Bloody CNY!

I'll be stuck at home cos my father is working...
The shopping malls are closed for two bloody days!
And if it rains... I can't go anywhere...

My God! Nampak gaya, dok umah jer lahhh...

So... Thought of going to town tomorrow cos I want to buy some stuffs but my friends wanna do something else instead... like... Our project? haha. I mean... it's okay... projects are far more important than shooppping!

I wanna learn how to do a blogskin this holiday :D
Somebody! Teach me please! haha...

My laptop is bothering me like hell... I mean seriously! argh!!! When will my mom get for me a new one?!

God!!!! I can't live like this.

Whattadooo?

I have no mood to do anything
I don't know why...
I haven't even had lunch!

Dayumn!

Have you ever felt like....

Aah.... nvrmind.

I wanna make my father some coffee...
Draw (assignment)
And sleep.

Tomorrow is gonna be a bloody long day!!!

Last wors: FARK!

Back to reality

So...
I had to make my leave.
I don't know to whom I am going to turn to...
But.
I'll just follow with the flow.
Whatever was written for me.

I can't run from God.
For sure.

Memang susah kan nak membuat semua orang bahagia
Bintang-bintang ada kelihatan menghiasi awan yang gelap
Di temani bulan purnama yang kian mengambang
Sungguh Ayu.
Sayu hati tak dapat kukata.
Apa yang dapat ku kata?
Aku tidak menentukan takdirku.
Dia yang menentukan segalanya.
Bintang-bintang yang sedia ada...
Kini tiada makna bagiku lagi...
Aku rasa amat kecil.
Di atas dunia yang luas...
Tiada penghujungnya.

Berikanlah aku ilham
kerana kata-kataku kini
Tidak lagi berinti...

I don't know how to describe this feeling.
How i wish they would stay longer.
Everyday with them makes my life meaningful
But hey. I can't stop them and they can't do anything.
So. I'll just appreciate the people who are within my reach...
And still not forget the people who aren't.

I miss them so much!

Mann...
They came with something and left something behind for us.
Their Aussie accent. ><

Sekarang kita kat sini dok terbawak2 loghat orang Aussie...

But... It was a sad departure but we didn't shed tears cos we know...
We're gonna see them soon, insya'Allah, and that this isn't goodbye.
Zul's sending me some pics...
The one's we took... lol.

Man... It was so touching when the lil kids kept asking "when are you guys coming to perth" or "Will you guys be coming to see us one day?"

Of course we will. And it makes me happy to hear that they loved staying with us and that we are the best-est cousins they had...

So sweet!!!! And I miss them so much already! :'D

Aku bukan untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintai ku
Dahulu kau menginginkan ku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkan mu
Dan ku mohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal telah membuat mu menangis
Dan biar kan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdir mu
Pasti itu terbaik untuk mu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingat ku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku...

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku..

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Harap kau mengerti
Pergilah kau bersama nya
Anggap ini seperti takdir yang memisahkan
Dan Dia yang menguji.

Aku disana

Aku sedia mengundur diri
Dan memaafmu
Anggaplah ini satu mimpi
yang datang sekadar untuk menguji...

My friends

Dah besar dah kawan2 aku...
Aku sayang korang laaa...
Banget-banget! Gitu-gitu lho!

Zizy makin lama makin lawa... makin best!
Sarah makin lama makin biol...
Farah makin lama... makin... uhhhh
Makin banyak lah aku kacau dier!

Ni lah orang-orang yang buat aku ketawa hari-hari...
Nangis kadang2... eh. Tak. Tak pernah kot...

Haha... Macam nak nangis sey...
Kalau dah tiba waktu kita tinggalkan dunia poly...
adakah kita akan mesra seperti dulu...
Aku harap sangat2!
Jangan biar jarak memisahkan kita.
Aku sayang sangat kat diorg...
Dah jadi mcm kakak2 aku dah...
Sarah kakak first...
Zizy kakak 2nd.
Farah... kakak tiri yg slalu kene buli ngan aku...
hahahhaa... Taklah. Main2 jer...
:D

Moral of the story: Amirah sayang korang!

Yay!!!!!!!!

yappadeeya yappedeedoo!
My Environment Element module is over! Whee! So happy lar can!

