Vivocity

Yeay at last. Shopping. But not till I drop... Lol
Went out quite late actually cos I woke up at 12 in the afternoon and watched New York Minutes.
We only went out at around 4.30? Haha. Thats late okay.

Anyway... Managed to search for my sandal... But I don't really like it. I only bought it because my FATHER pestered me to choose a sandal quickly. Cos we went to a lot of shops but could not find a suitable one. At last, went to Tangs and... They had my size. But the design... Pfft. Luckily, I don't, at least, think that I look like a nyonya wearing it. But still.. Nvm. The sale did not drive me crazy... I'd still prefer Malaysia's YES.

I searched for my dress/blouse in most stores. Forever 21, river island, what else... But could not find the one that I like! Mother. At last, on the way to banquet at harbourfront center, I saw this dress the mannequin was wearing... OMG. Perfect. But when I tried it on, it looked like... Nyonya already lah. Anyway... I did NOT buy that one for sure... Looked through the rack and voila! I saw it! perfect! Ahh... now... I have yet to find a belt. PFFT, haha. But I have two belts already. But... Anyway, that one would be second on my list. now I gotta find lappy casing. :D

Mommy I want that Swarovski handbag!

It's FOUR

OMG. I do not feel as sleepy yet... More of HUNGRY.
I don't get it... I get hungry these days... haha

Anyway. Went to the library to return the DVD.
Then went back home for a while and met Fatimah.
Went to Manifestasi 2008 by TPJC with Tarmizi, sueryana and hafidz.
Overall, TP's Pentas is much more better.
Anyway, came back home at around 11. Then... Ibu called, she was at changi with baba and busu.
And then I asked for Kuay Teow Goreng, Lol And it came.
Only that, when it came, Ibu asked if we wanted to follow to bowling.
So I brought the kuay teow along with me, which reminds me! The fork is still inside my bag and I have yet to take it out... haha. EWw..
Anyway...
Went to downtown's orchid bowl and it was full! there were like 55 people on the waiting list! What the?!
In the end, we went to the skimpy marina square and I hate it, Should have played pool instead lah. But anyways, we had fun... haha.
Doinks.

So that is why I am not asleep yet
Decided to blog cos, I am afraid I won't have the time later cos we are going shopping!
Oh... Zalillah has a new nickname. ONG, derived from the word ALONG. HAhaa. And me? ONG number 2. :DD LAme lah. Haha. ONG not following to VIVO tomorrow. Boring.... She has her own plans. VIVO anyone? haha.

HotTot

Suspense

Watched Spellbound...
Directed by The Master Of Suspense himself...
Alfred Hitchcock.

PMS + Suspense + Confusion = Does not tally at all!

Anyway.
I still can't figure out what other components did Hitchcock use to create suspense using light and space... Except that he uses background music and also fast movement to distinguish suspense. The actors played a part too. And besides that, I still have problems figuring them out. Blah.

What ther. Okay. I'll need help.
And besides that, I'll hafta get ready for tonight's show by 5. Gonna return this toot-ing dvd cos I can't renew it. Blah.

So not HOT!

Tummyache

yea. Currently, that is the problem. So not Hot for Tot (ME)!
Ooohhh cool. ?HotTot. Haha. What ther.
Chit (Zizy)? SweetChit? I dunno.
Interval: I gotta go toi2. brb

back!
Okay. This is so not... Nvm.
Anyway.
I found out something yesterday.
On the fifth of June, these people who are not schooling and not working....
Plans to have seafood dinner at senibung (I don't know how to spell it)
And as for me, I'd still have to follow guess. Damn. And the next day is like the submission of our EnCon assignment!!! What ther!!!
Zalillah and me . Facing the same problem cos we are the only ones schooling in our family. But I am not sure if she's coming with us. Shiet!

Pms. I hate PMS. I get easily pissed off when I have PMS. Thats y i hate it.

Mood-less

I think I am having PMS.
Does anyone tell the world she is having PMS?
Wallahua'lam.
Tapi, sedia maklum lah ye...
If I do not say hi to you when I meet you in school or somewhere outside tomorrow...
Please do not take it to the heart...
I seriously feel like a bozo...
But I have no idea what the toots A BOZO is...
Ok I am crapping already.
It is toots when I start crapping.
Well, too bad uh.
Anyway, I gotta watch this stupid dvd... Cos it has to be returned tomorrow and not 5 days later... just because it is restricted, Why? I don't know. Ask the Super-Bozos... Don't ask me.

Ok. DVD watching time. Title? Spellbound... By Alfred Hitchcock. This is for you swee... Lol

I eat alot

I really do these days... What the
My mom said it's good...
Well... Haha...
Ok target weight? 55? Now I'm like 45 I think... I have not checked.
But my supposedly "Ideal" weight is 58... Still, I prefer being underweight, but I am too underweight now. So... Too good uh.

Congrats to me, I had just realized something just now... I can eat the whole upsized McSpicy meal alone. Usually I'd just eat the burger, one fifth of the fries and half of the large lemon tea or coke. But Today, I finished the whole meal and managed to consume a share of my mom's McChicken, and my brother's fries. What ther. Milo dier pon aku sebat.

Just came back from WhiteSands... Shopped for toiletries and some fresh food products... Oh I can't wait to shop this weekend! Wanna get my sandals, my lappy case, my dress (clears throat), my perfect shades, my... What more do I need? I think thats all for now... Haha. I'm gonna take a lot of time finding my dress... my shades... my lappy case... Sandals... all lah. OMG! I am so scared I wouldn't have the time! What the! Ok... nevermind... Take each day one at a time. Slowly... Pelan2 cari... The sale driving me crazy some more...

Since the stupid Malaysian Govt decided to ban the intake of fuel... I think my parents are going to cancel the Johor trip. Damn. Anyway, Aiyee and Mama (my aunties) are at vietnam now. I hope they remember me and they would bring back some things for me. Some 'THING' pon jadi lah kalau takder some 'thingS'.

I love the StudioFrost collection! OMG. I love them... Not all... Some only. Haha. But still... So nice sia the dress. That's y I wanna find dress... I'm still thinking if I should just get a dress from studiofrost instead. But I just don't feel 'safe' buying from blogs... I don't know why...

So how?

My Supper

Well it wasn't the last supper but...
It was disastrous

First we went to drive 6 to go to shop and save... Shopped a bit and then we went to the 24hr Coffeeshop just to find that the western food stall was closed! what ther!!! Then we went to the other coffeeshop and also, the western was also closed! Pfft... so much for their 24HRs. Then went to Tampines. Rasa 21 was also closed! Dang... Whats wrong with the 24 hrs coffeeshops I go to tonight? Lol. At last, we at at Sholihin's... I had 1 prata kosong and 1 prata telur. Yet... I was still hungry... So what did I had? Fried chicken and French Fries... The Fried chicken wings were like... The last! OMG. They were actually closing... Yet, I think luck was on our side... Or should I say, MY side... that we could have our supper.

Why we did not go to Simpang Bedok? Well. Cos it was like 12.20 when my parents and other siblings got back from baba's house. Furthermore, Ayah is like working at 7 am tmr... So... Too bad uh! Haha... Watertank.

hello world :D

I keep forgetting the day. Dang.
So what day was it yesterday??
Tuesday? Right...

