Ergh,

One funny incident just now... It happened after school when we were buying bubble tea from the shop opposite TP. Before I could put my purse back into my bag after paying, the Bubble Tea DROPPED! What the hell. Then some kid said 'Stupid'. And Sarah was like, "This is not Stupidity, this is an accident!" I, on the other hand, did not hear the part where the kid said 'Stupid'. Anyways. Today I realized how Kay-Poh Singaporeans are. Like totally!

And I am currently in the search of a new handphone batt. Surveyed through TM and Century Square. None to be found. Lol. They don't carry LG. What the hell.

I am tired... and watching Jeritan Sepi makes my DARAH-UP!!!

God would not give His followers tests only if He knows they can face it.

Whaaaat.

Cool. Guess what? I found out something. I found out that my lecturer, Pau is worse than the devil who uses iPhone. Haha... Lol. My Gawd. HE is soooo Ambitious, I find it difficult to catch up with him. Ok forget it. No point talking about stuffs like this here. Maybe I should just try consulting the 'devil who uses iPhone' and see who I work best with. -.-"

Had a last minute trip with Ziza to Orchard Road just now... Haha... It was a fun one to me. Lol. Although we were kinda belo... We could have just asked for the layout for the *Scape Youth Park first instead of drawing in the sun. Well, not exactly sun, but it was quite hot okay... For some moment in the streets of Orchard Road at 2pm+, I felt that the whole shopping street belonged to me. Haha. Why? Because for once, I went there and there were not a lot of people. But the 'emptiness' was not for long la...

Then our Professional Communication for Designers (PComD) lecturer, What the hell his name is... shiet I forgot! uhhh... Ouh Felix! Yea... He is quite funny. I think he is gonna be fed-up with me sooner or later cos I keep going against him... We seem to clash in our thoughts and I keep giving him answers that are not 'right' to him but he will still accept it because of my rationale... haha. Sorry people, I know some of you hate this word 'Rationale' but I love it (To a certain extent, that is) :I Let me tell you of this one situation when he was quite sarcastic. Somebody increased the air-con temperature to 32 degrees C and the classroom was like so warm. When Felix found out, he went "Who's the BARBIE doll who increased the temperature???" But the BARBIE was articulated as BA-BI. Pfft. For a while there, the class was quiet. He is quite loud uh that Felix... Ish3. And very contradicting indeed. Hahaha. Has a tattoo and dyes his hair like an ah beng... The contradicting part? He is a poet... yada yada yada... And he is soft. ^o)

So basically that is school life. For now. Filled with dilemmas of P2, the sarcasm of Felix and of course, Ziza.

If you are money, I'd become the wallet.
And I am straight. haha.

:(

Yay-ness. Tomorrow is the start of a new block for one module. P2 still continues till 23 August as what Ziza said. And Damn. I haven't done anything for P2... PFft. Tropical Horticulture assignment dateline was dragged to the 1st of Aug. Which is Friday... -.-" So. Its like 3 modules. Haha. Plus PComD that is. Professional Communication for Designers i think. Me not sure what the 'D' is for. But anyhoos.

I am sick... Boohooo.... So I did not go out to find my Batt! bloody hell. I think I just find it at some handphone shops nearby lah. :I I woke up with a fever... and the noise from the Chinese Rituals woke me up. Boohoo... So how?? When I got fed up with the noise and the smoke from the concourse and multi-purpose hall below my flat, I 'ran' to baba's house and seek refuge. Hahaha.

I can tell you that I was a total belo and total slack. I shall not elaborate more. And Do I LOOK My Age?? Uncle Aerin told me some funny stuff that made me go 'What ther?!!' and 'Are you sure??' a dozen of times. Haha.

What a DAY!

So, I woke up at 11 and watched kids central... until around 2 when Ibu called to meet her at Tamp. Today bad day larrr.... My foot hurts. I dunno why I kept kicking ppl's shoes and why people kept stepping on my foot! And today, I ran into a number of kiasu people. You know lah who are the ones who are usually kiasu... No need to say. Seriously, they drove me bonkers. And the cars... Wahlao... I felt like throwing my sandals at the cars. When I wanted to cross the road, the cars deliberately moved SLOWLY! I was shouting "Oi! Bawak kereta ke kereta lembu?! Jalan mcm bapak kau punye jalan... org lain tak payah jalan per??" And Ibu was like... Joining the club... But I was the one who was doing the major hoo-hah... What do you expect... Haha. Today is my first day of RED day!! And I can't control much during my 'darah-up' moments. So... Anyway.

