Beloved crop turned green

And my hand stinks of bleach... well its not totally green. Just a slight tinge of green... oh but that crop is very dear to me!

Anyway, what a great way to start a day. Woke up to the David Archuleta alarm tone since I changed it yesterday (I would always wake up when I hear that ringtone and not any other... Funny...)Then did my morning prayers 2 times... -.-" Flatulence... Then, went for a jog and fed on hundred plus lime and lemon. Well the climax was the hundred plus... Although it seems as if that was the conclusion... but hey! Guess what? Who the hell drinks hundred plus after a JOG in the morning?? Even a primary one kid was thought to drink milk or mineral water in the morning. NO GASSY DRINKS IN THE MORNING! as what my mom usually told me...

So what price did I have to pay? Guess what, I threw up the hundred plus and dang it hurts my throat! I feel much better though after throwing up... haha. I still don't get it... why the toots did I drink 100 plus when I had even TOLD ziza yesterday that I should drink mineral water instead??!! What the...

Anyways, I think I should do this more often... So new blog schedule would be? 8 am in the morning?? Just wait until I get my Wi-Fi phone ok... haha...

"Sebab tak boleh tahan..." - Amyra Azist upon why she had to do her prayers another time. -.-"

29 December 2008

Ok I was so tired I couldn't blog on the day... Shagged lah, Anyway! Hmms let's see... ouh it was 1 Muharram... So I fasted. Besides fasting in the month of Ramadhan, Fasting on the first day of the new year was another priority... just that it wasn't conpulsory... Just like the 5 time a day prayers (Fardhu) and Solat Tahajjud... Solat Tahajjud isn't compulsory but it was also a priority. Anyway...

So. Here was the deal. I helped mama alone at the shop while ziza and our big brother (adik) went to Johor. What was the motive? Massage. Haha. And also buy my contact lense... and theirs too... duh. Anyway. That was the deal. Tired and plus... I had to endure the heat from the kitchen, the drinks... hahaha. What the. Stll I did manage to fast... (wait, Interval: Gotta wake up my lil big sister)

(Ok back, its on speaker phone...)What the... Liat sey nak bangun ni budak. A'udzubillah So anyways... Oh then for my break fast, had magic wok... hehe. And met Govind-asamy and hortomo-bin ultraman. lols. Hortomo is like another 'Halim - a guy who works as a delivery guy for canadian pizza' and they are good looking. haha. And Mama never stops teasing them. lol.

So that was my 1 muharram.

My 31 dhul-hijjah was...

Had a mini Zikral Hijrah at Baba's house (Ziza's grandmother)
Wait I gotta call this girl again... ok at last she woke up!
Anyway. So I got a birthday present from Baba... yeay! And... Basically I spent time with the psp after that. Lol.

Dumb-belo.

I Think I Am Free Now

Let me go
Off your hands
Subconsciously you are controlling
You are grasping
It's been hard to breathe

Stop holding on
Even for the slightest thing
I'm done, we're done
There are so many things
So many reasons, I just wanna leave

I learn not to apologize when it is not my fault
I'm gonna stand up straight now
You told me a lot of times not to blog about you
But guess what? I'm just like you.
A person who goes against all odds, provided it is within my beliefs.
And one of my belief? No one, except for my parents, control me.
I take and I heed advises. But I don't see why I should keep silent about you.

Dear Readers, This blog started with Mr.A
Now, the chapter has ended. As of 26 December 2008,
Me and Mr.A is over.

A new chapter of my life had started.
I don't think I should hide it any longer.

it's over.

Best Birthday.

I am so thankful for yesterday.
Although some things got into my way,
and even though I hated bbqs because its so tiring,
I was all worth it, I thought.

Family came, Friends came...
If there were anything important that we had achieved yesterday,
It was silaturrahim - A Bond.

If only some would get off their seats and join the bbq instead of having me to take for them their food, (Like hello its a bbq!) then I would not have the guilt of not feeding my guests... Haha. Anyway, it doesn't matter...

Even though some people complained, I don't really care. Because I know they are just jealous that no one wants to hold a bbq for them and prepare their favourite food even though he is unwell! They are just seriously, Jealous.

Thank you Azeez (probably the first time I blogged about you in a good tone -haha) for making me have a blast of a time - the CAKE, the kuay teow, the effort you had put in, and for the rain. I love rain when its not dangerous ;p. Thank you Ziza for coming down to help even though you were tired after helping mama. Thank you Ibu for sponsoring most of the expenses... Thank you Mama Gi and Ayah Aim for coming down, closing the shop early, just for me. haha. Thank you Mummy and Daddy for coming down even when you are suffering from the jet lag. haha. Thank you Mama Nur for the other cake. Thank you to the neighbors who had chipped in to some of the stuffs for the bbq at night. Thank you to the Beautiful Ladies (Includes Ibu) who had lightened their hands to bbq, thank you to the Handsome Gentlemen (Includes Ayah) who had the Gazebo ready... Thank you Also to Yati and Izzuan for logistics (Appreciate it very much - kalau you all takde, tak tau lah mcm mana) And to the remaining Guests, thank you! Zima! Thank you for the Camera! Dont forget the pictures k! Uhmm, Thanks for the presents.... And thank you to me also, for the food I've prepared... Hehe. I dun care! I want to praise myself for my hard work! haha.

Thank you Allah for making it easy for me to handle the bbq.
Alhamdulillah. We really had fun.

Weird!

ok... Weird stuffs are happening on the eve of my birthday!!

First, When me and my sis walked to Elias mall to withdraw money from the teller, A group of mats called my name! MY name!! What the... Aku tak kenal pun. I thought if they were to call out nina's name, it would be normal uh. Cos she has a lot of mats and minahs who knows her.

And guess what? Someone had just threw an egg into my brother's room!! What the!!! Sakit betul. hahaha. Matin was already pissed off and all I could say "Aik? Kakak punye birthday, kau yang kene sabo?? hahahhaha"

Tanda-tanda kecil.

To be better

When a man says he wants to be a better man,
I wonder how better, specifically.

They say... Clarity is power. So? Define a better man, please.

So. Resolution for 18 years of living this temporary life?
To be better.

How better?
I don't know.

I just don't want to hurt as much as I hurt this year.
I want to work harder than I've worked this year.
I want to cherish as much as I have cherished this year.
I want to believe as much as I had believed this year.

I want to use my ears to listen. Listen to advices.
I want to use my eyes to see. See whats happening and hope I could make things better.
I want to use my mouth to share. Not gossips but knowledge.
I want to feel life like it is now... And I shan't regret later.
So that when its time, I shall leave contented.
Self-love, Self-peace, Self-respect.
I know I dream. Sometimes I do believe but its rarely I achieve.
I will always believe that things happen for a reason.
And I'll always take things a step at a time.

In the name of Allah, the most gracious and merciful.
God, may You protect me from disaster, sins and sufferings. May you protect my family and empathize my parents like how they had empathized me when I was young. May You make my prayers permanent, and may You put me along the believers. Repay and bless those who had done good to me and my family and I always hope for Your guidance. Give me strength to face all Your challenges. And I am thankful for everything that You had presented me with. God, I am thankful for the family You presented me with and my companions. I am thankful for having the chance to be able to see Your creation and Your greatness. May You protect us in this world and the hereafter... Amin amin takkabal ya kariim...

Seal my eyes, seal my ears, seal my mouth.

I may be legal in exactly 11 hours time. But will I be ready to go?

I hate it when I feel this way

Why is it always like this???

When you have a friend and he changed, You wanna make him the same person back again. That's what you take me for? Haha. Can, No problem. I love games for two!

Please don't change.

My God, I look like... I need to sleep.

"Think positive. Things might not go your way. But darling, why don't you take this as a step for heaven?"

In those eyes

I see a rainbow after a dark stormy night
I hear birds chirping melodiously after a loud thunder
I feel joy after the crystal tears
And happiness lies deep down under.

The moonlight shines
Till the sky was blue
As and when silence falls.
I would be reminded of you.

The hurt deep inside
Only time could heal
And as tears fall down
I would be reminded of Him

Talking without thinking is shooting without aiming.

Angel, I will try my best. Ganbatte ne!

If ever was an angel, It was you... :D

Vivocity :D

This time, It was only me and Ziza :D
We walked around the whole three parts of vivo until harbourfront shopping centre to get my birthday present(s). How nice was that?

I got a cropped jacket, bangle (I loved that alot) and necklace... Actually, sincerely, I love all of them. So nice :DD

Then we went to breeks cafe for lunch/dinner (i don't really know) And that was the first time I had an Ice lemon tea which costed 4.20! how ex was that? hahaha. What the.

I am so happy today. :DD

I know why, but I can't explain.
Because it can only be felt when you are with the ones you love.
And this, I'd treasure it for a lifetime.
God, give us life.

More than a normal sister love

Review after both of our posts. (hahaha)

: Princess of Radiance :. says:
i really have no comments my dear
ZizyZieza says:
so do i
ZizyZieza says:
after reading ur blog
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
they say
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
the ones who deserve your love, is no one except for those who need you as much as you need them
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
As for my love to that one irritating smart little girl, I have no doubts
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
thats why, I'd become a doormat or even fishtank if i have to
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
hahaha
ZizyZieza says:
hahahaha
ZizyZieza says:
what abt halo??
ZizyZieza says:
but oh tk leh
ZizyZieza says:
tu aku
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
hahahaha
ZizyZieza says:
u become the wand uh
ZizyZieza says:
hahahah
ZizyZieza says:
wond
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
wand ?
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
hahaha
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
angle ade wings kan?
ZizyZieza says:
ouh ya
ZizyZieza says:
hahaha
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
then I'd be the wind beneath your wings
ZizyZieza says:
~you give me wings when im falling
ZizyZieza says:
hahahahah
ZizyZieza says:
kau lagu lain
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
hahahaha
ZizyZieza says:
akulagu lain
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
ya!!!
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
hahahaha
ZizyZieza says:
kene uh tu
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
that was what i was thinking
.: Princess of Radiance :. says:
hahaha
ZizyZieza says:
hahaha
ZizyZieza says:
tk yah bbl uh

^ that was our conclusion! aghahaha....