So Tuesday. It was planned as a day for us to do our project at school. By me using us, you might have guessed who. Of course its Ziza and I, Lols. But our plan was crushed - not really actually. It was crushed because the library was so noisy, nd I couldn't get my laptop configured for internet cos it was elections and the cyber center did not aloow configuration. What the! So, eventually... Ziza said, "You wanna do this at my house instead?" Okay. So we did. But here comes the part where the crushed plan did not become so crushed after all... When we were supposed to do our project, we went to Changi Airport instead! Haha. What the! Ziza's parents picked us up and off we go to pick Abang Hakeem up. But we had our lunch at the T2 staff canteen and then uhh... Ice Cream at Swensen's? Had loads of fun basically. Haha. Talked a lot too... And a handful of discounts... Anyway... Went back to Zizy's house to do our project, and when I waited for sarah's file and the Photoshop CS3 to install, it was already like 10 plus? And I ended up sleeping at Ziza's place. Slept late actually last night. I think we slept at 12 plus? Then we thought of continuing our project at 6.30 AM. But we procrastinated all the way to 9! hahhaha... What the!

So, Today. We had breakfast, nasi goreng. OMG. It was damn nice. Haha, But duh, all nasi goreng-s are nice to me! But still, its nice. Then, I got new adik angkat can? Limee's her name. Haha, Sho cute lah, Zizy called her 'Fat-timah'. OMG.. Zizy so jahat, Haha. But Limee's cute. She gave me a letter but I think I left it at zizy's house. I THINK. So... Continued work and had lunch, then project again... until 5. I went home, got ready to go to the class chalet... Dragged my feet. And there we were, at the chalet. It was only fun cos I had zizy with me, Sue, Hajs (hehe) and shahirah. The guys were fun too... Oh then it was 9 and we had to go. Ziza however, wanted to wait for her uncle (Daddy). So we strolled around E!hub and Who did we see??? Irshaad's parents! What ther. But we did not say hi. Lol. Bukan sombong. Tapi malu! hahah. Okay stoppit. Then Uncle Daddy (Shall I call him that?) sent me home first... before - I don't know where they go. But still. He gave us another tour guide when he reached the loading/unloading carpark of my flat.

I had so much fun these holidays... And Damn I AM TIRED!!! Luckily for me, I have no plans tomorrow! I shall just sit at home and watch my dvd... And pray that my mom doesn't ask me to accompany her anywhere. Cos seriously I AM TIRED! And later, my family is going out for supper. PFFTT... Supper... I eat a lot huh... But still, I do not get fat! This is so.... Nvm. Metabolisms... What can I say?? hahhaa.... Just thank God for whatever He presents. :D

Okay now, I wanna bloghop and hope Ziza goes online.

Oh! One more thing. Hajar told me something at the chalet room just now. I think she told me to die. Haha. Then Ziza was like, "So mira, before anything happens, I shall apologize for everything that I do... " Then we were like holding hands and hugging...(ok that sounds wrong but You know what I mean) Then I was like on the verge of crying!!! I felt tears in my eyes but I managed to hold them back. Like in my mind, I was thinking, What if this was to happen? That I would die soon?? Then I won't get to see Ziza? Then it is the end? More questions ran through my mind but I shook them off. Thanks uh Hajs. Haha. I think I am getting too attached to Ziza and her family (parents especially). Don't really know if its good or bad (Ziza, I know you are gonna ask this - So bagus ke tak tu?), but I can say I love them. (Ziza will say -Ikhlas ke tak ni?) Haha. I got everything sorted out you know. Thanks Ziza :D My one and only babe. (And now theres Limee) But I shall give another name for Limee. Lol.

Declaration

I shall declare, The Problem IS SOLVED!

Patience and Sincerity. Thats Islam.
And through Islam, I solved the problem.
Alhamdulillah.

Oh and one more thing

Farah. I never thought it was your fault.
I do see it as my fault, too, actually.
You are hardworking farah. We all know that.
But i just hope that you wouldn't put your efforts into the wrong direction.

Sarah. I am not blaming you solely too. Like I mentioned earlier, It is my fault too.
I will be better. I hope it wouldn't be my hand which is the only one clapping.

Ziza. I am tired of these conflict thing and bitching about each other in the blog. Actually, I don't realize that I am bitching. I wasn't even intending to bitch. I just felt that she was talking about me. And I could not keep mum. I had to say something. I am in debt to you, to your family. You guys are good to me and I shall remember that. I will return your good deeds in future, though I know it is sincere. I have thought of you and your family as my own already. Without you, I can't think properly, how? haha. I'm learning to stand on my own feet now. Like told you, I look up to you. I thank you for all the things we have done together and I hope our 'sisterhood' lasts till our last breath. Love you loads.

Everything happens for a reason.
And this happened for good.

Within these four walls

With loads of tissue paper.

Siti Sarah Bte Othman Letak; this is the first bloody time I cry in a few months, not because of a movie I've watched... And it is because of you.
Tell me; What do you want from me exactly?

Your post.

maybe i am a coward by saying what i need to say to you here in blogger but at least everyone in this world gets to know what i have to say. just in case nothing is left out. before anything, i would like to say that this post is not to make matters worst. the main purpose is to resolve this matter as soon as possible. though i must say that the atmosphere in the studio might be even colder than ever before. i feel that we should concentrate more on our projects. im in no position to stop you from changing. however sometimes i think its not you who i am talking to. which ever side of you i dont know. the day you confronted me, you said all the things you wanted to say. i LISTEN, i EVALUATE. and this is what i have to say. firstly you said i should think before i talk. why not you think before you make any jokes or utter anything at all. i tell you that joke stays in me forever and everytime i think about it i get so mad that i start to hate you which i dont like. why think about it you might ask. because it is so impactful and so hurtful that it stays. before things happen you said all things u needed to say about ziza to me. either good or bad i listen. i wasnt judgemental about her.but you, i judge alot about you base on what u have said. maybe i can understand why u acted the way u acted. before ziza is like this than she change and now you guys are bestie. i am not saying im jealous of your bond with her it doesnt bother me at all but i think you shouldnt say the things you said. ziza i apologise if indirectly you are involve in this mess. i apologise. but like i said, i hold on to the things people say. okie maybe not a good choice to hold on to your words because of your short memory. anyway enough i say more u hate me more. so i shut up. lets clean this mess.

My reply.

Sarah, why don't you just grow up??? You are 19 already for goodness sake! Jokes are meant to be jokes. Well if you think it wasn't funny, why don't you think of it as an eye-opener? Have you ever asked why I made the joke? Maybe you had. And possibly you made the wrong assumptions. Wanna know why I made that joke? I was so damn pissed off at you. Why were you watching TV when we were doing work? Well, I have to say I do watch it too but I knew where to stop and do my work! But basically you were watching that bloody thing until ziza's brother turned it off! I was so pissed off at you cos me and ziza did most of the work. I was so pissed off cos whenever our parents ask us, what did we do on that day... And when they ask what did sarah do? And I couldn't give one concrete answer to make them convince that you contributed too... I couldn't convince them that you were contributing to the group SARAH. I just couldn't!! You know how terrible it feels?