I ate a damn lot today sia!! McSpicy EVM Upsize for lunch and 2 chickens from Arnolds, and some other side orders. I just realized how 'berisi' I am already. Now I am confused on whether I should continue eating to be a lil bit more 'fatter' or should I just maintain the weight. Lol. Anyhoo...

My SIM card will be ok on monday... So... :DD smiles. Uhmm I hope tomorrow we will go to Toa Payoh Hub to find my hp batt. Its like a zillion handphone shops there. So... Just pick one. And now, my stomach is like having a 'masalah peribadi'. Gotta go to the toi2...

Ciaos.

ooh I saw one cute hot guy! :D

Here comes PAUL

So Perry is gone... Good riddance! He is so -redundant. Lol. And now Paul is here to take over for p2. I was shocked like hell when he told us of his expectations. But luckily, before I could start to hate Swee, she justified herself by answering my question with good rationale. Wooh~ At last! I can understand swee! After two weeks of not being able to understand a single thing that she had been trying to convey. Until Harith had to become the middleman/interpretor... That was how bad it was for the past two weeks until today.... Lol. Today... Marks the happiest day of my p2 life. More happiest days to come I hope. Swee+Paul+Harith... Fantastic combination man. It is like a formula to success when you really know how to use it. its like Creativity+Rationale+Morale(eq)... I can't really put my thoughts about this perfect combo in words now. But it's something like this.

Oooh... And I am having a flu. Headache on strike, so I am Bed ridden. I (-.-) I
So sad. :I

Ok people I gotta go. Nites.

headache + Temperature = Amyra

Yea. That's the vicious equation... Does this have to happen to me every end of the block?? What the toots sey.

Guess what?? It took 1hr and 45 minutes just to go to school and print 5 pcs of paper. Lol. The journey took such a long time. So was the printing. You know why? you wanna know why?? Because... This Indian girl had to interrupt my printing. Blardy hell. 3 pcs of ziza's n my work had been printed, so left with 2 of my other work. Then, out the blue, this girl's work was being printed. Maybe the aunty was slower than the younger worker. That's why the printer printed the girl's work first. Or maybe... The printer is just plain biased towards the Indian girl. Racist sia printer... (hehe) And mind you, the girls work was like a lot!!! more than 10 pcs. Cis bedebah! Dah aku kene tunggu mcm buah tak jatuh! And while waiting to pay for the printed stuffs, I found out I was having a temperature... -.-"

And then guess what. (A lot of 'guess what's uh.. :P) 5.45pm and the bus stop is like - filled with... a lot of people... I thought the cut-off time was six. Well, maybe a lot of classes have early release today. Wah... So shiok. -.-" And then, my head was thumping... THUMP! THUMP! THUMP!!! Painful, but can endure. Only when I got into the bus... Which was obvious filled with a lot of people, and the bus driver... Makes me feel like I wanna take over the Captain's seat man!! So irritating. Kept jerking and jerking... and then shout here and there... I don't know for what because he shouted in Chinese... and this Malay girl beside me on her phone... She leaned her head on my hand... Cos I was holding the railing... She thinks what? My hand cushion uh?? Haha.

And then when the bus was a lil bit spacious, I changed position. I turned around and held on to another railing. And these 2 chinese girls kept looking at me. What is their problem man?? Nvm. Maybe there's something IN me, ON me or ABOUT me that they are jealous or envious about. Cos basically I can't find anything wrong with me! Giler.

Head got worst and I decided to take the empty seat... Sadly, the seat I took was like the one near the door... Where there is another seat facing you. Yea great, now I have another two pair of eyes looking at me. Once they got bored (End of free show, I think), the chinese boy in front of me decided to sleep and the chinese girl beside him, she started to let her eyes wander around the bus.

What the hell. And I realized today... It is damn hard for me to say 'Thank you' or 'Sorry' when I really mean it.

So. End of story :D

Hello people!!

I wanna blog but I don't know where to start first! It's been like a few days since I last blogged... I keep going MIA nowadays, don't I?

Basically my life now is filled with ivory cards and models. Doinks. People are having a hard time, and I am having a good time. (Ya rite!)

Shall I blog about yesterday? Or should I blog about an issue?
Maybe I should blog about an issue cos blogging about "What-I-Went-Through-Yesterday" is so boring. Lol. I'm not writing a report right? Anyway.

