haha... today was definitely fun. Had Apel in the morning and went to do assignment. I took a damn lot of pics lar! let the pics do the blogging! adios!
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Friday, June 29, 2007
pics
As someone said, a very sweet pic... wth... but haha i think its true...
weeee.... me sarah and CQ...
What was I looking at?
Mememememe!
Yea these was some of the pics taken during our site visit. Supposed to take pics of materials but too sad to say, we can find more pics of ourself than the materials in our albums. muahahaha... well, what can i say? the class is full of camwhores! I love DI02. K i have to make my way to the washroom to bathe. Im stinking real bad. hahah. jk. i dun stink. skunk stinks and only my fart stinks and yours, and yours, and yours too. nobody can deny that!
Supernanny!
Today is Friday! Friday... the day where I have no school... (but just for this block!) Supernanny day too for me... i'll have to be a supernanny to look after the 4 brats.
1, the dwarf. She speaks like a 12 year old when she's only 7. Some people say she speaks like an adult. well... that's why she's called a 'dwarf'! and that dwarf is my sister, nani.
Another is an irritating kid who is 'Nani's wannabe'. She is the 'Movie or DVD commenter. If we wanna watch dvd, she would be the one who will tell us what happens next. And that is Hamiza, my neighbor and my sister's classmate from young.
Another is a cute dumpling, who is my brother, Mikhail. Im not showing any favouritism here. But anyway, he's also quite irritating sometimes. But he's still the cutest. And the so not brat-ish.
Then there is hamiza's brother. The most irritating one in the bunch. However, he is scared of me. Haha... cos I loove to raise my voice at him and i don't entertain him at all. You should see when he is with his father. I feel like chopping him into pieces.
In other words, i am a supernanny in my house. not at other people's house. I just don't like the idea of coming into someone's household and tell them how to take care of their children. I have a culture to preserve unlike those people who don't preserve their culture and don't know how to take care of their child or their children. It always ends up with their children stepping on their mother and father's head. Worse, their children can be as young as 1. Stupid shit huh? Don't they have a religion or don't they teach their children manners? if the child was mine, i'd slap them and straighten their head long ago. Teach them what manners are. So that in the future they can become 1 bloody farkin EDUCATED person who can bring pride and joy to my family's name!
1, the dwarf. She speaks like a 12 year old when she's only 7. Some people say she speaks like an adult. well... that's why she's called a 'dwarf'! and that dwarf is my sister, nani.
Another is an irritating kid who is 'Nani's wannabe'. She is the 'Movie or DVD commenter. If we wanna watch dvd, she would be the one who will tell us what happens next. And that is Hamiza, my neighbor and my sister's classmate from young.
Another is a cute dumpling, who is my brother, Mikhail. Im not showing any favouritism here. But anyway, he's also quite irritating sometimes. But he's still the cutest. And the so not brat-ish.
Then there is hamiza's brother. The most irritating one in the bunch. However, he is scared of me. Haha... cos I loove to raise my voice at him and i don't entertain him at all. You should see when he is with his father. I feel like chopping him into pieces.
In other words, i am a supernanny in my house. not at other people's house. I just don't like the idea of coming into someone's household and tell them how to take care of their children. I have a culture to preserve unlike those people who don't preserve their culture and don't know how to take care of their child or their children. It always ends up with their children stepping on their mother and father's head. Worse, their children can be as young as 1. Stupid shit huh? Don't they have a religion or don't they teach their children manners? if the child was mine, i'd slap them and straighten their head long ago. Teach them what manners are. So that in the future they can become 1 bloody farkin EDUCATED person who can bring pride and joy to my family's name!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Tiredness.... again!!!