And ya... Everything is that lady lecturer's fault. We agreed that it was also our fault. Which it is! It solely is our fault. But I don't know why you keep blaming the lecturer! What fault did she ever do to you till you hate her so much? It is always the fault of others. Then you convince yourself that it really is by admitting it was partially your fault. But then, you will go blaming other's again. Maybe its just human nature isn't it? Grow up Sarah. The world isn't fair. And so you know... You can't complain. Do something Sarah. Make it fair.

What I mean by think before talk. Think SARAH. I can't teach you how to think! If I could, I would. But usually before I give an opinion, I would think to myself. Why should I be saying this? Will the listening party think badly of me when I say this? Before I tell the truth, I'd ask "Will she be offended? What if she does? How badly do I want to tell her this? Must I? Is there any other way?" and before I ask a damn bloody question, I ask myself "Can I find the answer to the question in the net or something? Must I ask this person this? Should I ask some other person instead? If I ask her this, what will be her reply? (If I really don't know then I'd choose to ask)"

I really cannot remember what I told you about ziza. But I know that I did not criticize anyone. Well maybe if they take it to the heart, i don't know. I really cannot remember. I'm sorry. Wait maybe it was a comment I made, the one I said "Maybe she wouldn't cry" or something. I remember only vaguely. But anyway. I shall not crack my head, trying to remember things I can't remember.

I wanna let you know, I do not exaggerate things. I do not like exaggerating. I just speak my mind and I don't add things. I talk by remembering Allah (the things I should not do like gossiping, slander, or lying) , my parents (I won't disgrace them), what is best for me, what is best for the listening party... I know I am not that perfect as a person. No one is. But I always hope I bring out the good and best in everything I do.

I am sorry if I made you hate me. Truthfully, I had always wanted to be your friend even after the 'incident'. But I saw the side of you which I did not like. The vulnerable sarah, who couldn't do anything (except for somethings), the weak sarah, who put the blame on others... The sarah who always contradicted herself. You did not use to contradict yourself, you know that? That was why I was comfortable with you. Do you feel inferior sarah? The sarah I used to know was the opposite. She was opinionated and I loved her opinions. She was not vulnerable, she wanted to prove people wrong. She was strong. But I don't know why she stopped being the sarah she used to be.

I should have called you and apologize. But if I were to call you, i would be crying and my thoughts wouldn't be clear. all I say, wouldn't make any sense to me. So I blog it out. I hope you understand this reply. And I wanna tell you something. I hate people saying things about me which I never did. I pisses me off to the max.

I really hope this works. Thanks Ziza.

500th post!

Yay. 500th post. So what? It's been 3 years (actually lesser) since I've started blogging and its my 500th post now... well, it's not as if I blog everyday right? haha. Ok lame I know.

Mann.... What's wrong with these people mann???? This is gonna be the last. I've had it with them. I am sick, tired and I've had it with this situation! This is like SHIT! I know it happens but I think it's happening too often already. And who knows, I'm gonna be in deep 'shit' in future.

I'm tired lah. Just finished phase TWO of my room cleaning project. I must say, it looks better. Haha. More neater. Dah leh kahwin dah. haha. What theR. Am I sure??

Ziza, my sis actually cried when she could not go to Vivo. What ther! GSS! I'm coming!!! Next week that is, InsyaAllah... hehe

Hello peeps :D

Whoo... What a day...
Basically, I went to Nenek's house today...
Since it was kak wiwik's (my cousin) off day...

We had dvd marathon... Awake (Hayden christiansen -or how do you spell his name- and Jessica Alba) The Orphanage (in spanish -Orfanato) and P.s I love you. I shed tears watching all three movies! What ther. But I must say, each one of them had good plots. And I have a new tagline. Ta-ke-la-pa-di. Lols. Got that from Orfanato. The main cast said that word a few times and it sounds so damn funny! It means 'knock on the wall'. So... Takelapadi!

I ate a lot! I think I ate 5 bowls of rice...
4 slices of pizza and a lot of chicken wings... Lol.
What ther!

I think I should stay at nenek's house if I wanna gain more weight faster...
Though I must say, it is unhealthy to gain weight by that diet.

Anyways.
I am still currently thinking about my projects... due next week...
Pfft. What ther! who ther! mother! (As what Ziza would say)

I am tired but I wanna do my research. For which project? I'm not so sure.
:I I'm tired though... Really.

Nitey nites~!!

Is it obvious?

Is it so obvious that I am getting closer with her? duh! It's so damn obvious. (Anyway that's rhetorical!)
But too bad uh.
Does it seem as if I am living in her shadows?
I don't think so. Well I find it sad though. People don't see the bond we have.
Is this drama I am creating?
No... Duh it is not! Why drama?
Does it mean that now that I'm not the same person as I used to be in your eyes, I have changed and I am trying to become what I shouldn't be?
I don't get it!
There are many sides of me. Its just up to you to see which part of me you wanna see.
I bet others do have their different sides too...

There is one side of me where I can become a total SLACK.
(Maybe, that was the part you saw the most)
There is the part of me where I can be damn pious... But that is between me and GOD.
(Maybe you can see that)
There is this part of me where I feel I KNOW more than you do...
Where I feel more than you do.
Where I LISTEN more than you do.
I have a lot of sides, but it is not dual-personality.

That's just the problem isn't it?
You can't accept a different perception of others.
You can only see it when you see through your heart.
See, Listen, Feel, Evaluate....
That had been missing for a long time in you.

People don't change overnight you know.
The matter lies in whether you notice it or not.
Whether you think rationally or not.
You won't realize if you think you are always right.

You fairly know how opinionated I am.
But maybe you hadn't realize that I prefer to solve things in a diplomatic and soft way.
I don't like to be too opinionated. I'd become loud... I had become loud and I had suffered the consequences. And I would not like history to repeat itself. Whatever you are doing now, just reminds me of my past. Something I wish to move on from. Something I wouldn't want to repeat. I have had enough.

Of course I wanna be a better person. That's one of the reasons to why people change isn't it? But I did not change drastically. Maybe it was just you all along, who hadn't seen me in this state during our times.

Again I must say, Too Bad uh....

I kinda felt that someone was writing about me in his/her post. But if he/she wasn't referring to me, the better. I'd just thought that I should clear things up about myself before people jump to conclusions. I wanna make it clear that I am NOT living under anyone's shadow! I am me! I will never be any other person. That is for sure, Insyaallah.

I know there is WISDOM behind all these that is happening. I will just be as patient as always. And I hope for His guidance. I really need HIM by my side, though I know HE had always been there for us.

SubhanAllah... Patience and Sincerity.

Is it obvious?

Picnic :D

Picnic... only the six of us... What theR! Who theR! MotheR! Though it was kinda fun... Me and ziza had to leave early. We just couldn't bare to stay for long. Haha. Anyway... went to her grandmother's house... Since her mother asked me to accompany her... So we went there together... Lols. It was kinda cool. (Interval: My parents are going to Johor tonight with baba and busu! What the!! But I won't be following. Too tired.) I wonder when am I gonna meet her family again. haha...

Well... Let's hope it is somewhere soon... haha...

Back from Ayat-ayat Cinta

Went to watch the movie Ayat-ayat Cinta... Again. Although I have watched it on youtube. Lol. Which luckily I did. Sad movies, if watched for the second time, it won't be that sad anymore. The first time I watched it on youtube, I cried buckets! If I did that in the cinema, confirm paisey like toots! Furthermore, Ziza's mom was sitting beside me. Haha.

