetoots... I know...

And I found out something... The kaffeyah (the scarfs guys in the middle east wear on their heads, usually red in colour) is in trend and the Hollywood best dressed stars are wearing them... LOL! Whaddatoots! Orang dah pakai bertahun dahulu, diorg baru nak pakai... I am not bragging, I mean serious, I wear it during Hari Raya in 2004/5 i think... LOL Guess I am ahead of trend... Trend setter tuu namanya... Haha...
Nonsense. But If I think through it properly, I wore skinny jeans some months before the trend started... Whoaa.... Bangga uhhh... haha... tak lah merepek ajek!

So... Another article struck me. And I saw these words which sounded like "Chemistry is when you 'mirror' the other person". Then I wondered... No wonder I cant forget those guys who had that 'mirror' impact on me! Like my first love... Si Farhan tu... The first time I met him, I liked him a lot... And I started to 'mirror' him, and he 'mirrored' me... Lol... No wonder... And my sec sch crush... I 'mirrored' him, he 'mirrored' me, but we never went out together... I still can't forget him... :( He is the most perfect and cutest guy I've ever met... Oh so sweet lah... Only I will remember those moments we had... No one ever knew because It was kinda low profile... He made it look as if there really is nothing happening in the eyes of the others... But I guess I made it obvious... He is so mysterious! I like! Okay enough about him... If I talk about him, I'll never stop...

Umm... Oh yea. About my clothes. They are ruined!!! Just because of one bloody pair of pants... The color of the pants went down... PFFT. Now my Mango and I.P.Zone shirt is ruined. I used clorox and it became worse! Condemned already lah... Like one of the Malay's sayings, "kerana nila setitik, susu binasa..."

So sad lah...

And I dunt celebrate valentines...
You know what valentine's means?
The great one or something like that...
There is the reason why in this blog...
Go check suzairhe's blog if you really wanna know,
The link is on the exits... :D
Its just that valentines is 'syirik'...
If you ask that person, "would you be my valentine?' It is the same as asking that person "Would you be my GOD?"
Haha... Luckily I've never celebrated it...

Moral of the story? Amirah still remembers her past.

Lessons

Currently fed up of doing my research...
Nothing has been going my way today...
Maybe it is because of my current condition...
Tired, stressed... Man, those descriptions make me look as if I am old... And damn it reminds me of the Halal foods booster advertisement on TV! LOL!

Imagine, I reluctantly washed the clothes cos I was damn tired. Not realizing that the pipe where the water from the machine goes out from is not placed inside the toilet! Instead it was on the kitchen floor... Pfft! The kitchen floor was covered with water after a few darn minutes... I was woken up from sleep by my sister who shouted at me for my carelessness... Mann I'll admit that today, for once, I am the stupidest person on Earth! I just feel so stupid! I can't get things done today... Why? Because I am tired. And I think I am so damn full of excuses such that I can fit my excuses (If only they were a physical matter) into the Bedok resevoir... Haha... Like real!!

Today, A lesson learned... No matter who you are, Clever, Rich, Royalty or whatsoever, treat every one damn person the same... Do not treat them differently just because they look filthy in your eyes... Why? Because there is no man on Earth who never make mistakes! Even the Kings and Presidents and what-have-you, make mistakes! In fact, the bigger your responsibility, the bigger your mistakes are... And... When you make a bloody mistake, who covers up for you? They are the people whom you see filth in. They are the same people who would save your bloody arse when you badly need it... and if you don't treat them properly, I'd just bloody pray that you can save your own bloody arse.

When I messed the kitchen up, it was my sister whom I had always thought of as academically stupid, saved my arse... And today, I learned how to appreciate her. Luckily she helped me clean the mess because basically I did not know how to clean it up by my own bloody self... (Do you feel the sense of anger and regret that I am having here? I don't like the feeling! It's like telling myself I am shit! I don't want you guys to feel the same one day, thats why there is a very big emphasis over here... and if you won't heed this advice, trust me, you'd feel worse than that of a horse poo... A dinosaur poo maybe...) PFFT. I know... You don't have to say it... I am Useless!

