I had other things in mind to blog about... but I think I'd prioritize on this first. I thought that the tagboard was too 'small' so I decided to do a blog post reply instead.
The night I showed you my multiply blog, it was not accidental. It was on purpose. I knew I had to show you that. I could not keep anything from you anymore. I would feel very wrong if I were to keep anything from you. I had to put up an act lah basically. Zima, hope u understand. I wasn't quite sure if what i was doing was right.
There's a lot of things I want to explain... But I can't. You have to ask me personally. You know I am the kind of person whom wants the other party to seem fairly interested before I tell them anything or everything...
Its been hard on me lah you know.
But you know what?? I can fairly say that over saturday night, when I got sick, I got my answers to my prayers and I thank God for that moment in time. I will leave my 'sick o' self', I WILL be a better person. I am leaving all that behind now. And I'm sure, the moments you'll have by my side would never be dull, again, from this point onwards. And like I told you. I would not blog on my multiply blog about you anymore.
I won't sleep late again. I don't promise you this. But I promise you I'll be more disciplined. I'll be my old Amyra Azist again. :DD
Alhamdulillah.
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