Setiap kali aku ingin jatuh untuk kamu
Ada sesuatu yang menarikku jauh darimu
Yang dapat membuat hati ine keliru
Akan isi hatinya sendiri.
Tuhan adakah ini jalan untukku
Adakah harus ku menerima dia
Mengapa Tuhan, mengapa harus aku
Yakinkanlah aku
Acapkali ku terbaca
Surat-surat yang dikirimkan
Hati menjadi senang
Ingin sekali aku berada disisimu
Tetapi setelah beberapa masa berlalu
Aku jadi keliru semula
Adakah ini tersurat untukku
Tolonglah aku
Pemergianmukan membuat rindu
Namun keberadaanmu kan membuatku rimas
Mengapa begini jadinya
Sejak setahun yang lalu
Tidak dapat aku jelaskan...
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
When the time comes...
My head is spinning
My heart is throbbing
My body is shaking
Every breath of mine is shrinking
Put the past behind me
Ease all the pain that had been hurting me
You come to me with regret
I'd open my arms so wide, you'll never forget
Forgiving is all that I could do
I don't want our time to be wasted
With you being one of my hated
Let's just ask what if we are fated?
Then if we are
You'd bring me to the moon
You would turn a tear of mine into a star
Such that everyone could see from afar
Then if we aren't
You'd promise to be my guardian angel
Not letting me fall from your eyes
Praying that he would give me happiness of a lifetime
But then you wouldn't know
That you are my laughter
That you are my sorrow
That you are my everything, would you?
Embrace me with your care
Our sorrows we will share
For when the time comes
We will be together again...
Amy©
My heart is throbbing
My body is shaking
Every breath of mine is shrinking
Put the past behind me
Ease all the pain that had been hurting me
You come to me with regret
I'd open my arms so wide, you'll never forget
Forgiving is all that I could do
I don't want our time to be wasted
With you being one of my hated
Let's just ask what if we are fated?
Then if we are
You'd bring me to the moon
You would turn a tear of mine into a star
Such that everyone could see from afar
Then if we aren't
You'd promise to be my guardian angel
Not letting me fall from your eyes
Praying that he would give me happiness of a lifetime
But then you wouldn't know
That you are my laughter
That you are my sorrow
That you are my everything, would you?
Embrace me with your care
Our sorrows we will share
For when the time comes
We will be together again...
Amy©
Hey3...
Guess what? Yesterday my father sound me again. He asked why don't I go for the Anugerah audition next year since I am of age? Hahahaha! Is my voice that nice? I'd probably make a fool of myself. Ok, wait... maybe I should go and see my standard. But no way I'm going to abandon my studies for stardom. Haha... Though I love the entertainment industry... Maybe I'll go for shoots, modeling, or writing songs and singing them, put it inside the net so that people could listen and rate. I love entertaining but I don't look forward to being popular... Seriously. Let me tell you something. My family have links to the entertainment industry in Singapore. My father, auntie and uncle are into acting. If i wanna act, they can give me offers. Which they had but I turned them down. Haha. OK I know what you are thinking. My cousin is into the music scene, he has arranged songs for Khairil Yusof. I am also related to Deanna Manto, the First Lady model who happens to be an actress too... haha. Maybe the time has not come for me yet. I would like to study first laa... Show to people who looked down on me and my family that I can prove them wrong. OKAY?
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
I'm movin' on...
I'm leavin' him behind. There are others who wants to be with me. Cried buckets and now I'm going to throw that bucket out of my sight! OK now im chatting with guys i know at friendster. hope all goes well. but no matter what, I'll hold on to what mdm marini told me. Pelajaran harus didahulukan. :D thanks cikgu... and thanks zima.
Monday, September 17, 2007
okay...
Things are going on well right now for me. It's the vacations and I am like free. But I'm tired okay. Just now, So many things happened... It was submission. But we pulled it through eventually. That's quite okay. umms... so. I thought for the second time. I shouldn't be angry at him cos he told me the truth. That was what I had always looked forward too haha... but you know, I'm still disappointed. I'll go with the flow lar... just go with it. Follow God's will. People, if you know who I'm talking about here, go see his blog. Haha... so funny!!! I was laughing all the way. Cute sia...
Argh...
I so "hate" him... I REALLY DO! REALLY! SERIOUSLY. GO AND FIND ANOTHER GUY!!!!
YEAH GREAT IDEA... ITS NOT WORTH YOUR TEARS GURL
YEAH GREAT IDEA... ITS NOT WORTH YOUR TEARS GURL
Sunday, September 16, 2007
some bulletins... i'm bored oready...