God it's never been worst than this all my life. In the morning, it was sketching for ArDwg. In the evening, its botanical garden. Nothing eventful happened in the morning but in the evening, haha, dang! it was fun. After we ate and played taiti and bluff and enjoyed magic tricks done by fidz's friend, we went to ban soon's classroom to find it occupied. That was like at 2.30 and our class starts at 3. So we, me, fidz, sarah, and awee, proceeded to the next classroom. We found some markers on the board and started to play hangman. After a while, the class started to fill up with our classmates, and we only stopped when ban soon came in. We had forgotten that the class wasn't ours until a bapok-ish lecturer walked in and said "my classroom". Then we remembered! So paisey but our classroom was occupied lar. so we checked again at our classroom. I stepped in like nobody's business and said slumber-ly, "My classroom". The lecturer inside was shocked. Haha. Then ban soon talked to her to resolve the problem. While waiting, the class went to another empty classroom and i was the temp lecturer! hahaha. i didnt know i could be so funny! And Azizah called me 'babi' 3 times today. she was like saying 'babi' randomly and i looked at her. In other words, I felt that 'Babi' was my name. Sorry haha. i couldn't explain it in english. In malay it's Terasa. But it's been my habit to look at a person when he or she is talking, well, most of the time. Im and Audio learner. Ok so, We went back to class when Ban soon called us to find out that we were not chartered a bus. We have to go there on our own. Damn it was tiring. 2 hrs in the bus journey. Kills me! but we passed the time by playing 'passing messages'. hahaa... so funny lar. We took the two hrs as class bonding time. Tan ban soon took his car, Its so pathetic lar. Go there only for 30 mins to take pics. We could not go further cos we were so damn tired. Went to cityhall by cab. cost us nearly 10 bucks! 5+ for the journey and 4.50 for extra charges! Got ERP lar... MF! lol... Luckily no dk today. If got also i wont come. TIREDD!!!! :( and i still havent had dinner. I had only a meal today....
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tiredness....
Today was really tiring I have no idea why. Haha. Weird! But one funny thing that happened today was during mat and fin class. We were told to do research on Materials. Then sarah asked Ban Soon if we could leave our valuables in the class.
Sarah: Ban Soon, Can we leave our things here?
BS: Are there any valuables?
Sarah: ya, my laptop.
BS: oh, better bring it along...
Ziza: Oh! You going out also uh?
BS (in a sarcastic manner): Then do you expect me to sit here?!
Me and sarah and those who caught the joke were laughing our hearts out! Ban soon is Damn funny lar!!! but it totally sux when it comes to his boring lectures. haha. And I was actually so hungry on the way home, but when i reached, I felt full. Weird!!!!!
Sarah: Ban Soon, Can we leave our things here?
BS: Are there any valuables?
Sarah: ya, my laptop.
BS: oh, better bring it along...
Ziza: Oh! You going out also uh?
BS (in a sarcastic manner): Then do you expect me to sit here?!
Me and sarah and those who caught the joke were laughing our hearts out! Ban soon is Damn funny lar!!! but it totally sux when it comes to his boring lectures. haha. And I was actually so hungry on the way home, but when i reached, I felt full. Weird!!!!!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
today
there's no classes today! last minute ban soon cancelled the class cos he was sick. dang. then i had to go to school at 12.30 to grab things from darling sheryl. BARA went to town to grab those stuffs. i stayed in the library for 3 hrs... freezing to death. lol. watched monster house alone. Nvr been so bored an tired like this... haha. had to stay in school cos at 6 i have dk. dk was as usual. best! too bad the show was cancelled. i expressed my happiness but im also sad lah. i practice at home the song, however i couldn't get it right. I was happy cos i didnt think we had enough time to practice. Liyana is great. her voice is nice, she learns fast, unlike me, i have to hear other person sing than i can sing. i think. haha. cos all this while i've been karaoke-ing... for fun. haha. then time to go home, i asked ayah to send paca home. hehe. thats all. :D
Monday, June 25, 2007
paiseyest day
As these things occur, i'd knew i had to blog about this. Its like a paisey day for us... BARA. haha. wth, that name is so wierd! So first day of school and many things happened.
When i went to school, i had a free bus ride cos i happen to be stucked on the stairs of the bus entrance from pasir ris to TP! haha. so i couldn't tap my card and i just hopped out. the captain couldnt even see me!
So as i went out, and climbed the stairs, i found out that my pants was 'crooked'. i wanted to correct it but i tripped instead! luckily i didnt fall! haha. then i kept my composure and carried on.
after architecture drawing (ArDwg), we went to eat. then went to the library. shaad and fidz busted us and went to CAD lab instead. So i went to the toilet with ziza and called them (fidz and shaad). Ziza went into the cubicle. when i was calling them, there is this flushing sound that was loud and i cannot hear. So i shouted "oi! stop flushing lar!" then one chinese girl came out of the cubicle. I thought azizah was the one making the flush sound. haha. totally paisey!
Then at the movie corner, where we were to watch nang nak, my headphones were unattached. so i had to find the socket. so dumb of me, that i turned the tv around, then the guy beside me pointed out to me that the socket is just on the left side. God! paisey. then, we wanted to play the movie. i pressed 'play' so many times but it wont start. then he pointed out again that i have to go to the counter and ask them to start. haha. paisey giler.
then, at end of Mat and fin class, i said bye to the class. i shouted "k, bye ppl!". and as their attention was all at me, the door slamed at me. Bara was like laughing at me esp shaad. paisey lagie!