I did not steal her from heaven. Trust me.

Waiting. Worried.

I am currently waiting for somebody to finish blogging.
Because I want to know what is in her head right now.
And since I have got nothing else better to do, I shall blog,
As I WAIT.

(I would be lying if I were to say that I am not worried)

Ok. Let's talk about what happened in the day!
Went to help Mama. Guess what?
I became an Idiot for an hour or so.
I was pressurized, I had to talk without thinking.
Basically what came out from my mouth can make people dislike me.
See... Thats why I talk slowly.
Eventually, I apologized and let silence and time calm me down.
-If there were any source to help me calm myself down or cure me from a heartache, it will be time. Just give me time, and I'll be okay.

These few days, my right arm and my left leg are not doing any justice to me. Pfft.
They hurt... Omg. They Ache, and they turn numb...

Anyways, my lips are dry and I am living on Vaseline's lip therapy...
I guess the wet monsoon has taken its toll on me.

My dear, when are you gonna click that 'publish post' button??

No matter how many times you hurt me
No matter how deep your words cut me
I will endure, I will persevere
Because this is what we do, when we love

And when the time comes for us to part
I will treasure every moment we had together
I will treasure those kind looks and words of encouragement
And mostly, the laughters we shared which helped me breathe.

Angel, you are life to me.

Chasing nothing

Then,
I shall thank God for those who could wait for me silently as I speak slowly
And for those who had always been there for me even when they know their presence was being taken for granted.

Mistakes are part of being human. Appreciate.

Lesson Learnt: Do not take things for granted.
Your parents.
Your friends who care.
Even those guys who likes you but you find them irritating.

Alhamdulillah, there is still something in me - Patience.

Mama or Ibu???

Major problem!

Tomorrow, Ibu has this kendarat thing and she needs my help.
At the same time, I've told mama I'd help her at Elias.

Toots.

I told Ziza about this. And she insisted on Elias. Though the money at kendarat was better.
But she pitied Mama. So Yeah.

I would not wanna go if she wasn't there. :( Then my heart wouldn't be in the thing. It would be wondering somewhere else...

I would help at elias, provided, I can find subs for me and ziza.
But Now I CAN'T!!! What had happened to all these people! What the!

Should I help Ibu even though I wouldn't be happy or I would not enjoy it??

Now how??

OMG... mama or Ibu?

ziza is not leaving mama at elias because she thinks its irrational for her to not help mama just because of money.
Me? Should I leave my mother to help my godmother because my bestfriend would not be with me if i help my mom?

-Is this how I prove to you that you still mean so much to me?

Twilight The Movie

We caught Twilight :D Initially we wanted to watch Cicakman 2 but due to some unseen circumstances, we had to change the plans. Last minute. So, we ended up watching Twilight, AND, I swear!!! It is a movie not to be missed. Perfect!!!

I sooo Like the hero. Edward Cullen (played by Robert Pattinson - He played 'Cedric', the cute guy who died in Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire)

This is what I call fate. Haha.
Thank God.
(Ok this is an irony!!)

Good News Bad News

Good news first, or bad news? *ok rhetorical*

Good news: It's our HOLIDAYS!!!
But still, obviously, I'll not be busy rotting at home.
I'd have my own plans still. Heh.

Bad news: Maybe, we'll not see each other this year...
They say "Sayang, sayang, seribu kali sayang"
And I'll say, "Mungkin, Tidak ada rezeki kita kali ini"
"Patience is a virtue"
"Sabar itu separuh dari iman"
"Good things might come to those who wait"

But one nice quote from someone:
"Biar berjauhan di dunia, tetapi disisiku disyurga"
Or the other one:
"Biar aku berjauhan di dunia, tapi disampingmu disyurga"
-Quoted from Mr. Kambing a.k.a M. Dubai :P

Biar mengalir airmata bisu
Tetap kupercaya kepada takdir
Segala dugaan akan ku hadapi
Dengan harapan hikmahMu hadir

Bila tiba waktu itu
Disaat kita dapat bersua
Aku percaya
Ia akan menjadi suatu saat yang indah
Kerana Sabar dan Tabah

Mungkin menangis itu tanda kelemahan
Tidak begitu kepada aku
Tiada khilaf menitiskan airmata
Kerana setiap kali aku menangis
Aku rasa teramat dekat kepadaNya

Malas

In english, its lazy!
Malays are not lazy ok!
Cut it out.
Every body is lazy when it comes to the 'lazy' mood.

Ok, I have to blog. Some body asked me if I'm blogging.
I was like 'do i have to?'
I have one post which has yet to be edited and published.
So yeah, Thought of editing that, but Im lazy!
I want to sleep can?

Hahaha. Ok this Post is so redundant!

Pictures!!!

As promised, here are my pictures :DD
They are not edited by the way.



























^ A sneak peek of The kenduri. Look at nenek in blue,
she doesn't have any Idea what we are talking about. hehe.

^ Me feeding Khairiah. Mind you, the bottle is empty!!
I'm feeding her air, wind, carbon dioxide, oxygen... and
what not.



























^ The first and the fourth generation. This is the part
when khairiah was wailing and nenek is like panicking!!!
hahaha. Cute stuff!!



























Ok, Now thats better :D Toodles!

And somebody had just told me to do something for our
project. Which has to be done by tmr.
Yeah. Thanks eh!
CAN I KILL YOU???
URGh.

Takpe. Sabar.

"Kakak, get your licencse! hurry-hurry!!
Why must your birthday fall on december sey??"
-Nina, being bored at home.

Aidiladha

[Part 1] Aiyee's house.

We had a small kenduri (tahlil and doa selamat) and I've managed to squeeze my way into Danny's room to blog! haha. They are eating now anyways. Before I have no mood to blog and all, I'd better blog now right. haha.

So we woke up at 11 45 am today. Thats like... Late? I woke up at 7 but since everybody was still asleep and the weatherwas so nice to sleep in, I went back to the embracement of my bed. Lol. *ader jer*

So we went to Aiyee's house. And Long Tika led the Tahlil for Arwah Atuk's 21st year of his leaving, and also the Doa Selamat for Kak Atikah's, Ibu, Mine :)) and Aiyee's wedding anniversary... Yeay. I'm so relieved that someone had read for me the doa selamat for my birthday. I have no worries already.

Nenek was kinda cute. Since she couldn't hear well, when Long talked to her in front of us, she wasn't paying attention and the funny thing was that... Long wanted to start the recitation but nenek was still watching tv! Worse, it was Son Of The Mask!! We ended up laughing at her. hahaha. Tak baik eh.

While reading the Tahlil, some were already shedding tears -of course and as usual, I was the first, Ibu second, Long's wife was third- and half way through, some were already yawning. Until one time, when Long had finished reciting a part of the Tahlil, he suddenly shouted... "Oi, Ajis! Baca! Minum pulak! Aku yang baca, kau yang haus..." And we went chuckling... Sam bin dol... But after that we weren't that sleepy anymore.

Hahahaha.
I wanna take picture with Kak Liza's baby!! SO CUTEEEE....
Will post some pics soon :D

Nikmat Malam Aidiladha

I am so touched, I can cry.

If someone were to tell me, Allah punishes those who does sins.
I will say. Yes. That's true.
But then, I will tell them, He is the most forgiving. Even for the most sinful things you do.
He is there for you. To guide you.

Today I feel His greatness.
Today I feel thankful to Him for His love.
Today, I feel belonged.

Aku ingin lihat kau bahagia walau aku tiada di sisi.
Maka, buatkan aku tersenyum dengan membahagiakan dirimu.

This is it. i HOPE

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lie
Too many barriers

Culpable

My parents are on their way back and I am sooo happy and excited that tomorrow is HARI RAYA HAJI!!! Wheee~ *I have to go to the toilet but I don't feel like going - okay that's quite redundant!*
It's a happy Sunday, and I am so happy that mama closed the shop early today! Yeay again!

But, beside those happiness, there are also somethings I am uncertain about, still. :( Things happen for a reason right.

I was immotile. For once, I thought I was obtusely obedient.
Deranged - I wished It had never happened.
God, forgive me of my sins.

Left.

I had a very nice dream last night. Even when my stomach wasn't doing any justice to me.
I dreamt about my former bestie talking to me :) And my current bestie/bff/sister - whatever-you-call-it was still there... For me. And HER talking to me like a normal friend is such a relief. Sad that she can't talk to me the same. Anyways.

I woke up today due to nenek's phonecall. She got to know from Ayah Aim and Mama Gi that I did not follow my family to Rompin, Pahang. She sounded quite shocked though. Especially when she got to find out that I was sleeping alone last night. Kinda scary though, sleeping alone in this house... Eek.

You know, I just hate this gastric thing not going away. Shoo lah. dun bother me can?? I wanna go my nenek house to eat later. You think she cooked today? (ahha, muke pun salah kalau nenek tak masak) But she has some kenduri to attend to. So Im not that sure.