1. What is more difficult: looking into
someones eyes when telling how you
feel,or looking into someones eyes when
they tell you how they feel?
- Telling how I feel... Doinks! Thats y i don't usually do that... muahehe
2.Think of the last time you were angry.
Why were you angry?
-umm... let me see... just now at my brother. Because of him, My sis and I got scolded!
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
- Parents... My mom. esp. If I have time, I would just send an sms. more cheaper. haha jk.
4. If you could do anything OR wish
anything, what would it be?
- Wish that i could have more wishes so that I won't run out of them.
5. You can have one of the following two
things: trust or love?
- trust!!!
6. You are walking to work. There is a
dog drowning in the canal on the side of
the street. Your boss told you if you
are late one more time you're fired. Do
you save the dog?
- No! I'll find somebody, a chinese or and Indian to save it. It's a dog and i cant touch it. Unless if its a Kitten or a cat, then it would be a different story. And what the heck would a dog be doing in a canal??? fishing?
7. Would you or have you ever
blackmailed someone?
- No. I have better things to do like answering questions from this questionaire which i don't think serves any purpose.
8. Think of the last person who you know
that died. You have the chance to give
them 1 hour of life back, but you have
to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
- Azeez's ex. No. I wouldn't. If its time for you to go, you go. Unless if it's one of my family member's or my mom's!
9. Are you the kind of friend that you
would want to have as a friend?
- Umm duh.
10. Does sex=love?
- no. Even the dictionary doesn't define it as that. Its more to an intercourse between a male and female.
11. Are you old fashioned?
- As in? No I guess but in terms of love and bringing up my children, I'd love that.
12. Would you marry someone if they were
unable to have sex?
- Yea. For now maybe. haha.
13. What would be harder for you, to
tell someone you love them or that you
do not love them back?
- Telling them I love them.
14. What do you think would be the
hardest thing for you to give up?
- My Family and my dignity
15. Romantic love, when was the last
time you told someone you loved them?
- Forgot. I show, I don't tell!
16. If you had to go back in time and
change one thing, if you HAD to, even if
you have "no regrets" what would you change?
- Umm change my looks? haha.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are
alone, it is raining outside, you hear
someone walking around outside your
window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- My mom.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR
if they were dying?
- I dunno how to do CPR. I might be sued...
19. You are holding onto your
grandmother's dying hand and the hand of
a newborn that you do not know as they
hang over the edge of a cliff. You have
to let one go to save the other which
one would it be?
- The newborn. If I have to, I'd die with my granny. I swear. But I'm talking about my granny from my mother's side. not the other one. My other granny umm... yea i'd save her.
20. When and how was the last time you
told someone how you REALLY feel?
- I dunno. I write. I don't tell. But maybe i'll sing.
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you
are going to die?
- Haha. Nope. Not yet
22. What do you do with your remaining days?
- Pray and spend time with my family members.
23. Would you be afraid?
- yes... maybe.
someones eyes when telling how you
feel,or looking into someones eyes when
they tell you how they feel?
- Telling how I feel... Doinks! Thats y i don't usually do that... muahehe
2.Think of the last time you were angry.
Why were you angry?
-umm... let me see... just now at my brother. Because of him, My sis and I got scolded!
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
- Parents... My mom. esp. If I have time, I would just send an sms. more cheaper. haha jk.
4. If you could do anything OR wish
anything, what would it be?
- Wish that i could have more wishes so that I won't run out of them.
5. You can have one of the following two
things: trust or love?
- trust!!!
6. You are walking to work. There is a
dog drowning in the canal on the side of
the street. Your boss told you if you
are late one more time you're fired. Do
you save the dog?
- No! I'll find somebody, a chinese or and Indian to save it. It's a dog and i cant touch it. Unless if its a Kitten or a cat, then it would be a different story. And what the heck would a dog be doing in a canal??? fishing?
7. Would you or have you ever
blackmailed someone?
- No. I have better things to do like answering questions from this questionaire which i don't think serves any purpose.
8. Think of the last person who you know
that died. You have the chance to give
them 1 hour of life back, but you have
to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
- Azeez's ex. No. I wouldn't. If its time for you to go, you go. Unless if it's one of my family member's or my mom's!
9. Are you the kind of friend that you
would want to have as a friend?
- Umm duh.
10. Does sex=love?
- no. Even the dictionary doesn't define it as that. Its more to an intercourse between a male and female.
11. Are you old fashioned?
- As in? No I guess but in terms of love and bringing up my children, I'd love that.