Anyhoos, I shall thank my sister here and in real life, which I've already did. (and she gave me a smirk! -I deserved it anyway...)

Oh and my mom's friend, Kak Mariana wore one of my slipper and she left hers in my house... Lol... WTH

I want my slipper lah! hehe

Blue hearts goes camping!

YOU ARE A BLUE HEART PERSON
A person with a Blue Heart is an emotional person. Such people make affectionate lovers and are usually sensitive and are cautious drivers. They are introspective, reflective and have a primary concern for self.
http://apps.facebook.com/heart_color/

yea okay... whatever you say
Now I'm dark if you may
Very tired too I could say
It was a very tiring day...

Lol... I can make a poem out of this too?

Went out with the coolest people on earth
Kak Mariana, kak Linda, Abg Fauzi 3G, Abang Faisal, and my family...
Overnight at Pasir Ris Park (PRP) Hah... Gerek kannn....
So then I did not sleep until 4 and the wind... It was so cool like air con... haha...
I was shivering and i wanted to pee in the middle of the night. Aiyo.
So cold larrr! I did not go to the toilet cos it was so quiet... and, Tahan lah satu malam... ape lagi!
When I woke up, my toes were blue... lol and I cycled to the toilet, which was quite far, with my bro's bike. But trust me... The environment was good... haha... Can we do it again?!
Then pack up, the people went back to my house and karaoke... now they are watching 'Kekek sey'... Mmg kekek. :D

Nobody contact me these few days and it is boring... So damn boring...
Only that yesterday I msged fie bcoz i was bored...
PFFT.
Ahhhh... Why does it go like this?
When I am bz, I'll be too busy, and when I'm not, I'll be too free...
I think it is true that humans are never satisfied with themselves...
:I

Now I am so damn tired... I can sleep straight away... lol
But i don't want to... there are some things I have to do... Like my darn research...
I think I'll do it later after I surf at around 5.40?
Ok can. :D

Moral of the story: I am bored!

Oh great! its done!

Enjoys people...
Wont update tmr... and the day after... so...
KAlau rinduwuwuwuwu....
Ringan2 kan lah tangan dan jangan serik menjenguk blog kite yer.
:D



Kau pergi tinggalku sendiri
Mengharap kedatanganmu kembali
Tiada kata bicara
Tangisanku tak berhujung

Kini kau hadir
Inginku semula
Berniat mengubat duka lama

Aku menangis lagi
Mengingatkan janji
mu yang lama
Ku tak mahu diulang

Maaf kasih ku tak mampu berdusta
Memberimu harapan yang palsu
Ku serik bercinta
Biarku sendiri
Waktu kan memulih hati ini

Yea yea yea yea

Waktu kan memulih hati ini...

So touching lah dis song...
Reminds me of my first love...
Boohooo....
Emo lah...

aku bukan untukmu

I'll upload the song which I've wrote today when I have the time.
Right now its still processing in imeem. So. Tmr... I'll be gg off to the beach! Yeah baybeh... Overnite satu malammmm.... hmmm... hehehe... What thoughts...

I miss my aussie cousins lah

Just said hi to hairi and he was so happy...
Sho cuteee!

Anyway I wrote a song in less than 10 mins just now.
Siap record lagi...
But a few changes has to be made...
Feeling so emo today...
Boohoo...

Okay so...
I really want to have music for this song.
I named it Tangisan tak berhujung.
Normal stuff...

Guy dissapears
Girl waits and cries
Some years later guy came back
Girl had mixed emotions
But she hated that guy to the max cos he disappeared
In the end, Girl rejects guy.
:D

mother daughter relationship... hahaha yea rite

Went to school today and gladly, it ended early because of CNY. What I did today... hmss. LEarn how to draw two point perspective, which was quite okay cos i was the first to get the drawing right... haha. Yessa...

