hahahaha.....

I've just visited nira's multiply to look a the pics... Oh my god! my face, crap sia... hahaha... so funny... i didn't even know they took my pics liao... siape eh? haha... kentalism sey muke... merepek betul... Miza main race motor kat arcade pakai helmet???? hahahaha kelakar nye.....

My oh my....

Yay... today was quite fun... after our submission and briefing, me, ziza, shaad, fidz, and some of the chinese girls in our class, about 11 of us in total, went to TM to eat. Food culture has become some sort of a nonsense to me... I'd rather eat fast food. Tomorrow I'm planning to eat KFC or Long johns. mmm... can't wait. It has been a long time since I ate fast food. Then we went to E-zone while Mei juan and Yunjie caught a movie. Pirates.... Planning to catch it tomorrow. Irshaad and me vs Fidz and Jasmine at pool... Shaad hurt his finger... haha... and today, girls rule... The guys don't really know how to play pool... haha... the table there is quite small... smaller than downtown. I think downtown's table is much bigger! but its okay... so... tomorrow i have to go to school to submit my process works... whatever.. then i'm going to call everybody down for a celebration! woohoo!

Apakah akan terjadi
Andaikata kita terpisah lagi
Tidak terdaya diri dibuatnya
Umpama awan jatuh ke bumi.

K back....

sorry... random sia... haha... anyway, we played daytona, walk2 like hell... then take our pics then go home, then at home, on tv, fell asleep during the ads, then my grandmother woke me up and asked me to eat, then my face was like stoinked. haha... then umm... i eat. then i cannot sleep. but my grandma can. haha. what only. so then since i had nothing to do while waiting for shaad to go online, i blog first. yay... now i don't know what to do... i think i do my shopping list for this month.... umm... architecture drawing and materials and finishing... next month, these are my two modules. got to put aside some money for my modules. like 100 can? ok. so. I gotta buy clothes for presentation! and shoes too! hmms... maybe i'll go to Forever 21? what lah i dunno... there's so many shops! vivo confirm have one. or TM... its more nearer... but whatever... later can say.... and should i get a mic for my pc? i mean ah... nvm... buy thumbdrive more better...haha

updates and more?

So tired... i slept at two yesterday! i was like finishing this archi-sculpture... its supposed to be abstract, (no definite shape), so don't come and ask me if this is a fish bone or a grasshopper. cos it is inspired from the leaf. haha... and ask irshaad. i was smiling all the way today... haha... i think i have gone crazy... so we took pics of our models and went to TM while waiting for our pics to be printed. we had a race, daytona or how do you spell it, the sega car racing thing, ya.... i was leading until the last lap, i was defeated... all the way i thot i was the last btw shaad and fidz! wahlao... must rematch... haha but wth, i'd rather play pool but they don't know how to. kentalism.... haha... Today shaad brought a cute bug to school... it is like an abstract and its very small... popularly known as the flu bug. cute huh? now i've got one too... but to me, it's damn irritating. ah.... i still have my stomach flu, and u give me the shivers... wth... wait i need to go to the toilet.... later i continue!

MAG awalan 2007

Yay... today is so fun... hehe... but tiring... too tired to tell what happened... but was damn funny lah... you guys esp zimah, should have come. haha... so fun... got to meet the other MAG sub grps and i had become as crazier then ever!!!

yeah!

My sculpture was shortlisted for the competition... the CDL competition! woohoo... but that also means alot of work to do.... hehe

happenings....

yesterday, i slept at around almost 2 am in the morning doing the comDI project... I was so happy just now... Desmond, our lecturer, complimented on my group's project and ziza's group's project. I didn't believe that such puny details would make a big difference in our marks such as our attire. We dressed in the colors of the kuehs. Haha... we got more marks for that. Wah... I shed tears just now at end of presentation... can't hold them back... too emotional... haha... tears of happiness, relief, sadness... haha... took pictures... and more... so fun. the thing that spoiled the fun was the FormEx class!!! i hate it!!! ahhhh!!!!