12. Would you marry someone if they were
unable to have sex?
- Yea. For now maybe. haha.
13. What would be harder for you, to
tell someone you love them or that you
do not love them back?
- Telling them I love them.
14. What do you think would be the
hardest thing for you to give up?
- My Family and my dignity
15. Romantic love, when was the last
time you told someone you loved them?
- Forgot. I show, I don't tell!
16. If you had to go back in time and
change one thing, if you HAD to, even if
you have "no regrets" what would you change?
- Umm change my looks? haha.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are
alone, it is raining outside, you hear
someone walking around outside your
window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- My mom.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR
if they were dying?
- I dunno how to do CPR. I might be sued...
19. You are holding onto your
grandmother's dying hand and the hand of
a newborn that you do not know as they
hang over the edge of a cliff. You have
to let one go to save the other which
one would it be?
- The newborn. If I have to, I'd die with my granny. I swear. But I'm talking about my granny from my mother's side. not the other one. My other granny umm... yea i'd save her.
20. When and how was the last time you
told someone how you REALLY feel?
- I dunno. I write. I don't tell. But maybe i'll sing.
21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you
are going to die?
- Haha. Nope. Not yet
22. What do you do with your remaining days?
- Pray and spend time with my family members.
23. Would you be afraid?
- yes... maybe.
Irsyaad Tuhanku...
Aku berfikir sejenak tadi siang. Berfikir tentang persahabatanku dengan si dia. Adakah kita akan berterusan begini, sepi, sepatah diberi, sepatah dijawab, atau dapatkah kita berteman seperti dulu kala, riang, tertawa bersama, menagins bersama. Ku pinta Irsyaad dari Ya Khudayah. Selepas solat asar, Aku mempunyai sesuatu keinginan. Keinginan untuk membaca Blog si dia. Dan selepas membaca, aku berasa amat tenang. Amat bahagia. Namun, itu semua berakhir apabila aku menghatar sms kepadanya. Ada seorang lagi gadis yang disukainya selain aku. Hancur segalanya. Maghrib tiba dan ku memohon lagi kepada Yang Kuasa. Kini, aku tidak tahu apa yang harus kulakukan.
Shucks...
After sometime of not being in contact, and after he said he doesn't trust me anymore, and now he asked me out with friends. What is it that he wants? I don;t know what I can offer him. Not being trusted by him is already butt-kicking hard. Facing someone who doesn't trust me. It is equivalent to watching me die and falling in hell. Heck I so hate not being trusted. But it's unreasonable. Maybe he did not mean it. Maybe he still trusts me. God! Its really really really hard I tell you. Every day, I'd think about him. I miss him sometimes but sometimes his stupidity just makes me want to shoot him with a sniper, HEADSHOT. I so hope he is reading this. Not because I want to hurt him. But because I hope I can understand his feelings. He keeps saying he still has an eye-candy on me. He sent me a message. "How can I say you are beautiful when I can't take my eyes off you" which somehow I don't exactly know what he means. That's why communication is needed isn't it? Haizz... My MSN friend Ahmad Khalis Sharil has been helping me all the while. Thanks guy. Hope I can sort things out...
Friday, September 14, 2007
1.What time did u go to bed?
when? Last night? It was like at 3.30 a.m…
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this
morning?
Getting ready for school.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching soccer. Trust me it was a waste of time.
4. What is something that happened to
you in 1994?
I was four and I think it was the time when I learned how to sing.
5. What is the last thing you said
aloud?
“Kayu pelan-pelan, not Kayuh okay!” to the Chinese girls in my class who doesn’t seem to know how to use the printer.
6. How many different things did you
drink today?
Tea only. I’m Fasting ok.
7. What color is your hairbrush?
Hairbrush spoils my hair. My comb is blue in colour.
8. What was the last thing you bought?
Umm… mount board.
9. What is(are) your favorite color(s)?
Black, grey, brown and white.
10. What color is your front door?
Yellow
11. Where do you keep your change?
in the pocket if my jeans. Couldn’t be in my shoe right?
12. What was the weather like today?
Raining, but it stopped when I sang.
13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
cookies n cream… yeah!
14. What is something you are excited
about?
I don’t know, Guys? haha
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
At the fountain in my school.
16. Do you have a sister?
yes. Two!
17. Are you very random?
Verrrry!
18. Do you want to cut your hair?
If it grows longer that is.
19. Are you over the age of 25?
im 16! Noooooooo…….
20. Do you talk a lot?
Yea… could say that. I sing a lot too….
21. Do you watch The O.C.?
nope.
