My new blog playlist

I had embbeded a new blog playlist named 'blog 2'.
There are 2 particular songs which I had 'just' liked.
If I were a boy by beyonce knowles - I would dedicate this to those who had girls -like me, heart broken. hahaha.
Halo by Beyonce Knowles - this would be dedicated to my little miss Angel who had been there for me.

*Trust me, Its hard for me to give commendations to anybody*

I know why now

Basically what happened today was that, me and Ziza were late for school today for 30 minutesss!!! Trust me, this is the first time that we've been this late in our 'star karat' lives. But anyways, not much were lost. We will try not to do that anymore *Lifts right hand*

Then we went back to Elias Mall to have our 'free lunch'.. *hehe* Then we figured out that we had to go back to school to print something (for our assignment)...

Left the shop for my house and after doing the stuff we need for printing, ayah turned on karaoke. So I started... (sekian lama aku tak karaoke) Ziza had apparently kept herself busy with her dubsdubs. And so I kept myself busy lah. *winkwink*

So then, after some persuasion... [This is HOTSTUFF!!] Dearie ZizyZieza got a hold of that MIC!!! I had a blast of a time after singing 3 discs of songs. She sung about 3 and she claimed she was tired! Haha. No doubt lah. But yea, her voice is commendable ok. I shall be proud that I got to listen to her sing. Because I know, not everybody has that chance. I think you'd have to give her sufficient endorphins in order to get her to do that 'taboo' stuff. Lols.

So another taboo stuff we did, We brought Mikhail (my small bro) and Hykel (her cousin) to Temasek Polytechnic! I think we did a bit of attention grabbing there... and we kinda 'made' a thrill out of it.

So basically, that was it. Haha. Of course other stuff happened lah, But, If i were to put it all down, then it would be a logbook now, wouldn't it?

*And I need the push!*

something from someone

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

"I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'."

"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance

"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."

"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone."

People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."


"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn." "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."



APPRECIATE THINGS AROUND YOU...THERE'S A REASON WHY ALLAH DID THAT.

*No, you can't cubit my pipi... why? because you are so far away! haha.*

Similar

This Guy and I... We share the same problem...

Here are two posts grabbed from his blog and it exactly explains how I feel now and before.

You try to be special but you know its impossible. Why? Because you're just too afraid. That's me. I'm afraid. In my mind, I got all the words I want to say. But I just can't let it out somehow. I'll tell myself to wait for the right moment but the right moment, never seem to come. As it goes on and on, the moment you wanted so badly just fades away. That's when I realised. That moment I'm waiting for...The perfect moment, to say all i want to say...will never come and the only reason to it is that you actually create your own moment. Its not predestined, coincidental nor fate. All this while, the perfect moment had been created by the sole person who wanted it more, me. I've created the perfect moment. I took risk. I didn't care what will happen nor was I afraid. I was brave. And that's me, a while back but not anymore.

Now I'm a troubled person whose too afraid and hiding behind a fake smile and wretched self-denial. A self-denial world where nothing is happening and it makes me seemed like I don't care at all. Thus, I threw away opportunities, I threw away the possibilities, I threw away every single thing I endeared. I'm just locked in one side of the room with nothing at all. Just some tactless and futile dreams I once had.

I miss the old me. The old me who knew what he wanted. brave. undeterred. created and grabbed opportunities. I wonder where is he now...

written by Shafiq Bin Shah Ni at 2:22 AM 0 comments

I wonder what's the purpose of keeping online blogs when you can't really trully be sincere in your entries. So why do I bother?

I decided to give Structural Bio a miss today knowing that I've never did skipped the module once before. So, why not? Spend the time in school before heading to Queensway with Ariff and Hadi. God knows how many time I've been to that place and it has always been for the same thing. Going there on Thursday morning as well.

There's so many things bothering me right now. Not like its surprising. But it doesn't matter because in my world...there's only me, me and me. I better sleep and make sure I finish up my report for good and not get distracted.

written by Shafiq Bin Shah Ni at 11:05 PM 0 comments

http://www.pushing-thesenses.blogspot.com/

*this guy is a blogger friend of mine. We haven't really met actually.

Surprise SURPRISE!

Had a surprise today. I was really shocked. Like a lot of times!!
Haha.

Ok, the surprise which Mr.A had plotted was with the assistance of Ziza and Hakam *kentot*

Me, mika and nani slept over ziza's place in response to mama gi's invitation (trust me, nenek wasn't happy at all). The plan was to watch 'Sing to the Dawn' today... So yeah... Hykel (Ziza's 9 year old cuz also sleptover) And damn, we had loads of fun 'babysitting'!

I'll blog about how the surprise went another day because I'm having a flu right now... Its getting heavier. haha.

Whatever it is... To Mr.A, with all due respect, thank you for your efforts.
I hope you still remembered what we had talked about.

*I had only realized today how clever my sister, nani, is! Ya Allah.

