today like tody....

haha... today was definitely fun. Had Apel in the morning and went to do assignment. I took a damn lot of pics lar! let the pics do the blogging! adios!

pics

As someone said, a very sweet pic... wth... but haha i think its true...

weeee.... me sarah and CQ...

What was I looking at?

Mememememe!

Yea these was some of the pics taken during our site visit. Supposed to take pics of materials but too sad to say, we can find more pics of ourself than the materials in our albums. muahahaha... well, what can i say? the class is full of camwhores! I love DI02. K i have to make my way to the washroom to bathe. Im stinking real bad. hahah. jk. i dun stink. skunk stinks and only my fart stinks and yours, and yours, and yours too. nobody can deny that!

Supernanny!

Today is Friday! Friday... the day where I have no school... (but just for this block!) Supernanny day too for me... i'll have to be a supernanny to look after the 4 brats.
1, the dwarf. She speaks like a 12 year old when she's only 7. Some people say she speaks like an adult. well... that's why she's called a 'dwarf'! and that dwarf is my sister, nani.
Another is an irritating kid who is 'Nani's wannabe'. She is the 'Movie or DVD commenter. If we wanna watch dvd, she would be the one who will tell us what happens next. And that is Hamiza, my neighbor and my sister's classmate from young.
Another is a cute dumpling, who is my brother, Mikhail. Im not showing any favouritism here. But anyway, he's also quite irritating sometimes. But he's still the cutest. And the so not brat-ish.
Then there is hamiza's brother. The most irritating one in the bunch. However, he is scared of me. Haha... cos I loove to raise my voice at him and i don't entertain him at all. You should see when he is with his father. I feel like chopping him into pieces.
In other words, i am a supernanny in my house. not at other people's house. I just don't like the idea of coming into someone's household and tell them how to take care of their children. I have a culture to preserve unlike those people who don't preserve their culture and don't know how to take care of their child or their children. It always ends up with their children stepping on their mother and father's head. Worse, their children can be as young as 1. Stupid shit huh? Don't they have a religion or don't they teach their children manners? if the child was mine, i'd slap them and straighten their head long ago. Teach them what manners are. So that in the future they can become 1 bloody farkin EDUCATED person who can bring pride and joy to my family's name!

Tiredness.... again!!!

God it's never been worst than this all my life. In the morning, it was sketching for ArDwg. In the evening, its botanical garden. Nothing eventful happened in the morning but in the evening, haha, dang! it was fun. After we ate and played taiti and bluff and enjoyed magic tricks done by fidz's friend, we went to ban soon's classroom to find it occupied. That was like at 2.30 and our class starts at 3. So we, me, fidz, sarah, and awee, proceeded to the next classroom. We found some markers on the board and started to play hangman. After a while, the class started to fill up with our classmates, and we only stopped when ban soon came in. We had forgotten that the class wasn't ours until a bapok-ish lecturer walked in and said "my classroom". Then we remembered! So paisey but our classroom was occupied lar. so we checked again at our classroom. I stepped in like nobody's business and said slumber-ly, "My classroom". The lecturer inside was shocked. Haha. Then ban soon talked to her to resolve the problem. While waiting, the class went to another empty classroom and i was the temp lecturer! hahaha. i didnt know i could be so funny! And Azizah called me 'babi' 3 times today. she was like saying 'babi' randomly and i looked at her. In other words, I felt that 'Babi' was my name. Sorry haha. i couldn't explain it in english. In malay it's Terasa. But it's been my habit to look at a person when he or she is talking, well, most of the time. Im and Audio learner. Ok so, We went back to class when Ban soon called us to find out that we were not chartered a bus. We have to go there on our own. Damn it was tiring. 2 hrs in the bus journey. Kills me! but we passed the time by playing 'passing messages'. hahaa... so funny lar. We took the two hrs as class bonding time. Tan ban soon took his car, Its so pathetic lar. Go there only for 30 mins to take pics. We could not go further cos we were so damn tired. Went to cityhall by cab. cost us nearly 10 bucks! 5+ for the journey and 4.50 for extra charges! Got ERP lar... MF! lol... Luckily no dk today. If got also i wont come. TIREDD!!!! :( and i still havent had dinner. I had only a meal today....