Mr.Ronald looked at Azizah's work and he said it was wrong. He was quite indecisive actually, then turned to my paper and said, "That is....", and he showed a thumb's up. WOW! I was sighing with relief cos I hated doing things over and over again. Trust me. That thing we were drawing was a house which has a minang kabau roof!

So I happily went home... And saw Ibu. She asked me one very random question.

Ibu: Where are you from?
Me: From school lar... where else?
Ibu: No performance today uh?
Me: No! We learned how to draw instead... -.-"
Ibu: Ya Allah! Boringnye.... Ingat pergi dating tadi...
Me: Mana ade... Takde boyfriend pon... nak dating aper?
Ibu: Then go find one lah...
Me: For what? Waste my time and money only...
Ibu: Why waste money? Your bills I pay what... Where you got money...
Me: Then... Waste your money lah... Haha!

What the toots! hahahaha.... Ader ke mak yang cakap ngan anak dier macam tu... Pelik uh mak aku ni...

So. I plan to go to town today but hey. Shops are closing for the celebration... Haiz... I'll be stuck at home. So anybody who feels bored, pls give me a ring k. I'll be needing it. :D

PFFT!

Project cerpen...
Warkah untuk Ibu...
Syarif and Alyph sleeq! Whee! :DD

Anyway... my laptop screen is getting worse... Pixelated uh...
Bloody hell...

Then at tv3... Ader satu cerite nie! best giler...
Remember the controversy about Sharifah Amani cutting her hair botak??
Yea the drama's called "sin,der,ela" :D
Nice lahhh....

Ahhh I have neww missions lahhhh
:DD

Why??

Why do I keep falling in and out???
Just by sincere words??
Why??
I fall easily for sincerity, honesty... etc.
He is too good for me...
You know... those innocent and naive type.
Oh so cute...
I was moved to tears after reading his post...
:(
My oh my... I don't know lahh...
So weird. After one goes, another comes...
PFFT.

And I have to tune that guitar for my sister cos I messed it up! haha...
Sorry2.

So here it is,

I can't make up my mind
I want you here but I want you there
You're too good for me
I know this isn't fair

I won't let my desires conquer me
cos it hurts when I make the wrong move
It tears me apart when I have to let you down
So baby, just let me follow the groove

I can't believe all these things are happening too fast
All these while I thought I could stand on by my own
But I know, nobody's gonna be there
When I trip and fall over a stone...

Please understand me...
All I need is that you know me some more
Oh I'd love it if you could read me like a book
So honey, let's walk off that door

Hypotension strikes back!

This time...
It was revenge! Haha.. What the...
Anyway, I was on my way to Kallang in the MRT with Zizyziza to do our project, which was due today! LAst minute!! Along the way, the train was packed and my head started aching. Damn it sucked. I kept thinking when would the stop come. I had to stand, mind you. So, somewhere in kembangan or something, darkness crept and I passed out for about a few minutes until I found myself on the floor. LOL! Paisey! Luckily it wasn't on the bus, and that ziza was asleep. While standing!! WTh... Padahal kawan dier kat seblah pengsan, dier tak tau... PFFT! Haha... I felt weak for another 4 hrs or so until i got myself a panadol... And Poof! After a few minutes, I was back to normal. Thanks to my friends who supported me, and pringles! haha!

But it was fun passing out. Can I do that again? Please?! But this time, in front of some cute guy which will help me! hahahaha.... what the!

Bloody CNY!

I'll be stuck at home cos my father is working...
The shopping malls are closed for two bloody days!
And if it rains... I can't go anywhere...

My God! Nampak gaya, dok umah jer lahhh...

So... Thought of going to town tomorrow cos I want to buy some stuffs but my friends wanna do something else instead... like... Our project? haha. I mean... it's okay... projects are far more important than shooppping!

I wanna learn how to do a blogskin this holiday :D
Somebody! Teach me please! haha...

My laptop is bothering me like hell... I mean seriously! argh!!! When will my mom get for me a new one?!

God!!!! I can't live like this.