*Only to Him I surrender*

Dj and kendarat...

I currently have a sore throat. How cool is that?
I think I got it from Ziza, who got it from her bro...

Ok So on Sunday, we were super duper busy... As busy as a bee.
We had a wedding to attend to...
I was at the Dj, as usual, and Ziza and the rest was with Ibu doing kendarat...
Haha. Had fun but there were also some important lessons that I've learnt.

Lesson number 1 : Always Give And Take!

hahaha.
Best nyer.

Ok thanks Mr.A for the wake up call. Still I fell back to sleep.
Haha.
Tmr ok!

Pics attached to prev post.

Ziza's Epok-Epok!!

My Epok-epok!! See the Green Dot?? Cute Right?? hahahaha

The naughty Grasshopper!!

We went like "Ew! Ew! Ew!!!! ew!!...." *Rolls eyes...*

Wheee!!! What a great day!!! RatRace!

So let's start with morning...
Slept at Ziza's place yesterday cos I was lazy to go home... haha.
So yeah, first time in how many days, I slept at 12 mn!! Usually its like 2 or 3am... 5 am maybe... and sometimes... 7 am the next day!!!
And Today was good because in such a long time... I have not been doing my Subuh Prayers... so after doing it, I felt great uh. Should not miss Subuh prayers that often... Subuh Prayers made my day!! Whee~ kudos!!

And then... we went to sleep again... ZzZzzz.... Tired mah. hehe. Shouldn't have done that... 'tak afdal' hahaha.. So we went to Elias Mall... hahaha. Lols. At 10... although Ayah or Mama had told us to come earlier... PFft...

But at Elias, we had so much fun!! Haha. Daddy and Uncle Keypad (Both Ziza's uncles), Baba (Ziza's grandma) and Hykel (Ziza's cousin) came to help. HAHAHA. Big huge laughtersss.... We made epok-epok and Me and Ziza competed to see who claimed nicer... first attempt, mine was nicer... second attempt, Ziza's was. Well. I just can't work well under pressure now, can I?

Ok let me tell you of this one part where we wanted to send hykel to one of the roads where Daddy was waiting to pick him up. We ended up racing... Like we took different routes and see who reached the car first. And Me and Ziza ended up running, Like THAT NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE!!!

So what happened during the race? Well, DUH something happened!! After sending hykel to daddy's car, Hykel forgot his PSP so we went back.. Race again... But Ziza did not follow me cos she wanted to enjoy the air-con in daddy's car. So, it's left with me and Hykel... so then, raced back to daddy's car again. Then we asked daddy who's epok-epok looked more nicer. Of course Ziza's. Then... Hykel forgot to bring back food. Lols. So This time, Ziza and I raced with Hykel. We took the main entrance route and Hykel took the 7-11 route. Yet again, we won. But the 'penunggu'-cum-security guard had told us to stop running. Anyway...

For the race back to daddy's car, we decided to swap routes...(Pity Hykel, He is always losing) So yeah we did. we took the 7-11 route. And guess what?? When I was about to pull the door open to go into 7-11, there is like a damn big GRASSHOPPER lah sey!!! Ya Allah... We came to a halt and started to scream. ahaha. Belo sak... Then we took a turn and followed the main entrance route instead. Just because of a Grasshopper!! hahaha. When we were about to reach daddy's car, we saw Hykel came out of 7-11. Pelik betul lah tu budak... hahaha Still he lost... *Ouch. The ant-bite is making my foot itchy! -Mopiko pls!!!* Itu namanye, TAKDIR hahaha. It has been fated Hykel, that you'd lose in our races... Muaahahaahaa.... Omg. Evil!!

Hmm what else... Ouh! On the way back!! Ziza started hitting my face with the small pillow. KEntot. So we ended up having a small pillow fight... Hahahaha... And Ayah was like "Ape korang buat ni? Sampai bergoyang-goyang kereta ayah... Terbuka pintu tu nanti..." And we were laughing like.... Our silent laugh which only the 'huk.... huk!... huk!!' could be heard. Lols.

So Fun lah... Amyra Azist is soooo coming back!

*Die jeling kat aku!!!*

Dates and Tsunami

So... Our date with Farah Hannan and Lynn Bahar is cancelled...
So is my date with Mr.A this Saturday... Ape ni? orang cancel2 date... suke2 jer!

Anyways, today marks the end of our Japanese class. I got second for my Japanese listening test. I got wrong for one question!!! Argh! Careless... Did not listen to the question carefully...
But I did not really study for the test... So anyways...

Someone asked me about why the tsunami happened on boxing day 2006 at Aceh, Indonesia. To him, His act was merciless but it was for a Merciful cause.
So I explained my thoughts.