Today, Sarah, Ziza and me have our site analysis to do. Hehehe... And we plan to go swimming. Ahaahha. So kental. But should be fun right. hahaha. See how first lah. Bikini or diving suit? Of course the latter!! hahaha. What ther.

Anyways, I shall learn to be independent now. Maybe sleeping over Ziza's. Maybe nenek's. Unless someone there wants to accompany me at my house tonight... haha.

*I tend to get depressed when sick. Please do not agitate me cos if i lose my patience, you never know what can happen. You know i am not like that. Im talking about you, the one reading this. YEAH. YOU!!!*

Now stop acting like you don't care.

Paranoia...

What If I break your heart?
Would everything be the same again?
Would you still be there when I'm in pain?
Or would you just leave me in vain?

Words seems so sweet last night.
Gifts touches me to my heart.
Pretty lucky of me to have these people around me.
But unlucky of me, I can't seem to make 'em happy.

When the rain falls again,
I shall not worry about being wet.
But later, when lightning strikes,
I'd still have to be brave myself.

Why do things happen?
Things happen for some reason.
Sometime it is retribution.
For the bad that you had done, or for the good.

Sometimes things also happen as a test.
Its only up to you and me.
How do we face this?
Like I said, Its up to us. The rest is for HIM.

Uncontrollable

Why.
There are so many things that I can't control today.
In pain, my tears.
They are my witness.
In fear, my thoughts.
They are my enemies.

How.
I don't want to be sick.
My body is not listening to me.
But it is all my fault.
Why am I feeling this way?

No Appetite.
No strength.
So weak.
I wish this all would end soon.

*Pergi lah makan, tergoleng-goleng... Macam mana nak baik?*
-The words from Ibu which made me laugh while in tears.

You

If anyone can make me feel guilt like never before, even when I'm not
It's you
If anyone can make me feel like I'm not worth it, even before I know it,
It'll be you
If anyone can make me feel sick, like I never had,
It will still be you

But its a wonder, how despite all these things you do to me without you knowing it
I still keep on loving you.

Love makes us stronger, at the same time, it makes us weaker.
In fact, weaker than we had ever imagined.
Is that fair? It would be...
When you know that the one you love, loves you too.

And I wonder again, do those who claim to love me,
Love me the same?

Its not the materials.
Its not the words.
You'd only find the answer when you feel love.
That's how it should be.

Time is running out.
Yes I do believe in karma.
In Fact I believe in it more than you know it.
Thank you very much.

I cut my hair

When december comes for the past few years, I guess, my hair will be short. I think... its the 'trend' of my hairstyle circle.
Asal december je pendek, asal pendek je, mesti december!!!
*This is my december... This is my time of the year...* - heard of that song?? one of my faves!

So yeah. I made a vow to myself -
The hair dresser cut my hair short and thin because she claims that my previous hair had no 'body/shape' and that the split ends are already too long.
Okay! You know what, hairdresser, Im going to your shop every month to trim. and make sure you take good care of it for me because i wanna keep it long! Kalah kan model shampoo ok! hahaha.
Ganbatte ya Amirah!

So. The vow is to keep my hair long and healthy so that in december 2009, i wont have to cut my hair short.

*My dear adik2, please stop saying my hairstyle look like Abang Adik's... because mine is so much nicer. ahaha. and because he had already cut and highlighted his. Wheee....~

The scent of his perfume still lingers until now...

It has been a tiring day for me yesterday...
Went to Bugis before heading down to Central and then... the adventure starts. haha. First time taking care of Venalie with adik. -he and his 'yahudi nak mampos' worker.

So anyways, I'm actually wondering how come some one far away can tell that I am tired and how come someone near to me can't? Why are some people just selfish? Am I selfish?

Forget it, its only a matter of time... Surprise surprise!

P/s: I am not always free you know.

*Kalau dah jodoh?*

My new blog playlist

I had embbeded a new blog playlist named 'blog 2'.
There are 2 particular songs which I had 'just' liked.
If I were a boy by beyonce knowles - I would dedicate this to those who had girls -like me, heart broken. hahaha.
Halo by Beyonce Knowles - this would be dedicated to my little miss Angel who had been there for me.

*Trust me, Its hard for me to give commendations to anybody*

I know why now

Basically what happened today was that, me and Ziza were late for school today for 30 minutesss!!! Trust me, this is the first time that we've been this late in our 'star karat' lives. But anyways, not much were lost. We will try not to do that anymore *Lifts right hand*

Then we went back to Elias Mall to have our 'free lunch'.. *hehe* Then we figured out that we had to go back to school to print something (for our assignment)...

Left the shop for my house and after doing the stuff we need for printing, ayah turned on karaoke. So I started... (sekian lama aku tak karaoke) Ziza had apparently kept herself busy with her dubsdubs. And so I kept myself busy lah. *winkwink*

So then, after some persuasion... [This is HOTSTUFF!!] Dearie ZizyZieza got a hold of that MIC!!! I had a blast of a time after singing 3 discs of songs. She sung about 3 and she claimed she was tired! Haha. No doubt lah. But yea, her voice is commendable ok. I shall be proud that I got to listen to her sing. Because I know, not everybody has that chance. I think you'd have to give her sufficient endorphins in order to get her to do that 'taboo' stuff. Lols.

So another taboo stuff we did, We brought Mikhail (my small bro) and Hykel (her cousin) to Temasek Polytechnic! I think we did a bit of attention grabbing there... and we kinda 'made' a thrill out of it.

So basically, that was it. Haha. Of course other stuff happened lah, But, If i were to put it all down, then it would be a logbook now, wouldn't it?

*And I need the push!*

something from someone

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

"I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'."

"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance

"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."

"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone."

People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."


"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn." "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."



APPRECIATE THINGS AROUND YOU...THERE'S A REASON WHY ALLAH DID THAT.

*No, you can't cubit my pipi... why? because you are so far away! haha.*

Similar

This Guy and I... We share the same problem...

Here are two posts grabbed from his blog and it exactly explains how I feel now and before.

You try to be special but you know its impossible. Why? Because you're just too afraid. That's me. I'm afraid. In my mind, I got all the words I want to say. But I just can't let it out somehow. I'll tell myself to wait for the right moment but the right moment, never seem to come. As it goes on and on, the moment you wanted so badly just fades away. That's when I realised. That moment I'm waiting for...The perfect moment, to say all i want to say...will never come and the only reason to it is that you actually create your own moment. Its not predestined, coincidental nor fate. All this while, the perfect moment had been created by the sole person who wanted it more, me. I've created the perfect moment. I took risk. I didn't care what will happen nor was I afraid. I was brave. And that's me, a while back but not anymore.

Now I'm a troubled person whose too afraid and hiding behind a fake smile and wretched self-denial. A self-denial world where nothing is happening and it makes me seemed like I don't care at all. Thus, I threw away opportunities, I threw away the possibilities, I threw away every single thing I endeared. I'm just locked in one side of the room with nothing at all. Just some tactless and futile dreams I once had.

I miss the old me. The old me who knew what he wanted. brave. undeterred. created and grabbed opportunities. I wonder where is he now...

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I wonder what's the purpose of keeping online blogs when you can't really trully be sincere in your entries. So why do I bother?

I decided to give Structural Bio a miss today knowing that I've never did skipped the module once before. So, why not? Spend the time in school before heading to Queensway with Ariff and Hadi. God knows how many time I've been to that place and it has always been for the same thing. Going there on Thursday morning as well.

There's so many things bothering me right now. Not like its surprising. But it doesn't matter because in my world...there's only me, me and me. I better sleep and make sure I finish up my report for good and not get distracted.

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http://www.pushing-thesenses.blogspot.com/

*this guy is a blogger friend of mine. We haven't really met actually.

Surprise SURPRISE!

Had a surprise today. I was really shocked. Like a lot of times!!
Haha.

Ok, the surprise which Mr.A had plotted was with the assistance of Ziza and Hakam *kentot*

Me, mika and nani slept over ziza's place in response to mama gi's invitation (trust me, nenek wasn't happy at all). The plan was to watch 'Sing to the Dawn' today... So yeah... Hykel (Ziza's 9 year old cuz also sleptover) And damn, we had loads of fun 'babysitting'!

I'll blog about how the surprise went another day because I'm having a flu right now... Its getting heavier. haha.

Whatever it is... To Mr.A, with all due respect, thank you for your efforts.
I hope you still remembered what we had talked about.

*I had only realized today how clever my sister, nani, is! Ya Allah.

*Only to Him I surrender*

Dj and kendarat...

I currently have a sore throat. How cool is that?
I think I got it from Ziza, who got it from her bro...

Ok So on Sunday, we were super duper busy... As busy as a bee.
We had a wedding to attend to...
I was at the Dj, as usual, and Ziza and the rest was with Ibu doing kendarat...
Haha. Had fun but there were also some important lessons that I've learnt.

Lesson number 1 : Always Give And Take!

hahaha.
Best nyer.

Ok thanks Mr.A for the wake up call. Still I fell back to sleep.
Haha.
Tmr ok!

Pics attached to prev post.

Ziza's Epok-Epok!!

My Epok-epok!! See the Green Dot?? Cute Right?? hahahaha

The naughty Grasshopper!!

We went like "Ew! Ew! Ew!!!! ew!!...." *Rolls eyes...*

Wheee!!! What a great day!!! RatRace!

So let's start with morning...
Slept at Ziza's place yesterday cos I was lazy to go home... haha.
So yeah, first time in how many days, I slept at 12 mn!! Usually its like 2 or 3am... 5 am maybe... and sometimes... 7 am the next day!!!
And Today was good because in such a long time... I have not been doing my Subuh Prayers... so after doing it, I felt great uh. Should not miss Subuh prayers that often... Subuh Prayers made my day!! Whee~ kudos!!