22. Does your screen name have an "x"
in it?
umm nope
23. Do you know anyone named Steve?
steve? Blues clues guy? Haha.
24. Do you make up your own words?
Yes, I did just now…
26. Are you typically a jealous person?
yea. A lil bit…
27. Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "B":
B? Barney? Can?
29. Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "J":
J? Jasmine.
30. Who's the 1st person on your
received calls list?
My friend Azizah
31. What did the last text message you
received say?
Tarmizi, telling me to wish Fatimah Happy Birthday! Yay!
32. Do you chew on your straws?
Sometimes when I’m bored. But usually I pop them.
33. Do you have curly hair?
Nope.
34. When is the next concert you're
going to?
I dunno
35. Who is the worst person in your
life?
Worst? Liars.
36. How many times have you cursed
today?
2? 3?
37. What is something you say a lot?
Merepek uh!
38. What is the last thing you ate?
hot dog rolls
39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
err.. no
40. Do you have work tomorrow?
yea. Can say so… though its not work exactly.
41. Is your best friend older than you?
yea like 2 yrs?
42. When was the last time you said "I
love you"? ..
long long ago……
43. What should you be doing now?
Sleeping. I am so dizzy.
44. Do you wish you had a different
name?
I have one and it’s Seed Eed.
45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
maybe that’s y im tall.
47. What is the best movie you've seen
in the past two weeks?
A walk in the clouds and Akeelah and the bee
48. Is there anyone you like right now?
yes… some cool guy… nyaha…
49. When was the last time you did the
dishes?
umm just now.
when? Last night? It was like at 3.30 a.m…
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this
morning?
Getting ready for school.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching soccer. Trust me it was a waste of time.
4. What is something that happened to
you in 1994?
I was four and I think it was the time when I learned how to sing.
5. What is the last thing you said
aloud?
“Kayu pelan-pelan, not Kayuh okay!” to the Chinese girls in my class who doesn’t seem to know how to use the printer.
6. How many different things did you
drink today?
Tea only. I’m Fasting ok.
7. What color is your hairbrush?
Hairbrush spoils my hair. My comb is blue in colour.
8. What was the last thing you bought?
Umm… mount board.
9. What is(are) your favorite color(s)?
Black, grey, brown and white.
10. What color is your front door?
Yellow
11. Where do you keep your change?
in the pocket if my jeans. Couldn’t be in my shoe right?
12. What was the weather like today?
Raining, but it stopped when I sang.
13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
cookies n cream… yeah!
14. What is something you are excited
about?
I don’t know, Guys? haha
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
At the fountain in my school.
16. Do you have a sister?
yes. Two!
17. Are you very random?
Verrrry!
18. Do you want to cut your hair?
If it grows longer that is.
19. Are you over the age of 25?
im 16! Noooooooo…….
20. Do you talk a lot?
Yea… could say that. I sing a lot too….
21. Do you watch The O.C.?
nope.
22. Does your screen name have an "x"
in it?
umm nope
23. Do you know anyone named Steve?
steve? Blues clues guy? Haha.
24. Do you make up your own words?
Yes, I did just now…
26. Are you typically a jealous person?
yea. A lil bit…
27. Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "B":
B? Barney? Can?
29. Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "J":
J? Jasmine.
30. Who's the 1st person on your
received calls list?
My friend Azizah
31. What did the last text message you
received say?
Tarmizi, telling me to wish Fatimah Happy Birthday! Yay!
32. Do you chew on your straws?
Sometimes when I’m bored. But usually I pop them.
33. Do you have curly hair?
Nope.
34. When is the next concert you're
going to?
I dunno
35. Who is the worst person in your
life?
Worst? Liars.
36. How many times have you cursed
today?
2? 3?
37. What is something you say a lot?
Merepek uh!
38. What is the last thing you ate?
hot dog rolls
39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
err.. no
40. Do you have work tomorrow?
yea. Can say so… though its not work exactly.
41. Is your best friend older than you?
yea like 2 yrs?
42. When was the last time you said "I
love you"? ..
long long ago……
43. What should you be doing now?
Sleeping. I am so dizzy.
44. Do you wish you had a different
name?
I have one and it’s Seed Eed.
45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
maybe that’s y im tall.
47. What is the best movie you've seen
in the past two weeks?
A walk in the clouds and Akeelah and the bee
48. Is there anyone you like right now?
yes… some cool guy… nyaha…
49. When was the last time you did the
dishes?
umm just now.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
How Emo am I?
You're emo around the edges.
