Shucks...

After sometime of not being in contact, and after he said he doesn't trust me anymore, and now he asked me out with friends. What is it that he wants? I don;t know what I can offer him. Not being trusted by him is already butt-kicking hard. Facing someone who doesn't trust me. It is equivalent to watching me die and falling in hell. Heck I so hate not being trusted. But it's unreasonable. Maybe he did not mean it. Maybe he still trusts me. God! Its really really really hard I tell you. Every day, I'd think about him. I miss him sometimes but sometimes his stupidity just makes me want to shoot him with a sniper, HEADSHOT. I so hope he is reading this. Not because I want to hurt him. But because I hope I can understand his feelings. He keeps saying he still has an eye-candy on me. He sent me a message. "How can I say you are beautiful when I can't take my eyes off you" which somehow I don't exactly know what he means. That's why communication is needed isn't it? Haizz... My MSN friend Ahmad Khalis Sharil has been helping me all the while. Thanks guy. Hope I can sort things out...