And then... we went to sleep again... ZzZzzz.... Tired mah. hehe. Shouldn't have done that... 'tak afdal' hahaha.. So we went to Elias Mall... hahaha. Lols. At 10... although Ayah or Mama had told us to come earlier... PFft...

But at Elias, we had so much fun!! Haha. Daddy and Uncle Keypad (Both Ziza's uncles), Baba (Ziza's grandma) and Hykel (Ziza's cousin) came to help. HAHAHA. Big huge laughtersss.... We made epok-epok and Me and Ziza competed to see who claimed nicer... first attempt, mine was nicer... second attempt, Ziza's was. Well. I just can't work well under pressure now, can I?

Ok let me tell you of this one part where we wanted to send hykel to one of the roads where Daddy was waiting to pick him up. We ended up racing... Like we took different routes and see who reached the car first. And Me and Ziza ended up running, Like THAT NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE!!!

So what happened during the race? Well, DUH something happened!! After sending hykel to daddy's car, Hykel forgot his PSP so we went back.. Race again... But Ziza did not follow me cos she wanted to enjoy the air-con in daddy's car. So, it's left with me and Hykel... so then, raced back to daddy's car again. Then we asked daddy who's epok-epok looked more nicer. Of course Ziza's. Then... Hykel forgot to bring back food. Lols. So This time, Ziza and I raced with Hykel. We took the main entrance route and Hykel took the 7-11 route. Yet again, we won. But the 'penunggu'-cum-security guard had told us to stop running. Anyway...

For the race back to daddy's car, we decided to swap routes...(Pity Hykel, He is always losing) So yeah we did. we took the 7-11 route. And guess what?? When I was about to pull the door open to go into 7-11, there is like a damn big GRASSHOPPER lah sey!!! Ya Allah... We came to a halt and started to scream. ahaha. Belo sak... Then we took a turn and followed the main entrance route instead. Just because of a Grasshopper!! hahaha. When we were about to reach daddy's car, we saw Hykel came out of 7-11. Pelik betul lah tu budak... hahaha Still he lost... *Ouch. The ant-bite is making my foot itchy! -Mopiko pls!!!* Itu namanye, TAKDIR hahaha. It has been fated Hykel, that you'd lose in our races... Muaahahaahaa.... Omg. Evil!!

Hmm what else... Ouh! On the way back!! Ziza started hitting my face with the small pillow. KEntot. So we ended up having a small pillow fight... Hahahaha... And Ayah was like "Ape korang buat ni? Sampai bergoyang-goyang kereta ayah... Terbuka pintu tu nanti..." And we were laughing like.... Our silent laugh which only the 'huk.... huk!... huk!!' could be heard. Lols.

So Fun lah... Amyra Azist is soooo coming back!

*Die jeling kat aku!!!*

Dates and Tsunami

So... Our date with Farah Hannan and Lynn Bahar is cancelled...
So is my date with Mr.A this Saturday... Ape ni? orang cancel2 date... suke2 jer!

Anyways, today marks the end of our Japanese class. I got second for my Japanese listening test. I got wrong for one question!!! Argh! Careless... Did not listen to the question carefully...
But I did not really study for the test... So anyways...

Someone asked me about why the tsunami happened on boxing day 2006 at Aceh, Indonesia. To him, His act was merciless but it was for a Merciful cause.
So I explained my thoughts.

'You see... There was something in the Al-Quran that I've read about Allah s.w.t sending reminders to countries... where by the people are mostly 'ingkar'. In other words, if you want your country to be safe from disasters, more citizens should be believers of the True Religion. (Wallahu Alam)

So why Indonesia? Look at the situation now. The condition of the political leaders... The chaos in the country... (I won't emphasize on the conditions there as I would not wanna run and be carried away from the topic) So Allah s.w.t is only giving a reminder to these people.

But why Aceh where there are lots of innocent people, majority living in poverty?
Well, to me, there are two reasons.

1) If you were to think about it rationally... Do you think life would be better if the innocent lives in heaven (Taking to consideration that more than half of the sacrificed are children) or continue living life in this world with their life full of lies and sins?

2) Why innocent people? Why don't Allah s.w.t just give some disaster to the people who have been creating the problems? Wallahu alam misawab but to me... These people who are creating problems, are people who can change the world. If these people were to be banished, who would take care of the country? These reminders are just to remind these people who are powerful, that Allah s.w.t still exists and that they should not misuse their powers and use it to help the weak. For if they were to misuse them, they should know whats in for them in day of judgment.'

So that is what I think lah. Basically... Any dissensions? Keep it to yourself k :D

I wanna watch Sing To The Dawn!!!

*Alahh... Cute nyeee~! So Clever!!!*

Its the Weekend

Friday night.
Some miracle happened. I got some message. I got my answers.

Saturday.
I did not had enough sleep the day before. So basically I was 'sick'. Personally, I don't blame the chatting. Its the... (Omg- does this mean that I have to let ziza read my diary now??) You know how depressing it has been for me lately. And I couldn't sleep. He was just accompanying me because I couldn't sleep. It has never been on purpose that I......

Ok. Fine. PEOPLE. It has been a depressing month for me! That's why I got sick. And I think I am lucky I got sick. Because while I was sick, I did not go out on Sunday. And on Sunday, it was the day... A day I had been waiting for for the past 2 months. And Syukur Alhamdulillah for that.

Ibu, Ayah, mama nur, aiyee... nenek, baba and busu. I am sorry. I will try to heal the situation. Though I feel it is out of my means. After Sunday, I feel it... The loss... Everything. We came back to life. I came back to LIFE!

Sunday.

Never had Felt better since that night. Being deprived of sleep doesn't make me sick, sayang. Being depressed and exhausted does. Might wanna look a little bit deeper. :D

Some words for my dear bestie

I had other things in mind to blog about... but I think I'd prioritize on this first. I thought that the tagboard was too 'small' so I decided to do a blog post reply instead.

The night I showed you my multiply blog, it was not accidental. It was on purpose. I knew I had to show you that. I could not keep anything from you anymore. I would feel very wrong if I were to keep anything from you. I had to put up an act lah basically. Zima, hope u understand. I wasn't quite sure if what i was doing was right.

There's a lot of things I want to explain... But I can't. You have to ask me personally. You know I am the kind of person whom wants the other party to seem fairly interested before I tell them anything or everything...

Its been hard on me lah you know.

But you know what?? I can fairly say that over saturday night, when I got sick, I got my answers to my prayers and I thank God for that moment in time. I will leave my 'sick o' self', I WILL be a better person. I am leaving all that behind now. And I'm sure, the moments you'll have by my side would never be dull, again, from this point onwards. And like I told you. I would not blog on my multiply blog about you anymore.

I won't sleep late again. I don't promise you this. But I promise you I'll be more disciplined. I'll be my old Amyra Azist again. :DD

Alhamdulillah.

'Hot' Day

Today, Ziza, nurmani, and rabia.... and ZIMA! watched THE COFFIN! whee....~ hahahaha. Good... full of suspense... Shocking...

We bought the hsm3 combo and ziza vowed to throw the popcorn bits to those people who are like... making noise... haha. but she only threw it at rabia cos she was giggling and all... and trust me... the guys sitting behind us was like... so noisy!!!

Hmm... In all, I had fun lah. hahah. miss those peeps.
Esp zima.
Lols

Amyra Azist Is coming back!

I have one confession.
I apologize for not blogging that frequently.
But that is only because I have nothing much to tell about these few days...
*now that doesnt sound like me, does it?*
I know, I used to just blog, even though I know the content is crap. But I don't know why, these few weeks hadn't been the same for me.

Let's see. Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I skipped lecture to finish up a draft. Lol. And luckily for us... the lecturer was so understanding. Phew!

Should I tell you about my groupmate who is like so the tongong? haha. Or the one who is cute but blur? or the one who is so called, Mr. Reliable?? OR the insurance agent wanna be? or... oh!! My toilet buddie!! hahaha. Japanese class is so fun... when you come to think of it. But sometimes, it can also be quite stressful.

*Phew! this is so tiring...*

Can I watch HSM3 again?

I am a very confused person right now...
Maybe its more to 'A girl, full of dilemmas'

I'm sorry I can't disclose anything...

P.s: Ne, Re, Zima, you guys might know.

Always asking...
Forever listening...

Looking Presentable.... (Friendster Bullletin)

Do you straighten your hair everyday?
-no. I like it the way it is for now, i think!

What's your favorite "girly" magazine?
-errr... 17?

Would you kill for chocolate?
-no. Killing is the last thing I wanna do... what more killing for chocolates??

Jeans or skirts?
-Jeans..

Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
-no! but the shoes is always the problematic one!

Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
-No! Whatever for... he is not my husband... and btw, policy #23, don't ever try too hard when getting ready.

Would you leave the house without makeup on?
-Did that a lot of times.

In a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?:
-9!

Are you spoiled?
-no....

Do you think lip gloss is the best?:
-Ya... better than lipstick!

Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
-sometimes? but not always...

Do you yell a lot?
-sometimes when the neighbour on top is so noisy, I'll yell at them from below. hahaha

How long does it take you to get ready?
-1 hr, standard
2 hr, perfect
3 hr, too long already! what time you wanna go out if like that??

Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to school/work?
-hahahaha. no!!!

Accessories make the outfit; true or false?
-true... without accesories, I may look like an.. indo maid?

Do u like skater boys?
-wah. can, but must see first... haha. gotta go thru my test!