Ziza did not shed a tear. (Keras hati agaknye dektu) But I know her mom did. Haha. What can I say? Lembut hati lah katakan... haha. The people in the cinema was quite... how shall I put it? Uhhh... Funny? haha. I don't know how to put it in words. But I know there was a funny incident. There was this group of makcik kpos (that was what we called them) who always had something to say about the scene. Hakam tried to quieten them down by hushing. But to no avail. Ziza and Hakam joint forces... Still... Tak loads. Until one part where someone from behind actually shouted, "Oi! Diamla bodoh!" And everybody kept quiet. I was expecting one makcik from the group to shout back, but it never happened. Haha. What a Waste!

Great day today. And I am not sure if tomorrow would be the same. Haha. There's picnic tomorrow at 4. And Ziza's mom asked me to accompany ziza to her grandma's house tomorrow after the picnic. What the! Aku paling tak suker jalan kat playground nyer area time senja2. Sungguh mengerikan. I think we'll 'belah' ard six or six-thirty. Haha. Like seriously, that place is like 'Cik pon's hotspot'!

Salaamun qaulam min rabbir rahiim!
(I got it right this time ok!)

American Idol Season 7

Yea right. My Dearest David did not win... What @#$%!!! Cook won. What theR!!! Can I cry? haha... But maybe Archuletta did not win cos I rarely see him perform. I must say, I think I have some powers or what. (Okay this is like so merepek... but if you still wanna continue reading, the better!)

Taufik Batisah won when I was supporting him at home. Watched almost all of the Singapore Idol episodes. And he won. Did the same to Hady and he won. Did the same to Hady on Asian Idol and he won. Haha. Though I wanted Taufik to join the Asian Idol instead. Aliff Aziz on anugerah, and he won... What theR. I think I kinda pray for them when I watch them perform. That was what my sister told me. But anyways... Archuleta should win. That's what I think. But too bad uh. Haha.

For those non-early birds, pandai2 lah korg catch-up dengan encore telecast dier yer.... haha... Archuleta aku dah kalah ni... aisyooooh!

WOW!

Environment Control Group assignment is still hanging on a breakable thread...
I have not even started on the incentive...
And now, I am helping a dear friend out!

What theR, who theR... MotheRRR!!!

Tomorrow, I have plans with Zizy's fam.
Friday, we have picnic... yebba...

Ok I am stressed now... haha... okkk.... byes

Tiong Bahru?

So, I dragged my feet to school the MRT station this morning. I am so tired... Really, I haven't got my beauty sleep yet you know!

Anyway, it was so damn hot just now. I was perspiring like hell... But I think its not really that obvious. So sad no 'tuala rewang' to dry my perspiration... (Jokes) The people we met were mostly Chinese... And we have a language barrier, and it totally sux to the... nvm. Anyway, the ones who could speak English does not seem interested to help us. But heck care! We just wanna snap pictures, you Idiotas. Although, I have to commend some people who helped us. :D Ouh. The hotel part, Haha. That part is fun-neh shit! Haha. We could not snap pictures of the bridge and the upper levels. So what we did? We sneaked in! Hahaha... Really, we did. There was one part whereby one of the chambermaids asked us, 'What's your room number?' Sarah replied, 'Uh... We forgot uh!' Then we hurriedly went out to the lift and went down. Lol. It was a funny experience. The assistant manager like @#$%. Did not want to help us. But maybe it is because he had other better things to do.

So enough of Tiong Bahru, we boarded bus number 33 to Bedok interchange. The bus, I tell you... Had a very awful stench. I think someone passed urine in the bus. What theR! We endured for an hour plus okay! And the bus driver drove like #$%^! Kept jerking and jam break... Aiyoo.... My head spun a lot today. Luckily, when we reached Bedok, Ziza's parents were waiting for us at Guardian. We then ate at Downtown East, where we met a lot of familiar faces from greenview and TP. Lols. And we had a thoughtful amount to chat about... Like... 'Anak angkat' and 'Suke' (Ziza, you know what I mean) hahaha...

In a nutshell... Today is tiring but a fun one, yet again... Thanks to the same people. And I think tomorrow would also be a fun one. Haha... 'Ziza, kau macam nak jer jumpa aku hari-hari...'

P.s: I think I am gonna catch a fever if I do not sleep early today...

JB :D

Take one!Eh, ader jer org sebok...

After the guest lecture, went to JB with Ziza and her parents, not forgetting her eldest brother, Hakeem. I can't believe it man. Haha. Every time he sees me, he would always bring up the topic about ghosts. hahaha... But nevermind. I don't really mind sharing my experiences... Like what Zizy's dad said, I have a Beautiful Mind. Lol. Anyway... We went to Jusco at Tebrau City and we only managed to take pics in the car, when we were on the way to jb. Pfft. Haha. Should've took more pics. Nvm... There's always tmr... - Omg. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday... It's like 4 days in a row I meet Ziza during school holidays... Even her mother laughs at the thought of it. Haha. What theR!

Anyhoos. We are going to Tiong Bahru tomorrow to take some pictures for our next assignment. Haiz. We have assignments EVEN during holidays! What theR. This rarely happens ok. haha. Thursday, No school, no meeting Ziza. Haha. Friday, InsyaAllah.

Conclusively, I had fun just now, even though the three of us at the back slept throughout most of the journey. Haha. What theR.

Open house Pics

These are the pictures I took at the open house. Lols. You might just wanna guess whose open house was it. It's kinda obvious.... haha...

Stone.Smile for the Cam!

Why do we look like we're having constipation??

:)

That's all folks. Haha. We really forgot to cam-whore after that! what a waste!

My weekend :D

So, I have blogged about Saturday in my previous post. Today, its about My Sunday... and Vesak Day! Okay, First thing first, I shall blog about Sunday.

Sunday was THE open house, and I actually went alone. My mother was busy and my sister backed out on me last minute... What the! So I still went but I met new people... Like her cousins, her aunts and uncles... Haha. And her uncle said he wanted to treat the 'rewang' people to Bowling and Movie. What theR. haha. We did refill-ing, dish-washing... And Cam-whoring (But still unsatisfied, lol) Then went to Pasir Ris Park to meet the family, and Baba's family. They were camping out, lol. Abg Hakeem actually drove me there, and (Interval: Yessa! I'm going to Johore tomorrow with Zizy!) along with the cousins and siblings. What theR, who theR, motheR! haha... Cycled with Zalillah and my siblings through the night....

Sunday
Then in the morning, we cycled again! Now I am darker (tanned). Went home at 1.30 pm...
And so we did go for bowling and movie... just now... Ouh. I mean yesterday (Since its already past twelve...) Had loads of fun lah basically... I am so tired... Can I not elaborate? belum cukup tidur tau niii.... and tomorrow, I have a guest lecture to attend to! What ther! Luckily for me it will be at 10 AM.

Tomorrow
The plan? Go Johore with Ziza. Persuaded my parents like hell. But actually I was shocked too. Why the toots would her parents wanna bring me along with them? But its okay. They like it, I think. Thats what Zizy said. heh. Wanna know what my father actually said? "(in malay) You wanna go can, just don't forget your studies." I was like 'Father, Its holiday for me you know?! haha! What theR!' Ouh and my mom does not like me using the phrase 'What the?!' At home. Its either I use What the toots or What?!!!! haha. Well too bad uh. It has become a habit. But I will try to be pro. :D

KK. Now I wanna go sleep! nitey nites!