Then i tripped again on the way back from SAA. shitty day,
I must tell you, my mat and fin lecturer is so syok sendiri. he keeps boasting about his being a site supervisor and keeps underestimating us like we r small kids. aku tondang biji dier baru die tau nasib dier. He also kept looking at azizah while sending his lecture. haha. He actually thot azizah was an ang moh cos she has blue eyes. stupid contact lenses! haha.
When i went to school, i had a free bus ride cos i happen to be stucked on the stairs of the bus entrance from pasir ris to TP! haha. so i couldn't tap my card and i just hopped out. the captain couldnt even see me!
So as i went out, and climbed the stairs, i found out that my pants was 'crooked'. i wanted to correct it but i tripped instead! luckily i didnt fall! haha. then i kept my composure and carried on.
after architecture drawing (ArDwg), we went to eat. then went to the library. shaad and fidz busted us and went to CAD lab instead. So i went to the toilet with ziza and called them (fidz and shaad). Ziza went into the cubicle. when i was calling them, there is this flushing sound that was loud and i cannot hear. So i shouted "oi! stop flushing lar!" then one chinese girl came out of the cubicle. I thought azizah was the one making the flush sound. haha. totally paisey!
Then at the movie corner, where we were to watch nang nak, my headphones were unattached. so i had to find the socket. so dumb of me, that i turned the tv around, then the guy beside me pointed out to me that the socket is just on the left side. God! paisey. then, we wanted to play the movie. i pressed 'play' so many times but it wont start. then he pointed out again that i have to go to the counter and ask them to start. haha. paisey giler.
then, at end of Mat and fin class, i said bye to the class. i shouted "k, bye ppl!". and as their attention was all at me, the door slamed at me. Bara was like laughing at me esp shaad. paisey lagie!
Then i tripped again on the way back from SAA. shitty day,
I must tell you, my mat and fin lecturer is so syok sendiri. he keeps boasting about his being a site supervisor and keeps underestimating us like we r small kids. aku tondang biji dier baru die tau nasib dier. He also kept looking at azizah while sending his lecture. haha. He actually thot azizah was an ang moh cos she has blue eyes. stupid contact lenses! haha.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
yeeeha!
wahlao... so sadd... dzariff ignored my qn cos he is bz... what is a clutch pencil??? that thing has been bothering me for days. Tomorrow, school reopens for me... i thot it opens next week... biol betul larh...
so. Today, i have nothing to do and dumbily online as always... oh god... i gotta buy pants. all these while i've been buying shirts and tops but no pants? shit.
My stomachache has come. argh.... i dunno what has become of me today... im chatting with everybody on my contact list. i'm gonna miss my life... haha... i wont have a v.long break till dec... maybe there is a short i week break.. but i forgot when... haha... ok... dz is being quite cold. maybe its because of his submission. i know how he feels. i can't blame him.
Spent my afternoon watching pirates of the carribean online. Fantastic 4 and spiderman 3 in dvd. movie day huh? hmms... i think im gonna dnld some free trial games. it seems that i only have two turns left before my trial for 3d live pool ends. what other games should i download? hmmms....
so. Today, i have nothing to do and dumbily online as always... oh god... i gotta buy pants. all these while i've been buying shirts and tops but no pants? shit.
My stomachache has come. argh.... i dunno what has become of me today... im chatting with everybody on my contact list. i'm gonna miss my life... haha... i wont have a v.long break till dec... maybe there is a short i week break.. but i forgot when... haha... ok... dz is being quite cold. maybe its because of his submission. i know how he feels. i can't blame him.
Spent my afternoon watching pirates of the carribean online. Fantastic 4 and spiderman 3 in dvd. movie day huh? hmms... i think im gonna dnld some free trial games. it seems that i only have two turns left before my trial for 3d live pool ends. what other games should i download? hmmms....
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Heya
hmms... today is quite boring mannn.... tak gi mana2 pon! i'm not sure about later. But i wanna watch princess diaries! Now im chatting with aeynn. she's with azeez... studying. hehe... she so cute larh!
Friday, June 22, 2007
God!