'You see... There was something in the Al-Quran that I've read about Allah s.w.t sending reminders to countries... where by the people are mostly 'ingkar'. In other words, if you want your country to be safe from disasters, more citizens should be believers of the True Religion. (Wallahu Alam)

So why Indonesia? Look at the situation now. The condition of the political leaders... The chaos in the country... (I won't emphasize on the conditions there as I would not wanna run and be carried away from the topic) So Allah s.w.t is only giving a reminder to these people.

But why Aceh where there are lots of innocent people, majority living in poverty?
Well, to me, there are two reasons.

1) If you were to think about it rationally... Do you think life would be better if the innocent lives in heaven (Taking to consideration that more than half of the sacrificed are children) or continue living life in this world with their life full of lies and sins?

2) Why innocent people? Why don't Allah s.w.t just give some disaster to the people who have been creating the problems? Wallahu alam misawab but to me... These people who are creating problems, are people who can change the world. If these people were to be banished, who would take care of the country? These reminders are just to remind these people who are powerful, that Allah s.w.t still exists and that they should not misuse their powers and use it to help the weak. For if they were to misuse them, they should know whats in for them in day of judgment.'

So that is what I think lah. Basically... Any dissensions? Keep it to yourself k :D

I wanna watch Sing To The Dawn!!!

*Alahh... Cute nyeee~! So Clever!!!*

Its the Weekend

Friday night.
Some miracle happened. I got some message. I got my answers.

Saturday.
I did not had enough sleep the day before. So basically I was 'sick'. Personally, I don't blame the chatting. Its the... (Omg- does this mean that I have to let ziza read my diary now??) You know how depressing it has been for me lately. And I couldn't sleep. He was just accompanying me because I couldn't sleep. It has never been on purpose that I......

Ok. Fine. PEOPLE. It has been a depressing month for me! That's why I got sick. And I think I am lucky I got sick. Because while I was sick, I did not go out on Sunday. And on Sunday, it was the day... A day I had been waiting for for the past 2 months. And Syukur Alhamdulillah for that.

Ibu, Ayah, mama nur, aiyee... nenek, baba and busu. I am sorry. I will try to heal the situation. Though I feel it is out of my means. After Sunday, I feel it... The loss... Everything. We came back to life. I came back to LIFE!

Sunday.

Never had Felt better since that night. Being deprived of sleep doesn't make me sick, sayang. Being depressed and exhausted does. Might wanna look a little bit deeper. :D

Some words for my dear bestie

I had other things in mind to blog about... but I think I'd prioritize on this first. I thought that the tagboard was too 'small' so I decided to do a blog post reply instead.

The night I showed you my multiply blog, it was not accidental. It was on purpose. I knew I had to show you that. I could not keep anything from you anymore. I would feel very wrong if I were to keep anything from you. I had to put up an act lah basically. Zima, hope u understand. I wasn't quite sure if what i was doing was right.

There's a lot of things I want to explain... But I can't. You have to ask me personally. You know I am the kind of person whom wants the other party to seem fairly interested before I tell them anything or everything...

Its been hard on me lah you know.

But you know what?? I can fairly say that over saturday night, when I got sick, I got my answers to my prayers and I thank God for that moment in time. I will leave my 'sick o' self', I WILL be a better person. I am leaving all that behind now. And I'm sure, the moments you'll have by my side would never be dull, again, from this point onwards. And like I told you. I would not blog on my multiply blog about you anymore.

I won't sleep late again. I don't promise you this. But I promise you I'll be more disciplined. I'll be my old Amyra Azist again. :DD

Alhamdulillah.

'Hot' Day

Today, Ziza, nurmani, and rabia.... and ZIMA! watched THE COFFIN! whee....~ hahahaha. Good... full of suspense... Shocking...

We bought the hsm3 combo and ziza vowed to throw the popcorn bits to those people who are like... making noise... haha. but she only threw it at rabia cos she was giggling and all... and trust me... the guys sitting behind us was like... so noisy!!!

Hmm... In all, I had fun lah. hahah. miss those peeps.
Esp zima.
Lols

Amyra Azist Is coming back!

I have one confession.
I apologize for not blogging that frequently.
But that is only because I have nothing much to tell about these few days...
*now that doesnt sound like me, does it?*
I know, I used to just blog, even though I know the content is crap. But I don't know why, these few weeks hadn't been the same for me.

Let's see. Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I skipped lecture to finish up a draft. Lol. And luckily for us... the lecturer was so understanding. Phew!

Should I tell you about my groupmate who is like so the tongong? haha. Or the one who is cute but blur? or the one who is so called, Mr. Reliable?? OR the insurance agent wanna be? or... oh!! My toilet buddie!! hahaha. Japanese class is so fun... when you come to think of it. But sometimes, it can also be quite stressful.

*Phew! this is so tiring...*

Can I watch HSM3 again?

I am a very confused person right now...
Maybe its more to 'A girl, full of dilemmas'

I'm sorry I can't disclose anything...

P.s: Ne, Re, Zima, you guys might know.

Always asking...
Forever listening...