Revolution?

yay! this is the 101th post! weee... haha.... yesterday I stayed up late to catch up with Giffari... haha... He is damn funny, never stops me from laughing... hey, I still think you have an accent. haha... I know you know it too... and please stop doing the "I didn't call you" thingy.... so funny! hahaha.... Every time I think of it, it'll make me laugh.... hehe....
Just now, it was so boring at school... *sigh* ComDI was quite irritating for me... nvm don't want to talk about it... gosh... people are filling the msn! and Azeez too.... oh gosh... in ten minutes time, I'd be chatting with thousands of people. hehe...
Form Exploration was worse! There's sculpture to do! Oh my god! I have to modify my work! I better finish blogging fast! If not I won't get my 8 hours! haha.... so catch you guys later!

WHAT???

now i wonder to myself... what the heck am i doing online? I'm actually supposed to head on to my Form Ex and ComDI project... but hey... i'm tired of these things... they r like never ending tasks and assignments... take lots of my time... but you know what? i am gonna stop dwelling and complaining... i've worked so hard to go this far... a diploma is waiting for me... i just need to put in effort...

I like to blog... I like to tell people what I am thinking about... You know, blogging, is a way for me to motivate myself and to reflect on myself too... its such a good way to do all this just by typing... by typing out my thoughts, i release some of my 'Silent Burdens', but of course, some only, not all... some secrets are just meant to be secrets... so the Diary can become another alternative, but nobody reads a diary cos diaries are meant for secrets... so u still bottle up your thoughts. So why use the diary? sometimes when i am bored, i take out my past years diary, (when blogs haven't started), and i laugh at them whenever i read them... haha... really, its worth writing...

Ok so now that i'm online... i want to do my to do list for the week (according to urgency and importance... 1. Do ComDI project 2.Do Form Ex mock-up models 3.Do FormEx journal... thats all? hmm... sounds easy but actually, they are time consuming... my motive of turning on the com today was to edit pics... but i forgot that my pics are at my lappy... so wth... now im going to check friendster lah...

Hey, Hey, You, You!
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wah so fun!

sorry i didnt update for a while... as you know, assignments have been
piling up... after one has been completed, another one comes... in total, i
have 5 assignments this block. for form exploration module i have 3
assignments... 1.1, 1.2 and 1.3.... oh how i hate model making... ok... i
dont hate it... but seriously, my lecturer sux when giving instructions...
ok forget it, i'm not going to dwell over it... only 1.3 left and i have to
get it done before the june hols... so then... Comunicating design ideas...
ComDI for short, the module is some what similar to english... teach you how
to present and stuff... how to communicate well... that is also a problem to
me... there are two major assignments. 1.1 is my writing portfolio which we
have to write an essay 2500 long... i wrote about 2700 long i think...
hehe... then the next assignment is 1.2... reading portfolio... have to do
presentation and furthermore, its grp work! im doing about the peranakan
culture... so... then yesterday was quite relaxing... usually during my
three hr break, "bara" went to watch a movie at the library... "i am sam"...
dis is due to sarah's intelligence... i had a fair chance of crying... and
took the opportunity... ahah... u know me... i m so damn sensitive...

ok we had the time cos we did not have class for form ex... instead, we went
for a field trip to National museum of singapore! so fun! haha... took alot
of videos... then today we had ccn day! more fun! hehe...

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wtf!

today was freakinly shitty.... fuck man... i hate today... first... i didnt
finish my project for form ex... luckily got extension... then stayed back
at skl to do project... until 9... then forgot to bring home my
assignment... which is my project... journal... stupid sia! maybe im skippin
lunch tml. i will only eat after i finish my thing.... if not, im not going
to finish it on time! 8 journals if i dont see it in class tml, i dunno wat
to say... ahhh shit lah poly... block system sux sia... so leceh!!!!!