I'm so damn exhausted! In the morning went to wisma mendaki to submit a form, thanks Mr.A for accompanying me! It was fun btw, in the bus talking like we nvr met. haha. then went home. then go out to compasspoint to accompany ibu upgrade her line but cant. we had to go to cuppage road behind centrepoint at orchard. so we went there and headed to the starhub center. So sad that the line could not be upgraded. Y? i dunno... haha. then went to john little sale. I was searching for a long sleeved shirt. after like one hr inside that shop, i found this black shirt and straight away fell in love with it. Im going to save it for the next presentation! haha. then went home again. clean the house, move somethings here and there, then went to paya lebar when ayah came back home from work. Ibu wanted to settle the cushions and sofa covers. at playfair, they will sew for you. like so damn cool larh. I had merely gone crazy if not for my mother who kept an eye on me so that i maintain my cool. so many nice cloths! i like! and its so cheap because of the sale lah. I mean from $88 per meter, the price was lowered to $8 per meter! omg.... haha. i dunno how much my mom spent. we were actually getting ready for hari raya. tak sabar2! puasa pon belom! ish3... haha. All my aunties and uncles went there to order. So, I won't be shocked if i see that their sofa covers are similar to mine! haha. Pasti kecoh benar2an! haha.... cant wait for hari raya! woot!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
ouch!
my ear still hurts!!! need to go "ear flushing" as liyana (nira) recommended or "ear candling" as mama recommended! ever heard of those two? just now at dk... it was miserable! Came at 12 but no one was there! haha... expected. so went to buy snickers to keep my cool. mmm.... yummy! then when i got back to the pond, i saw some minah ferrings... hehe... ngah duduk satu corner. I wasnt sure of who they were so I sat further. then i saw wani sitting with them. I looked at the gurls and i thot i sae liyana and fish. so i sms liyana. confem dier. bodo nyer aku. then i went to sit with them. Saihah came and she got the keys. our savior. abih masuk tak bukak air con. bodoh. Naq yg datang later bukak kan... aku hidung blocked, tak leh nyanyi tol2... bile pecah suare, first tyme aku tak leh tarik! haha... tak leh angkatt. my song and ragam all hancos. i was making a fool of myself. but i had fun! best uh naq bagi pencil dari terengganu. woot! dpt pencil pon suker? haha... perjer!
yipee!
ok i've memorized the song and tune for this song performed by woodlands ring pri sch (si cilik)... ahaha... the juara so cuuuute lah alahai! i had to listen to the second awok2 part before i can get the tune. the first one is hancos. haha. but nvm... for their age, its already considered good lah... their performance rocks... there is also the dikir girls at wrps. their tukang karut is so cute also... haha... kelakar gile.
enjoys....
enjoys....
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
takut
Aku takut...
akan kesetiaanmu
andaikata kau merasa apa yang kurasa
apakah aku akan menyakiti hati insan lain?
Aku menjadi risau
Hati dilingkari keresahan
Jalan apakah harusku ambil?
haruskah ku ikut kata hati, atau kata orang?
Salah jika aku ambil kedua-duanya
jika ku ambil langkah mengikut kata hati
ada seseorang yang akan merana
aku tidak mahu itu terjadi, sesungguhnya, aku telah merasainya terlebih dahulu.
Jika diikut kata orang
Aku akan menipu diriku
Tidak sanggup aku berbuat sedemikian
sesungguhnya, aku juga manusia yang mempunyai jiwa yang halus
walaubagaimanapun,
aku tetap takut
aku takut
jika kasih tidak terbalas
Ada satu lagi langkah yang dapatku ambil
iaitu membiarkan ini semua belalu
Anggap sahaja ianya sebagai suatu dugaan
dan aku akan terus mengatur langkah, tanpa memaling kebelakang
akan kesetiaanmu
andaikata kau merasa apa yang kurasa
apakah aku akan menyakiti hati insan lain?
Aku menjadi risau
Hati dilingkari keresahan
Jalan apakah harusku ambil?
haruskah ku ikut kata hati, atau kata orang?
Salah jika aku ambil kedua-duanya
jika ku ambil langkah mengikut kata hati
ada seseorang yang akan merana
aku tidak mahu itu terjadi, sesungguhnya, aku telah merasainya terlebih dahulu.