But the sad thing is... My cousins from Perth are flying back home tomorrow... Dayumnnn!
Their flight would be at 12mn. PFFT bummer. Maybe I'm going out with sarah... We had plans to go ice skating. Maybe I'll not go anywhere...
:( then at night I go send my cousins... boohhoooo sobsob. And when they're gone...
It'll be damn boringgggg.....!

Again... Long time no blog :D

Yesterday was Sarah's birthday and I am so glad she was quite happy with her birthday :D She does have a lot of good friends and a great family. You are blessed you know girl! Aish...

So. My days are about projects, projects and more projects! when is this gonna end?? doinks! I wanna do my project already lar. KK

KErana Fateha is so Sad! SobSob!!!!

New song! yay!

This song...
Haha...
Been in love with it for quite a long time...
Whatever song which has gotta do with anuar zain or amy mastura....
Oh i love them!
haha...



Dalam hidup ini...
Pengorbanan itu perlu untuk kebahagiaan
Demi itu...
Aku akan berkorban untuk seseorang...

Jangan bertanya siapa...
Aku tidak mahu merampas kebahagiaan orang lain...
Sahabatku, jauhkanlah dirimu...
Dia mencintaimu...
Jangan biarkan dia tergapai-gapai
Di bumi tidak, dilangit juga tidak.

Dan apabila kebahagiaannya telah tercapai,
maka pada saat itulah aku akan kembali bersinar...
Dengan mu...

What do you do?

When people hate you?

I'd get sad.
What can I do?
I can't force them to like me right?

I won't hate them
They don't deserve my hatred
I have no reason to hate them
I am not so unreasonable.

Life is still too short to hate.
:I

I feel so sorry for me-haters.
You just don't know what you are missing.
All the facts, all the truth...
My side of the story...

What more can I say?

One-eyed princess...
How does that sound?
Haha...

I am not sure if I should say this here and now
But I think.
You must be special to someone if he could read you like a book.

I mean come on.
Why would someone read you like a book?
For fun?
Of course there is something about that person right?

I idolize my father.
No! Not make him God or something.
But if I have to marry a guy, I want the guy to be like my father.
Not exactly. But he has to have some of the qualities of my father.

This special friend of mine.
He is LIKE my father.
That is one reason why I did not dare accept him as a boyfriend.
I knew if one day when we break up, I won't get to see him anymore.
And there goes my father be-alike.

So. What I like about him?
Hahahahaha... Tough one there.
He is knowledgeable. Humble. Persistent.
He knows how to make me smile.
Really.

Between Honesty and Chemistry.
I choose Chemistry.
Tell me.
Who the hell never lie in this world?
Who the hell always tell the truth??
Who the hell never hides anything from the world???
You?
God! You have to be an angel then!
So then tell me.
What is the use of a partner if you don't really talk?
What is the use if you can talk online and in real life, you stutter??
What is the use if you can't tell your partner anything into his/her face???
Get where I am getting at?
Good.
Honesty is the best policy.
But chemistry. It brings life to the relationship.

:D Let it be. It is better if you see the bad side of that person first.
No one in this world is perfect. Trust me. That only person would be our Prophet Muhammad P.B.U.H. :D

God I know. There's a path for everyone.
Everyday. I wake up wondering.
What have you planned for me today?
How will I learn from things that have happened?
How would my road end?

Somehow. I believe You have given me a good life.
The shaky parts are what's good.
I feel I am privileged.

God I know.
You would not give a hurdle to someone only if he can jump over it.
Thank you Allah.
For all the priceless treasures you have presented me with.

A new edited pic... lol

I'm lame!
Haha. Just found out how to use Photoshop to change the color of my hair and eyes. Lol!
I'm slow, I know. Haha. But it was fun. There is also another pic. I shall post it :D




My stomach still hurts btw. ugh!

Ah shit! Pain pain pain!!!

Red light.
To those guys who respect women because of what they have to go through...
You are so sweet. :DD

Anyway. I think I now realize that I like this guy... His name starts with A... Has two words... guess! Hahahahah...

His voice is so sweet... His words... Is as sophisticated as him. I just love his voice lahhhh.... OMG.... Cair you know...

Who? Relax... Don't panic... Don't get too excited!

He is.... Anuar Zain!!!! Hahahahhaha! Ok Biol!

But I love his songs lah. So sweet.

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Don't hate me ppl.
Don't envy me...
But I you really have to,
Just a few words:

This life is too short too hate. Nyehnyehnyeh....

PS: Ya Allah. Sakit nye perut!!!

Argh!