You're not the emo-est of quiz-takers, but you lean in an emo direction. You feel angry and passionate on a regular basis, but you also have an easygoing side that keeps you grounded. You're naturally introspective, but you're not compelled to analyze every detail of your life—sometimes you'd rather shrug your shoulders and get on with the day. You understand why your emo friends seem so sensitive, but you also get why that drives your non-emo friends crazy. You're the happy medium of emo-ness! Not happy in the middle?
http://www.the-n.com/games/quiz_main.php
You're not the emo-est of quiz-takers, but you lean in an emo direction. You feel angry and passionate on a regular basis, but you also have an easygoing side that keeps you grounded. You're naturally introspective, but you're not compelled to analyze every detail of your life—sometimes you'd rather shrug your shoulders and get on with the day. You understand why your emo friends seem so sensitive, but you also get why that drives your non-emo friends crazy. You're the happy medium of emo-ness! Not happy in the middle?
http://www.the-n.com/games/quiz_main.php
Start of a new month that I've been waiting for...
Actually I wanted to welcome this new month in the Islamic calendar by praying terawih. But, I'm waving my 'red flag' so I can't... quite disappointed actually. But hey, look at the bright side. I can 'catch' the Lailatul'qadar night. But you know what? I have a friend who considers me as a friend. A friend who has listened to all my nonsense, held up with my craps and bringing me up when I fell. Its Siti Sarah Bte Othman Letak. When I can pray, I'll pray for her safety, her longevity and her safety in the hereafter. Thank you Allah, Oh Khudayah, for the fruits that you have presented to me, for the lessons you have taught me, and for the company you had brought me. Allahuakhbar!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
I'm Dead meaT!
Okay... here it is. It was my submission dateline at 8pm just now. Last minute, that baldy told us to do Dimensioning for our autocad exercises. Last Minute you know! so dateline pushed forward to 9 pm. Nevermind. My autocad Dimensioning feature faces some problem. My friend's too... So I couldn't finish it and now, I'm getting 20% off my marks. Dang! Stupid Computer! I was shouting at the CAD lab swearing... trust me. I was really pissed. Ouh! Before that, me and sarah went to the library to watch Akeelah and the bee... I cried ok! but it was funny! haha.... Siow me
Monday, September 10, 2007
I act like I'm 27... wow thats kinda old!
HOW OLD DO U ACT?...
put an X in the ones you do, then add
it up and thats your age!
[x] I know how to cook toast
[x] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual
conversations.
Total: 4
[x] I show up for school MOST of the
time unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total : 3
[x] I know how to run the dish washer
and/or do the dishes.
[ ]I can count to 5 in either
Spanish/French /German/Italian/etc.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something I do it. (can i put a dash as in sometimes?)
[x] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I study when I HAVE to.
[x] I pay attention at school.
[x] I remember to feed my pets
Total: 7
[x] I can spell experience without
looking it up..
[x] The first thing I do when i get
home is eat.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand jokes the first time
they are said. (But I won't laugh if its not funny)
[x] I can type fast
Total: 5
[x] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[x] I realize that no one will take you
seriously unless you are over the age
of 25 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
[x] I often give my friend an advice
just to correct them.
Total: 4
[x] I knew that the alphabet and
twinkle twinkle little star have the
same rythym
[x] You just checked
[x] I noticed rhythm is spelled wrong.
[x] you actually watch the weather
Total: 4
Repost as "I act like im ___"
put an X in the ones you do, then add
it up and thats your age!
[x] I know how to cook toast
[x] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual
conversations.
Total: 4
[x] I show up for school MOST of the
time unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total : 3
[x] I know how to run the dish washer
and/or do the dishes.
[ ]I can count to 5 in either
Spanish/French /German/Italian/etc.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something I do it. (can i put a dash as in sometimes?)
[x] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I study when I HAVE to.
[x] I pay attention at school.
[x] I remember to feed my pets
Total: 7
[x] I can spell experience without
looking it up..
[x] The first thing I do when i get
home is eat.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand jokes the first time
they are said. (But I won't laugh if its not funny)
[x] I can type fast
Total: 5
[x] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[x] I realize that no one will take you
seriously unless you are over the age
of 25 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
[x] I often give my friend an advice
just to correct them.
Total: 4
[x] I knew that the alphabet and
twinkle twinkle little star have the
same rythym
[x] You just checked
[x] I noticed rhythm is spelled wrong.