Phase one

I have just finished phase one of my Room Cleaning Project. Lol. What the... I know. I must say, I am very tired... But it was only the table and the wall-mounted shelves that I've cleaned. There was a lot of unwanted things... Lol,I threw one big black plastic bag filled with stuffs and papers, boards and what not away. And that was only the shelves and the table... Tomorrow I'm gonna clean up the things inside the sofa and the bags . And I'll see what I'll have to throw away.

'Why not recycle?' you might ask. Well, I tried that already... It doesn't work. I just can't stand the mess... Haha. It all started when this laptop was bought and I felt that there was not enough room for me to 'Solat' inside my room! I use another table, a smaller one indeed, for the laptop cos I can place it nearer to my bed. But that wasn't really a problem. The problem was the boxes. Every time I 'sujud' during 'solat', the cloth of the robe will hit the boxes and they will fall. What ther. I know... Ever wondered what it's like to pray and have boxes fall behind your back each time you move? Trust me, it's awful. Could not concentrate at all...

Oh oh... And I found my 'baby' album... S-ho cute lah... I got cute baby fats... Maybe I should scan some and post it in the blog when I have the time... Now, I wanna play game before I solat and get ready to go to Mak Long's house...

Okay...

Since I am online now, I shall take the opportunity to blog okay. Hurhur... I woke up and remembered about the online test for PS... I was so lethargic to Wake Up, actually. I think I've slept for 10 hours. Wow... speaking of beauty sleep huh... Haha. Then I thought to myself "three days is like friday, saturday and sunday. Friday gone, saturday, I am going to Mama Long's house later for some 'kenduri'. Then on sunday (tomorrow) Sure GO out one!" So I'd have no time to do my test then. So That was why I did it now. Ok lame I know.

I got 9 out of 20 questions right! What ther! When I looked at the answer sheet, I was like 'What the?!' again. Why? Because the correct answers were what my Instincts were telling me to do. I just don't understand why Is it so Damn hard for me to follow my instinctS! Is it because I don't really believe in myself?? Haiyosh.

Anyway. Ibu is still silent about tomorrow. Except that, just now early in the morning, she talked to me like how a mother talks to her small little girl. I must say, my mom knows how to treat me well, unnoticed. But still, that is not my point. The point is, Are we going Tomorrow?? Go where you might ask... well, Going to some open house. haha. But it's not 'Some'. It is quite important to someone, I guess. If not, she won't be pestering me to go.

Okay. That's it. I love my parents (random) but I wanna go bathe already. :D
Laallalala....hari2 kerja! (k, lame.. Me know!)

Mango Adores Us lah!

What is Steph and Shi hui doing behind our backs?! haha... what the!

Oh.. Oh... And here's the pic,,,

With Syarif and Band... Lols

Me: Thanks, anyway your voice was good. (I really did not know what to say but I knew I had to say something. Wanted to say it was kinda 'rough'... though... heh)
Him: Oh yeah? Thanks.
Me: Tapi penat kan? Haha.
Him: Yea haha!
Me: yea... could tell... K thanks!
Him: No prob :D

After such a long time of not posting pics...

At last, I am gonna post some now! Woot!
First up, pics of me and Ziza disturbing Farah M :D






Farah sleeping in the studio... Ziza is like tickling her ears with some paper. lol.













There is Ziza's lipstick on my finger... And I am like
rubbing it onto farah's shirt. But it did not happen ok!









Thats my neoprint on Farah's back! :DD See I am on the EVD Icon's back! So Foh-Fuh-LAr!







Second is ME and Ziza :DD

Public Speaking - Special Occasion Speech
Gorgesc? Haha... nah... More to like Sweet? Nah... Preety lah... Nah... None of the above... We are just thankful for what we have. :D







We were indeed wearing MANGO for the day (which was just now). What can I say? She loves Mango and me? The Mango Addict!

CCN DAY at TP!

Today is CCN day and I just got home. I haven't changed or done anything yet okay! I was afraid if I did not blog now, My mood would be lost and I wouldn't execute the blogging properly, and then you guys will find it a bore to read cos I am too brief. Lol. So anyway...

First off, Public Speaking. Today is eventually the last day of the block! Yay! but I still have things to do okay... I'm not 'Totally' Free during this two weeks of holiday... (Too bad uh! ;p) We bade farewell to Mrs Evelyn Looi... By taking a picture with her. I thank her for helping me build up my confidence again. :D

Next, Lunch! With Shi hui, steph and awie. Wanted to join sarah at engine initially but awie was afraid he would collide (speaking of which, Syarif Sleeq sang that song just now... Ok I'll elaborate more on that later... heh) with his enemy. So we went to ITAS instead. Then sue and hajar (the budak segar... heh) joined us when awie, steph and shi hui left. Had so much fun talking with them lar. haha. Then sue's friend called to say that syarif Sleeq was performing at Business school... LT 19. He was with his Band mates. Lol. I remembered five songs that he sang only. Only one (he sang this 3 times! Cam tau jer aku favourite lagu ni dulu), Collide, 7 days (Sang this 2 times. Cam tau jer Zizy suker lagu ni dulu), La Bamba (when he did not know what to sing) and stop and stare (thanks to him, I am addicted to this song!) During his performance, he saw me. After such a long time (like real) of not talking or seeing him, I was kinda shocked that he could still remember me... Duh.. He has something which is called 'memory'. But not that good I guess 'cos he said he thought I was from his course, CMM. What the. Does my face look like a CMM student?? haha. What ther! He is cute, one of his band mates also cute. But Ziza more cuter....

but i am the CUTEST!! haha. oklah... What about gorgesc? haha.

Oh then when we were taking pictures, Luqman Hakeem and friends came. What the! At first we saw his look-alike. Then we saw him. Pfft. Muhaimin called out my name and he said something lah. I don't know for sure... lol. Anyway...

Moving on, EVD Jam n hop. Quite fun lah, Why? Because most of the EVD people were inside dancing. haha. Ziza was uhh... funny. Haha. She was obsessed with the virtual turntable in the laptop which was used for DJ-ing. Farah, she danced like a big momma... haha. Shi hui said she danced 'so power'. Like as if she dances at home everyday! What the! Sue, tak padan pakai tudung, OMG, Though she looks sweet and pious... Only god knows what's on her mind... hahaha. Jokes.

Ouh then there was this one part where we met the twins from Greenview Sec, Johana & Johanis. They looked at our course tee and asked what was the meaning of the japanese words. We're like "Its environment design in japanese!". And they were scrutinizing at the label which was printed around the chest area... Then I went like "Hoi, Don't look anywhere else uh, look at the name only... haha" ok lame, I know.

The pictures we took are from Ziza... Ziza! Send me! haha, Remember!!! Do not forget ahhh....

Now I wanna go bathe, then eat, then sleep can? Abih solat? haha. Doink. I am having LeG CRAMP s lahhhh.... aiyoooo. n my back hurts. And I am so tired of all the dancing and moving about, Lol. Ok. I am lame, Yet again.

Lol.