Let me just let you guys look at my sister sing! hahhaha.
Dummy-girl. Make me record her sing and post her up in youtube.

Saturday... boring saturday...

I could choose to go out... But did not. I felt like sleeping the whole day but ended up eating non-stop. After bread, porridge and after that, cake. And the list goes on. Luckily I did not go out, cos its raining now, Bloody hell. But it seems like it has come to a halt. : I I heard there are plans to go watch the fireworks tonight :D Anyway, Kak Fiza (My father's twin sister's daughter, my cousin in short) got her license! It only took her one test! Wah damn lucky lah she! I so can't wait to get my license!! Like seriously... So, Cousins Day Out is still on planning. So can't wait. haha. Ooh, speaking of which, I dropped the neoprints I took with the cousins. Damn. Tak sempat aku scan.

Anyway, Yes. I am still bored. I had been like doing my assignment from just now. Twisting and turning the stupid card... Our assignment this time is about Folding Architecture. Supposed to have learnt it in year one. But since we are the so-called 'Guinea Pigs'... We ended up learning a different thing. But never mind...

Yesterday, I felt like spongebob. You know? Sponge? I was like absorbing 4x more information than I usually do... I felt like I was Patrick in one of spongebob's episodes where Patrick's head was swapped with a 'brain coral' and he happened to be out-of-the-world smart! So that was how I felt yesterday. Lol. Now I feel like the normal Patrick. I got to get out of this house man. I need air. Stress aku! Should go to baba's house and see what plans they have uh. Plus, I am hungry. Lol.

Glory days not over yet... just gonna be.

There was one moment in my life when I knew I was an inspiration to some people. I treasured that moment and I will remember those people all my life.

But now, I realize... among that many people who love/admire me, there are also others who hate/dislike me.

I admit I am a changed person now. But I am only changed because of school. (Wait, now I am blaming school??) Yes, I am blaming school... Plus myself. I don't do nothing else except for blaming myself now, do I? But do I have a choice?? No. I still have to blame myself. All I can do now is bring another secondary factor to join the blame.

Yesterday... I wondered. (Well, I was kinda contemplating before going to sleep, though I prefer contemplating in the commode.) I started wondering if I am a changed person. I was so busy, I did not have time to look at the mirror and see who am I, until yesterday. When I decided not to touch my 'assignments' or lappy. And I just sat down in the mirror and looked at myself.

Well, maybe I changed physically a bit... I gained weight... yada yada yada... But I was more interested in my inner self. Where am I? Who am I? Where's the me that I used to be? Again, is it because of school? Friends... change of company, mission... till I lost myself.

Pathetic. I prefer to be the old self. Someone whom people look up to. But I like being myself now. I feel more confident being my new self. Well. Maybe I should start incorporating those two together. :D

Shouldn't I? Be more aware of my surroundings... Socialize a bit more. But still be me.

Thus, I will pick up those small bits and pieces of me and be a better me.

Warning: Do accept my Apologies for crying my heart out here...

Great! Just great! *pouts*
What the hell.
First, I realized that I'd left my mp4 in my uncle's camera bag which is now at Ang Mo Kio... Pfffttt
And then, my sim card is taking its toll on me! WTT!

I don't know how to start another day without my phone and my MP4. Well, at least I can live without my mp4... But Phone?? Nono.... Arghhh.... Shucks.

These incidents just add up to my bad day. Just now, we were TWO bus stops away from school, and you know what? I got an sms stating that morning class was canceled!!! Wow! How amazing!!

Anyway to those dumb a***h***s out there. Don't think I am so free ok. I am not sitting down lepak-ing or whatever shiet. I am busy with my projects and if you think I am ignoring you, then too bad. I have a life to catch. And puh-leez. Don't act as if you worship the ground I walk on. I need air.

Update :D

Saturday

Downtown East!!! Ate at Hei Sushi and saw Sarah :D haha. She was dumbfounded when she saw me... And After Sushi with Ong and Angah, we ate at Mac. I tell you, it was quite a meal!! What occaision? I don't know. Haha. But all I know, MacDonalds were filled with mamat hots. lol. Sempat aku cuci mata.

Sunday (Today)

Woke up at 11 and went to Whitesands. For what? Eat kfc. Lol. So unhealthy. Oh and it's Busu's birthday. So while we were waiting for matin to pass the money to buy busu's cake at the WS entrance, guess what happened?! A cute bird pooped on mika's hands!!! Me and nina freaked out like hell... I think the people passing by were looking at us. So embarrassing. Haha. I know, we can become bimbos at times. And the situation was so funny... I can't describe it here. Takper mika, tu maknanya nak dapat duit!! haha. And luckily that hot guy in the CD uniform we saw had already went to the donut stall so he did not get to see our bimbo-ness!