Jika diikut kata orang
Aku akan menipu diriku
Tidak sanggup aku berbuat sedemikian
sesungguhnya, aku juga manusia yang mempunyai jiwa yang halus
walaubagaimanapun,
aku tetap takut
aku takut
jika kasih tidak terbalas
Ada satu lagi langkah yang dapatku ambil
iaitu membiarkan ini semua belalu
Anggap sahaja ianya sebagai suatu dugaan
dan aku akan terus mengatur langkah, tanpa memaling kebelakang
whoa!!!
yay... zima at last, you tagged! wee hee... ok i have something to tell. Yesterday Mr.A called. I was playing virtual pool with my abg angkat when he called. Being shocked, I told abg to take the call. As I had expected, Mr.A hung up. Since it was his birthday, I thought I would do him a favor by calling him back or something. (Aiya, story too long! summarize...) So I smsed him. I asked why he called. He said he wanted to thank me for my comment. (i wished him happy birthday at friendster) He said he didn't expect me to do that after all what he has done. He also added something. That if i was bored and want to go out or something just give him a call.. cos he's also bored. Hurhur... so... then I asked la... 'what abt your gf?' He said he doesn't care. or something liddat... haha... He's a very complicated person. hmm... for the first time, i'm quite confused. I actually have forgotten what he had done to hurt me. maybe, i've forgiven him thoroughly? maybe I've forgotten him? Maybe... Whatever the case, i still don't wanna get into a serious relationship like before. I'm a very confusing person too.... hmms... yay... at least i have someone to accompany me to wisma mendaki on friday. Tmr i am going to school, for DK... Yay! then fri morning go to mendaki to send a form and then meet my mom cos we going to suntec. Ibu wants to get a new phone. Habis plan Mr.A nak main pool... maybe sempat kot.... haha... entahlah. sembarang.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
ouh no...
god... my ear still hurts lar!!!! nvr go to dk bcos of this ear probs..... spending the boredom by playing pool... i have nothing to talk about today cos my ear hurts!!!!! god!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
CDL explanation
ok since shirin is asking what CDL is all about, firstly, CDL is the abbreviation for City Development Limited. They are holding this award or competition called the Sculpture Awards. The winning sculptures would be made and placed at East Coast Park. So my lecturer made this competition as our major assignments. Ya... last Friday, I had to go back to school cos the organizers wanted to make a short story about the sculpture awards. ya. so we were interviewed and we took pictures with our models. and my apologies. The results for the shortlisted participants have not been announced. We'll get the results by sometime in July maybe... haha...
After a long time...
Yesterday I went to PRP (Pasir Ris Park) with my family and my neighbors. I have some pics which I will post at friendster.com when i have the time and mood.... basically, we had loads of fun lar... bbqing while chatting and looking at the kids and my 'abd angkat', Khalid, bullying the kids by throwing them in to the water. haha... funny... then my father caught a school of fish by using his net. the small kind of fish... looks like large anchovies... haha... wth... mama (my aunty, widya's mom) had plans to go to the zoo but looks like its gonna rain so... too bad... but so tiring... haha... but it was worth the time...
Friday, June 15, 2007
today?
1)I am so friggin' tired right now... Even when i change my clothes, I feel tired. It's like there's no energy in my body... Even though I already had my lunch... well... Must go on!
2)Went to school just now... For what? Take pictures with our maquettes. I was made like a model. My mouth became numb of smiling till at one point of the time, I had to make sure my smile wouldn't look fake... Oh I felt so funny just now. HAHA... We were told that the CDL organizers wanted to make a story... We will be in that story... haha... It's definitely fun, and if I were to have an opportunity like so, I would do it again. I especially like the part where we had to be interviewed... the interviewer is so funny... so was the photographer who kept insisting that I send a proposal to Starsearch 2007 to take my sculpture design ad their trophy design. He insisted and i was like... "okay..." I didn't know whether I should believe him or not.... haha
3)Why is everyone going to ubin? why is ubin so popular? what can you find in ubin??? WHY UBIN????????!!!!!!!!!
2)Went to school just now... For what? Take pictures with our maquettes. I was made like a model. My mouth became numb of smiling till at one point of the time, I had to make sure my smile wouldn't look fake... Oh I felt so funny just now. HAHA... We were told that the CDL organizers wanted to make a story... We will be in that story... haha... It's definitely fun, and if I were to have an opportunity like so, I would do it again. I especially like the part where we had to be interviewed... the interviewer is so funny... so was the photographer who kept insisting that I send a proposal to Starsearch 2007 to take my sculpture design ad their trophy design. He insisted and i was like... "okay..." I didn't know whether I should believe him or not.... haha
3)Why is everyone going to ubin? why is ubin so popular? what can you find in ubin??? WHY UBIN????????!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
for you zima...
i read your blog... i saw these utterly disgraceful words... hehe... "90% of me says it's useless to write this down but PUTRI AMIRAH! PLEASE CHANGE A NEW TAGBOARD. I COULDN'T TAG LAR. SO FRUSTRATING. wanna disturb u also cannot" welll zima... i guess you're wrong. its useful to write these words... cos when i saw these words, i straight away made a new tagboard... haha... don't let your self deceive you...