Is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
-no

Do you often wish there was something you could change?
-uhhh.... like?

Gold or silver?
GOLD. like seriously. But not that gold you usually find at mustaffa okhay...

The guy that you like/love/whatever,?
-dunno... johnny depp? haha. a lot seyyy

Do you dress up too much for holidays?
-When I wanna go out? yea.

Do you like wearing dresses??
-hahaha. been such a long time since I've worn one but i dun mind!

What makeup could you not live w/out?
-Powder. :DD

-UPDATES-

It's been such a long time for me since I've last blogged...
I don't know why but maybe its because of the night classes.
I get back and I'll be hungry and tired. The only things i can do is like eat and sleep only!
haizzz....

so anyway... japanese class was great. I like going for japanese classes. hehe.
*this semut is irritating me! its crawling on my screen... ugh.*
so and then... Why I like going to japanese class? hmms....
The teacher... ah! the sensei (teacher in japanese) is like so cool lar.
She saw the 'leader' in me and she put me in this group which is like... 'ok cool'
Cool lar kire... haha. The group is for presentation 2.

speaking of which, presentation 1 went quite well for me... although there were some blunders... but yeah. haha... KIMONO! KIMONO! KIMONO!

P/s: Bye bye syawal... i will miss you!

Oh where oh where can my baby be?

I hope lord wouldn't take her from me just yet.

Every time I pray, I will cry.
Sometimes I wonder why...
She is just sick.
But its always when people get sick,
you start to worry.

I pray and hope.
She would get through His obstacles.
All that is happening now,
Has its reasons
and God is capable of all miracles.

But then, I wonder again.
What if she doesn't get through this.
Would everything remain the same?
Would life be the same?
Would everyone be the same?

She is the strength,
She is the hope.
Without her,
I wonder again...
How would we cope...

Wallahu`alam...

P/s: I want to be there for you... always and forever, till death do us part.
You will always be in my prayers from now on... I Love You.

Im sorry :D

They say Patience Is A Virtue.
You might wanna wait and see what happens next.
If we were to tell you now, then it won't be a surprise anymore, would it?
I'm sorry I've promised them not to tell you about the important stuff that may spoil the surprise.
I mean 'Your' Surprise.
Your surprise is my surprise too... They are interrelated but... Seemingly, I am quite an intelligent girl... haha yah right! I could make out some of the 'surprises' lah. But still... I don't get the big picture... YET. I'd like it to be a surprise. :D
I'm a patient one you see... YAH RIGHT! betul lah.

So my dear sister, You might wanna be patient!

hehe. Loves.

Japanese??

Soon, I'd know how to speak Japanese. Hee. Good la. Hahaha. A lot of things (well actually I only know of 3) I can do when I have learned that language. One - I can search for jobs in the hospitality/tourism line... Translator or customer service... (Like as if I'm gonna do that... but you never know - but entertaining Japanese customers at G's collection is still considered okay!) Two - At least I won't be an idiot and only say 'mushi-mushi arigato' and 'haik!' when I meet Japanese people in future - which in fact, we met this Japanese singer at The Central @ Clarke Quay by the name of Sachiyo and she was 'haik!-ing' (only God knows if there is ever such a word created...) Three - Ermm... let me see... I can shop at Japan? At least I know I would not be afraid of getting lost in translation while asking the salesperson for the stuff I want. Lol.

So Japanese class... Here I come!!

The SAD fact is that I don't know who is in my class because to every one we asked... they are either from the other class, or taking Italian. And Sheryl is taking EIR which has gotta do something with the internet but still, I don't know what the toots is that!

Such a long time since I've blogged

I have been busy with Raya and work. Lol. Weekdays, work... Weekends, raya. Best kan? This is the off day when I can totally rest... But there are some things I have to do in mind. haish.

My head is killing me now. Headache. help. I think I'm over-exhausted.

Mr.A -I am afraid that 'If only' would remain as 'If only'. Yes, if only you had been less blind, maybe you'd have what you wanted. I'm still undecided.

Ms.A -I really cannot spend 24hrs without contacting you. so don't try.

~Yay I shopped!

Hari raya... semua orang gembira...

4th October... Probably the best Hari Raya? hahaha.
Basically went out with relatives from my father's side. :D Had a number of controversy...
lol. Then uhm... Last house was Ziza's house... :DD

Hahaha. A lot of things happened lah. And I don't know where to start.
Well, let's just keep it as good memories...

will post some pics soon. :D

2 Hari beraya!

Rindu... Satu Syawal

For the first time in my whole life... We were late! hahaha. Yessaaa... (Ada hikmah tau keluar lambat... heh) After sembahyang Raya, Ayah and Matin came home... then Ayah and Ibu went out. We, were supposed to get ready to go out... but guess what? Ayah and Ibu came back and we still haven't changed lah... Boleh sedap tengok tv lagi. haha. (Basically the 'Baju' spoiler lahhh...!) Then we went to Mama Nur's house to send the ketupats... and guess what? While on the way, our car passed by Ziza's! haha. That happened outside Elias Mall. (First day kita beraya kat jalan raya ye?)
Then as hours passed by, I got tired... tired... and more tired. I could not take it. I slept until 12nn just now!

Sayang... Dua Syawal

I woke up and did all the necessary things. sms-ed Ziza and she asked if I would be coming to join them at her house because baba and mummy was coming. So last minute I decided to go. lol. Watched sepi and I cried like... nvm. No worries, tak teruk sangat pun. Hykel seems to be a good boy. Haha. When he is good, he is cute. But once he calls me 'abh*****', he becomes pretty annoying. lols. anyway, Mama Gi's laksa is so damnnnn HEBAT! Even though she forgot the fish, it still taste good. Wah, imagine if she remembered about the fish eh... haha.

Anyway, I have yet to ask for forgiveness from mama and ayah and ziza. lol. that one saturday. Just now, I came as a part-time host. hahaha. Saturday, I'd come as a guest. hahaha. I so can't wait for Saturday lah! hahahaha. Wheeee~

At last, Baba sent me home :D heee.... Thanks Baba. Today was a blast lah. haha. Did not regret going to ZizyZieza's houseee.... :DD Three cheers :DDD

Bergema suara takbir,,,

The melody of today's 'bang Maghrib' (call for sunset prayer) was very... how should I put it? Sad? With the sorrow melody... Ramadhan is leaving and we are heading for Syawal now. The thought of Ramadhan leaving us is pretty doleful... But there will be another Ramadhan insyaAllah... If Allah permits. This Ramadhan has taught me a lot of things. About friendship, family, about a lot of things lah basically.

Ok enough about Ramadhan, let's not bore you guys now because it is 'Malam RAYA!'. We are supposed to be happy now right? Did you see Sinar Lebaran?? Did you see me and Ziza?? Haha. I did not get to see myself lah. But we'll see during the encore later... :D

Catch Sinar Lebaran's encore. 4.30pm... only on Suria :D

I gotta go now. Someone's waiting for me now. Ouh! AND...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Minal `Aidil Walfa`idzin...

I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to my dear readers for if I had made any mistakes be it in words (blog) or in real life, intentionally or unintentionally.

Waiting...

I'm waiting for Ziza's call now, that's why I am online... lol. I'm supposed to paint the house... but I'm just gonna leave it to Matin to do the honour, Lol. I am tired you know... my body is like aching. Pfft. (ok I am not complaining now...) I went to the laundry at Elias Mall and guess what? I was so tired, I did not concentrate on the direction I was heading to and at last, I ended at the wrong side of the road. PFFT! Made myself exhausted lah! And for how many consecutive days I don't remember, I did not wake up for sahur again. Pfft. Nvm tmr last! Wheee!!! Tak sabar nye... hahaha...

So tonight... Gonna 'Anyam' (weave) the ketupat... Tmr, cook and boil the ketupat. Hmmmssss... Yummeh! Oh I am in love with the song 'Takbir di Rantauan' from A-Z. Lols. Nice lah the song.

My dear Azizah! You might wanna be quick. Jam ke kat Johor tu??

Mixed emotions...

I'm exhausted, sad, happy, excited, angry... All at the same time lah! Tsk. But let's concentrate on the happy stuffs first. (Actually I'm taking time off from my 'spring cleaning' agenda... If my parents get home and sees me in front of the lappy, I'm dead meat!)

Was painting the house when busu called... She wanted to break fast outside. So, we went to afghan since the 'ayah's' are working... no one wanna drive us... *sobs* The Teh Tarik there is sooooo POWER! I wanna go eat there again... yeay!

Then we went to Tampines Mall to find shoes. In the bus, Ibu and busu 'kenekan' me and Zalillah. They said, "Beli kasut tu budget tau... jgn nak main bedal jer... " (Well, you know... hahaha. I don't really follow the budget if I shop...) So I was like... 'okay... DEFINE budget...' Ibu said "$35" We went laughing our heads off... Lol.

You know why I don't follow the budget? Because... If I were to follow another constriction, I won't buy any shoe in the end. Firstly... The SIZE is already the problem. Plus, I am quite troublesome. I really have to like that something in order to buy it. Then, I only wear mules. haha. Cerewet nak mampos ni perempuan. Aku tau.

So after two hours rounding isetan (Only vincci has my size but I don't like the designs they offer there), bhg (WORST), mondo (obviously mondo doesn't have my size... duh), I almost gave up and thought of going to Pedal works tomorrow since most of the shops are going to close. Then.... Busu called Ibu and there we were, in this shop called G.E.R.F I think. They have those synthetic snake skin mules. And plus... My size was available! The cutting Cun2 uh... Lols. But I bought the shoe that I chose half-heartedly. only bought it because I am afraid there wont be enough time if i was to find the perfect or ok lah ... the 'almost' perfect pair of shoes. Bila nak game sey. And I also felt guilty because I brought 9 other people along to shop with me. *Trust me... you DO NOT want to shop with me!* Their faces were like "Omg. Faster lah... you are like taking ages to find just one shoe!" Lols.