Tiredness....

Today was really tiring I have no idea why. Haha. Weird! But one funny thing that happened today was during mat and fin class. We were told to do research on Materials. Then sarah asked Ban Soon if we could leave our valuables in the class.
Sarah: Ban Soon, Can we leave our things here?
BS: Are there any valuables?
Sarah: ya, my laptop.
BS: oh, better bring it along...
Ziza: Oh! You going out also uh?
BS (in a sarcastic manner): Then do you expect me to sit here?!
Me and sarah and those who caught the joke were laughing our hearts out! Ban soon is Damn funny lar!!! but it totally sux when it comes to his boring lectures. haha. And I was actually so hungry on the way home, but when i reached, I felt full. Weird!!!!!

today

there's no classes today! last minute ban soon cancelled the class cos he was sick. dang. then i had to go to school at 12.30 to grab things from darling sheryl. BARA went to town to grab those stuffs. i stayed in the library for 3 hrs... freezing to death. lol. watched monster house alone. Nvr been so bored an tired like this... haha. had to stay in school cos at 6 i have dk. dk was as usual. best! too bad the show was cancelled. i expressed my happiness but im also sad lah. i practice at home the song, however i couldn't get it right. I was happy cos i didnt think we had enough time to practice. Liyana is great. her voice is nice, she learns fast, unlike me, i have to hear other person sing than i can sing. i think. haha. cos all this while i've been karaoke-ing... for fun. haha. then time to go home, i asked ayah to send paca home. hehe. thats all. :D

paiseyest day

As these things occur, i'd knew i had to blog about this. Its like a paisey day for us... BARA. haha. wth, that name is so wierd! So first day of school and many things happened.
When i went to school, i had a free bus ride cos i happen to be stucked on the stairs of the bus entrance from pasir ris to TP! haha. so i couldn't tap my card and i just hopped out. the captain couldnt even see me!
So as i went out, and climbed the stairs, i found out that my pants was 'crooked'. i wanted to correct it but i tripped instead! luckily i didnt fall! haha. then i kept my composure and carried on.
after architecture drawing (ArDwg), we went to eat. then went to the library. shaad and fidz busted us and went to CAD lab instead. So i went to the toilet with ziza and called them (fidz and shaad). Ziza went into the cubicle. when i was calling them, there is this flushing sound that was loud and i cannot hear. So i shouted "oi! stop flushing lar!" then one chinese girl came out of the cubicle. I thought azizah was the one making the flush sound. haha. totally paisey!
Then at the movie corner, where we were to watch nang nak, my headphones were unattached. so i had to find the socket. so dumb of me, that i turned the tv around, then the guy beside me pointed out to me that the socket is just on the left side. God! paisey. then, we wanted to play the movie. i pressed 'play' so many times but it wont start. then he pointed out again that i have to go to the counter and ask them to start. haha. paisey giler.
then, at end of Mat and fin class, i said bye to the class. i shouted "k, bye ppl!". and as their attention was all at me, the door slamed at me. Bara was like laughing at me esp shaad. paisey lagie!
Then i tripped again on the way back from SAA. shitty day,
I must tell you, my mat and fin lecturer is so syok sendiri. he keeps boasting about his being a site supervisor and keeps underestimating us like we r small kids. aku tondang biji dier baru die tau nasib dier. He also kept looking at azizah while sending his lecture. haha. He actually thot azizah was an ang moh cos she has blue eyes. stupid contact lenses! haha.

yeeeha!

wahlao... so sadd... dzariff ignored my qn cos he is bz... what is a clutch pencil??? that thing has been bothering me for days. Tomorrow, school reopens for me... i thot it opens next week... biol betul larh...

so. Today, i have nothing to do and dumbily online as always... oh god... i gotta buy pants. all these while i've been buying shirts and tops but no pants? shit.