wooohooo!
ok now I'm shortlisted for the CDL competition. Me, Shaad, Ivy and jasmine! woot! Sad that fidz and ziza wasn't listed. What the heck... Boleh tahan juga budak melayu kelas kite. out of the 66.6% chosen, 50% is shortlisted! woot... haha... tu namenye melayu tak bodoh... tak lagi malas. itu semua karot. Kalau orang melayu percaya yang dia bodoh, maka bodoh lah dia. Sesungguhnya orang yang memanggil kita bodoh itu adalah orang inggeris. Mereka panggil kita bodoh dengan pemalas kerana kita orang melayu tidak mahu bekerja dengan mereka. Buat apa kita nak dengar cakap dia apabila dia yang menajjah kita. Makanya, orang yang bersekongkol dengan orang inggeris pada zaman dahulu, dipanggil "talibarut"...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
When you visit other blogs, people will visit yours...
Amirah: Ibu(mother), why do you have to go to these wedding invitations? Isn't it
troublesome? You have to wear all these traditional clothes which are so
uncomfortable and you go there just to eat?! This is so... It a waste of time!
Ibu: Well, Nenek(Grandmother) used to tell me that if I do not go to other people's
invitations, be it wedding or birthday or their son's circumcisions, then
nobody will respond to my invitations. So if we don't go, nobody will attend
your wedding reception.
I thought this is an illogical superstition since my grandmother said this. (You know, grandmothers....)But whatever the case, I still followed my mother to the invitations. (Telling myself: "There will be lots of cute guys there!" or "I would meet my long lost aunt" or something like that, to drive the thoughts of the heat, uncomfortable experience, the long journey and all.) But now, even before I hold my own event where I have to invite loads of people, I'm already experiencing a terrible situation whereby people do not visit me. I mean my blog. Maybe one factor is that, I have stopped looking and visiting other blogs. Maybe. I have yet to prove this superstition or 'theory' of my grandmother's. *Tells self* "I must look at other blogs! Be it a glance or a few minutes. Just increase their view stats so that mine would increase!"
troublesome? You have to wear all these traditional clothes which are so
uncomfortable and you go there just to eat?! This is so... It a waste of time!
Ibu: Well, Nenek(Grandmother) used to tell me that if I do not go to other people's
invitations, be it wedding or birthday or their son's circumcisions, then
nobody will respond to my invitations. So if we don't go, nobody will attend
your wedding reception.
I thought this is an illogical superstition since my grandmother said this. (You know, grandmothers....)But whatever the case, I still followed my mother to the invitations. (Telling myself: "There will be lots of cute guys there!" or "I would meet my long lost aunt" or something like that, to drive the thoughts of the heat, uncomfortable experience, the long journey and all.) But now, even before I hold my own event where I have to invite loads of people, I'm already experiencing a terrible situation whereby people do not visit me. I mean my blog. Maybe one factor is that, I have stopped looking and visiting other blogs. Maybe. I have yet to prove this superstition or 'theory' of my grandmother's. *Tells self* "I must look at other blogs! Be it a glance or a few minutes. Just increase their view stats so that mine would increase!"
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
names....
P: Popular with all types of people.
U: Gets hugs
T: great kisser
R: Good Gf/Bf
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
U: Gets hugs
R: Good Gf/Bf
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
M: Makes dating fun
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
R: Good Gf/Bf
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
H: Easy to fall in love with
so i have many r's... am i a good gf???
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
joking
B:Popular with all types of people.
C: weird
D: Has one of the best personalities
ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to
do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
could ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to
do.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun
U: Gets hugs
T: great kisser
R: Good Gf/Bf
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
U: Gets hugs
R: Good Gf/Bf
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
M: Makes dating fun
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
R: Good Gf/Bf
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
H: Easy to fall in love with
so i have many r's... am i a good gf???
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of
joking
B:Popular with all types of people.
C: weird
D: Has one of the best personalities
ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to
do.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
could ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to
do.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun
hahaha...
6.34 pm on the clock... listening to my malay pop playlist while blogging... just finished friendster-ing... and now im blogging... haha.... my back is aching. i've been sitting here since 2.30... yay... friday got apm... on 24 june at 8.30 pm, they're showing initial D on channel u... like hello? that was like two years or more ago... might as well you show tokyo drift! its far more better... but... tokyo drift is an english show isn't it? haha... ok whatever... ouch. i think i've got sensitive teeth... i'm eating frozen gummy... haha... i've uploaded some pic to my photo bucket. maybe i should make another slide show!
oh gosh... its 7... i had failed compiling my pic into a remix. but whatever... waiting for lili to pass me the song... slow!
oh gosh... its 7... i had failed compiling my pic into a remix. but whatever... waiting for lili to pass me the song... slow!