[x] you actually watch the weather
Total: 4
Repost as "I act like im ___"
something i found at friendster... zima posted it at the bulletins
L a s t
1. Person you saw = Irshaad
2. Talked to on the phone = My Nenek
3. Hugged = Umm My Nenek
4. Text = Some guy called Hilmi
5. Kiss = My Nenek! I love My Nenek!
t o d a y
1. wearing = T-shirt and jeans... Haven't change.
t o m o r r o w
1. Is = Tuesday...
2. Got any plans = Go to school and funk around.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow = I dunno. Meeting my lecturer I guess...
f a v o r i t e
1. Number = 23
2. Colors = Brown, Grey, Black n White.
3. Season = I dunno but its raining
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone = My Friends
2. Mood = Sad, Emotional... But this will be over soon.
3. Wanting = Lots of cool stuffs can?
Q: first thing to do this morning?
Watch TV!
Q: Last thing you ate:
Oh I know! Nasi Goreng Mamak at Mensa!
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Liars...
Q: What's annoying you right now?
My itchy nose and some guy who lies.
Q: Do you believe in long distance
relationships?
Yea... I guess so...
Q: Is there a person who is on your
mind right now?
Yes and I wish I could shove him up a donkey's ass.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
School.
Q: Do you smile often?
Yes! I live to smile.
Q: Do you think that a person is
thinking of you too?
Yeah... Hoping that I would forgive him I guess...
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty,
creativity)
Love
Q: Are you a friendly person?
Yesh I am!
Q: What were you doing at 9 last
night?
Watching Bruce Almighty!
Q: When is the last time you saw your
dad?
Umm.... Yesterday...
Q: Do you have more guy friends or
girl friends?
Good Question. I think Girls...
Q: When was the last time you cried?
In the bus just now.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
Nope.
Q: What was your last thought before
you went to sleep last night?
Tomorrow's gonna be better.
Q: What are you about to do?
chat with whoever comes online!
Q: What song are you listening to
right now?
Not Listening to any. oh wait, listening to a song my sister is singing, Rindu Serindu Rindunya. Haha... Macam mana tak hujan?
Q: Would you rather be single or in a
relationship?
Depends... But I think I need a Good Guy Friend.
Q: Do you ever check your phone
waiting for someone to call?
Hmm no. messages, yes!
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10
6... once i get over this catastrophe, It'll be TEN again...
1. Person you saw = Irshaad
2. Talked to on the phone = My Nenek
3. Hugged = Umm My Nenek
4. Text = Some guy called Hilmi
5. Kiss = My Nenek! I love My Nenek!
t o d a y
1. wearing = T-shirt and jeans... Haven't change.
t o m o r r o w
1. Is = Tuesday...
2. Got any plans = Go to school and funk around.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow = I dunno. Meeting my lecturer I guess...
f a v o r i t e
1. Number = 23
2. Colors = Brown, Grey, Black n White.
3. Season = I dunno but its raining
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone = My Friends
2. Mood = Sad, Emotional... But this will be over soon.
3. Wanting = Lots of cool stuffs can?
Q: first thing to do this morning?
Watch TV!
Q: Last thing you ate:
Oh I know! Nasi Goreng Mamak at Mensa!
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Liars...
Q: What's annoying you right now?
My itchy nose and some guy who lies.
Q: Do you believe in long distance
relationships?
Yea... I guess so...
Q: Is there a person who is on your
mind right now?
Yes and I wish I could shove him up a donkey's ass.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
School.
Q: Do you smile often?
Yes! I live to smile.
Q: Do you think that a person is
thinking of you too?
Yeah... Hoping that I would forgive him I guess...
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty,
creativity)
Love
Q: Are you a friendly person?
Yesh I am!
Q: What were you doing at 9 last
night?
Watching Bruce Almighty!
Q: When is the last time you saw your
dad?
Umm.... Yesterday...
Q: Do you have more guy friends or
girl friends?
Good Question. I think Girls...
Q: When was the last time you cried?
In the bus just now.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
Nope.
Q: What was your last thought before
you went to sleep last night?
Tomorrow's gonna be better.
Q: What are you about to do?
chat with whoever comes online!
Q: What song are you listening to
right now?
Not Listening to any. oh wait, listening to a song my sister is singing, Rindu Serindu Rindunya. Haha... Macam mana tak hujan?
Q: Would you rather be single or in a
relationship?
Depends... But I think I need a Good Guy Friend.
Q: Do you ever check your phone
waiting for someone to call?
Hmm no. messages, yes!
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10
6... once i get over this catastrophe, It'll be TEN again...
The beach and then history repeats....