So you wanna know how I choose my shoe? This is my trade mark uh, I don't know if there are others who do it too. I will look at the shoes. If they sell mules, I'd ask what is the biggest size that they have. Then, I will look at (analyze) the design... then I ask for 40. Then I'll ask for 39 or 42 (if it doesn't fit to my liking) Then... I will walk around the shop, if not enough, I'd walk until outside the shop... then try catwalk... lol. If can run, I'd try running. Lols. Ok When I really feel like I'm gonna buy it, I try one more 'test'. I don't know who else does this lah. But I do it.... (Only when there is my mom watching over me -parents supervision mah ;p) I will Jump around with the shoe/heel on. Busu saw and she was like... "ah lompat lagi..." That sounded sarcastic though. lol. Duh... org semua penat layan kerenah aku.

So yeah, thats the shoe testing part. So... Shopping anyone??

So far, ziza haven't went shopping with me... lol. You should uh. Then you'll see that side of me. I want to see if you would hate that side of me or love it. haha.

Ok. Back to work... ciows.

:'(((

i feel so sad, I am holding back my tears!!
Only Allah knows why. And I shall keep it that way. Just me and Him.

Give me life, Give me another chance...

nesnews... *rolls eyes*

Ugh... my eye is so damn itchy now... (itu tanda nye dah ngantok!) well, its like 2.49 am now... What do you expect... I am like typing in the dark now... Lol.

Anyways... HAPPY 18th to my dear cousin Zalillah :DD May Allah bless you with all the good stuff... haha. Semoga jadi anak yang baik, dapat laki yang baik, anak yang baik, cucu yang baik.... dan lain2 lagi... haha.

So anyways. (when will I ever stop using that word??) I dyed my hair copper brown. And I tell you, I can admire it for like more than 1 hr... I just stare at myself in the mirror. Lol. that is how vain I am. So is kak lili. :D Thanks kakak for dying my hair for me... She dyed my hair like... very detailed like that. Haha, This one confirm if I have to meet my prospective mother-in-law, I won't have to dye back my hair to black.... heh.

After which, went home to get ready for buka with Mr.A and friends :) Fun bunch of people, just that my vision is blurred... thanks eh contact lenses! So then... Met Ibu and family at Tampines Mall. Sorry Mr.A, I did not know my father was joining. lols. But I really appreciate you being a gentleman. haha! So anyway!

After that... went to Geylang to get my kebaya. What happened to the white songket I saw? iy disappeared... Haha. Was gonna buy the grey one instead... then I was like, "eh? This looks like my green kebaya songket! ah tak jadi uh!" So I bought the kebaya (jawa-like)... You can see a lot of them in the bazaar lah. Anyway, thats not for first day but it looks more glamorous than my first day's kebaya. Haha. Don't ask me why... but I love wearing kebaya's... Wear it when I still can. haha. When I get married later, who knows, my husband-to-be won't let me wear it anymore cos it's tight-fitting and some are made of organza... some see through material, if you don't know what organza is. lol. While I'm still 'slim', can lah... haha. Later, who knows... when I have 5 kids already... and I start to grow horizontally... hehe. Insyallah iya (5 kids), insyallah tak (grow horizontally)...

Anyway, let it be lah. Let my second day be more glamorous than my first day. Ibu said I should wear the black kebaya (new bought) for first day. I was like... for what? First day of raya we are just gonna sit at nenek's house... Although there are three houses to visit... haha. I don't know why but I always fall asleep at my nenek's houses. lol. First day of raya, I just feel like sitting at home and watch all the good shows showing on tv... I mean, after all the preparation, you gotta rest right?! hahaha. But nah... You won't get to enjoy seeing your cousins and all. It's once a year that all these people come together you know. haha.

So. I'm left with finding accessories, shoes, wear the henna... oooh! and just now, I bought the kebab sandwich. The arabee guy who made the kebab was UBER CUTE! I did not care if the kebab was like not worth of buying cos 1 small roll was like 5 dollars... pfft. But because the guy who made it was s-ho cute.... I felt that the small kebab was filling... haha. (Actually Ibu asked me to ask the price first before buying... but I bought it straight away instead! lol)

ok now I'm tired. I keep typing wrongly. haha.
Byes people!

Happy Birthday Azimah Azman :D

Hey gurl, this post is dedicated to you and only you!
To the birthday girl...

We've been friends since secondary 3. Though we are in different courses now, we are still in touch and we continue to be great friends. You, my friend, would be one of those friends I'd keep dear to my heart... You'd be one of those friends whom I'll tell about to my future grandchildren (chey!) and I'll tell them the story about how a great friend of mine, of the name Nur Azimah Bte Azman helped me in my 'O' levels... Particularly in maths whereby we would call each other up till 1 in the morning and talk about nothing else but Maths ten year series, maths formulas, maths equations and also, not forgetting the math teacher -Ms Mabel Cheong. lols.

If I could salute a number of people, you'd be one of them. You helped me get B3 for maths when all my life, from pri school, I'd always get C... and in Secondary school, I'd ALWAYS get C6! ok at most C5... Getting B3 for 'o' levels is like a revolution ok! haha.

Ok enough of maths. Keep being cheerful :D Being the happy go lucky minah tudung. haha. minah tudung eh kene. Just so you know, (Jesse mcCartney...-you like right?? haha. but not any more right?? ok stoppit) Me and Ziza will always be there when you need help :D tak yah malu2. ok :D

End of story :D

I feel so young now. Most of my friends are now 18!!! Ya Allah... So SMALL!!!! So Young! SOoooo CUTE? hahaha.. ok merepek. People, im the youngest here. so... treat me like im young ok.

4 more DAYS!

Yeay yeay! nak raya! yeay yeay!! Hahakz. Lol. Okay amyra, stoppit. So anyway... yesterday... Potential Lailatul Qadr. As expected, it was more challenging. It was so warm such that the cold water I was bathing with did not feel as cold as usual... it was a little bit more warmer. I did not even turn on the heater lahhh! (should have bathed with ice water instead huh?)

So anyway! Let's not talk about guys (ooh I just did! oopsie!) I am so tired just thinking about guys. Let's put it this way, shall we? If that guy really wants to know me... he will be there, beside me... without expecting me to reciprocate... this means he is sincere and he is serious. So let's just see... who the lucky guy is. lol. Anyway...

Let's turn our heads to something more important! SHOPPING!!! Hahaha. At last... Ibu wants to go shopping today. yeay... I gotta find 'baju'... think I'm gonna buy the ready made white songket kebaya.... hmms. Oh, did I tell you? Our tailor had an operation and only managed to finish one baju raya each. That means, I'll only have one baju, instead of three! tsk. But nvm. The other two can be collected later. Its not like I'm going raya for 3 consecutive days. BUT STILL!!! I suck at convincing myself. hahaha. I just won't be convinced now, will I?

So anyway ('Anyway' lagii....) My sister had recently made a blog :D I helped ok! See... Kakak baik seyy... haha. It's www.ceritacintasorgadinda.blogspot.com :D Go check it out. Mine is like ceritacintasorgputri. Similar right?? almost the same... lol. well, of course lah... sisters mah. People used to think if we're twins. yah. right.... That was before lah... Before our appearance start to change... We used to be of the same height, kinda... but now, I don't know why... is it she who has growth problems or me? I seem to be growing and she? stopped growing? I dunno lah. But she is like short! Matin is like 1.73 already. Gonna be as tall as my father... haha.

Before I start bragging about my family, lets just put a stop to it first shall we? I gotta go get ready to dye my hair... heh. maybe make it thinner too? I don't know. Then... Buka with Mr.A and friends... heh. Then go SHOPPING! Wheeeeee~ (Okay actually I dun like the idea of going shopping at the bazaar... I wish they sold kebayas in shopping centres... (Besides TKC, Cheri boutiques and G's Collection!!) You get what I mean lah. Haha.

Nina's phone just died. I so can't wait to get that TOCCO! moto razr2 v8? samsung innov8? ah... spoilt for choice. Lets just go for tocco. haha

Welcome to the real world!!

I am really thinking TWICEEE!!!!!
Ish! This can make me really disturbed...
I like guys who 'pamper' me, gentlemen...
Clever... Would amaze me with his thoughts and words...
(There's a lot more but these are some of the qualities I would like to emphasize on today)
That guy hasn't arrived yet. Maybe someday, he will...

Why go for looks, when he only has looks and nothing else?
I'd rather go for attitude and personality... But looks play an important role too.
Gosh. Some people won't understand me. Nevermind.

As of today, I've got my priorities right.
I hope.

I thought you were the one who had drifted away...
But now I realize, it has been me all the while.
You hope this isn't, but I know this is;
My heart is no longer with you, goodbye.

My world came crashing...

Currently waiting for Lili's call. :/ Anyway, had a bad start in the morning because I was coughing like hell. (Dry coughs) My head, it wasn't helping at all. Maybe because of the fatigue? I was up till 1.30 in the morning just now, waiting for Ziza's call. But she never called. I could not take the pain in my head so I gave up. (People, don't make me wait for you. If you make me, I'd wait for you and won't stop until I am fed-up with myself... lol)

Anyway, couple of things happened yesterday that made me on the verge of shedding tears. Lol. Since yesterday was like the potential night of Lailatul Qadr, I don't know why but I felt remorseful? I felt like I did a lot of thinking yesterday. I don't know why but I feel like the potential nights of Lailatul Qadr (like the 21 and 23) are the most challenging time. There is still 25th, 27th and 29th. Alhamdulillah, I've managed to get through 2 days... Now I am left with three, and these three days would be the most challenging for sure. Insyallah I'd get through this.