Today, went to school in the morning and ziza was late. Lol! Came into the LT with her specs... Lol. Haha... And her face was like 'The baru Bangun Tidur Type" haha. Then went to her house to discuss about our report. Her mom's ikan pari was so nice lah can? haha. And then, met the rest of the family at Arnold's for dinner. :D

So funny man today... I don't know how to describe today in short. Maybe, gerek and sempoi should be the word... but. I dunno. Im tired and I am sleepy. So is ziza. How? Tembak uh.

So. Watched something on art's central. Female body builders. Like kedi but they are women indeed! aiyosh. I don't want to become like them uh. Selisih!

But serious seyy... Just now... Ziza's mom was so funny... haha... there was one part. Her mom was talking about the cinema membership at dntn east.

Ziza: huh?4 tiket for 6 dollars?
Ziza's mom: tu bapak kau punyer! one ticket 6 dollars lah, applicable for 4 tickets!
(Well it was something like this, i can't remember. STML mah)

But the part when I heard bapak, I choked on the lada padi! omg... haha.
I was like 'mampos!' I blurted the word which i did not mean to... But I couldnt take it... haha I had to... Sorry2

Yay. So now If my mom follow me on Sunday, I will not feel so obliged to go... haha... I so hope my mom would come along... Like seriously.

And so...

I still have not transferred data from my previous com to this com. :( so tiresome. Haha. Guess what? I cooked Fried Rice just now. What the?? After so long of not holding the spatula and the wok, to cook some heavy stuff... Today, was the day. Damn it was good. Ni dah kire mcm MBAS (Masuk Bakul Angkat Sendiri). Lols. Aye! I gotta do my research already lah... :D bue.

:D

I guess that emoticon has somehow gave you an Idea of what happened.
Yea. I got my lappy.
And I am Lovin' IT!
Omg omg...

The only sad thing is that I did not get a thumby as a free gift. :(
But that one so cheap can buy.
Haha.

Anyways...
I still have not explored the lappy in details. YET.
I got it, I started up, I dnlded MSN, and there I go... Chatting,
Haha. Ziza, now you can tell me "Gi simpan lah computer kau!"
Nyeh3 (Action...)

Okok. I got other things to do now,
Ciows!

YESSA!

The COURTS staff has called and guess what?!
I can go and collect my BLOODY LAPPY!!!
hahaha... AT LAST... OMG.

I love this one...

Was looking thru our past pics and I found this.
I kinda like this one, not because I look good in it, IN FACT I don't think I look THAT good on it. Lol. If you get what I mean. If you don't get it, go fly kite.
I like this pic because it CANDIDLY focuses on me and zizy. If you notice it carefully, Rina's face is kinda blurred and Zima's face? Tak perlu dikatakan lagi. Blur HABIS! But it was all a candid. Not purposely done. Cool stuff huh?

Yay! We are the Champions! EMPHASIS!!!

Hello people!

It is a Tuesday and I have no school today! Ain't that cool? Yeaaa but partially, NO. I have to do my assignments okay... (Which I am not doing, I'm blogging instead!) I had a dream yesterday... Ziza and Mr.H... Ok. After that dream, I realized something! They have ZAs behind their name! Haha. Slow sak aku! But lame lah. Anyway... Ziza was with him... hehe... (I guess she is like smiling to herself mcm Kerang BUSUK while reading this post... Nak bet? hahaha)

Okok. Moving on. Let's see. Things have been cold lately in school. But Not so cold such that I'd need a couple of sweaters to heat me up. Just turning cold. That's the correct term to use i guess. Haish. I'm tired of thinking about nonsensical things. I wish I can stop thinking about them. But how can I? When it affects my most everyday life? I have to face it eventually each day I go to the... (FM2k,Fu2FO) <- this is not an equation, do not even try to solve it Azimah... hehe

And then... When is the Courts people gonna give me THE call? Ughhh.... So lambat! (Relax uh... Tuesday only...)

I wanna Tembak ZizyZieza. Mari kita tengok, Siapa yang KENA!

12 hrs in front of this thing...

I am sooo tired already....

Can I go to sleep now? Like serious ly...
Haha. But its only 9:11!

I wanna go school tmr. Cant wait sia.
Lalala... I like going to school.
Can see the lecturer's face... Can see Azizah's face...
Can see birds... Can see walls... haha. WTH.

Crazy already lah. Thats y. Now im helping Ziza with her PS research, Uhhhh.... Lols. My presentation confirm boring one. -.-" I don't have any ideas on how to make it better or a bit more entertaining, Lol, Maybe I'll find the answer's tmr. Lol.

our Mother's Day celebration...

Ironically, Mother's day was fully paid by the Mother's themselves. I must say, it was quite a 'filling' dinner. First went to Mr Teh Tarik's at Geylang... But before that, went to David's to buy some cd's. Saw Alias Kadir... he had a chat with Ayah... While we figured out which Movie to buy. We bought 'Dunia Baru' and 'Duyung' at last. Ok so we went to MTT to meet Mama and Aiyee and the others... Aiyee bought a cake, luckily a small one. Cos basically everyone was quite full after dinner. Lols. Most of us out of the 12 people had fish and chips and chicken chop. I had Milo Dinosaur, a bottle of Mineral water, and Fish and chips. :I Half of the cake was consumed by the half of us... Excluding me. I don't really eat cakes, just so you know.

Not enough? We went to T2 after that. The lighting, I must comment, was interesting! Wish I could elaborate more. Hehs, But so far, T2 and Marina Square has very interesting Lighting Design. So we went to the viewing deck. Just to look at the planes. WTT. Lol, And my stomach went upset. :( I had to go to the toilet, which I literally RAN to... with arina. Lols. Just to find out that cleaning was in progress. And it was the only toi2 at that level that is near. Lols. So had to go to level 1 and ease myself. Ahhh... The lighting inside the toi2 also nice lah. Haha. Anyway... While on the way to the carpark, saw this oh-so-cute guy which looks like Hady Mirza! But way much better! haha. He was like having a stomach ache lols. Cos he was rubbing his stomach and asking his brother to accompany him to the toi2. :I We fell into the same situation huh?

Then went to Tang., The Coffeeshop opposite Simpang Bedok Market. And we had supper. And there was this flying cockroach which flew onto ayah's back which made me and nina Jumped of shock! Lol. I think, we caught the other patron's attention. But who cares?! Its a flying Cockroach!!! And nenek told me something but we cousins and relatives found it... well... kinda funny.

(in malay)
Nenek:Look at your palm. The inverted V and the line, when connected with an imaginary line makes an M. What does that M means?
Me: Huh? Really? uhhh... I dunno...
Nenek: Manusia M----- (I couldn't hear properly)
I turned to nina and asked... 'What? Musibat?'
Nina: No lah... Muslimah...
Me: Really? What was it again Nek? Muslimah? No link!
Nenek: Manusia Mesti MATI lah...

Musibat kau! Muslimah habis... haha.... Paisey2...

Now. My movie marathon has started! :D
GTG Watch!

P/s. Wtt are you guys talking about now? If there is any dissensions with me, come and confront me lah! Don't keep it to yourself and leave us hanging on breakable threads!

What the!