My stomachache has come. argh.... i dunno what has become of me today... im chatting with everybody on my contact list. i'm gonna miss my life... haha... i wont have a v.long break till dec... maybe there is a short i week break.. but i forgot when... haha... ok... dz is being quite cold. maybe its because of his submission. i know how he feels. i can't blame him.

Spent my afternoon watching pirates of the carribean online. Fantastic 4 and spiderman 3 in dvd. movie day huh? hmms... i think im gonna dnld some free trial games. it seems that i only have two turns left before my trial for 3d live pool ends. what other games should i download? hmmms....

Heya

hmms... today is quite boring mannn.... tak gi mana2 pon! i'm not sure about later. But i wanna watch princess diaries! Now im chatting with aeynn. she's with azeez... studying. hehe... she so cute larh!

God!

I'm so damn exhausted! In the morning went to wisma mendaki to submit a form, thanks Mr.A for accompanying me! It was fun btw, in the bus talking like we nvr met. haha. then went home. then go out to compasspoint to accompany ibu upgrade her line but cant. we had to go to cuppage road behind centrepoint at orchard. so we went there and headed to the starhub center. So sad that the line could not be upgraded. Y? i dunno... haha. then went to john little sale. I was searching for a long sleeved shirt. after like one hr inside that shop, i found this black shirt and straight away fell in love with it. Im going to save it for the next presentation! haha. then went home again. clean the house, move somethings here and there, then went to paya lebar when ayah came back home from work. Ibu wanted to settle the cushions and sofa covers. at playfair, they will sew for you. like so damn cool larh. I had merely gone crazy if not for my mother who kept an eye on me so that i maintain my cool. so many nice cloths! i like! and its so cheap because of the sale lah. I mean from $88 per meter, the price was lowered to $8 per meter! omg.... haha. i dunno how much my mom spent. we were actually getting ready for hari raya. tak sabar2! puasa pon belom! ish3... haha. All my aunties and uncles went there to order. So, I won't be shocked if i see that their sofa covers are similar to mine! haha. Pasti kecoh benar2an! haha.... cant wait for hari raya! woot!

ouch!

my ear still hurts!!! need to go "ear flushing" as liyana (nira) recommended or "ear candling" as mama recommended! ever heard of those two? just now at dk... it was miserable! Came at 12 but no one was there! haha... expected. so went to buy snickers to keep my cool. mmm.... yummy! then when i got back to the pond, i saw some minah ferrings... hehe... ngah duduk satu corner. I wasnt sure of who they were so I sat further. then i saw wani sitting with them. I looked at the gurls and i thot i sae liyana and fish. so i sms liyana. confem dier. bodo nyer aku. then i went to sit with them. Saihah came and she got the keys. our savior. abih masuk tak bukak air con. bodoh. Naq yg datang later bukak kan... aku hidung blocked, tak leh nyanyi tol2... bile pecah suare, first tyme aku tak leh tarik! haha... tak leh angkatt. my song and ragam all hancos. i was making a fool of myself. but i had fun! best uh naq bagi pencil dari terengganu. woot! dpt pencil pon suker? haha... perjer!

yipee!

ok i've memorized the song and tune for this song performed by woodlands ring pri sch (si cilik)... ahaha... the juara so cuuuute lah alahai! i had to listen to the second awok2 part before i can get the tune. the first one is hancos. haha. but nvm... for their age, its already considered good lah... their performance rocks... there is also the dikir girls at wrps. their tukang karut is so cute also... haha... kelakar gile.
enjoys....

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whoa!!!

yay... zima at last, you tagged! wee hee... ok i have something to tell. Yesterday Mr.A called. I was playing virtual pool with my abg angkat when he called. Being shocked, I told abg to take the call. As I had expected, Mr.A hung up. Since it was his birthday, I thought I would do him a favor by calling him back or something. (Aiya, story too long! summarize...) So I smsed him. I asked why he called. He said he wanted to thank me for my comment. (i wished him happy birthday at friendster) He said he didn't expect me to do that after all what he has done. He also added something. That if i was bored and want to go out or something just give him a call.. cos he's also bored. Hurhur... so... then I asked la... 'what abt your gf?' He said he doesn't care. or something liddat... haha... He's a very complicated person. hmm... for the first time, i'm quite confused. I actually have forgotten what he had done to hurt me. maybe, i've forgiven him thoroughly? maybe I've forgotten him? Maybe... Whatever the case, i still don't wanna get into a serious relationship like before. I'm a very confusing person too.... hmms... yay... at least i have someone to accompany me to wisma mendaki on friday. Tmr i am going to school, for DK... Yay! then fri morning go to mendaki to send a form and then meet my mom cos we going to suntec. Ibu wants to get a new phone. Habis plan Mr.A nak main pool... maybe sempat kot.... haha... entahlah. sembarang.