I'm really thinking twice about every decision that I am making. But when you come to think of it... I just ask myself. Am I being paranoid?

But, it never hurts to think twice, right?

Hey people~

Guess what?

'We' - Me and Mr.L made a pact. He'd let me change him if I'd make him let me. So. I gotta prove it to him that it is worthwhile listening to me.

He suddenly sound so smart just now. Wanna glimpse of our chat log? I was asking him indirectly if he'd let me change his ways... I thought he would not agree to it but instead, he surprised me with his answer.

We were talking about 'shaping' friends/partners into better people and how it would make the friendship/relationship meaningful and he used an analogy of a painting. He said "u buy a ready made painting......... perfecttt. U buy paper, paintbrush and do it ureself... not so perfect... but which will u love more?"

Like obviously, I'd choose the latter! Haha. What he said is true. It would be boring if the 'perfect one' were to come into your life in 'perfect' condition. :) I hope he will amaze me with his wisdom as day goes by.

I have plans for Raya. :D I love the plan. But things happen and I start to think twice. But oh. Ibu is so cool. I don't think we'd have a problem. I told her I wanna dye my hair. And she was like. Okay, when? I told her, maybe I should do it the D.I.Y way... Cos time is running out. We still have to clean up the house, shop for shoes etc, paint the house, weave about 300 ketupats! Omg. And the kuehs. Oh gosh. How? And the fact that all of us are working/schooling is not helping! I'm kinda starting to panic already... lol. 7 more days to raya. At least when I do it D.I.Y, I can still do other stuff. Furthermore, I can't bare to waste how many hours, I don't know, in the hair salon. I'd be restless and my mind would not be at ease. So... Kak lili! You know what to do!!

Oh by the way, Happy Birthday to Kak Lili Suhaili. :D

Wow. I know a lot of september babies uhhh... heh. Ciao.

God.

Something just happened.

I am currently chatting with the three people whom I am close to. Ziza, Mr.A and new guy (lets just call him Mr.L)

Mr.L suddenly seem so belo and shallow. After his expression on his views towards malay... and his view towards me. He prefers me talking or chatting in English than in malay because, then I would sound wise and gain a higher perspective in his eyes. He makes himself sound shallow. Like, he makes me ask myself. Who is he, to make me cater to his needs? Nevermind. I'll just see how it goes.

Mr.A on the other hand. Is like... He prefers me the way I am and all. I'm not comparing guys now. It's not the perfect time to compare guys.

We'll just see how it goes ok. For the meanwhile, I really hope Mr.L changes.

ahhh dilemma...

Mr.A just called this morning, catching up with life. His calling made me realise of something.

Mama Gi knows about me and the new guy... but she does not have any idea about the existence of Mr.A in my life.

Ibu knows about Mr.A but does not have any idea of the existence of the 'new guy' in my life.

If they were to meet one day (raya or something) and you know, talk about the guys in my life. Wah. Then I'll be 'technically dead' lah!

Oh GOD. HELP wanted!!

It's the matter of how. But let's take things slowly :D

Sabar Amyra. Patience is a virtue.

Tired but fun... :D

I tell you, my hand is now like 'kebal'!! haha. Know why? know why? Yesterday I withstood heat from the rice cooker, a few punctures on my hand from ziza... (Pfft... pegang pisau pun tak betul...), withstood the painful sensation when you hold chili for like a long time.., (its 'pidar' in malay or something like that lah) Slept over ziza's for like 2 nights. Lol. Now I am actually home to take my clothes. We are going CENTRAL and plus, buka with Mr.A... lols. The whole family especially hakam and mamaGI (kinda...) is like so excited about meeting Mr.A. Who is Mr.A? For me to know, for you to find out. haha.... (kentot eh ni perempuan...) So con-currently waiting for ziza's reply. When I left her house, she was still sleeping.... Sleep only! Lol. So yeah...

Ouh. And you guys might be asking what happened to the guy from my previous post? Well. That guy, I must say... Is just another guy who claims to uh... 'like' me? haha. But we haven't met and he really looks forward to that moment. (Yeah... Righttt.... Later when he finally sees my face, he'd go M.I.A... trust me haha) Then ouh! There is this one guy who sent me a friendster message. He was like... "Has anyone ever told you that you look like maria from jeritan sepi in some of your pics??" Oh my god!!! Maria??? Die buta ke ape?? I took that as an insult lah. But I kept my cool. So mama gi told me to reply his message and say "Has anyone ever told you that you look like cik leh from jeritan sepi in some of your pics??" (Ok laugh people!! this is so funny!)

So yeah. Many more things to come in life. haha. Lol. Its like so surprising!! surprises and more surprisesss... and I made a decision. Im gonna try wearing my contact lenses today. If for 3 consecutive days I find it ok, Im gonna get another box while its still on promo! hahaha. Go amyra go! (Padahal aku seram nak 'toots - ditapis kerana puasa' nak pakai tu bende...)

"...the trust of our friendship wouldn't be traded in for anything. Not even for my favourite McSpicy Meal..." -Amyra

I hate this, man...

Why is it that, when I am in front of my lappy, I can't seem to find the words to blog. Kentot kan! What should I blog about today uh??

Like, I slept over at Ziza's yesterday. We're supposed to do our report but we... ok correction! 'I' ended up chatting. Wait. Ziza also chatted. Blah, so basically we ended up chatting lah! haahaha. Ziza might have mentioned about her 'encounters' in her blog, so yeah. haha. She had a lot of 'encounters' in one night... unlike me. Only one. But still! hahaha. Hers is like a lot, but tak leh pakai... Mine is like... OK2... haha. 'OK2' only! tak lebih ok!!

And I am not 'gatal'.

So, should I tell you people about him now?

Later maybe. When I am ready k. haha.

Ehem2.

Ehem2

:D

I am dreaming? Is this real? Lol

Wow.

I'm flabbergasted.

Pinch me!!!

Ok I've had it, can?

I wanna Confront you guys.
I wanna Talk to you guys.
I wanna knock some sense into you guys!!

I just don't know how, I don't know when.

Message to my Urban Guerillaz: WAKE UP! GROW UP!

you know what's happening. Need I explain more?

Waiting for my hair to DRY...

I wonder. 14 more days to raya and hmmss. A thousand and one questions are running through my head. The plan was to clean up some part of the house (My room I hope!!) for Raya. But guess what? Yesterday I was so tired when I got home and I fell asleep straight away while lying on my bed! Like, literally, I did not get to change and fresh up! Tak pernah umur seyy! Gosh. I guess I was really tired. Lol.

Even now, I haven't really regained my energy yet. Not going to the shops today cos me and Ziza have to do our assignment and Ziza, apparently, is dozing away now. Haha. Maybe I should just crash her house eh?? hahaha. That is why I am blogging now... Sempat eh aku? haha. Kata Amyra, Semua sempat!

It's really challenging to fast and handle the shops. But hey, we are not the only ones doing this stuff. There are other businesses too. But I if they fast or not, Wallahu'alam. Whatever it is, God knows everything and God is fair. Yesterday, most of us at the shop could not take it. While discussing about the marketing stuffs, me and Ziza FELL AsLEEP!! Unbelievable, but true. Imagine, we were sitting inside on of the fitting rooms. Lol. I think our position was like 'comfortable' to sleep in. Cos we were sitting, but her head was on top of my shoulder and mine ontop of her head (kinda) -You get the idea. And while thinking, we both fell asleep. haha. Kentot. At last, Ziza went to the other fitting room and slept while I slept at the current fitting room. Kentot. Luckily got fitting rooms. hahaha. Lols.

Ok la. I'd blog again soon :D

While waiting for it to be 7.30 AM

Well its 7.20 on my clock, meaning, I hae approximately 10 minutes to blog. Ok! just a short entry then! Yesterday the PMKs visited me at G's Collection (Ohhh how sh-weet!) because I couldnt join them for buka. :/ haha. Lol. That was quite a surprise.

I was so tired I had to just put up a smile and join the fun. Sorry people if I did not entertain you guys as you might have expected. Was from the FnB then went to the Apparel. Wah. So damn tired. I did have a break in between (ooh, my cat is sitting on my sketch and playing with my eraser!!) but still, I could not close my eyes cos it was asar, and I don't find it good sleeping during the time between asar and maghrib.

So then Baba came :D It was so funny cos she was so naive. and We were the baddies, 'bullying' her. I think Me, mama and ayah was the most tired people. But Of course Ziza, nurai, abg and adik are tired. Everyone is tired. But I don't know how Ayah and Mama can wake up every morning and go back late, and the cycle goes on and on. They must be tired lah. But. Wow. They are so strong. :I Aku yang buat kerje lagi sikit dari mereka, susah nak bangun untuk sahur...

Nevermind. I'd take this as a 'Pendorong Semangat' haha. lols

ok its 7.30 already. Gotta wake that mak cik up... haha... bye

600th post!

:DD

Ok. I'm blogging this, on one occasion. One very good question struck me 'dead' just now.

The question?

"What the hell is wrong with me???"

Fact 1# I am crazy about Arab songs.

Fact 2# I am not doing my assignment. Instead, I am listening to them songs!

Fact 3# I can memorize the songs already.

Fact 4# I am so mesmerized by the beauty of these Arab but not Muslim Singers. Damn.