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yay!

when uh... i forgot... maybe yesterday or the day b4 yesterday... I was
reunited with my primary school friend 'Rifyal Giffari'!!! thanks... to the
one who helped us reunite... umm i forgot his name sia but i call him
spider. ape larh nama die... ikhsan? umm... entah... i forgot... but
thanks... Rifyal dah tukar sey... tak pakai bedak bertepek2 lagie...
ahaha.... so ashikin dah jumpe, rifyal dah, tinggal ratimanjari.... i saw
her mom oready... but i dun see her.l.. hmms... agaknyer dah kurus...
haha...
ok abot skool... just now was presentation day... i had a stupid day... one
of the worst day of my life sia... i didnt save my latest ppt slide and had
to do with the unfinished one... gawd! then my attire sux... though its
smart casual, the blouse and pants "bites" me and my leg is full of blisters
sia... wth... then during the weekends, i have assignment to do for form
ex... model... wth... Farah had join our Bara group... ahah...me, zizy,
Sarah, Fidz, Semi-Shaad (cos sometimes he goes with candice and sometimes
with us) - make up ur mind lah boi... haha... jk... and seng hwee... and
farah... hahaah.... 7 ppl... crazy ppl.... wweeeee..... scythia rawks my
socks!

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bzbzbzbz...

cheh... so bz nowadays... with two important projects in my head, my world
is turning upside down... datelines to meet... wtf... im so tired!!! now i
want holiday... i duwan skl... but too much holidays sux too.... to thw
max... duh... ey today got hikmah uh? i think i missed it... but... one very
fine thing happened... i got along well with fidz, sarah, our new classmate,
and irshad! the others in the class too... i feel like as though we were
"one big family-ee....". Then the four or five of us labeled ourselves
"bara"... u know the drama series yrs back, haha... used to be my fave lah..
but kecoh uh... at least the four of us are talking. azizah senyap all the
way sey... tapi bile syarif walk past jer, mcm kene sampuk... aper jer...
haha... okay... i wanna go to sleep but cq, my classmate, is talking crap
abt assignments due tml... im so confused!!!

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bz schedule

i think i'm sticking with Dikir Barat. I hope i can still make it to become
a GL in next yr's orientation. didn't know life could be so boring and
pressurizing in poly. how i wish poly is only about orientation. haha...
said tt a zillion times... i have so much assignment, so less time! ahhh!!!
so sorry to ppl who have seen me online but i nvr say hi... i m usually
online to do my assignments... so got 2 projects, due in no time! better
continue wid my work! luv ya

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lift incident

these few days have been the utmost tiring! hah... i Wish not to talk about
them but i'll tell you about today. went to school... nothing happening at
class but there is one event where me, ziza and zima was in the library
during break.
We intended to go up to level 5 to join zima's study grp... but then... when
we went into the lift... the lift did not stop at level 5 cos zima
accidentally pressed 6... we went out thinking that there is a staircase to
the level below but no... there wasn't. so, we waited for the lift and when
we got in, it was like going up so we ended up at level 9 or 10... and then,
we forgot to press the button 5 again cos we didn't know it will restart...
so we went back to level one... i said, "let us become the ghost "penunggu"
of the lift"... the two of my cute friends gave a laugh while we got out of
the lift... haha... stupid sia...

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nenek's birthday

You guys have no idea how extraordinaire yesterday went! -duh... you guys
didn't experience it... how dumb of me- firstly, i've finished reading my
Harry Potter and the Order of phoenix.. -wow, didn't know there are so many
scythians online- in 4 days... great! never have achieved this much in
reading... its the thickest among the other six which includes philosopher's
stone, chamber of secrets, prizoner of azkaban, goblet of fire, and
half-blood prince... -i'm feeling sick- yesterday, we had a family gathering
in conjuction to my dearest gram's (grandmother's) birthday... at around 12
yesterday, i was 2/3 finished reading order of phoenix when my mom told me
to get ready to go to my grams house... i asked her if i could tear the last
1/3 of the book and finish reading them at gram's house... my mom said "No!
you can't tear the book and you are not going to Nenek's house to READ!" i
was like OMG! i must read! i wanna know what happens to Harry at the
Department of Mysteries! so i quickly came up with an excuse. "ok maybe i'll
wait for Ayah to come home. I can finish the book too!" so... agreement
made, i finished the book at around 4 and got ready to join the rest as soon
as my father reached home.