Monday, June 11, 2007
Heyheyhey!
whats up?
its me again... somebody just called me a belo today. And she's chatting with me right now. Her nickname is zizie. But i prefer calling her zizo... ok whatever, im like crapping right now... hmms... i feel like putting all my available pics in this com to an album online! ouh! grate idea! photobucket!!!! lets see if i still remember my password... mmm... this popcorn is damn swweeet! i loike! oh... i made a myspace a/c... haha...
its me again... somebody just called me a belo today. And she's chatting with me right now. Her nickname is zizie. But i prefer calling her zizo... ok whatever, im like crapping right now... hmms... i feel like putting all my available pics in this com to an album online! ouh! grate idea! photobucket!!!! lets see if i still remember my password... mmm... this popcorn is damn swweeet! i loike! oh... i made a myspace a/c... haha...
Saturday, June 09, 2007
hello hello HELLO!
i'm back with a smile!!!
i don't know exactly why... but maybe because i feel real good today!
oh ya! i had just seek forgiveness from my mother... haha... long story!
want me to tell?
ok... I had a tiff with her in the morning. She cried because I raised my voice towards her. I'd know it was a big sin. A very big sin! so at first, i cried of hatred behind the door of my room. then, i felt sorry after five minutes. Of course i was very scared to go to her and ask for forgiveness... but i prayed to God for the guts. And so, i went up to her crying, asking for forgiveness! ahhh... the sight of her smile released the invisible choke i was suffering from. Thats y i feel so good.... haha...
i don't know exactly why... but maybe because i feel real good today!
oh ya! i had just seek forgiveness from my mother... haha... long story!
want me to tell?
ok... I had a tiff with her in the morning. She cried because I raised my voice towards her. I'd know it was a big sin. A very big sin! so at first, i cried of hatred behind the door of my room. then, i felt sorry after five minutes. Of course i was very scared to go to her and ask for forgiveness... but i prayed to God for the guts. And so, i went up to her crying, asking for forgiveness! ahhh... the sight of her smile released the invisible choke i was suffering from. Thats y i feel so good.... haha...
Friday, June 08, 2007
ahhhhh........
I had a whole body scrub and damn its so refreshing! I have to call TP for some stupid stuff.... ahhh... i hate it. Well, I had called and I think I do have an accent. Guess I'd picked it up from my mom. but unfortunately, I have a Very bad ear and i cant hear properly. Or, i think its the stupid customer officer's fault. she speaks so softly! :I
wth
wth
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Oh God!!!
My ear is killing me!!! ugh!!! okay... let me withstand the pain. Now I've got a plan. To expand my father's business... my passion... jockeying. or DJ-ing... wth... i dont know how to phrase it but im gonna expand it. hmm... let me think how. First, think of a name. Make a website. Make web banner... and name cards.... hmmss... not as easy as it sounds....
Friday, June 01, 2007
Hehehe
I've changed my blog name again. This happens to be the meaning of my name. I had it all figured out. Umm... so I had watch PGL at Suria. Had been a long while since I watched the VCD. Used to watch it over and over again last time after sometime it had just came out. I cried watching that show... again... oh my god. It's so sad... I just love PGL the Movie. I don't understand why 'Sepet' could win the award.... I mean, the effects used, language use and storyline of PGL is far more better than Sepet! way far over the moonlight that far! So the poem below? its not exactly a poem, not a song... just a 'puisi' for a friend who couldn't see me cry in front of this computer screen when he typed "Putri is a b***H" and send it to me on IM MSN. What the heck. So as i was getting inspired and emo-ed from PGL, I decided to pour out my feelings. Anyway, It has been quite a while since i wrote in malay. Last year, it used to be my hobby. k i gtg now. cya!
Untukmu teman...