Whattadooo?

I have no mood to do anything
I don't know why...
I haven't even had lunch!

Dayumn!

Have you ever felt like....

Aah.... nvrmind.

I wanna make my father some coffee...
Draw (assignment)
And sleep.

Tomorrow is gonna be a bloody long day!!!

Last wors: FARK!

Back to reality

So...
I had to make my leave.
I don't know to whom I am going to turn to...
But.
I'll just follow with the flow.
Whatever was written for me.

I can't run from God.
For sure.

Memang susah kan nak membuat semua orang bahagia
Bintang-bintang ada kelihatan menghiasi awan yang gelap
Di temani bulan purnama yang kian mengambang
Sungguh Ayu.
Sayu hati tak dapat kukata.
Apa yang dapat ku kata?
Aku tidak menentukan takdirku.
Dia yang menentukan segalanya.
Bintang-bintang yang sedia ada...
Kini tiada makna bagiku lagi...
Aku rasa amat kecil.
Di atas dunia yang luas...
Tiada penghujungnya.

Berikanlah aku ilham
kerana kata-kataku kini
Tidak lagi berinti...

I don't know how to describe this feeling.
How i wish they would stay longer.
Everyday with them makes my life meaningful
But hey. I can't stop them and they can't do anything.
So. I'll just appreciate the people who are within my reach...
And still not forget the people who aren't.

I miss them so much!

Mann...
They came with something and left something behind for us.
Their Aussie accent. ><

Sekarang kita kat sini dok terbawak2 loghat orang Aussie...

But... It was a sad departure but we didn't shed tears cos we know...
We're gonna see them soon, insya'Allah, and that this isn't goodbye.
Zul's sending me some pics...
The one's we took... lol.

Man... It was so touching when the lil kids kept asking "when are you guys coming to perth" or "Will you guys be coming to see us one day?"

Of course we will. And it makes me happy to hear that they loved staying with us and that we are the best-est cousins they had...

So sweet!!!! And I miss them so much already! :'D

Aku bukan untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintai ku
Dahulu kau menginginkan ku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkan mu
Dan ku mohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal telah membuat mu menangis
Dan biar kan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdir mu
Pasti itu terbaik untuk mu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingat ku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku...

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku..

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Harap kau mengerti
Pergilah kau bersama nya
Anggap ini seperti takdir yang memisahkan
Dan Dia yang menguji.

Aku disana

Aku sedia mengundur diri
Dan memaafmu
Anggaplah ini satu mimpi
yang datang sekadar untuk menguji...

My friends

Dah besar dah kawan2 aku...
Aku sayang korang laaa...
Banget-banget! Gitu-gitu lho!

Zizy makin lama makin lawa... makin best!
Sarah makin lama makin biol...
Farah makin lama... makin... uhhhh
Makin banyak lah aku kacau dier!

Ni lah orang-orang yang buat aku ketawa hari-hari...
Nangis kadang2... eh. Tak. Tak pernah kot...

Haha... Macam nak nangis sey...
Kalau dah tiba waktu kita tinggalkan dunia poly...
adakah kita akan mesra seperti dulu...
Aku harap sangat2!
Jangan biar jarak memisahkan kita.
Aku sayang sangat kat diorg...
Dah jadi mcm kakak2 aku dah...
Sarah kakak first...
Zizy kakak 2nd.
Farah... kakak tiri yg slalu kene buli ngan aku...
hahahhaa... Taklah. Main2 jer...
:D

Moral of the story: Amirah sayang korang!

Yay!!!!!!!!

yappadeeya yappedeedoo!
My Environment Element module is over! Whee! So happy lar can!

But the sad thing is... My cousins from Perth are flying back home tomorrow... Dayumnnn!
Their flight would be at 12mn. PFFT bummer. Maybe I'm going out with sarah... We had plans to go ice skating. Maybe I'll not go anywhere...
:( then at night I go send my cousins... boohhoooo sobsob. And when they're gone...
It'll be damn boringgggg.....!