Then at Gram's house, I went to 'play' with the obnoxious and big cat who
happens to be alot like Kreacher, Sirius's indespicable house-elf in the
order of phoenix... the cat kept growling at me, as if unhappy that i had
intruded her owner's -my cuz widya- premise... and i kept irritating the cat
that she chased me and hoping to scratch me but i dodged her attempted
attacks... had practise with my own cat. then when the cat was tired of
chasing me and unable to scratch me, she gave up and sat on top of the
dressing table... and did not lay her eyes on me and i said "padanlah gemok!
pemalas!" haha... so bad... yar i know. then i looked at the small shelf
beside the table and browsed through the titles of books my cuz had... as i
came lower, to my astonishment, there it was... Half-blood prince waiting
for me! i was like "Ahhh!" and smiling as i went out holding the book and
sat at the nearest chair, cross legged. my dad saw me and commented to my
uncles "die ni kalau pegang buku, semua yang tebal2! tak faham aku!" (when
she holds a book, the book have to be thick! i don't understand!) and i was
like smiling, i didn't care... as soon as my cuz came back from work, i
asked her if she is still reading the book? i thought she got the idea cos
she told me "just take any book, i have finished reading them!" wow! haha...

and then the mood spoiler came... danial, my another cuz came after a gig at
DXO... underage party... i dunno but one thing's for sure he stank... got
B.O.. haha! I then asked him for his phone and browsed through his
playlist... took out my phone intending to send his songs to my phone...
then he asked me what i was trying to do? "im sorry but u cant. if you want
them, you'll have to find them yourself" spoiler... i was cursing under my
breath but the thought of me having my half-blood prince, stopped me from
spouting harsh words that might give him a similar impact as having slapped
on the face... but he's still my cuz and we grew up together... i know his
secrets, not sure if he knows mine... ya he knows... only he... haha... so
No prob!

and his sis, lili, was already planning for her birthday... not sure when
though but she wants to make it in one fullerton's penthouse... will spent
about 4000++... then my mom was like 'why don't you rent a boat from 'Om
Aziz's (my father, Om=uncle in javanese) company's houseboat? you can hold
ur party there on a boat..." and lili was like "how much is it?" My father:
"depends...see if its 2hrs, 4? or a day? probably $980" and lili turned to
me and i told her the details of the boat which is like a pivate speed boat
with like five cabins inside the three storey voyage... she was like wow!
andits at sentosa cove... how cool is that?

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tp cca recruitment drive

-been listening to hardcore? punk? goth rock? emo? all day long!
okay... now i'm blogging while chatting with the other scythians... and
waiting for zima to log in which is at 11pm cos her othersiblings are using
the com... reached home at 6.30... it has been quite a tiring day for me i
must say... it's one of my "waiting for ppl"day... haha... woke up at 9...
got ready for workshop orientation and left the house at 11... the
orientation starts at 1 pm... go school at 11... ya i know... y so early?
coz there is a cca recruitment drive... so figured out that i'd go with
zima, razi, ziza and tas... but tas couldnt make it on time and zima couldnt
make it at all cos she got lecture... so then me and ziza met at the 15 bus
stop near farhana's house (im listening to the song Farhana by Jinbara rite
now... ;p) she missed the bus 3 and i had to wait for her for abt 30 mins?
omg! but nvm... haha... she has been waiting for me all the while too... but
hey... akukan starkarat... haha.. ok so we met des at the 15 bus stop and
talked to her only after we had alighted at the tp bus stop... on the
contrary, she was waiting for Gerlene or how do you spell her name... the
girl with the purple hair... thats wat i call her... purple hair... haha...
ok so des was waiting for her... then we were waiting for razi (for 30
mins!) who happened to be late cos she was stucked repairing her printer
while printing notes... or something like that... then when razi came and
purple hair still hadn't reached, des decided to come with us. so we went
and walked to the foyer... booths were waiting for us... i signed up for
TPSU and MAG (dikir barat for girls) so sad that design studentscould only
choose one cca... some one told me that moses or someone said so... but i
dun remember someone saying so.. but nvm...
then the orientation was half boring half interesting... the boring part was
when we were give a lecture, tour of the workplace by this guy called chow
who did things so SLOW! OMG! i cant describe the SLOw... he wont ask qns...
well he will but he will answer them himself... so boring... i, wanting to
be the hermoine granger of the class was disheartened abit... but then there
came another technical staff called ong? whats his name i forgot lar..
shit... but nvm... he so funny liao... haha... y interesting? cos he asked
the class what is MDF? i spoke up... medium density fibreboard... then he
asked good! from DNT? then i was like ya... then he introduced us to macines
which i already know... in particular, the sanding machine, bench saw,
drilling machine and others... and i volunteered for the care network
thingy... like entrepreneur fair but proceeds will be given to needy
students... okay... i have to work with issabelle no.2... wei jie! ahhhh!!!!
night mare!!!
ok enough of school today... -_-" i went back home exhausted and totally
worn off... but still had the energy to open up my harry potter and the
order of phoenix book cos i hadn't had the chance to read it when i first
bought it... 'o' level's fault... haha.. ok so i started yesterday and im
halfway done... wow! i didn't know i could read! and i keep laughing to
myself... wth... haha... but the storyline is so cute since i can imagine
whats going on... and what the movie would be like... ok im gonna stop
here... monday school starts... gotta buy notepad... lets hope i can be the
hermoine granger in class... i want her grades! -anyway i met so many
scythia ppl and viper ppl? was waving so much... hehe... miss scythia!