Heh, and the Choc ice cream cake was superb! sejak bile aku pandai makan kek ngan ice cream... aku pon tak tau! ~

EVD 2.2?

After one whole day of photo taking yesterday, we had fun and learnt 'new' things. One lesson for the day is that 'Never think that if you are wearing a TIE, you are very good!'. Shall I describe the situation to you??

At Midpoint Orchard, there are two camera shops. One at the basement and another one at the 2nd level. We went to the basement first in hope that the salesman could help us with my uncle's camera cos someone happened to touch something and we could not take pics.

So, we approached this sales person wearing smart shirt and tie. Then we asked politely if he could help us with the camera. You know what he replied? He said the shop does not do checks and that we should go to the agent instead. Another salesperson (his colleague) even told us to go to Harbourfront!! Ok fine.

We left the place, feeling like shit. Went up, then approached this guy with a t-shirt and we could see some tattoo's on his body. Though he looks robust, in fact, he was quite helpful!! He just told us that the lens was positioned in the wrong position. Pfft.

Just because of something little, the 'so-called' better dressed salesman said we have to go to Harbourfront! Funny is it? I boycott that shop I tell you.

So yeah. Many things happened and we bonded with some others from the studio quite well.

After like 11 hrs at orchard road, we went back to school. And... Had fun! Well actually we were tired lah. But we had to do the pin-up materials for presentation on the next day, which was today! And only came home at 10.30-11pm.

After today's crit, (which swee and perry was late for... ) I am quite satisfied with the layout and the visual presentation. Only that, I wished we had done what we thought was right. But what done is done. So yeah, we learn!

Not much assignment this weekend. I want to sleep now. Haha. Padahal baru bangun tido. No lah, I wanna take my bath first. Then sleep. can? ok go!

:DD

I am free!!! Hahaha. Lol. But not for long! After maghrib, I'll have to go to Baba's house for my cousin's birthday. Yeay! Adillah is 13! haha. So big already... but yet, so small. Ok what the.

Anyway, today was submission for both P2 assignment 2.1 and horticulture assignment 1. I must say, we did a last minute job again. Thanks to PERRY (course manager)! Bloody hell. Ok shall not complain much. Things happen for a reason right?? So yea. The assignments we last minute, but fruitful! Like... During P2's crit, Swee (lecturer) did not criticize that much on our work. She even said 'Good effort, well done!'. Whoa, Lucky me! Lucky us!! Though I thought if given more time, we could have done better in our analysis.

Orchard road is like our second home! Well, maybe the fifth or the sixth for me... I have so many homes. ahahha. ok lame. But yea. We keep going down to orchard road! Alamakkkk boring seyyyy... I don't know how long this would take but yea... it sux. Hey, but I think I fell in love with Emerald Hill Road! Ouh I SO loveee the shop houses!!! So can't wait to camwhore tomorrow. Imagine, for the next assignment, we have to take pictures from 9am - 6 pm!!! Like what the!!! I know. Have to do photo mapping of the human traffic in orchard road. Luckily it is divided into 4 parts. Haha. Dun understand right?? nevermind.

Basically we have to take pictures of 9 am, 12 nn, 3 pm and 6 pm shots. in between these time, we will most probably... lepak. No I dun do lepaks. Thats y its 'most probably'. So what to do? Cam whore!!! hahah. Cool lah. So can't wait!!

Then. Uhh... Dunno lah, Life so hectic. Projects projects PROJECTS. I don't even have time to get enough sleep! And money flows out like water. Pfft. Haha.

This P2 consumes alot of things you know. Sometimes I just wonder if I am doing the right thing. But Most of the time, I know what I am doing. Haha, Nvm. Lame!!

P/s: I wonder if ziza's fish died.

Updates after so long...

I forgot when was the last time I blogged but it seems that it has been such a long time since i last updated my blog. So anyways, let me trace back.

Today, which is Sunday. Woke up late. Haha. Supposed to meet up with the group at 10 but I WOKE UP at 10. Lol. Standard. But you don't know why I woke up late. Now here's the part!