I gave Chit(new nick for Zizy) a testi at friendster... Asked her to give me back. And what the! She gave me the same thing back! haha. Ken-Chit sey! But nvm. She said it is 'Ikhlas dari hati ke hati'. Cam real jer dekni.

Anyways, I really think we have some GMTA issues. haha. Like just now... You know how we appear offline while actually we are online... (Lol am I not supposed to disclose that?) But just now, I randomly clicked her on msn, though she was offline (Cube2 nasib) and it happened that she had been 'appearing'... lol. What the. Kire aku pandai tembak uh ni. haha.

Yesterday I slept at like 12.00... And I am so glad I woke up at 10 today. haha. How long was that?? around 10 hrs? Ahhh... So shiok lah, haha.

You know what? I am supposed to do my script... But... I am stuck with this online routine... Email, blog, friendster and what not. And Pasal ni bende seme, kerje aku tak JALAN!

Ok skrg, SLAMAT JALAN!
in other words. GOODBYE :D

Tiong Bahru

I have no idea why my right feet is having cramps. Ugh...

Anyway. I have done a lot of walking today... After my group's site visit for Environment Controls were done (the turnout wasn't good at all), Sarah, Farah and I walked to Marina Square from Maxwell Road! Ziza had already took a cab to her grandma's house. So we walked and walked... because I wanted to meet my mom at marina square. S-ho sweet of Sarah and Farah to accompany me :D When we reached Marina Square's food court (they serve damn good hor funs lah can?), we went our separate ways and I sticked with my mom, Nina and Cik Linda (my neighbor)... They had just finished watching 'Dunia Baru' at that point of time.

After we ate (though I wasn't hungry, the hor funs were soooo IRRESISTIBLE!), we went window shopping. Of course I had no mood to buy anything... But I thought that since we were already at Marina Square, why not take a look at the things. It's not like I go there that frequently... Lols.

So... We explored Marina Square and this time I wanted to look for inspiration and ideas for upcoming projects. Through the products, I had widened my view... Like I went to look at the clocks in this particular shop called 'Molecule' I think. There were very innovative products. Especially the clocks. They do not really show a clock as the traditional clock. It was more revolutionary and somehow inspiring, just by looking at the clocks. Then I also 'Opened my eyes BIG-BIG' and looked at the lighting ideas and fixtures in the shopping mall itself. I must say... This is not the first time I went to Marina Square... But it was only today when I saw the cool Lighting DESIGN!

I especially like the LED lamp fixtures where they change colors gradually at on of the foyers... The blue fluorescent lamps enhancing the forms of the perforated ceilings... and also the toilet lighting! I was waiting for my turn to pee when I looked up and noticed the design! The ceiling had some subtractions. The arrangement of compact fluorescent lamps were in two straight lines but in opposing slanted manners. If I do find pictures, I would post it here. Lols. I don't think a lot or any of you readers would know what the toots I am talking about. But I really Liked the three Lighting Schemes. Lol.

Ok. Enough of design. I wanted to get a sandal from CK just now. :I The design was ok. Simple... But nice! But there wasn't any white or black pieces for my size. PFFTT. Maybe... It wasn't my luck. Anyway... Ibu said that kind of sandals wouldn't be suitable for my feet. Because... It is too open. Lol. My feet is long but thin mah... So must try to cover up more such that I would not look like some idiot with an over-sized sandal walking. :D

J.Co donuts quite nice uh? But same as the other donuts lah... Lol.

Yay! Tomorrow I am going to find my sandals. Lol. When the toots is my Lappy coming ??? UGHHHH...

=D S-ho Ecstatic!

I talked a lot today... =D That's for s-hure! First was public speaking. :D Had 'tuition' with Evelyn after class. Farah, Azizah, Sherina and I, the four of us... Lol. I must say, we learnt quite a lot. Tomorrow I will have to read this chart to the class with ziza... Farah and sherina would have to too...

So second was during break time, where Ziza and I (Ok, it was me who had been doing most of the talking... but its ok) met some 'people' to talk business with. Lol. And then talked to my group members and actually had our dissensions sought out... And then talked with some other 'people' again for important business! (Sorry these matters can't be disclosed online to the world because it's a secret...)

I got my confidence, but not that fully... I still need to build it up. :D I can now think. Think like, critically. lols. I can't put my emotions into words. Its some kind of a relieve actually... Ah... I so love today! That's all I can say.

And I got my bag :D At last!!! mom bought it for me actually... I have no time to shop!!! Did not like it at first. But I'm trying to like it. Lols. Tomorrow we're going to URA! maybe... I think so. At least. And Where is my Laptop??!! I think it will come, the latest... by next Friday. What the! I think so lah... I don't know for sure...

Can I tell Evelyn I forgot to bring my draft tomorrow? lalala....

NAh I shan't. Eventually I would still have to do it sometime... So why not do it now? But I am hungry... :( Shall go eat first ok! :D

I shall take this opportunity to blog!

It was a LONG day, even though it was only 5 and a half hours. Went to Bedok library with ziza to meet Sarah and Farah. Me and Ziza had the Old Chang kee's we bought at Whitesand's before going to Bedok, in our bags. So that was my breakfast. But I ate it only after lunch, which was a McChicken burger from Mac. So, it wasn't my breakfast. It was meant to be... but it ended up as my desert. Lols. So we tried to do our work inside McDonalds. It wasn't a conducive place to do your work at all! I mean, there are a lot of secondary school 'Kids' loitering... Budak2 tak ada hala tujuan... And they were making so much noise. -.-" come on la, you guys are sitting next to each other! no need to shout... This is not a school canteen you know~

So anyway, A blunder occurred leaving my group and Harith to some sort of quarrel? No... Not quarrel... it's just a misunderstanding. But we apologized to each other at the end.

Lesson learnt; Always have another friend who is not of your click to keep you up with updates... Lol. Just In Case. And do not depend solely on your lecturer.

I really am tired... I feel like falling to sleep now. But I can't cos I got WORK to do! I wonder if I'll have to sleep over at Ziza's again, today... Hmmz... Mcm nak jer! haha kentut!

SOS over

SOS, or Special Occasion Speech, actually reminds me of the song SOS by Jonas Brothers. lol. Okay, that's so lame. Anyway... it went quite good, maybe because I did not feel VERY nervous. Well, I stuttered here and there. But... I was quite satisfied of the outcome. Maybe I should practice more and try to hold myself up stronger such that I do not look or sound nervous. Well... That would be for the Informative/Persuasive speech which I have yet to decide on a topic. But Evelyn said it was good. :D Ok shall not be complacent now!

For now, I have to read this article... Its a 18-page thing and just now I fell asleep halfway through the second page!! Oh My God. How can that be? Maybe because I was tired. DUH! Haha. Took a 15 minutes nap and now, I am in front of this screen, typing this blog entry lol. And so... tomorrow would be another day for me... We'd be going out to town or something for our project which is due on Wednesday!!! Oh My God! Yet again. We only have a day to plan, draw, take pics... Omg! (Today, my post is full of OMG's huh) I so Love this actually. Positive stress, LOL. Okay. Stoppit already... later another single-celled amoeba (what Swee Hong would call it - I used 'IT' if you do realize) would leave a 'ur f***ing merepek sak!' Siapa makan cili, terasa pedasnya! :P

So I shall continue scanning through my paper then... OKOK... Byes :D

P/s: I feel like I'm the old me again! :D So happy lar!