why got authentication notice at blogger? so leceh!
met hilmi, ling wei and other GLs!!!

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my aims

i wanna get GPA 3.5... actually im aiming for 4... full marks... but since this is a blog, and im telling the whole world, i'll just let it be 3.5... in my diary, i put 4 ok? haha... so the max i get is 4 the least i get is 3.5... its a win-win situation!!! whats urs?

Dang!

ahhh... the time when i can blog in peace... most of the ppl are offline or busy so that should do for the time being... went to school for a briefing at TCC... went with Ziza and saw others like faris, the viper gls, and basiccaly the design ppl... as i was walking up the aisle, people were like putri! amirah! princess! and waving at me... Ziza was like 'byk org kenal kau sey'... and i smiled only... lol... then got performance and whatever shit... it was fun and interesting on the whole... you get what you think you feel what the description of moments ago should be... haha... confusing... but nvm... you'll learn... after that went to cheers... with ziza... it sux not having friends... but i sux the most when you have many friends but you dunno where they are... har har... but nvm... im used to being a 'loner' thanks to zima... lol. so you guys know where to find me, i'll either be at jupiter cafe, cheers, or anywhere there's food that i can eat or a place where i can sleep... lol. today, i have been crapping most of the time. you know what? as i was walking away from the bus stop, going home, at the shelter, i saw this wedding card... "majlis perkahwinan...." then the bride's name was like same as my aunt's (danial's mom). so i talked to myself out loud. "siapa lah ni kahwin tak ajak aku?!" then i turned away and saw a mak cik behind me... i think she heard it lor! haha! so paisey!!! ahhaa... miserably miserable... shh dun tell anyone... paisey2...

week 1 day 1

hello! im back! har har... went to school for briefing with KK and Derek (knd)... (we call our lecturers by name... duh! haha) -listening to sleeq now- ohkay... here's what i've gotta say...
went to school right? at 10 i reached with azizah... then we went to the G.O to meet the others... knd brought us to the CDI room... sat at the front row and discovered the table is like so small! how to write??? haha.. but nvm... if others can do it y can't i? but its not gonna be my classroom anyway...
During the briefing, knd gave us some useful advice like what to expect... another one that i remembered vividly is that, nobody is perfect! don't think you know everything... thats the one i'll remember... i'll apply it in my works, project and in my life... that means i need to upgrade myself... my productivity... haha... so when knd was 'talking', Aisyah was half awake... haha... her head was falling... wake up lah aisyah! hehe... but i can't take it when Ban soon talks... wahlao can drool! his voice puts me to sleep man!
then the brief ends... ziza, aisyah and I went to have lunch at Jupiter Cafe! so nice! then after that... eh wait! leg cramp!... ahhhh.... okok... ohkay... sorry... then went to GVSS to take our certs... haha...
then go home.
ok wtv... now i know that our course got practical! woot! its not like dnt... but there's practical! the workshop is much similar to our dnt workshop but more bigger... so... my friends... esp the art girls... u are at my mercy... har har har! i cant wait to see the art girls react when they see those big machines... haha!