Yesterday, Saturday. Went to JB. Left home at 6+ and went to the tailor, then went to the car shop. We waited for like 4 hours for the cars to be done. Ayah tinted the windows and pasted a sticker for the windscreen. cool. Tinted windows. But still can see through... But still... Nina kept saying "Yay! At least the banglas at the back of lorries which would pass our car in future, can't see me clearly... I don't need to hide already!! Wee~" and I was like, "Hello! The one whom they get to see is only me or matin! The chances of them seeing you is like 40/60! You are the one sitting in the middle sit. And looking out the window is my hobby, so obviously, I am blocking you and they can will see me. So I am the one who should be happy! Pfft." And Zalillah went " Alah, anak raja lah katakan... " The funny thing, me and nina gave a face and said "What ther, NO Link!" Lol. So anyway, we drove up to... nvm. I'll skip that part. Not worth remembering. haha. Teet. Next!

Then went to jusco at permas. uhhh... After that went to Senibong. Wheee... Now I know the spelling. I saw the name at the road sign. Pfft. Tu pon suke. And I saw... Serina Redzwan. ok watever, moving on. The causeway to Singapore was packed around 11. And there were plans to stay overnight at the Zon hotel or Hyatt. But the hotels were fully booked. TV3's JomHeboh stuff. Kentot. so. We lepak at some place until three. I couldn't help but sleep. But of course I couldn't sleep comfortably uh... in fact, it was a very... tiring and painful sleep. Hahaha. Ok lets call it a nap instead. We only reached the second link at 3 am. It was empty. Cool. I know. Haha.

So, Thats y I woke up late. And just now, those kids went to wild wild wet. Me? Project... Lol. Kesian kan aku?? haha. takper. I kinda hate my life but i love my life. Pathetic. I can't even decide for myself. Anyway. Things will get much better. Look on the bright side of life :D

Ok I wanna sleep before lose my appetite! :D Nitey nites!

Can I cry??

I am so tired. [when will I stop saying this??]
But yeah, I'm damn tired, I wanna sleep but I can't!!

Today. Was a blow. The crit for my group was... PFFT! ARGh!!! So irritating! I hate this feeling. But as Ziza's baba's sayings. "Do better in the next assignment!" Lol. Yea... Gonna do better ayte. Wallahi, I could've fainted right up front there with most of the eyes staring at me... [Dah lah tak santap pagi!] But I have to say, I manage to control myself. It's kinda expected that the results will be disappointing. But we'll do better in the next assignment. Now that I am just worried. Can I cry?? I am soooo worried!!! What if we don't do better in the next submission??

Anyway...

Tomorrow, the whole family on my father's side is gonna have dinner at Senibong! wheee.... Eat again?? I think I need to get a new weighing scale. I really do. At the rate I am eating, I might have diabetes when I reach 40 or nvm...

Just yesterday night, I ate Spaghetti, chicken cutlet and fish & chips. Just now, I went to eat at Arab st. Had some rice at baba's place, then went to eat gado-gado and then satay kajang. Not forgetting the indulgence of biscuits in my bag. What ther. Ate a damn lot and I must say, I think I am gaining more weight. [Perut aku mcm nak buncit jer, tapi MACAM ajer... Belum buncit lagi...]

Well, that practically means, my appetite is getting better and my health too, I guess. I'll just need sleep! So... Amirah, you know what to do!!

-Ouh damn, I have to wait for Geraldine's call. -.-"

I'll be out of Singapore tomorrow from 6 am. How cool is that? Not cool if I dun get enough sleep!

Just some updates :)

Never in my Junior life, had I been this tired, sick, busy... whatever "shit in" synonyms you can think of. Oh yeaaa.... I am in deep shit. It's my health deteriorating, it's my grades thats gonna get affected... Anywhere I choose to go, I am in deep shit.

But I'm Choosing to look at the bright side. Like seriously, life sucks pretty badly right now. But I chose to be with the right person. Chose to see the right person. And I am happy living my life with that person. That's pretty good.

Anyways, with that particular person, I watched Hancock... Yea. We did. Haha. Thanks to Uncle Pat, Mummy and Daddy. And whoever related. But I was glad I went out with them. Though my head was half-filled with thinking about tomorrow's submission. -Damn. Don't these people -so called, lecturers, stop making our lives miserable or what.

Been busy with my Project 2 assignment. Only the first part and I am -Sian. Anyway, forget it. I am damn tired already. Tomorrow is submission/presentation. And I have a meeting at 4 in town. And there I go with the DSLR again. :T

Ok. Nvm. I gotta go now. Will blog soon!