Ku dikhabar akan kedukaan mu
Impian cinta sejati
hancur entah apa sebabnya
Namun, apa guna bertepuk sebelah tangan
Hatiku terguris seketika
Ketika aku sedang berusaha
untuk mengembalikan senyuman di wajahmu
Alangkah sedihnya, Parut ini masih merah
Biarpun hanya dengan melihat kau menulis kata-kata keji itu
Tapi sakitnya, umpama racun menusuk kalbu
Ku bertanya seribu soalan
Apakah kesalahanku
Adakah penderitaanku memuaskan hatimu
Aku tahu, kau tidak sekejam itu
Berlinangan airmata membasahi pipiku
Namun tidak cukup untuk membuktikan rasa pilu didalam jiwa
Kau berkata kau bersenda
Aku terima dan aku memaafi
Namun ada perkara yang ingin ku beritahu padamu
wahai temanku
Jangan kau pendam kepiluan hatimu
dan melepaskan dendammu kepadaku
Sesungguhnya aku tidak berbuat salah padamu
aku tahu engkau pun tahu
Aku hanya insan biasa
Yang payah menepis kata yang tajam
Walau telahpun ku memaafkanmu
namun ku harap, tak akan ini berulang...
Impian cinta sejati
hancur entah apa sebabnya
Namun, apa guna bertepuk sebelah tangan
Hatiku terguris seketika
Ketika aku sedang berusaha
untuk mengembalikan senyuman di wajahmu
Alangkah sedihnya, Parut ini masih merah
Biarpun hanya dengan melihat kau menulis kata-kata keji itu
Tapi sakitnya, umpama racun menusuk kalbu
Ku bertanya seribu soalan
Apakah kesalahanku
Adakah penderitaanku memuaskan hatimu
Aku tahu, kau tidak sekejam itu
Berlinangan airmata membasahi pipiku
Namun tidak cukup untuk membuktikan rasa pilu didalam jiwa
Kau berkata kau bersenda
Aku terima dan aku memaafi
Namun ada perkara yang ingin ku beritahu padamu
wahai temanku
Jangan kau pendam kepiluan hatimu
dan melepaskan dendammu kepadaku
Sesungguhnya aku tidak berbuat salah padamu
aku tahu engkau pun tahu
Aku hanya insan biasa
Yang payah menepis kata yang tajam
Walau telahpun ku memaafkanmu
namun ku harap, tak akan ini berulang...
No way...
As you all might already know, Vacations has started for me. I miss school... School is fun, assignments aren't... I have just been touched by a song like for a year already? and still is touched by it till now. The song is I'tiraf, the one you can see at my music space... look at the lyrics and you will understand how I could be easily touched by it...
I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan ku tak layak ke syurga Mu
Namun tak pula aku sanggup ke neraka Mu
Ampunkan dosa ku terimalah taubat ku
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Pengampun dosa-dosa besar
(arabic verse)
Ila hilis tu lilfirdausi ahla
Wala aqwa alnnaril jahim
Fahabblitau batau wafir zunubi
Fainnakarob firul zanbi azim
Dosa-dosaku bagaikan pepasir di pantai
Dengan rahmat Mu ampunkan daku Oh Tuhan ku
Wahai Tuhan selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala kejahatan dan kecelakaan
Kami takut kami harap kepada Mu
Suburkanlah cinta kami kepada Mu
Akulah hamba yang mengharap belas dari Mu
I'm having a fever... thanks to the cute lil' bug Irshaad passed me... haha... Anyway, Shaad, i think the bug joke is cute... so sorry if i have to repeat it so many times. (I'm telling this even though you don't read my blog =) I'm crazy... side effects of fever.)
wow... soul is an effective remedy for fevers... cool... K i'm done bullshitting... will update bullshits again some time later... ahahaha....
*I don't know why, but ppl aren't flooding my taggie anymore! bullshit!*
I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan ku tak layak ke syurga Mu
Namun tak pula aku sanggup ke neraka Mu
Ampunkan dosa ku terimalah taubat ku
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Pengampun dosa-dosa besar
(arabic verse)
Ila hilis tu lilfirdausi ahla
Wala aqwa alnnaril jahim
Fahabblitau batau wafir zunubi
Fainnakarob firul zanbi azim
Dosa-dosaku bagaikan pepasir di pantai
Dengan rahmat Mu ampunkan daku Oh Tuhan ku
Wahai Tuhan selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala kejahatan dan kecelakaan
Kami takut kami harap kepada Mu
Suburkanlah cinta kami kepada Mu
Akulah hamba yang mengharap belas dari Mu
I'm having a fever... thanks to the cute lil' bug Irshaad passed me... haha... Anyway, Shaad, i think the bug joke is cute... so sorry if i have to repeat it so many times. (I'm telling this even though you don't read my blog =) I'm crazy... side effects of fever.)
wow... soul is an effective remedy for fevers... cool... K i'm done bullshitting... will update bullshits again some time later... ahahaha....
*I don't know why, but ppl aren't flooding my taggie anymore! bullshit!*
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