Yesterday, I went to Aloha Loyang for Farah Hannan's birthday party. We sat at the water breaker to watch the sunset which was sooo damn cool... accompanied by lightnings in the clouds... haha... we talked so much and took some cool pics.
But today... I feel so damn sad. A guy, lied to me like how Azeez lied to me! I am so the EMO now! ARGH!!!!!
You were the nicest guy I'd ever knew
But lies just blow it all away
I don't know if I can be me again when I'm with you
I'd just wish this had never happen!
Isn't it just fun keeping me in the dark?
What's the matter with guys keeping me in the dark?
Is it a new trend?
Touch me...
Thoughtful.Care.Kind.Truthful.
Thats all that I ask for.
But today... I feel so damn sad. A guy, lied to me like how Azeez lied to me! I am so the EMO now! ARGH!!!!!
You were the nicest guy I'd ever knew
But lies just blow it all away
I don't know if I can be me again when I'm with you
I'd just wish this had never happen!
Isn't it just fun keeping me in the dark?
What's the matter with guys keeping me in the dark?
Is it a new trend?
Touch me...
Thoughtful.Care.Kind.Truthful.
Thats all that I ask for.
Friday, September 07, 2007
Hi! my name is Seed a.k.a CBijik
So.... dah lama gitu kan tak update blog... sorrylah kengkawanz... kite ni ader halllz... almaklumlah... poly ni bukan holiday... haha... assignment banyak... masa, sikit aja... kita pun nak happy2 mood2... nak enjoying jugak kan.... haha... I miss playing soccer. Lepas puasa nanti (and of course... lepas raya) kita nak buat team soccer boeh? haha... rinduwuwuuwu sangat main bola.... lagi2 main dgn budak2 lelaki... main dgn diorg best tau... tak rewel... haha... tapi ader jgk budak2 pompan yang gerek... ingat pulak aku kat zaman pri 5/6 and below aku... asyik turun bawah main bola dgn budak2 lelaki.... haha... perangai pon dah nak kat sama... terjumpa pula kat noridayu bte borhan... skrg dier main untuk team singapore... cool kan? tapi aku tak nafikan uh... aku ni ader lembut sikit. dier kasar. haha.... tapi dier dapat bf dulu dari aku. hahahh.... macam mana, aku tak tau. ok till here chiows!
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Lunch with old friends and MDM MARINI!!
Terima kasih ya Allah, Kau telah membuat hari ini istimewa buatku dan juga teman-temanku. Terima kasih juga kepadaMu ya Khudayah, atas pemberianmu, seorang Guru yang cekap mengajarku dan juga pemberi semangat untukku. Amin ya Rabbil Alamin... Semoga persahabatan kami berpanjangan hingga akhir hayat.
Today was a great day for me and I really thank God for it. (Though I forgot to bring my hp and wear my lip balm) Also, I thank my friends who made this HAPPEN! Cheers to my friends Tarmizi, Azimah, Farah and Azeez (the one who kept pestering me to go out and have lunch with Mdm Marini. And me! haha... what only... Anyway, we had lunch at Pizza Hut. As you all already know, its not the food that makes a great meal, its the company... So, company was superb! But... The food? OMG! We ordered black pepper chicken supreme and the waiter gave us BBQ chicken supreme. Because we DO NOT like to put sand onto other people's rice, we shook it off with coolness... We are cool people! haha... whatever. So, we raked out old stories and there was one funny joke that I couldn't forget. A joke which Mdm Marini made. She called Mdm Azlina to ask her the name of a teacher. She described it as "Obnoxious and irritating". Sounds like a brat huh? Anyway, after finding out the name of that 'Chap' which happens to be Eugene Lee, our gonna-be-sec-4-form-teacher-but-didn't-be, she chatted a while with Mdm Azlina, who also happen to teach me English during sec 1 and 2. Mdm Marini told her, "Ouh never mind, I can ask my students to babysit your child... No I mean, literally sit on your baby!" All of us were laughing our.... never mind. So Azeez came late actually. Because... he waited at the MRT station when we were already at Pizza hut. OMG. It turned out that I did not send the sms to him... hahaha.
So later at night, I think my family and i are going out. And my body is aching due to gym last evening. But it was only 1 hr! haiz... But anyway, I'll always look forward to seeing Mdm Marini, the best-est teacher in the whole wide world. Dialah Cikguku, dunia dan akhirat. Semoga dia dalam keadaan sihat selalu.