Haifa Wehbe. She is so... OMG. If I have a bod like hers... hahahaha... Soon ok! hahahahahah. InsyaAllah (Ziza, you understand my 'InsyaAllah'... haha)

After more than 2 months...

We did not see each other for like... such a long time! It's gonna be like 3 months now since I've seen Mama Nur. Avid readers of my blog would have heard of her. I usually blog about her... Until projects came, and school and all. Wah. Like the Chinese saying, "Jialat". :/

So I did not join Mama Gi at Central, instead I went back home straight and headed to White Sands with Nina to pay my phone bill (because it's like overdue and Ibu have no time to go to the AXS machine!) and then went to Interchange to buy some kuehs... The uncle gave us $2 discount. lol. I did not even have to negotiate!

So anyways... At Mama Nur's, it was so KECOH! Kak Widya was there, Abang Iylia (her fiance) was also there. :) Missed them so much la seyyy.. haha. No crying, no tears shed, but the house were filled with kisses. Oh I so can't wait for the next family gathering... So can't wait for 1st OCT! Whee~

Alhamdullillah, I can start my fasting tomorrow!! wheee!!~ Tomorrow, again, Fnb, Ziza's house, then The Central. :I I had to cancel my appointment with the P.m.Ks.. :/ So sorry guys. Maybe, Hari Raya ok :D Miss ya lots.

I don't really know what is wrong with me. I think I easily sympathize people. Like a lot of my actions today are... Generous? Hhahaha. Should not continue lah. You guys will think that I am bragging. ANYWAY!

Now I know why my entries are boring. Haha. I'm sorry but I have to say this. Most of the happenings in my life should be kept discreet. I was 'warned' not to disclose confidential stuffs. Duh... of course you should not disclose confidential stuff. hahaha. But yeah. My life is full of restrictions. Brought upon me, by other people. Family, Friends and myself.

Putri Larangan lah katakan!

:?

Mixed emotions laaa...
I can't really describe my feelings today... There's sleepy, happy, tired, excited, sick and etc. Ah toots. :/ Hmms. Let me think what should I blog about??

I went to the Fnb after school (without Ziza! and without having any input into my stomach) and helped Mama Gi out since Ayah Aim went out for Friday prayers. So, standard... New day, new experience... New customers, new 'kerenah'... haha. (best tau, jadi anak sorg. haha!)

Then went back to Ziza's house and had some input into my stomach before heading out to TM to get Ziza's new phone. -.- so can't wait to get my brown F480!! haha. But stupid lah, the color is at the sides only. like wth! Anyway, (toots, my acne getting bigger!!) at the M1 shop, my head was already feeling heavy. Tu lah, tak makan... action... leh tahan lah konon... haha. At last, mabuk! nasib tak pengsan... Lesson learnt, even if you are not fasting, you gotta bangun sahur, especially if you don't wanna eat during the day or something. hahaha.

Anyway, I know my entries are getting boring these days. I am So TIRED! what do you expect?? hahaha. I shall leave a day where I really blog uh. then you guys wont get bored! haha. Yeah rite. kla... nites

Sept 11? what ther.

Wooh! What a day! Today I spent the whole day at The Central with Ziza, Abang, and Kak Nurain... Adik, Mama Gi and Ayah Aim joined only at the later part of the day. Basically, we had fun today. Though tiring, we made a new friend! :D The lady who works at the shop near the escalator. Lol. We were randomly popping in shops while Abang and Nurain took care of the shop. We spent 30 minutes inside the shop lah. Talked a lot actually. Lol. Like seriously... we did not feel the 30 minutes fly. She was from Malaysia. And she likes Malay (Although she is Chinese) and she likes it in Singapore. She thinks there is freedom in Singapore compared to Malaysia. (I have no comments, even if I do, I'd prefer keeping it to myself. lol)

Anyway, her name is chean or how to spell it, i don't really catch it. lol. But I prefer calling her Fatimah. Easier to remember (and spell, at least!)

Guess what? It was so cold in the shop just now, I experienced the worst leg cramp. Lol. So today I have two leg cramps... one, in the morning... at the calf. While the other one is at the toes. Kentot! I was like... Literally in pain! haha... lame lah.

So tomorrow, School, FnB and maybe The central after that.
New day, new experience! :D

Oh and that song Adik 'remixed' at the shop is like stucked in my head! Its an English song which Adik translated to Malay... it goes like "Its gonna be a terang, terang, Hari yang te-rang!" and its like... in my head... damn lah. hahah. thanks eh adik!!

Ziza, kau seriously takleh pisah ngan aku nampak... hahaha

My bestie 'smashed' my model!

Since I have the mood to blog 'properly' at least, I shall. Lol. Let's start with the day's funniest moments. Well, maybe to some, it may not be that funny because the moment was funny because of the actions and reactions. not because of the storyline.

What basically happened was, my dear ZizyZieza ACCIDENTALLY hit my model with her bag and it fell and broke into 3, and some other smaller bits and pieces. -.-"
We were at the bus stop opposite TP, waiting to board bus 15. Then, after taking her ez-link out of her bag, ziza 'turned' her bag and it hit my model! I did not hold it properly so it dropped and broke into pieces. I did not know what to do and the aunty from TP bookshop helped me pick up one of the broken pieces, (Thanks uh aunty) So. I was like "Should I throw this (my model) away?" I did saw the dustbin but it was quite far. So ziza told me "Go ask Aisyah to throw for you! faster!!" And so I did. I ran to Aisyah and put my model beside her. And she was like kinda 'lost' cos she was talking on the phone. So moral of story? Don't stand behind Ziza when she is taking out something from her bag,. Who knows what else she would hit in future... Thanks eh Ziza!

That was my p2 model ok! I really hope farah still got our pics... ugh. (*prays*)

Hmms, what else happened? Basically presentation wasnt up to expectations again! I don't know why this keeps on happening! Well at least my drawing was accepted. :D And definitely, the presentation was much better than the previous one. :D

:I what else? Haha. Lame lah. My back got biji2. Gatal but its not red. I put mopiko and now my back is like burning! HOW??? *faint*

ok bye people. Senang2 i add some more to this post! haha. Now I am tired. Tak puasa mcm puasa! Hormat lah katakan....

Hello once again...

:D Guess what happened this morning?

For the second time... We went to school. And just when we were about to reach TP bus stop, Farah told us presentation was postponed to 3pm! Best kan cerite??? I know! Can make movie!~ But anyways, at least we went to the library to borrow some books for our report.

So, now I am waiting for it to be about 2.30 so that we can go back to school. And Present our ppt. Then can go home. But our presentation timeslot is like at 4.40! cheetots kan??

Haha, Sudah lah. Lets just forget this. :D

Hey you people!

I am soooo tired!!! Believe it or not, yesterday, my lappy was on the whole night while I was asleep... Well, I was waiting for Farah to be online to pass her the powerpoint. But she never came on and she did not pick up my calls. -.-" Presentation is like postponed to tomorrow... And I dont have no mood to do anything regarding the presentation. I AM SO TIRED!!!! Toots la. Presentation was postponed for our group because ger was down with sore eyes, mj had pcomd class and farah was down with rashes... Initially, our group was the only group postponed. But just now, during the third group's presentation, more than half the class went out... lol! Then perry got fed-up or something and postponed the presentation to tomorrow. Lol.

Now I am so tired I wanna go to sleep. Just got back from Ziza's baba's house after Tekong to fetch Abang Hakeem. Lols. Ok nites.

Tawakallah....

Disaster strikes!!!

Halo people!
Its the first day of the second week of ramadhan and guess what? I am having my red week. lol. tsk. No puasa for me... :(

Another bad news, I think I got rashes!! There's like red lumps coming out from both of my hands. And I am counting them. there's like 6 of them! soooooo itchy!! Ziza is beside me now and she is like scared that she would get the rashes from me. haha. What ther.

Ahhhh.... And tomorrow is presentation! Tomorrow also, we'll be going to Ziza's brother's POP (Abang)... Dang lah. How?? Can I CRYYYY??? hahaha. Cry only... that's all I know.

Alaaa.... Ok lah I gotta go count my red lumps. Lets call them Lump-a's. haha... like oompa loompa's... lol. Ok! bye!

Haizzz!

Projects, Assignments... And here I am, PROCRASTINATING! What the toots.

Two more days to presentation and powerpoint is still not up yet! The information also still... like... nvm. Jiayou people!! you can do it! come on!

ugh. Faint!

Saturday 06/09/2008 - 6th day of ramadhan, first day of heaven and hell at G's collection. LOL.

I will blog about that 10 hours later! haha.

Hey people!

How's your fourth day of Ramadhan? Doing fine?? Haha... I know, me too. It was very tiring for me today. Like totally!

Went to meet Harith in the morning... Then went back to Pasir Ris to take pictures for our project. Farah was down with rashes and Mei juan, fever. Haiz.. Sian. Haha. Then... can you believe it? I took 78 pictures in total. Not even in one hour. Lol. (Because of that also I can be excited?? Lame lah!) And so... Did a lot of walking. From White Sands to Downtown and back to Elias mall. May seem like its no biggie, but hey! Biggie or no biggie, I am still shagged. And I am deprived of sleep still. haiyo. Still got projects to do! Haa Mama?

Ayah (my dad) made a very good point today. Why is it that some people make a big fuss about fasting and not about Solat? Why is it that some people ask if the other fasts. But not if the other does his solat? haha. Anyway, like what Ayah Aim says... Ugama, masing-masing. :)

Ok I gotta go now. Will blog again soon. Chows.