ouh no...

god... my ear still hurts lar!!!! nvr go to dk bcos of this ear probs..... spending the boredom by playing pool... i have nothing to talk about today cos my ear hurts!!!!! god!

CDL explanation

ok since shirin is asking what CDL is all about, firstly, CDL is the abbreviation for City Development Limited. They are holding this award or competition called the Sculpture Awards. The winning sculptures would be made and placed at East Coast Park. So my lecturer made this competition as our major assignments. Ya... last Friday, I had to go back to school cos the organizers wanted to make a short story about the sculpture awards. ya. so we were interviewed and we took pictures with our models. and my apologies. The results for the shortlisted participants have not been announced. We'll get the results by sometime in July maybe... haha...

After a long time...

Yesterday I went to PRP (Pasir Ris Park) with my family and my neighbors. I have some pics which I will post at friendster.com when i have the time and mood.... basically, we had loads of fun lar... bbqing while chatting and looking at the kids and my 'abd angkat', Khalid, bullying the kids by throwing them in to the water. haha... funny... then my father caught a school of fish by using his net. the small kind of fish... looks like large anchovies... haha... wth... mama (my aunty, widya's mom) had plans to go to the zoo but looks like its gonna rain so... too bad... but so tiring... haha... but it was worth the time...

today?

1)I am so friggin' tired right now... Even when i change my clothes, I feel tired. It's like there's no energy in my body... Even though I already had my lunch... well... Must go on!

2)Went to school just now... For what? Take pictures with our maquettes. I was made like a model. My mouth became numb of smiling till at one point of the time, I had to make sure my smile wouldn't look fake... Oh I felt so funny just now. HAHA... We were told that the CDL organizers wanted to make a story... We will be in that story... haha... It's definitely fun, and if I were to have an opportunity like so, I would do it again. I especially like the part where we had to be interviewed... the interviewer is so funny... so was the photographer who kept insisting that I send a proposal to Starsearch 2007 to take my sculpture design ad their trophy design. He insisted and i was like... "okay..." I didn't know whether I should believe him or not.... haha

3)Why is everyone going to ubin? why is ubin so popular? what can you find in ubin??? WHY UBIN????????!!!!!!!!!

for you zima...

i read your blog... i saw these utterly disgraceful words... hehe... "90% of me says it's useless to write this down but PUTRI AMIRAH! PLEASE CHANGE A NEW TAGBOARD. I COULDN'T TAG LAR. SO FRUSTRATING. wanna disturb u also cannot" welll zima... i guess you're wrong. its useful to write these words... cos when i saw these words, i straight away made a new tagboard... haha... don't let your self deceive you...

wooohooo!

ok now I'm shortlisted for the CDL competition. Me, Shaad, Ivy and jasmine! woot! Sad that fidz and ziza wasn't listed. What the heck... Boleh tahan juga budak melayu kelas kite. out of the 66.6% chosen, 50% is shortlisted! woot... haha... tu namenye melayu tak bodoh... tak lagi malas. itu semua karot. Kalau orang melayu percaya yang dia bodoh, maka bodoh lah dia. Sesungguhnya orang yang memanggil kita bodoh itu adalah orang inggeris. Mereka panggil kita bodoh dengan pemalas kerana kita orang melayu tidak mahu bekerja dengan mereka. Buat apa kita nak dengar cakap dia apabila dia yang menajjah kita. Makanya, orang yang bersekongkol dengan orang inggeris pada zaman dahulu, dipanggil "talibarut"...