P.S: Seriously... now I know why my mother's ex-students like her so much... My mother teach like Mdm Marini. I love Mdm Marini how my Mother's students love her. It's amazing how students can remember and appreciate their teachers even after 5 or ten years. Some, even more. And me, I plan to do that for as long as I live. It is hard for me to like my teachers. Trust me cos making teacher's cry is one of my hobbies. But Mdm Marini is DIFFERENT. One time, I thought of teaching. But I think I'll tutor first. Teaching... it's complicated... haha. Nvm. Follow with the flow ok? Now, I concentrate on tutoring that genius student of mine. He is clever but lazy... haiz. Eh panjangnye P.S aku... oklah GTG... bye!
I don't know why but I will feel sad when she has to go... Gosh it will take months before I'll see her again... I'll miss her so much like how I did before.
Today was a great day for me and I really thank God for it. (Though I forgot to bring my hp and wear my lip balm) Also, I thank my friends who made this HAPPEN! Cheers to my friends Tarmizi, Azimah, Farah and Azeez (the one who kept pestering me to go out and have lunch with Mdm Marini. And me! haha... what only... Anyway, we had lunch at Pizza Hut. As you all already know, its not the food that makes a great meal, its the company... So, company was superb! But... The food? OMG! We ordered black pepper chicken supreme and the waiter gave us BBQ chicken supreme. Because we DO NOT like to put sand onto other people's rice, we shook it off with coolness... We are cool people! haha... whatever. So, we raked out old stories and there was one funny joke that I couldn't forget. A joke which Mdm Marini made. She called Mdm Azlina to ask her the name of a teacher. She described it as "Obnoxious and irritating". Sounds like a brat huh? Anyway, after finding out the name of that 'Chap' which happens to be Eugene Lee, our gonna-be-sec-4-form-teacher-but-didn't-be, she chatted a while with Mdm Azlina, who also happen to teach me English during sec 1 and 2. Mdm Marini told her, "Ouh never mind, I can ask my students to babysit your child... No I mean, literally sit on your baby!" All of us were laughing our.... never mind. So Azeez came late actually. Because... he waited at the MRT station when we were already at Pizza hut. OMG. It turned out that I did not send the sms to him... hahaha.
So later at night, I think my family and i are going out. And my body is aching due to gym last evening. But it was only 1 hr! haiz... But anyway, I'll always look forward to seeing Mdm Marini, the best-est teacher in the whole wide world. Dialah Cikguku, dunia dan akhirat. Semoga dia dalam keadaan sihat selalu.
P.S: Seriously... now I know why my mother's ex-students like her so much... My mother teach like Mdm Marini. I love Mdm Marini how my Mother's students love her. It's amazing how students can remember and appreciate their teachers even after 5 or ten years. Some, even more. And me, I plan to do that for as long as I live. It is hard for me to like my teachers. Trust me cos making teacher's cry is one of my hobbies. But Mdm Marini is DIFFERENT. One time, I thought of teaching. But I think I'll tutor first. Teaching... it's complicated... haha. Nvm. Follow with the flow ok? Now, I concentrate on tutoring that genius student of mine. He is clever but lazy... haiz. Eh panjangnye P.S aku... oklah GTG... bye!
I don't know why but I will feel sad when she has to go... Gosh it will take months before I'll see her again... I'll miss her so much like how I did before.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Lost my train of thoughts...
hey! I know it's been a long time since I've blogged. Anyways... just to update, just now I met Tarmizi and Azimah at TM to buy Mdm Marini's present. We're meeting her for lunch tomorrow with Farah Idafe. After getting her present which is a clutch bag from Charles & Keith, we went to the 'canteen' beside long john silver and I saw my cousin, Kak Huda, whom I haven't met for so long. It's been like more than five years. She was with her BF, I guess. Saw her carrying a file and a graduation hat. Convocation... maybe... At first I wasn't sure it was her. But the person sitting on the opposite table looks like me! haha... Until when we finished chatting and wanted to go out, which she also got up to go out, then we met face to face at the door entrance... She called out my name. Then was I sure, it IS her! OMG! haha. Then i was like 'ya?' She let out her hand and i kissed it in as respect. Her boyfie kept looking at me at the canteen... so i think she was talking about me. Then she asked me questions about exams, what course I'm in, and stuffs... so ya... So happy sia... She so chio lah. If I look like her, then I chio also huh? haha... anyway, her boyfie look somewhat like azeez from the back lah. haha. But her boyfie quite ok... Azeez is quite... 'Berisi' or fat? (sorry but this is the truth... Azeez, if you tone Down abit, until i say ok, (haha leh gitu?) then your appearance would be a plus point! Seriously, I fall easily for guys whose size are of my choice... )
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