Yeay... Thank you my friend. Now I think I really need an organizer! My god! In order for me to have an organizer and to use it effectively... I'd have to fall in love with it. I mean. Really! Last 2 years, I had a lot of organizers for my birthday and I did not even use one of it effectively like I did to the ones I got from my secondary school because? Because I did not like them. Lol!

Thats why I am crazy right now!!!

Lalalallalala.... where do I find nice organizers? Where where where. Not the really nice one. If that thing is too nice, I would not dare to write in it cos it is too nice and i wouldn't wanna spoil it with my handwriting. Lol.

Okay. I shall get one this weekend or so. Town, here i come! I shall leave my footsteps on you... Muahahahaha....

'Ah la, piece of melody...'
love, love, love, love, love...

Random.

Biore pore pack

hmms... How much does it cost? maybe it works for me. Had just tried it out but nvm... I think its good.

Anyway. Yesterday was site visit to the URA and ERCO. With Harith and Swee Hong. No Perry! Whee. Haha.. so the KECOH lah! I loike! Then when it was time to go home... no transport. Harith and the sengkang gang shared a cab. There were a lot of cabs but none of them stop when Harith stopped for them. He got fed up and showed his hairy legs to stop them. Then he called out to azizah. "Eh! Kau jambu kan! Meh sini tahan teksi!" lol.

Off we go to wait for Azizah's ride... kikih. Waited at Holiday inn atrium nearby... haha. I was scared if one guy would come to us and ask "How much?" Cos in the toilet, we saw 4 china hookers! haha....

Then reached home, Fetch Ibu. Then went out to east coast to eat with Kak linda :D, Kak mariana :D and abg fauzi. Funny lah. Kak ana said my voice is nice when I sang "jangan ada dusta di antara kita" by breory marantika and dewi yull. HAha... Thank you2... Cheh. Tak tau malu plak budak ni.

My nose is itchy. Klah. Hope i have a fun day slacking at home. LOl. Nyeh3... I gotta do my assignment already. :D

New block is on the way!!

oh so true!!

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space. You are a free thinker. You are unique, open minded, and artistic. You don't care what other people think. You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

Blogging again?

Well... I guess I have nothing else to do...
I'm hungry and I'm waiting for my parents to come home.
Blah.
If but 11.35 they r not home, that means...
They went out to eat.
And I'm here...
Starving.
Gosh.
Somebody help!
Okay2... enough of the shit.
lets call mom and ask her to buy something for me.
:D

Tell me. Why didn't my parents bring their hp?
Whats the use of having a hp when you don't bring it everywhere you go???
In case of emergency how??
MAderrrr!

Definition of life...

Wow.
Tough question.

Half of me (sub-conscious self) says that the definition of life is bowing to Allah S.W.T. Doing good to others and also the environment and following HIS orders...

But another half of me (conscious self) says that life should be taken a day at the time. You do not know how long you could live in this world. So make full use of it. Meaning, do not brood about the past, do not go far thinking about the future. The past is the past and the latter has yet to come. Live in the present and make it the best in your life. At least, if you live for another five days, you'd feel it has been enough. You can smile proudly and say, I've lived my best. :D

But I procrastinate. I'm chasing time.
After this assignment... (which is tmr,)
I am gonna make time chase me.
In other words...

I heard of this saying...
When you chase the world, the hereafter will be further.
But when you chase after the hereafter, The world will chase after you
Meaning...

When you chase for time... You won't have time!
Plan accordingly and ask help from Allah so that your tasks could be done easily.
Then the world will have to keep up with you.
You won't have to chase after the world (time) again. :D

GREAT! Now I have a new day resolution!
So tomorrow... I have a presentation...
LOL. I have to work on my powerpoint slides now. So...
No procrastinating! :D

To the one who started asking this question to himself,
I thank you so much for giving me motivation.
You don't have any idea of how big the difference you have made just by making me ask that question...
You know who you are.
And I hope you people reading this would reflect and ask this question to yourself too... Have a nice day!

:(

Ok! I paniced a little just now cos my taskbar was in a different position. The last person to use my com was those lil bratz! Bloody hell! I asked my sister how it ended up like that... but she said she did not know!!!! ARGH!!! I hate you! Bloody faggots!!! No one below the age of 12 can use my computer without my supervision!!! That means I have to click for you, type for you and by all means... do everything! You lil bratz shall never touch this computer again!!!! Those little bratz almost popped my blood vessel! ARGH!!!!