Lets get it over and done with

Currently finding a song that would be suitable for ziza's and my speech. Lol. I need to find a six minute minus1. Where to find? Haha.

Anyway, did not manage to shop for presentation clothes... Had a lot of invitations this weekend. -.-" But nevermind. Planning to wear my Topshop wrench coat/long jacket. Not really sure what to wear inside though. Maybe gonna stick with wearing a shirt cos maybe its gonna be warm tomorrow... That jacket is quite heavy and heaty (you can't find this word in the dictionary okay!). But anyways, we plan, only He decides. :D

My nose is currently itchy... I think its because of the nose pack. My skin is sensitive today. Ziza would know the reason why, and I go and wear that nose pack without realizing my skin is over-sensitive today. And now, it hurts!! Darn.

I hope my tongue does not split or go numb during tomorrow's presentation. If in primary and secondary school, it is called Oral exam, in Poly, its called Presentation. Lols. Can't wait for Public Speaking to End!!! I need some practical mann!!!

I wanna draw... I wanna do howard brandston again... haha... Can???

I can never be satisfied.

Its 1 in the morning

And I can't sleep.
So warm...
Tak boleh tahan.
You think Armageddon is getting nearer?
I think so. The sun is near to our heads.
Thats a sign.
:I

I don't like today.
Really.
Don't know if I will like tomorrow.
But I'm sure I can't wait for Wednesday...

:D

I started

Then I started to think.
We are drifting apart you know.
You and me. We don't see the bridge anymore.
Every time I see ignorance in your eyes.
It hurts but I know this is for the best.
I don't know about you.
Maybe you are oblivious.

We are just becoming strangers...

What a waste.

InLove

Currently InLove with a few songs...
1. 11 January - By Gigi but I like the Hady and Judika version (Thanks Zizy... For making this song Stick Into my head!! haha)
2. Tercipta Untukku - By Ungu... I like both versions... Ayat2cinta and original... but I prefer the original.. :P
3. Bunga by Ihsan :D (Thanks Nina for always singing this song... And now I am addicted to it!)

So if I go out and I keep singing these 3 songs... Live With IT! haha...

Gotta do my SOS speech draft now. Tatah...

11 Januari (The new songs are at the last rows of my playlist :P)

11 januari bertemu,
menjalani kisah cinta ini,
naluri berkata engkaulah,
milikku

bahagia selalu dimiliki,
bertahun menjalani bersamamu,
ku nyata bahwa engkau lah jiwaku

(*) akulah penjagamu,
aku lah pelindungmu,
aku lah pendampingmu,
di setiap langkah-langkahmu,

pernahku menyakiti hatimu,
pernah kau melupakan janji ini,
semua kerana kita manusia

ulang(*)

kau bawa diriku,
kedalam hidupmu,
kau basuh diriku,
dengan rasa sayang,
senyummu juga sedihmu,
adalah hidupku

kau sentuh cintaku,
dengan lembut,

dengan sejuta warna.....

Notebook...

So went to school damn early today. Lol. I just can't stand the long queue for the bus anymore. I can't wait till I get my license!! (Mcm pernah dengar ajer) And so. Met Farah before school... The wind was blowing quite strong... It was like as if it was going to rain but it did not. :I

Let's cut it short. I'm getting sleepy already. After PS, we went to eat at ITAS. Lol. Then we went back to studio. Played Win, Lose or Draw... Ziza actually drew her "Hantu Daena" and it was DARN funny. LOLS.

Then Swee's class was canceled last minute. Pfftt... And then I went home. :I Boring kan crite?? haha. But nvm. I can't wait for my new Lappy :D At last!! Woot! Shall I explain how I got my lappy? ok. Lol.

Went to Ikea at first. To find the stuffs for the studio like Wastepaper basket and pins. but I couldn't find the suitable mirror. Then my father wanted to go to Courts. We went up to level 3, then level 2... where my father was surveying the mattresses. Then, I was like 'Father! My laptop you don't want to buy for me, your mattress you wanna buy!'. It was meant to be a joke. But he took it for serious. Lol. Then we went up again. How? We did not take the elevator. We literally went to the first level, went out, and went in again! pffttt... haha. Then there we were at the lappy section. Browsed through. I was finding the new Acer notebook. Been aiming for that for quite some time now. Then the salesman assisted us. He told me, if I was to get acer, I'd have to go all the way to Jurong if anything goes wrong. Tet! Next! Since Farah said Hp is good, I looked at Hp. But the design was the same as Farah's but there is a smaller version too. Luckily I saw the Compaq Presario. Under Hp too. But the salesman recommended another version. Which is way much more better lah. A lot of cool specs uh but the one I loike most is that it is scratch-proof and it has a mouse pad lock... lol. and everything is fine uh... Bluetooth, wifi, webcam... the weight, the design. The only thing I forgot to check was the number of USB ports! PFFT. But nvm. There's always extension. So. Mom asked, which one would I prefer. I told her I'd prefer the Compaq uh. Initially the budget for me is like around 1.5k. But Amyra always go over-budget especially when there are great deals!! haha... U.P was 2099... but there was a promo and the price went down to 1899... I think the notebook was already calling for me uh... Kalau dah rezeki, rezeki juga... If not I don't know when we are gonna buy it. :I Well... That's how I got my lappy. The end. I can take it like latest, wednesday. Wednesday... Wednesday...

On Monday... SOS for PS. What should I wear huhhhh.....

Atuk's birthday

Did not manage to take pics. :D But basically it was kinda fun. It was just a small celebration. Went to Baba's house (Zalillah's family) and since Uncle Azrin and atuk and nenek was there... They decided to cut the cake there. They had ice cream cake from Swensen's, which obviously I did not eat... I just played with the dried ice... I like the smoke effect when you put it in water. Lol. Mcm bomoh2 gitu... banyak asap2... Kan best? Then after that we went to East Coast Lagoon to eat... :) I ate till my waist belt had become tight. Lol. Ate a lot... :O Then we went to take a look at the sandcastles where the 'old' people talked about ghosts... Then, walked to Bedok Jetty. It was such a long walk. but not tiring though cos we were talking while walking. Lol.

Did I mention uncle bought a new car?? Honda fit. And he modified the engine such that when it revs, there a very deep sound. Lol. But he's gotta change it before the ICA checks. But it won't be until 3 years. My father drove Uncle's car to east coast. But he drove slowly... -.-" Buat malu masyarakat jer... And uncle got this watch from Sim Lim... Its like a watch + phone... has mp3 and bluetooth... Its kinda touch screen. Cool but the screen is small. But still style. Uncle told us, since it has a video cam, he used it to record his colleagues and supervisors' conversations... He showed us a video where his supervisor was like badmouthing another colleague. Lol.

My head is still aching... :( Yesterday I had a pill before I went to sleep... I woke up and my head was so darn heavy... But Zizy's story was much more funnier. She had panadol or something before going to the cinema to watch Ironman... then halfway through, she slept through the show! Lol!! haha... Kentot sey... Basically she watched only the Intro and the ending parts. -.-"

So... We are currently waiting for Busu's call... Baba took urgent leave, so most probably we'd be going out together again today. but before that, I have to send that Public Speaking lecturer of mine, the draft of my Special Occasion Speech... Pfft....

Later.